夢醒來了。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAsUzpL5qJWN
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不論是昨天的那個。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAvi2sDoA3Sr
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還是從孩童時期開始的那個。1117Please respect copyright.PENANANXyen2jz9x
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早上8時。1117Please respect copyright.PENANA3YafsTVLcn
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「嗶嗶嗶,嗶嗶嗶!」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAYYyZE9XoEV
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我拍熄鬧鐘,結果它自動轉成了收音機。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAf0u2ZX1oht
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「斯里蘭卡經濟一夜間突然崩潰,有專家以”雪崩"形容,根據外電報道…」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAU4LAjhXtjf
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直接拔電!1117Please respect copyright.PENANAPEkkjKqpb5
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房中又回歸了平靜,我把電池扔到一旁,喘一口氣躺回床上。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAZqAfnTIMOK
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這下子該怎麼辦?我扶扶額頭,以眼角餘光望向躺在我旁邊全身赤裸的妍妍,沒想到最後我和她還是越過了那一線。1117Please respect copyright.PENANACKEdqsY4g8
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本來應該是目標達成,處男畢業,我應該歡呼才對,但現在心頭更多的卻是不安。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAjW0LwgvSsX
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明明沒有對不起任何人,我又為何這樣動搖?我的良心為何在責難我?1117Please respect copyright.PENANA6YUrtpgPZO
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我聽從了自己的感覺行動和妍妍渡過了這一春宵,現在本應消失的另一個盤算卻好像冤魂不散似的,要把我從內撕裂!昨晚的躊躇沈澱成劇毒,鑽入我的骨髓中折磨著我!1117Please respect copyright.PENANAZPYxcn7pNc
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…總之,先穿回褲子洗個臉吧。1117Please respect copyright.PENANA7VjNnpITmA
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我到床尾執回自己的褲子和內褲穿好,跑到浴室胡亂梳洗一下。已經接近枯萎的體力經過一晚的睡眠後已回到了最低水平,至少現在能站穩。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAioxC7WGwDG
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妍妍還沒醒呢,她也筋疲力盡了吧。1117Please respect copyright.PENANACZxDHpgcPr
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感覺現在跑掉會使情況更加糟糕,所以我在妍妍家廚房搜索了一輪,然後熟練地煮起了早餐。油香四溢,感覺這早上要多吃點蛋白質補充一下。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAPjQQ1PMefK
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親身上陣比想像中更累人啊。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAIbhaBcRKUL
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不知道是香氣還是聲音,妍妍從睡房中探出頭來:「嘩,第一次事後朝早有人煮埋早餐俾我食。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAsoeEJ6Ua8I
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再炒一隻蛋。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAo7fKmgMgrU
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「煮慣晒。」我說,「希望岩你食,我係你間屋只搵到呢D。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAiNMqRHvh6Z
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「哦,我買返黎放架咋,我本身懶煮飯。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAyhonRGDsZy
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「你去刷牙洗面先,就搞掂。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAzYt3PRHXB5
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再再炒一隻蛋好了。1117Please respect copyright.PENANApO5e2FWc6p
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把早餐擺好,將幾乎全新的圍巾掛回原處後我坐下來等正在梳洗的妍妍。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAHgUatGQXng
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……屋中靜得耳朵發痛,這已經不是安靜。1117Please respect copyright.PENANA6MPCEkAuir
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這是冷清。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAWs8SByXXBc
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當中的分別是…我們的家,我們居住的空間或多或少也有一些和我們掛勾的東西,飾物之類吧。我屋有我和童桐的合照,亞基成長的照片,我拿過的獎牌獎盃。無論是童桐的毛公仔,Beta的飛機杯,程太家中的刺繡之類,除了是一個空間外,家應該是我們留下歲月痕跡的地方。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAPGiT4RcoSx
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但這兒…甚麼也沒有。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAvDG3ExlxXf
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牆上是空的,廚櫃的調味料連包裝也沒有打開,電視櫃內的遙控已經封塵。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAV2uCGstQIY
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相比起「家」,妍妍的這個單位我更覺得像是一個戲棚,只是裝成家的樣子,但根本只有表象,內在…1117Please respect copyright.PENANATRXCzJmjQ6
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…甚麼也沒有。1117Please respect copyright.PENANARzBU0LpREd
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這就是我所感受到的「冷清」,按我媽的說法就是沒有「人氣」吧。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAymgFunSHZ4
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正常來說準備好早餐後我應該會玩著手機等她,但是現在我對自己的手機只感到恐懼。手機還躺在豆袋沙發上吹著冷氣,早就因為電池耗盡而黑屏。1117Please respect copyright.PENANArdOBd9oJBo
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不過叉電線就在手機旁邊不到兩米,手機只要一插便能復活,但我卻不敢這樣做。1117Please respect copyright.PENANALzEZZCwcOB
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爸媽先不說,童桐會有多少個未接來電,未讀訊息?1117Please respect copyright.PENANANSB6Yerksd
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明明妍妍說叫我別再理童桐,我就是沒法…真的沒辦法。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAzJ2zqDnCwj
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「唉。」我嘆一口氣,因為打從心底覺得自己無藥可救1117Please respect copyright.PENANAwQLxDMAIwJ
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「晨早流流唉聲嘆氣做咩?」化好淡妝的妍妍冷不勝防地從後出現環抱著我,從後把頭輕輕枕到我肩上。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAzSRuHxwas5
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「哦無,我驚亞基無早餐食拆屋。」我撒謊。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAP9TFcLWBwG
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「……」妍妍表情微妙,然後放開我站起來,「收音機既電,你拆既?」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAKSnwLVFBW7
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我苦笑:「我對斯里蘭卡經濟雪崩無咩興趣。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAcdm80ao61F
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「你撳呢度就熄到。」她把裝好電池的收音機型鬧鐘展示給我看,「我啊…自己一個人住,有時候全日都唔會同人講野,咁亦代表全日都唔會聽到人講野,所以我好似d老人家咁。部收音機除左做鬧鐘,夜晚有時都會聽下等間屋無咁靜,係唔係…好老套?」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAotZiBK3b3j
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字句中,滲透著落寞。1117Please respect copyright.PENANANady60kSnA
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剛剛屋中的冷寂感浮現腦海。1117Please respect copyright.PENANA5DLVWWJ4Px
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回想起剛剛她說有人為她寫早餐,那份發自內心的喜悅和喜出望外…1117Please respect copyright.PENANASedh3wyq5Q
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…叫我心痛。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAPl603ZGcFG
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「點會老土啫。」我說,「今時今日一天都係衛星,我仲練緊射箭喔?」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAPaxb5DNtbZ
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妍妍吃笑:「依加我知你射野叻啦…我地都就黎俾10後叫阿姨,食早餐啦,唔使等我…咁多炒蛋?」1117Please respect copyright.PENANA0iQCV0Woai
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「易整。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAz1F9nyrAKz
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我把那句以形補形吞回肚中。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAIu3KooChMe
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妍妍與我都好像有種默契:誰也不正面提及昨晚的事,誰也不確認我們現在的關係,直到早餐完結為止我們都處於這種曖昧狀態之中。
終於連碗也洗完,我和她坐到沙發上,她摟住我的手臂把頭靠到我肩上。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAllmYGZWWod
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「……」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAF5JgQiADTN
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「……」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAnnVcGRAw20
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我們都不願打破這寧靜。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAVFxHuUNyom
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我是她的甚麼人?她是我的甚麼人?朋友?但我們有這種關係;性伴?但我們只有過一晚這種關係;一夜情?我又不覺得止步於這種關係;情侶?我們誰也沒有向過對方表白,甚至—1117Please respect copyright.PENANAvM2UHvwskf
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—甚至知道我們對彼此都沒有愛情。1117Please respect copyright.PENANANZmGyOgDCy
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她只是想找人提供一個肩膊,一種慰藉;我只是想找機會鬆開煞車,試圖否定童桐是我的世界中心。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAVh0kBy2Hq7
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老天,我做了甚麼。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAf3GF4SyzgB
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感覺糟透了,我指心理上,五味雜陳也沒法形容現在我的感受,好像把所有人際關係塞進攪拌機打成一團然後喝掉,不難喝,但味道過於複雜混沌,難以陳述。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAIY4SCV5kqu
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「之後…你有咩打算?」我先開口,感覺在沒有感情基礎下和她有了這種關係,有點佔她便宜,所以我心中或多或少有種負責任的感覺,剛剛那頓早餐是,現在先行開口也是,我希望使她感受到我的關心。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAycLNgvUKOY
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「…我應該唔再做PTGF。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAxsUtXqONFy
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「都好既,你係唔係就畢業?」妍妍比我大一年。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAGDMEOuTN16
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「就快。」她說,「諗緊…都係唔搵工住。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAqoSlDo5A4h
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「抖下先?」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAmcCBxcsly2
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「嗯,我可能去個長旅行, Working Holidays之類。」她說,「我都唔知,我個人無咩計劃,可能話過去咁多年…我都無任何方向,得過且過,依加有種從新出發既感覺。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANABQy1GYu3jB
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她口中沒有一絲自由的喜悅,我想起情聖說看到我鎖定目標卯盡全力的身姿。我和妍妍可能有類似的過去,但我們的背影大概不一樣吧。1117Please respect copyright.PENANA2Xu29vu7w1
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「你會搵到既。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAVALwxJ9wq9
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「…你唔係會同我一齊既咩。」妍妍卻說。1117Please respect copyright.PENANACXxFw9uISe
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「……」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAjVt1kFJI5i
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「其他人即使岩Feel,我信任佢…都未至於做到呢個地步。」她說,「你對我黎講已經係…最特別既人,呀遊。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANATFRJlQA5Oo
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妍妍已經說得好婉轉了,現在她已經把交球權交到我手上。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAJIXB0iTIG1
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她閃亮的眼神,又有點期待,又有點害怕。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAAAwS2GcuNY
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「…對唔住。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAeE0UQfu1gR
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她先是默靜了片刻。1117Please respect copyright.PENANADFGobCRqcV
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「點解要道歉?」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAq7xqfkF5Xw
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我搖頭說:「如果你想我同你起一齊,我好榮幸,係我修到既福氣,我亦都好樂意,搵一日我會正式向你再表白一次,然後正式係一樣…」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAItP17nhpdy
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她嘴角揚起。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAd8nHWPvxID
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「…但係。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANA5l715L0a26
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她嘴角塌下。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAoKRJ51zh2c
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「我心入面仲有童桐,我仲未完全放低到佢,當然我可以呃住自己再呃埋你同你一齊,但我…唔想咁對你,我唔可以明知道自己仲掛住佢既情況下同你係埋一齊。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAJh8bS9VVxM
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「………」我未見過妍妍這樣抑鬱的臉。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAYu7DeLMGB5
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那不但是傷心,更加是絕望,對上一次看到這表情是在被核彈爆破的植嵐晨臉上。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAL48GXDXCg7
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糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕!1117Please respect copyright.PENANAv1PRrl17mc
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發現自己鑄成大錯的我手足無措:「我,我,我會努力去忘記佢…然後同你係埋一齊!你你你俾少少時間,我處理好我同童桐之間既事,我就會…」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAWZsHwdaKWZ
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「你唔好呃人,馬川遊。」妍妍冷冷地說,她眼中充滿了冰冷。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAVRJ939uG8W
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…我就說了,我從來不是甚麼好人。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAItCRbnQN8M
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「我無呃你,我會努力忘記佢…」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAy7ll74IiQA
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「你係度呃緊既唔係我,係你自己。」妍妍凝視著我說。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAddaEHtnFzH
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「……」我無言以對。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAxOivJ1Kvfw
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「我都係過來人,我都曾經同你都一樣,曾經將一個人視為我既一切,我既全部!」她痛心地掩著胸口說,「根本無可能!無論過幾耐都無可能忘記到!你唔止想呃我!仲要連自己都呃埋!!」1117Please respect copyright.PENANABx5Njq1jwE
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回音在寧靜的房間中激蕩,窗邊花瓶折射的晨光也如凝結了一樣。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAOw5wwLzmUa
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「……我…」我沒法斬釘截鐵的否定她。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAYsGTBDXoi1
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由於壓制率不足,呀遊處於兩頭唔到岸的心理狀況
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「我唔想做衰人。」妍妍說,「唔好搞到我逼你係我同佢之間揀一個咁。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANATxlqtzjcIS
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不,童桐沒有錯,妍妍也沒有錯。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAeHiqxwawD6
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錯的只是我罷了。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAcg2a2gPRzd
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我才是那個最該死的垃圾,沒想到連我也有成為渣男,賤男的一天。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAAQgb4iFjt4
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「我本來就唔期望你會放得低佢。」妍妍黯然地說,「…我係度期望咩啫…唔通你真係會放低佢…然後同我一齊咩。我只係個PTGF…俾錢就可以擁有既人…童桐係你眼中係完美女神…由細玩到大既青梅竹馬,我又點及得上佢…」1117Please respect copyright.PENANA0zH0lVJfhP
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一連串的喃喃自語我盡數聽到耳中,本來打算安慰妍妍的我,在一晚的縱慾後成為了傷害她的另一個混蛋。1117Please respect copyright.PENANALQdvWIu8hn
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老實說,我希望妍妍痛揍我一頓,這樣我心可能會好過一點。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAq7xpd8aJ8W
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我連說抱歉也覺得更抱歉,我不知道可以怎麼辦,果然沒有感情基礎就不應該在這兒過這一晚嗎。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAsVAQ5snVuY
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這種級別的關係困境,已經不是我可以解決得了。1117Please respect copyright.PENANABkYi40kgqw
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面如死灰的我走向手機插回叉電線,開機。1117Please respect copyright.PENANA0UEyuPupiP
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未讀訊息:71117Please respect copyright.PENANAhgLuhuP8Pa
[來自阿媽的2個未讀訊息]1117Please respect copyright.PENANA5p4nobx7L9
[來自童桐的4個未讀訊息]1117Please respect copyright.PENANAP1A8VvRVDh
[來自英姐的1個未讀訊息]1117Please respect copyright.PENANAW5VJ4vUHaE
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我通通無視,打開Beta情聖所在的群組,輸入:「黑色警報,集合時間2300」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAq1gRnqKp2X
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[OK] Beta1117Please respect copyright.PENANAqkK29FpN5U
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[黑色!?你唔同童桐一齊左咩,OK喇不過,不過個個時間我應該睇緊大瀑布未必收到漫遊]在渡蜜月的情聖。1117Please respect copyright.PENANA9PBd9FzGyA
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加拿大時差是12小時,但情聖還是照樣答應。1117Please respect copyright.PENANASMUc8YG22H
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鎖機後我轉身坐回妍妍身邊,她臉上的愁雲慘霧沒有消散過,看到她這樣我也很難過。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAJffX9fLH6g
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「…」喃喃自語完畢的她看著我,然後說,「我唔係個D…依加我係你既人,你就要負責任個種,其實尋晚對我黎講只係好平常。只係…你知唔知自己想點?呀遊。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAzaATWBuUi6
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平日那個成熟知性的她似乎回來了些許。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAMdRN5hnafy
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不,好似不對勁?1117Please respect copyright.PENANAJvNTzFrCKl
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「…我唔想你傷心。」我說出心底話。1117Please respect copyright.PENANATS9UD7GcXP
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和童桐平日的那種一哭二罵三掀桌比,妍妍的確是在我和認真討論我們之間的關係。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAIalg8VhWEp
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「但係我又放低唔到童桐。」這也是心底話。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAhzuADA8wVk
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「我亦唔想你扭曲自己,一邊掛住童桐而硬夾同我係一齊。」她苦笑,「點可以要你放低一個你愛既人,同一個你唔愛既人一齊?如果係咁,我就好自私。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAUJkVfXadMx
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但我可能是。1117Please respect copyright.PENANA7M0YZjDuJ6
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「…你真係好好。」我說,「唉,我尋晚…或者真係唔應該…」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAEayMDYweaF
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老實說我那時也是十五十六,可能沒這樣少,大概是七十多對八十多吧。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAYhreV8LvdE
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「我尋晚好開心,喊得好痛快,之後…都好享受。」她說,「你唔使覺得後悔。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANA45Z2YEO7nC
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「…但我依加好似對你唔住咁。」我說,「明明無打算同你係一齊,但又同你…」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAZNqRVAE2mT
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「我本來就唔應該期望你放得低佢,依加咁樣我都有份自己攞黎。」她哭著搖頭說,「其實我都唔知自己對你係咩感覺。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAnW10hDsZ9T
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解決辦法我真的想不到。1117Please respect copyright.PENANA1xDZa4XSLf
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但接下來妍妍的那一句,重擊了我的心坎。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAYkvgCI9fsu
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「但係你再咁樣…我怕我真係會鐘意左你,呀遊。」
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和妍妍在一起,我便扭曲了自己,即使我自己願意也辦不到,她也不樂見。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAyY01xzgmJi
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放棄妍妍,我和她之間的關係更加是不知所謂,而且我也成為了傷害她的人。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAXA0V4UhSLI
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我們已經走到了死胡同。1117Please respect copyright.PENANA9Fq1xDFVt3
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「記唔記得尋日我話童桐一定有一個原因先唔做你女朋友?」妍妍說,「就好似你依加唔同我一齊既原因係童桐一樣。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANARffKH9RYNd
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「…嗯。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3QqEdswKW
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「或者你應該搞清楚呢個原因係咩,先至再諗我同你之後點算。」妍妍說。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAiRrBDsKn9Z
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不,我知道她在打甚麼主意。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAQC3UWAfW7B
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「個原因係咩,我都唔會放棄童…」1117Please respect copyright.PENANA6BkvXpqOGF
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「你諗清楚先好講。」妍妍瞬速打斷我的狂言。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAnNLCPDXuSB
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「…」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAeogEtkpDOY
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「你咩意思。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAg6kOam3m7H
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「對我黎講,你唔同我一齊既原因就係童桐。」妍妍說,「佢既原因係咁既份量,咁既級數,而且我同你之間係無感情基礎,而你,童桐兩個之間係有,佢咁都拒絕你…佢個個原因既嚴重程度,恐怕超乎你想像。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAafOq9wHuV2
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「……」我突然心中生畏。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAOmnYBxIEta
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到底是…甚麼的理由?1117Please respect copyright.PENANAglye3oO5b8
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妍妍有著情聖一樣對於人際關係的洞悉和掌握,她的分析合理得叫我恐慌。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAYm4EMGmj63
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「所以到時你搞清楚決定放棄童桐既。」她欺近我身前,「我又未必會肯同你一齊,你準備繼續打飛機喇,A0遊。」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAhFXfpycG3a
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…妍妍竟然…1117Please respect copyright.PENANAO4wNVSiV1h
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「…多謝你。」我已經明白了她的心意。1117Please respect copyright.PENANA7miXbLfg20
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「嗄?做咩無啦啦多謝我,我,我要脅緊你喎,我,我明明笑緊你A0,做咩…」1117Please respect copyright.PENANAzTYaC6TKni
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她只是在給我一個下台階。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAz9B71zQ7dN
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妍妍為了我不要這樣苦惱,故意叫我去查清童桐的那個原因,使我不用繼續在這死胡同中打轉,使我可以繼續前進,不用理會她,掌握著所謂的初心,所謂的理想,所謂的目標志向初衷決意真愛!!1117Please respect copyright.PENANAYvLN2atk2T
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那麼。1117Please respect copyright.PENANA0BflXAQpYM
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當下困在迷宮之中的人。1117Please respect copyright.PENANAESaW3vFPJx
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便只剩下妍妍自己。
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