大概連妍妍也沒有想過訊息發出去後不消一秒我便從升降機中步出,她的樣子明顯有點吃驚,竟然有點可愛的感覺,明明平日不說話時是有點冷漠,給人感覺難以接近的那種美女。922Please respect copyright.PENANApziPGuPe9M
922Please respect copyright.PENANA1IFx5lz4o9
妍妍馬上躍起來轉過身去把略為凌亂的頭髮梳好才回首:「你地…去放狗?」922Please respect copyright.PENANALetDJlBHia
922Please respect copyright.PENANAs24ZkWX9Xb
以往和妍妍相處還不錯的亞基,這次卻藏在童桐身後。922Please respect copyright.PENANAvdbchfLREt
922Please respect copyright.PENANA8cmdRP8HCA
「嗯,去行下。」我說,「你…黎搵我有事?」922Please respect copyright.PENANAu28pPlJVoS
922Please respect copyright.PENANAFnIgnVc3YT
妍妍這時卻是看看童桐,然後搖搖頭說:「咁我唔阻你地…呀,係喇,恭喜你地兩個正式係埋一齊。」922Please respect copyright.PENANAWdvIHGePuz
922Please respect copyright.PENANAoKpSoeA2cI
心中一痛。922Please respect copyright.PENANAwBSPZVFX5o
922Please respect copyright.PENANAklXFVCbiuj
我聳肩苦笑說:「…其實,最後…我地…無一齊到。」922Please respect copyright.PENANASMRvSJceJu
922Please respect copyright.PENANAwWP9CgGR4S
只是區區幾個字,我卻花了好大的氣力才能擠出唇間,而且還是在童桐面前。922Please respect copyright.PENANAHWYrGdyemI
922Please respect copyright.PENANAOoIeRclCwd
「嗄?」922Please respect copyright.PENANA18ElYZI131
922Please respect copyright.PENANA3rcAUYMhFs
我隨便編了幾個理由,反正我被拒絕多後也知道那些套路,甚麼時間不對啦,未準備好啦,未有心理準備啦之類,說著說著我都開始前言不對後語。922Please respect copyright.PENANAuk25e8l2Nf
922Please respect copyright.PENANAT9VGrgARhH
在說甚麼,這根本無需這樣多的藉口吧。922Please respect copyright.PENANA1sUFFboAns
922Please respect copyright.PENANArQIjuHh01n
總之就是童桐心中那個唯一的位置,最高,最獨別,最鐘愛的位置輪不到我坐。922Please respect copyright.PENANAXu2fSXBr2R
922Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7RzSneNV3
即使其他人可以,就是我不行。922Please respect copyright.PENANAQTAAWjVHzq
922Please respect copyright.PENANAX8CqYg3GQc
「總之…我同呀遊依加只係好好,好好既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。922Please respect copyright.PENANAozgfZvfIW3
922Please respect copyright.PENANAlwszLda6yJ
「嗯…」我點點頭。922Please respect copyright.PENANAaTbr1syzLt
922Please respect copyright.PENANAxYOqZsaUAi
妍妍雙眼閃過剎那的異樣,有點冷漠,有點氣憤,又有點…憐憫。922Please respect copyright.PENANAFfXfghL3e1
922Please respect copyright.PENANAM6uxxLPcXU
…被憐憫了嗎。922Please respect copyright.PENANA0pfagqPfSu
922Please respect copyright.PENANAGYAfu64wls
但馬上她又好像洩氣地嘆了一口氣:「唉,可惜啊,呀遊,我仲睇到情聖D相,以為你成功…咁…我走先啦,唔阻你地,拜拜啦亞基。」922Please respect copyright.PENANAWfdnl2jv56
922Please respect copyright.PENANAcaqIXFCYSI
亞基耳朵抖動一下,沒甚麼反應。922Please respect copyright.PENANAEyl8lIDnTg
922Please respect copyright.PENANA6UY7TQvkLT
我和童桐住這兒是山上的屋宛,路過是說不通的,加上剛剛的訊息,她是有事來找我。922Please respect copyright.PENANA77wMobx7zn
922Please respect copyright.PENANA2nznudOU6k
但一看到童桐卻放棄了?922Please respect copyright.PENANA148fDK7IOw
922Please respect copyright.PENANAaEI9P0qwGw
上一次見到妍妍,她情緒相當不穩,還問我有關黑PR,核彈的事;再往過去回溯,無論是玩測謊機那次,水上樂園那次,她也算是一個相當有性格的女生,但是…922Please respect copyright.PENANAFzgub3dyOD
922Please respect copyright.PENANA7QXKyFqg23
…這次她身上散發的氣場改變了。922Please respect copyright.PENANApdJFGmZzUx
922Please respect copyright.PENANADOH7AUcYd6
我一邊思考著妍妍的舉動,一邊和童桐牽著亞基散步,直到我們在附近繞了一圈後回到樓下的公園。922Please respect copyright.PENANAzK2AQdAgrZ
922Please respect copyright.PENANAb2VsScCe4y
「去搵佢啦。」童桐突然說。922Please respect copyright.PENANAc7RGZtdIp2
922Please respect copyright.PENANAomiHrfwaMv
「嗄?」我吃驚地問,「搵…搵邊個…」922Please respect copyright.PENANAEqjGYqyahV
922Please respect copyright.PENANAGUVDtNZwz7
「由頭先起你就心不在焉,擔心緊妍妍係唔係?」922Please respect copyright.PENANAh7aATVQ5IA
922Please respect copyright.PENANA7LIE4sbm7s
所以有時童桐連我心思也能讀懂的這點也叫我相當頭痛。922Please respect copyright.PENANACw1FSGsomJ
922Please respect copyright.PENANAdzNvK4ixeq
「我同埋你返上去先。」但我拒絕。922Please respect copyright.PENANA9eHQRZzhQz
922Please respect copyright.PENANAWhtZnOQYP9
童桐也沒說甚麼,只是微微一笑。922Please respect copyright.PENANAg7dY5TKu0z
922Please respect copyright.PENANACgjSe8amlE
[你依加係邊,我等陣過黎搵你]進升降機前我先發出訊息。922Please respect copyright.PENANAuYhigJHjyS
922Please respect copyright.PENANAdz6Ebvlcb7
回到家後,童桐解開亞基的狗繩後牠馬上跑向水兜喝水,把狗繩其他工具放回原位後童桐道:「咁…我返去啦?」922Please respect copyright.PENANAlPq1my6anb
922Please respect copyright.PENANAmtakE0LGqe
氣氛有點詭異。922Please respect copyright.PENANA6ldxTkNy6r
922Please respect copyright.PENANA8xkgHpYHEE
我就說了,我與童桐根本不能回到和以前一樣。922Please respect copyright.PENANA6QmqmBuvc2
922Please respect copyright.PENANAYgS2mZLI4e
過去之所以是過去,正因已經過去。922Please respect copyright.PENANAthGpm8JRkS
922Please respect copyright.PENANAlRT3KjKTic
所以,昨天那一吻,昨天那一晚,不能改變。922Please respect copyright.PENANAOx1JnT5Y8k
922Please respect copyright.PENANAnsiTt197CI
「唔該你陪亞基。」我送她出門口。922Please respect copyright.PENANAdlxo0PY3ZD
922Please respect copyright.PENANAdDmQWpu3lB
「雖然我唔可以做你女朋友,但你應承我一件事。」在門口,童桐轉身說。922Please respect copyright.PENANA2Z8mUN32UB
922Please respect copyright.PENANAYUceDutE2X
「係?」反正她說甚麼我也會答應吧,難怪Beta他們說我無可藥救。922Please respect copyright.PENANAAj8bIAWGyN
922Please respect copyright.PENANAjSwpUSHy5g
「唔準再好似個時咁自我封閉,唔準唔理我。」922Please respect copyright.PENANAF3pxtoHc8M
922Please respect copyright.PENANAxrW4dNAr3H
「我…盡力。」我搔搔頭說。922Please respect copyright.PENANAcJZnvi7aFF
922Please respect copyright.PENANAAtmVKwQ3kj
「盡咩力,應承我呀。」她說。922Please respect copyright.PENANApLiZhyhKkg
922Please respect copyright.PENANAMZUlZbjFx7
「好,我應承你。」922Please respect copyright.PENANAk1xspyyagl
922Please respect copyright.PENANAIwL1zDJS2T
「如果你再想咁既,我門都撬爛你架。」童桐以拳掌互擊說,她那裝兇作勢的樣子也很可愛。922Please respect copyright.PENANAlC0ceRmeth
922Please respect copyright.PENANAH4jP7c5zHR
「係~係~」我說,「但係我依加咁樣,完~~全係你搞出黎架喎,然後你仲話要黎爆返我度門轉頭?」922Please respect copyright.PENANAepmZtGdY0n
922Please respect copyright.PENANABHVgLddSWr
自以為開玩笑的我,卻無意中刺到了童桐的痛處。922Please respect copyright.PENANAAAfPsoPQoa
922Please respect copyright.PENANA15N0CfEQ0S
「對唔住。」922Please respect copyright.PENANAFBudWILPxM
922Please respect copyright.PENANAo5S1ROfN11
童桐先是一楞,然後卻低頭道歉了,如昨晚婚禮上一樣。922Please respect copyright.PENANAdEL5jzegX8
922Please respect copyright.PENANAi9u0vnwM82
「一晚就好…」童桐牽著我的手握緊了一點。
922Please respect copyright.PENANAOyDqwQDuoZ
922Please respect copyright.PENANA14Ck95V1qN
「唔得…唔可以…呀遊,對唔住,對唔住…」
922Please respect copyright.PENANAXZlSuBNppw
922Please respect copyright.PENANA1CP1jjM9Pl
「咁惡…嗚嗚…對唔住呀遊…對唔住…」然後童桐又突然哭起來了
922Please respect copyright.PENANAfIdwGC6dR7
922Please respect copyright.PENANASnCQSPSNMK
「對唔住…」她又道歉了,第幾次?
922Please respect copyright.PENANA9zi8x5wUpc
922Please respect copyright.PENANAatNAOBd3fG
原來是這樣嗎,從那時起她就已經下定了決心沒法和我在一起…所以在那一吻後才不斷道歉,而那句「一晚就好」就是指只當我一晚的女朋友。922Please respect copyright.PENANA3SZhuJBQAq
922Please respect copyright.PENANAkvQPIKeOOO
我能不能理解成,她不想在拋花球時眾目睽睽之下拒絕我使我難堪?922Please respect copyright.PENANA5dqH4S428O
922Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9mITws82x
如果是,她真的是在細心地呵護著我感受。922Please respect copyright.PENANA9OhRgT2PDf
922Please respect copyright.PENANAy3HTifylHR
…致命的溫柔,就是這種感覺了。922Please respect copyright.PENANA5jtz56hbL1
922Please respect copyright.PENANA4gqdNnUcpc
「我…我唔係咁既意思…」我說。922Please respect copyright.PENANAwybYVAqDwZ
922Please respect copyright.PENANABCJ2RhoZYK
「信我…無論我應承你,定係好似依加咁拒絕你,你都係會受傷,呀遊。」童桐說,「但我唔想你會討…」922Please respect copyright.PENANAn1aFTQG7cX
922Please respect copyright.PENANAgLmnmibZQL
靜。922Please respect copyright.PENANADuui4spm9X
922Please respect copyright.PENANAvbPWsUETM2
「…喂下句呢?」922Please respect copyright.PENANAmfro7qbrSq
922Please respect copyright.PENANAnetEl2E0f8
「我唔想你會討厭我。」童桐低頭說,「對唔住。」922Please respect copyright.PENANA88DshDsWHp
922Please respect copyright.PENANAMjvbREjCAr
那時我的理解是童桐覺得青梅竹馬的關係會更長久,更穩定。而她是擔心如果我們成為了情侶,那一天萬一鬧翻了分手的話之後餘生我就會徹底討厭她。922Please respect copyright.PENANAKD9v06D3JV
922Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9mFr4vslb
結果我全錯。922Please respect copyright.PENANA5qYOFLLeav
922Please respect copyright.PENANAjCBsRUB2oS
還是錯得最離譜的那種。922Please respect copyright.PENANAH1U1bPsivC
922Please respect copyright.PENANAG12u4CzgCG
「唔需要道歉,感情呢D野勉強唔黎。」我說,「既然你覺得咁樣會比較舒服既,就保持現況先啦。」922Please respect copyright.PENANAx9l0ZuHSqh
922Please respect copyright.PENANAu8BqcDIsgE
「你唔好為左我放棄其他女仔。」她說,「如果有機會…記得捉住。」922Please respect copyright.PENANAdfLxOiXUIp
922Please respect copyright.PENANAzSQ6MdRbXm
「連你都無機會,其他女仔有咩機會。」我苦笑。922Please respect copyright.PENANApxYpUEsBwe
922Please respect copyright.PENANAiuQbOhh0vf
褲袋中的手機震動,是妍妍。922Please respect copyright.PENANATX4flfaFtk
922Please respect copyright.PENANAnxNXMnHFPK
「但…」922Please respect copyright.PENANAZkaTPdlVz8
922Please respect copyright.PENANAyRSNNSz2Dp
「而且無人比你完美,比你更加值得我鐘意。」922Please respect copyright.PENANAPHxSOQRWny
922Please respect copyright.PENANAuUW6CoXNTU
明明是我在讚美童桐,她的表情更加複雜,更加抑鬱。922Please respect copyright.PENANAEnfye1Cr2S
922Please respect copyright.PENANAi6sMHAUoDl
「我先唔係…」922Please respect copyright.PENANAlw5lLSXgMB
922Please respect copyright.PENANAAqlRvOenMb
「睇黎唔肯接受對方讚自己都係我地共通點之一啊?」922Please respect copyright.PENANAyxwYq5ZvTI
922Please respect copyright.PENANAJEOzjOd6Fv
童桐終於被我逗笑:「係呀,最衰都係你,教壞晒我。」922Please respect copyright.PENANAWdRubyyG3B
922Please respect copyright.PENANAYtim1kYRMV
我輕撫她的頭髮:「返去休息下啦,頭仲痛唔痛?」922Please respect copyright.PENANAiD8MVxHA3l
922Please respect copyright.PENANA4ctI116axr
「唔痛喇。」她說,「下次,我都想你幫我吹…乾個頭。」922Please respect copyright.PENANA5pv955Se09
922Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2HYtWHuPP
「點解?」我不記得自己特別擅長這件事,只有少少心得。922Please respect copyright.PENANA8nLVkh5ABT
922Please respect copyright.PENANAhK1mN9EbGa
「因為…我懶囉~同埋得你先咁縱我。」童桐輕撥自己長至腰間的頭髮說,然後打開自己的家門走進去。922Please respect copyright.PENANAyaZLdwVtst
922Please respect copyright.PENANARgnNMATTAq
好,看看妍妍回覆我甚麼…922Please respect copyright.PENANA7VmZMKsCth
922Please respect copyright.PENANAW3AOmKRTxZ
[係海旁,商場個邊]922Please respect copyright.PENANAg8NElUNySp
[你等我一陣,我就到]922Please respect copyright.PENANAkVhKh1V9mw
這兒附近在海旁的商場只有一個。922Please respect copyright.PENANA00oLVh4mtu
922Please respect copyright.PENANAxSTL60m16g
雖說我與童桐分開後,馬上心中又是一陣沮喪,屋中的寂靜從四方八面撲來,如要把我淹沒掉。922Please respect copyright.PENANA4dR6pAuc4o
922Please respect copyright.PENANANpP2qeGzqK
我是怎麼了…922Please respect copyright.PENANAO5jNApZe2T
922Please respect copyright.PENANAcjz7fEbqcT
深呼吸,明鏡止水,但自己的呼吸聲也覺得…吵!!死!!了!!922Please respect copyright.PENANAB3sQLddvy7
922Please respect copyright.PENANACbNbwy6tLL
屋中好黑,好黑;922Please respect copyright.PENANA4xOg9KiYcI
922Please respect copyright.PENANAbRUeyBu9pY
耳邊好靜,好靜;922Please respect copyright.PENANAy7wHj8mzZo
922Please respect copyright.PENANA6omMmzvCYW
呼吸好吵,好吵;922Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7OZn4qP81
922Please respect copyright.PENANAsdVHwCXvyN
…但妍妍似乎真的發生了甚麼事,我不能放任她不管。922Please respect copyright.PENANA8x3o3r8MSz
922Please respect copyright.PENANAhNZb4Dcz0t
揉揉臉頰的我勉強掙脫自我崩潰的狀態,扶著牆強行站起來,換過衣服後又再出門,待我到海邊時我一眼就看到了她。922Please respect copyright.PENANAI3tnjlG0sb
922Please respect copyright.PENANAJMs0JYUO9k
今天她的打扮沒有之前那樣韓系,甚至可以說是沒有打扮,波鞋短牛仔褲T恤,正坐在海傍看著起伏的浪湧發呆。922Please respect copyright.PENANA80ELuVGvOq
922Please respect copyright.PENANAM98aIGhEs5
「喂你唔好行過去。」一個男人拉住我。922Please respect copyright.PENANA24lTDoD1nq
922Please respect copyright.PENANAbV0YwDrBbr
「呀生你邊位…」是個完全不認識的路人。922Please respect copyright.PENANAwf46LMNgK6
922Please respect copyright.PENANASzOxELbANw
「我叫陳立正…唔重要,問題係你行埋去佢跳落去點算!?」他說。922Please respect copyright.PENANA0Fn2ntLjDn
922Please respect copyright.PENANAG23XVvVQOD
這散發著寂寞的背影…的確會令人誤會。922Please respect copyright.PENANAgzzA8nQOEH
922Please respect copyright.PENANAIThZYBjSEy
「我識佢,放心。」我掙開說,「唔好報警,會搞到仲複雜。」922Please respect copyright.PENANAKKHt23lAHb
922Please respect copyright.PENANA4oE44pJxWQ
我推開路人,走向妍妍身後。922Please respect copyright.PENANA48OmyTrwzV
922Please respect copyright.PENANAXXWIkwkKI8
她看到我在地上滑近的影子,頭也不回地說:「同你個童桐放完狗啦?」922Please respect copyright.PENANAUVs8QuLrjM
922Please respect copyright.PENANASatJzAoE9s
「咩我個…係就好。不過你再坐呢度就要上電視囉?七點半個節目。」我說,「岩先人地以為你想自殺差D報警。」922Please respect copyright.PENANAu5OBUD95Al
922Please respect copyright.PENANAfjfNpOfdnR
「……」迎著風,妍妍的頭髮被吹散,她的臉容好像有憔悴,有點消瘦。922Please respect copyright.PENANADG4G5CR3Cx
922Please respect copyright.PENANAhpmH6iLkcx
「你無事?上次你話想搵…」922Please respect copyright.PENANAxYbjfDvL6U
922Please respect copyright.PENANAn2N8L0GL6q
「嗯,黑PR。」她輕聲地說,「最後我都搵唔到…不過可能就算我搵到都唔會郁手,我始終係得把口既個種廢人。」922Please respect copyright.PENANAXpte0upQXM
922Please respect copyright.PENANAEUjv9tbe4B
我不知怎樣回應,浪頭拍打在海傍的堤岸,破碎的浪沫幾乎要沾濕妍妍的鞋底,黑影中的她幾乎要與深灰色的海面融為一體。922Please respect copyright.PENANAdXChvr27YO
922Please respect copyright.PENANAqVrMnPeUsT
「你呢。」她說,「係我面前唔使扮,睇黎我搵錯人,你根本就無餘力陪我係咪?你自己都搞唔掂,等我仲以為你得左米,個人咁正面可以感染下我。」922Please respect copyright.PENANA3Dqd2HbUdk
922Please respect copyright.PENANAxBIxJbTHhR
這麼說,她不開心呢922Please respect copyright.PENANAB3y05D2cDO
922Please respect copyright.PENANA8fTUKFdS94
「嘶」一聲,妍妍打開身邊的一罐啤酒仰頭猛喝。922Please respect copyright.PENANAXchf0kBzQt
922Please respect copyright.PENANAcicyzXmY91
「…我…我無咩事啦,童桐話我地仲係青梅竹馬…」我坐到她身邊說,至少要坐到她躍出去的話能一手把她拉回來的距離。922Please respect copyright.PENANAeHbKzxofd7
922Please respect copyright.PENANAjSwh8MNTMC
「但你同佢,仲可以同以前一樣咩?」妍妍以眼角瞄向我。922Please respect copyright.PENANAHbK4yAiAHc
922Please respect copyright.PENANALbzkekdgA6
「……」922Please respect copyright.PENANAJc1dmC3nId
922Please respect copyright.PENANAsWB3oYEcgz
胸口悶痛到差點暈了一下。922Please respect copyright.PENANAlyA9R16PSm
922Please respect copyright.PENANAwSFO1b0Dj6
如果說童桐能憑著與我多年的相處默契「讀懂」我的想法,妍妍就是「理解」我的情緒,有點相似但又不盡相同。922Please respect copyright.PENANA1CxTe3p8bx
922Please respect copyright.PENANAOGjpdvBQBC
「哼,你個樣就係答案。」妍妍說。922Please respect copyright.PENANAM6SWg4CEOF
922Please respect copyright.PENANAVaPSX1SqdE
「唉。」我拿起一罐啤酒說,「整罐黎?」922Please respect copyright.PENANAZI8Y7X1lWV
922Please respect copyright.PENANA000SZ9SLj1
還未待她回答,我便打開易拉環仰頭就喝。922Please respect copyright.PENANApJaPx6sPUz
922Please respect copyright.PENANAzQOzougMrB
「……」922Please respect copyright.PENANAoVZ2rJz9im
922Please respect copyright.PENANAqRPb7qdhRo
「……」922Please respect copyright.PENANAwBHHO611ry
922Please respect copyright.PENANAuj5a2skXHu
我和妍妍都不說話,卻有種共鳴感,下肚的冰冷啤酒使胸口的抑悶驅散了些許,即使只有些許,也感覺好了一點點。922Please respect copyright.PENANAaw4EnSDPzg