夢醒來了。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAy37FYUqloP
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不論是昨天的那個。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAxo8HUrerx3
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還是從孩童時期開始的那個。1116Please respect copyright.PENANA7BB2d1h1w9
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早上8時。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAEDhVNPfFnl
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「嗶嗶嗶,嗶嗶嗶!」1116Please respect copyright.PENANA5tNhDQgdSm
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我拍熄鬧鐘,結果它自動轉成了收音機。1116Please respect copyright.PENANABgl2zzSNv6
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「斯里蘭卡經濟一夜間突然崩潰,有專家以”雪崩"形容,根據外電報道…」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAUO5tnRMEDH
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直接拔電!1116Please respect copyright.PENANA6bLIpUxE1o
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房中又回歸了平靜,我把電池扔到一旁,喘一口氣躺回床上。1116Please respect copyright.PENANA6l1Uqv7YOz
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這下子該怎麼辦?我扶扶額頭,以眼角餘光望向躺在我旁邊全身赤裸的妍妍,沒想到最後我和她還是越過了那一線。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAY5Ugy2QNs0
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本來應該是目標達成,處男畢業,我應該歡呼才對,但現在心頭更多的卻是不安。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAiqJ3J2tcUI
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明明沒有對不起任何人,我又為何這樣動搖?我的良心為何在責難我?1116Please respect copyright.PENANAJDXmITUuZn
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我聽從了自己的感覺行動和妍妍渡過了這一春宵,現在本應消失的另一個盤算卻好像冤魂不散似的,要把我從內撕裂!昨晚的躊躇沈澱成劇毒,鑽入我的骨髓中折磨著我!1116Please respect copyright.PENANAgu1eJcH3ok
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…總之,先穿回褲子洗個臉吧。1116Please respect copyright.PENANANCXg2kipCn
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我到床尾執回自己的褲子和內褲穿好,跑到浴室胡亂梳洗一下。已經接近枯萎的體力經過一晚的睡眠後已回到了最低水平,至少現在能站穩。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAQjt4XdqMzU
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妍妍還沒醒呢,她也筋疲力盡了吧。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAFDbeWB6Cgy
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感覺現在跑掉會使情況更加糟糕,所以我在妍妍家廚房搜索了一輪,然後熟練地煮起了早餐。油香四溢,感覺這早上要多吃點蛋白質補充一下。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAFYN86NJq2Y
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親身上陣比想像中更累人啊。1116Please respect copyright.PENANApX5CnHiIJq
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不知道是香氣還是聲音,妍妍從睡房中探出頭來:「嘩,第一次事後朝早有人煮埋早餐俾我食。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAoqxcOKgzMC
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再炒一隻蛋。1116Please respect copyright.PENANALNeoIZBKfE
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「煮慣晒。」我說,「希望岩你食,我係你間屋只搵到呢D。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANA05Fq5CFIhI
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「哦,我買返黎放架咋,我本身懶煮飯。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAmUDMeTOYuc
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「你去刷牙洗面先,就搞掂。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAxN5ie78Hop
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再再炒一隻蛋好了。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAuL3XWdZz84
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把早餐擺好,將幾乎全新的圍巾掛回原處後我坐下來等正在梳洗的妍妍。1116Please respect copyright.PENANA9yNgCi90gh
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……屋中靜得耳朵發痛,這已經不是安靜。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAVkzb18ZTeH
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這是冷清。1116Please respect copyright.PENANA0ECNY2yIm9
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當中的分別是…我們的家,我們居住的空間或多或少也有一些和我們掛勾的東西,飾物之類吧。我屋有我和童桐的合照,亞基成長的照片,我拿過的獎牌獎盃。無論是童桐的毛公仔,Beta的飛機杯,程太家中的刺繡之類,除了是一個空間外,家應該是我們留下歲月痕跡的地方。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAP0jhzmCBIP
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但這兒…甚麼也沒有。1116Please respect copyright.PENANA1HotGJnSL2
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牆上是空的,廚櫃的調味料連包裝也沒有打開,電視櫃內的遙控已經封塵。1116Please respect copyright.PENANANJSj43cTAS
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相比起「家」,妍妍的這個單位我更覺得像是一個戲棚,只是裝成家的樣子,但根本只有表象,內在…1116Please respect copyright.PENANAC0xLD2L3Bt
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…甚麼也沒有。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAAfr03p10Yd
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這就是我所感受到的「冷清」,按我媽的說法就是沒有「人氣」吧。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAmerm7TVVaU
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正常來說準備好早餐後我應該會玩著手機等她,但是現在我對自己的手機只感到恐懼。手機還躺在豆袋沙發上吹著冷氣,早就因為電池耗盡而黑屏。1116Please respect copyright.PENANA71ZETLSabU
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不過叉電線就在手機旁邊不到兩米,手機只要一插便能復活,但我卻不敢這樣做。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAba8z2jK5Se
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爸媽先不說,童桐會有多少個未接來電,未讀訊息?1116Please respect copyright.PENANAJKPxNwPgpU
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明明妍妍說叫我別再理童桐,我就是沒法…真的沒辦法。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAvwVta6uhFM
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「唉。」我嘆一口氣,因為打從心底覺得自己無藥可救1116Please respect copyright.PENANA1mt8iJyQtc
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「晨早流流唉聲嘆氣做咩?」化好淡妝的妍妍冷不勝防地從後出現環抱著我,從後把頭輕輕枕到我肩上。1116Please respect copyright.PENANA44TIoPrFAe
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「哦無,我驚亞基無早餐食拆屋。」我撒謊。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAgU7IVj9gIg
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「……」妍妍表情微妙,然後放開我站起來,「收音機既電,你拆既?」1116Please respect copyright.PENANA8uTa3XMYj9
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我苦笑:「我對斯里蘭卡經濟雪崩無咩興趣。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAvLlKXfqOYw
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「你撳呢度就熄到。」她把裝好電池的收音機型鬧鐘展示給我看,「我啊…自己一個人住,有時候全日都唔會同人講野,咁亦代表全日都唔會聽到人講野,所以我好似d老人家咁。部收音機除左做鬧鐘,夜晚有時都會聽下等間屋無咁靜,係唔係…好老套?」1116Please respect copyright.PENANA9xG8sGwvIm
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字句中,滲透著落寞。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAIR3yEFNadX
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剛剛屋中的冷寂感浮現腦海。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAzqlWuWJjuy
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回想起剛剛她說有人為她寫早餐,那份發自內心的喜悅和喜出望外…1116Please respect copyright.PENANAvkxs6lX8XY
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…叫我心痛。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAwhjarV554q
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「點會老土啫。」我說,「今時今日一天都係衛星,我仲練緊射箭喔?」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAQSLEcJQjSl
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妍妍吃笑:「依加我知你射野叻啦…我地都就黎俾10後叫阿姨,食早餐啦,唔使等我…咁多炒蛋?」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAMvXLKRxydB
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「易整。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAkg6XhR9BoQ
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我把那句以形補形吞回肚中。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAhSakvCuGFe
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妍妍與我都好像有種默契:誰也不正面提及昨晚的事,誰也不確認我們現在的關係,直到早餐完結為止我們都處於這種曖昧狀態之中。
終於連碗也洗完,我和她坐到沙發上,她摟住我的手臂把頭靠到我肩上。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAtmgNZ67bt6
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「……」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAAOyo0F6noa
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「……」1116Please respect copyright.PENANABR97UGNs8N
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我們都不願打破這寧靜。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAP9V32tcpeS
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我是她的甚麼人?她是我的甚麼人?朋友?但我們有這種關係;性伴?但我們只有過一晚這種關係;一夜情?我又不覺得止步於這種關係;情侶?我們誰也沒有向過對方表白,甚至—1116Please respect copyright.PENANAf5uPpipPGN
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—甚至知道我們對彼此都沒有愛情。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAZEoAQ54gs1
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她只是想找人提供一個肩膊,一種慰藉;我只是想找機會鬆開煞車,試圖否定童桐是我的世界中心。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAWLMXHdYHsa
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老天,我做了甚麼。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0dheeHpz6
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感覺糟透了,我指心理上,五味雜陳也沒法形容現在我的感受,好像把所有人際關係塞進攪拌機打成一團然後喝掉,不難喝,但味道過於複雜混沌,難以陳述。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAYwdgqYHRFb
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「之後…你有咩打算?」我先開口,感覺在沒有感情基礎下和她有了這種關係,有點佔她便宜,所以我心中或多或少有種負責任的感覺,剛剛那頓早餐是,現在先行開口也是,我希望使她感受到我的關心。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAgO555fV5Ig
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「…我應該唔再做PTGF。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAyCAVfjQYBX
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「都好既,你係唔係就畢業?」妍妍比我大一年。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAocFzfUOnWT
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「就快。」她說,「諗緊…都係唔搵工住。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAsp2YqAmuL8
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「抖下先?」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAF0cQ2WJMRS
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「嗯,我可能去個長旅行, Working Holidays之類。」她說,「我都唔知,我個人無咩計劃,可能話過去咁多年…我都無任何方向,得過且過,依加有種從新出發既感覺。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANA08EDqQP3q8
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她口中沒有一絲自由的喜悅,我想起情聖說看到我鎖定目標卯盡全力的身姿。我和妍妍可能有類似的過去,但我們的背影大概不一樣吧。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAG6BQzsF4Jh
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「你會搵到既。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAXV4oOMj3PF
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「…你唔係會同我一齊既咩。」妍妍卻說。1116Please respect copyright.PENANApm4Vhzkmh7
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「……」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAyK46aPyOmr
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「其他人即使岩Feel,我信任佢…都未至於做到呢個地步。」她說,「你對我黎講已經係…最特別既人,呀遊。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAy3PQ5rIedp
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妍妍已經說得好婉轉了,現在她已經把交球權交到我手上。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAfkqkxyIeW4
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她閃亮的眼神,又有點期待,又有點害怕。1116Please respect copyright.PENANA1ISLjWIHYj
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「…對唔住。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAp6wOD5xj40
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她先是默靜了片刻。1116Please respect copyright.PENANACUy9i1JiQm
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「點解要道歉?」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAVJNEwLAAwi
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我搖頭說:「如果你想我同你起一齊,我好榮幸,係我修到既福氣,我亦都好樂意,搵一日我會正式向你再表白一次,然後正式係一樣…」1116Please respect copyright.PENANA9rMvXghA4m
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她嘴角揚起。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAkiPg4vddpi
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「…但係。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAd5nS12SDt6
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她嘴角塌下。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAPQMo9fw4F8
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「我心入面仲有童桐,我仲未完全放低到佢,當然我可以呃住自己再呃埋你同你一齊,但我…唔想咁對你,我唔可以明知道自己仲掛住佢既情況下同你係埋一齊。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAoQUK0V08QA
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「………」我未見過妍妍這樣抑鬱的臉。1116Please respect copyright.PENANA7MKM4Kxj7r
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那不但是傷心,更加是絕望,對上一次看到這表情是在被核彈爆破的植嵐晨臉上。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAY6lQtBXzJl
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糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕!1116Please respect copyright.PENANAptYg2P2kLW
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發現自己鑄成大錯的我手足無措:「我,我,我會努力去忘記佢…然後同你係埋一齊!你你你俾少少時間,我處理好我同童桐之間既事,我就會…」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAnSdjS74a0l
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「你唔好呃人,馬川遊。」妍妍冷冷地說,她眼中充滿了冰冷。1116Please respect copyright.PENANASBgLt624lW
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…我就說了,我從來不是甚麼好人。1116Please respect copyright.PENANALXXcPhe5mL
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「我無呃你,我會努力忘記佢…」1116Please respect copyright.PENANA2wVQayGTIr
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「你係度呃緊既唔係我,係你自己。」妍妍凝視著我說。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAFZrhNa1IcW
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「……」我無言以對。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAOxYQvq8Nv9
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「我都係過來人,我都曾經同你都一樣,曾經將一個人視為我既一切,我既全部!」她痛心地掩著胸口說,「根本無可能!無論過幾耐都無可能忘記到!你唔止想呃我!仲要連自己都呃埋!!」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAA0GM1CtEsQ
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回音在寧靜的房間中激蕩,窗邊花瓶折射的晨光也如凝結了一樣。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAa0gD28Llhc
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「……我…」我沒法斬釘截鐵的否定她。1116Please respect copyright.PENANABvjrk3p3Ds
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由於壓制率不足,呀遊處於兩頭唔到岸的心理狀況
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「我唔想做衰人。」妍妍說,「唔好搞到我逼你係我同佢之間揀一個咁。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAFP4Ckr3WSh
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不,童桐沒有錯,妍妍也沒有錯。1116Please respect copyright.PENANARmgjDEDiZm
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錯的只是我罷了。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAY0vZDcMSwd
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我才是那個最該死的垃圾,沒想到連我也有成為渣男,賤男的一天。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAr4qQhTzZQe
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「我本來就唔期望你會放得低佢。」妍妍黯然地說,「…我係度期望咩啫…唔通你真係會放低佢…然後同我一齊咩。我只係個PTGF…俾錢就可以擁有既人…童桐係你眼中係完美女神…由細玩到大既青梅竹馬,我又點及得上佢…」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAqpoSqHZGt0
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一連串的喃喃自語我盡數聽到耳中,本來打算安慰妍妍的我,在一晚的縱慾後成為了傷害她的另一個混蛋。1116Please respect copyright.PENANA0zAzfrlINJ
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老實說,我希望妍妍痛揍我一頓,這樣我心可能會好過一點。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAOdWFwcBh1d
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我連說抱歉也覺得更抱歉,我不知道可以怎麼辦,果然沒有感情基礎就不應該在這兒過這一晚嗎。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAo50j8wBPDX
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這種級別的關係困境,已經不是我可以解決得了。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAOoEmz5m9Is
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面如死灰的我走向手機插回叉電線,開機。1116Please respect copyright.PENANA4SoyaE3dlm
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未讀訊息:71116Please respect copyright.PENANAZtcwzgk79G
[來自阿媽的2個未讀訊息]1116Please respect copyright.PENANARK05Urc2U0
[來自童桐的4個未讀訊息]1116Please respect copyright.PENANAeMMjK4EFbQ
[來自英姐的1個未讀訊息]1116Please respect copyright.PENANA8aKIVqWALy
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我通通無視,打開Beta情聖所在的群組,輸入:「黑色警報,集合時間2300」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAZY5pdwwIeV
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[OK] Beta1116Please respect copyright.PENANA7NyUo6Rgwv
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[黑色!?你唔同童桐一齊左咩,OK喇不過,不過個個時間我應該睇緊大瀑布未必收到漫遊]在渡蜜月的情聖。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAIn8q9LxDej
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加拿大時差是12小時,但情聖還是照樣答應。1116Please respect copyright.PENANA8zce6P8hM1
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鎖機後我轉身坐回妍妍身邊,她臉上的愁雲慘霧沒有消散過,看到她這樣我也很難過。1116Please respect copyright.PENANA37ThncWuzL
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「…」喃喃自語完畢的她看著我,然後說,「我唔係個D…依加我係你既人,你就要負責任個種,其實尋晚對我黎講只係好平常。只係…你知唔知自己想點?呀遊。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAAHg4jsoyBL
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平日那個成熟知性的她似乎回來了些許。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAqR03by1XoT
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不,好似不對勁?1116Please respect copyright.PENANAvy3GLqfGeV
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「…我唔想你傷心。」我說出心底話。1116Please respect copyright.PENANA8fXDikv1Jo
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和童桐平日的那種一哭二罵三掀桌比,妍妍的確是在我和認真討論我們之間的關係。1116Please respect copyright.PENANATeVbQCyDsQ
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「但係我又放低唔到童桐。」這也是心底話。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAZhyggvhIuO
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「我亦唔想你扭曲自己,一邊掛住童桐而硬夾同我係一齊。」她苦笑,「點可以要你放低一個你愛既人,同一個你唔愛既人一齊?如果係咁,我就好自私。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAZDMuC578HO
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但我可能是。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAx1XLNElRxA
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「…你真係好好。」我說,「唉,我尋晚…或者真係唔應該…」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAMxS7yLalb4
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老實說我那時也是十五十六,可能沒這樣少,大概是七十多對八十多吧。1116Please respect copyright.PENANANDNuKnwrbA
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「我尋晚好開心,喊得好痛快,之後…都好享受。」她說,「你唔使覺得後悔。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAXTpyJK57Lz
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「…但我依加好似對你唔住咁。」我說,「明明無打算同你係一齊,但又同你…」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAEi0qsq6T5D
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「我本來就唔應該期望你放得低佢,依加咁樣我都有份自己攞黎。」她哭著搖頭說,「其實我都唔知自己對你係咩感覺。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANA5Fp1k0PFzj
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解決辦法我真的想不到。1116Please respect copyright.PENANASoo5GIbPsh
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但接下來妍妍的那一句,重擊了我的心坎。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAGC2eBdqsRb
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「但係你再咁樣…我怕我真係會鐘意左你,呀遊。」
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和妍妍在一起,我便扭曲了自己,即使我自己願意也辦不到,她也不樂見。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAwXjWfLMwPW
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放棄妍妍,我和她之間的關係更加是不知所謂,而且我也成為了傷害她的人。1116Please respect copyright.PENANArZfG9r489m
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我們已經走到了死胡同。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAiTlbeGGLtW
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「記唔記得尋日我話童桐一定有一個原因先唔做你女朋友?」妍妍說,「就好似你依加唔同我一齊既原因係童桐一樣。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAfu6fw0mloo
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「…嗯。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAoHwblQTbyk
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「或者你應該搞清楚呢個原因係咩,先至再諗我同你之後點算。」妍妍說。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAZQkYGjgGLS
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不,我知道她在打甚麼主意。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAPq17czniBM
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「個原因係咩,我都唔會放棄童…」1116Please respect copyright.PENANALreQCZbs0W
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「你諗清楚先好講。」妍妍瞬速打斷我的狂言。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAPkIn40Jc0D
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「…」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAJl1WWXPeNa
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「你咩意思。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAB6aDysXGwd
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「對我黎講,你唔同我一齊既原因就係童桐。」妍妍說,「佢既原因係咁既份量,咁既級數,而且我同你之間係無感情基礎,而你,童桐兩個之間係有,佢咁都拒絕你…佢個個原因既嚴重程度,恐怕超乎你想像。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAPzp6EMH7Y3
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「……」我突然心中生畏。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAOMnVSoI3oC
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到底是…甚麼的理由?1116Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8KN1TBbPb
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妍妍有著情聖一樣對於人際關係的洞悉和掌握,她的分析合理得叫我恐慌。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAEYRgQaFYr8
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「所以到時你搞清楚決定放棄童桐既。」她欺近我身前,「我又未必會肯同你一齊,你準備繼續打飛機喇,A0遊。」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAEG6u3yBCYe
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…妍妍竟然…1116Please respect copyright.PENANACHtAVZ1w3Z
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「…多謝你。」我已經明白了她的心意。1116Please respect copyright.PENANArARFJVoqdT
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「嗄?做咩無啦啦多謝我,我,我要脅緊你喎,我,我明明笑緊你A0,做咩…」1116Please respect copyright.PENANAeLUv9mmwED
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她只是在給我一個下台階。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAvNtEdHYXUY
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妍妍為了我不要這樣苦惱,故意叫我去查清童桐的那個原因,使我不用繼續在這死胡同中打轉,使我可以繼續前進,不用理會她,掌握著所謂的初心,所謂的理想,所謂的目標志向初衷決意真愛!!1116Please respect copyright.PENANArGsg2e8Sqr
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那麼。1116Please respect copyright.PENANAc3MHDEFeTu
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當下困在迷宮之中的人。1116Please respect copyright.PENANACBdi4YcEdN
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便只剩下妍妍自己。
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