我作了個惡夢。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGb847sTZCQ
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「童桐…？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkM4QQPWYb
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一邊是穿著直播時那套內衣的童…Dora。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYfALmCDAJ
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另一邊是穿著高中校服的童桐。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdpgCvpQdY
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兩個相同長相的她穿著不同的衣服，手上拿著刀子在互相廝殺，這可不是甚麼劍術較量，而是如野獸一樣的死鬥。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoin1HWg1y
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「呀遊…救我…救我…」童桐不敵。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobbkAuj2R6
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「童桐…」站起來的亞基把我按在地上，仔細看其實是布偶衣般的牠比我還高。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdspti8g4fX
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最後Dora把童桐殺掉了。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUh5WthZB3
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「咁就可以同呀遊永遠起一齊…哈哈…嘻嘻嘻…！」只穿內衣，頂著童桐臉孔的Dora搖搖晃晃地拿著刀子，全身血淋淋狂笑著走向我！988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwPJJvoNaW
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…可能我始終拒絕著Dora和童桐是同一人的事實吧。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gp8IiL81e
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…怎可能接受得了啊。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLOD9mhhaK
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醒來的時候是夜晚。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLt0uKZSiB
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空氣中有消毒藥水的氣味，身上穿著粗糙的格仔病人服，我人是在醫院沒錯。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIp6yobUuB
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「咳，咳咳，咳咳…」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjG2EldVefD
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSO2aaHBDaY
喉嚨乾到好像要裂開一樣，我掙扎坐起來，卻馬上發現手背多了一個吊鹽水的那種「豆」和喉管拉住我，身上還有電殛之類連接著一個屏幕，顯示著我的心跳。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJosZRpvzI
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不行，全身沒力…我倒回床上喘著氣，要渴死了。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gznmL2fhq
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「我幫你。」身邊一把女聲說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRHEyfwsPy
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「唔該…係你？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzlBbhgfpX
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妍妍幫我倒來一杯水，還輕輕按下病床上的召喚鈴。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbr3ebMIspC
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLIHVGFLYL
「好失望？唔係你個童桐。」她笑著說，「你連昏迷個時都叫住佢個名。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwvIZYfOj6
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPfD62FriA
「昏迷…我…」我摸摸自己的身體，除了很想去洗手間外似乎沒甚麼大礙，就是手指頭被縫了幾針，隱隱作痛著。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLCxJsNoXc
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「唔記得發生咩事？」妍妍問。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOLLZzzK4p
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「…係就好。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRYcGZAehk
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記得一清二楚。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENzAa8pP23
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連一絲的模糊也沒有，童桐錯愕的表情，逃走的背影，但恐怕送我到醫院的也是她吧，回家看看寵物鏡頭便好。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyieWNBEOV
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「醒返喇，馬川遊。」一個當值醫生和護士走來，「記唔記得你自己點解會係度？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSHCbGZZR7
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvoSQ51Wma
「我屋企隻狗送我黎。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTX9jdktAZ
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3T7W01OPVe
「病人精神錯亂，智力衰退…」醫生愣然說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4s5OFPHGi4
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaqfvGcEei
「咪亂講啦呀遊！」妍妍倒很認真的阻止我。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5rD2BFReR
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「講笑，講笑，我係救護員送黎？」我認得逆光中救護員的制服。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8eeQ8gWN9
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「嗯，之前呢？」醫生點點頭，護士檢查讀數。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlve0bwCtF
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窗簾上的光斑。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsVRHyalxK
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逃向黑暗的背影988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQk3Rm3kfU
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逆光中的那個人…988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFxBPHxU1a
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「心口痛，然後無力跌親，呼吸困難之類。」我說，和病情沒關的就不用說了。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QWPfRQ43P
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「嗯，我地幫你檢查一下活動能力同清醒程度先。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyuh65otVO
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「好…」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWgsW2ZZud
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醫生別過頭問：「小姐你係佢女朋友？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRb6ORjM0Ef
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZHdShVXCK
「要視乎邊晚。」妍妍作弄我，以下巴輕點向我。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJxPwQQqlC
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvF0vNv2P6Y
「兩位關係有Ｄ複雜啊…」醫生汗額，護士揚揚眉毛忍俊不禁。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGpCm5woiG
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我心虛地左看右看然後說：「唔…唔係？我估唔係。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbya454BNw
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「賤男…」護士輕聲說，喂我可聽到了哦？！988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkLSFcpV7P
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPMBbNZ6nQ
「咁請唔係女朋友小姐迴避一下。」醫生完全無必要地強調說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoiHos8mCb
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護士拉起病床旁邊的窗簾圍住我後，隨便為我檢查著活動能力，確保我完全醒來。完成了後當值醫生回來，手上多了一個計時器。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcE6JXzW1Bb
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「計時器係做咩？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQ774OhPJR
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「哦，提我個杯麵幾時食得。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX033oXTqvo
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「挑！」我還以為是甚麼能力測試。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRwWcLKTwe
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqWh82qSAo
「咁精神就好，等陣私人醒你食個。」醫生說，他拿出一份報告向我解釋我的情況，「你呢種情況，你既主診醫生判斷係心碎症候群。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMhuXQwz2v
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心碎症候群是一種由親人離世，生活出現巨變，情緒受到巨大衝擊而觸發的急性心臓病，病徵就如心肌梗塞類似，會好像我那晚一樣呼吸困難，胸口痛，全身無力，昏迷。新聞上一些人大喜大悲而昏迷，除了是血壓問題外也有可能是這種情況988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7SCN60tg7
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「你並無客觀既急性心臟病發證據，亦無心臟病病歷，加上超音波檢查，所以我地判斷你係患上心碎症。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NxolwTjH7
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「嗯。」我點點頭。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4AyMMgsCR
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妍妍問：「咁樣佢即係心臟無問題？佢健康？佢唔會死？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlS9QwNTB1
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「無問題，死唔去。」醫生說，「馬川遊既心臟相當健康，心碎症只會短暫阻礙心臟既泵血功能，通常幾日至幾星期左右就會好返，你可以理解成因為大腦分泌而影響健康既心臟，心臟本身係無問題。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0PwsUuwlD
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「所以有問題既…係個腦…」妍妍輕抓我的頭髮。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUwVzYDObF
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0f78Wc3hdF
「都唔係。」醫生說，「有問題既係情緒，換句話說如果情緒上處理唔到既話馬川遊你好可能會復發。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xRhjm24G5
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjB3zNtG2k
「亦換句話說…只要情緒上處理到既就無問題。」妍妍舉一反三。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjAjdeKQdK
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「無錯，呢位小姐幾聰明，黎，獎你食糖。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdth2glRV5C
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPQFMLE7ZQ
「多謝醫生…？」妍妍笑著卻把糖塞到我口中，挺甜的，但不關糖的事。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbz7AdosI4
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1xqIY7MMt
「心碎症並無專門療法，亦無需要，因為病人既心臟本來就係健康，馬川遊你亦後生，本身無心臟毛病…但心病還需心藥醫，疏導情緒，排解壓力先係最重要。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn9OXaZvml
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqPsEM7vNx
醫生收起報告，瞄瞄計時器，這傢伙是有多餓啦。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6TqrLrO3E
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「唔該醫生。」我苦笑。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PtNFIMPfq
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但疏導情緒，排解壓力？988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI96WHUzxmy
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你開點遺忘藥我吧。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDDjIqgww2
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人類身體其中一個缺點，就是沒法主動遺忘。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZcN1AE2TH
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbUhhsW16X
「朝早醫生巡房會再同你跟進，無事既好快走得，請你好好休息，記住，其他心臟病病人呢句或者唔岩用，但你岩用，心病還需心藥醫，解鈴還需保齡球。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpUzVONQWl
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醫生似乎在努力地逗我笑，但只是爛得發笑擺了。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrNGPvF2s4
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmo3Z7K3TY
「俾下面笑兩聲好唔好？」他說，「我諗左好耐。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5W6lHoaQrs
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「幾耐。」我問。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKbjMEZrKg
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「嗶嗶嗶嗶」計時器響起。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4eiJIJmQ5
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「三分鐘。」他說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh0dY9mrXE
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這不就是煮杯麵時才順道硬擠出來嗎！難怪這樣勉強！988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhKCwWGLxO
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醫生和護士收好用具和文件便離去，這是一房二人的那種病房，另一張床沒人，房中只剩我和妍妍。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0Jf9NHztK
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「點解你會係度？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoH0GnaObx
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「我搵唔到你，問姨姨先知你係醫院。」妍妍說，「所以咪黎睇下你，係你應承一世記住我，我先唔準你咁快就完左呢一世。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDZi6KRxOi
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「……對唔住。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsp1yP15D0
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她看著我：「你個樣好唔開心。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtqYhUHRqW
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「少少…如果你眼訓既…」我說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuApbxmwDe
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「我就會係度訓。」她說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fMQ79xHi5
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44y4qSPSWo
「唔好啦，多病毒。」我說，「走左之後記得洗手，最好沖涼。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IaYKhfebC
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「我會等到姨姨佢地黎為止，放心，我通知左佢地。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7XM2TAcQU
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「妍妍，我係要自己一個靜下…」我搖頭說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaE2x8ynpX
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「咁我同你一齊靜。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVBKlsxagT
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似乎妍妍堅持起來也是叫人頭痛的那種。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡku4ppghEfI
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「你點都要痴住我？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Pvbea1U39
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「嗯。」她說，「你大把責任要對我負。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqlIhHWkXe
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我露出挑戰眼神說：「咁我去廁所。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVYLmBqtIa
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妍妍冷笑一聲：「我未見過？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvESS1NlpE
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這…！988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiekGvfd0mr
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被她反將一步棋的我拿她沒辦法，只能去廁所解決後乖乖躺回床上。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGWgu3jpn1
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「睇黎你搵到答案啊。」妍妍拿著一本求職雜誌在床頭昏黃燈光下閱讀。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlz2bWNoAO
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「嗯，搵到。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKMyQQ6BkC
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnO4gqZkN8
「係會搞到你心碎症既答案…好既唔靈醜既靈。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7EtBfJVjX
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「我唔想提。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgIJzaquUI
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKnoidxZYP
「又無叫你提。」她舉起筆圈起一些招聘會的廣告。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9ErGrAjCf
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthq4hatnWn
都甚麼年代了，還看求職雜誌找工作，她只是想找個理由陪著我吧。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dK68heXYc
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHAdbSfMSc
我還要欠她幾多才夠？988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE59QQfSTu7
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpLSFJPNeJ
更加…我還不可以向她提童桐的事，嫌還不夠多人知道嗎？即使沒有露臉，但童桐的身體以至最私密的地方，可是有上千人同時觀看…988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3cWJ2iozJ
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vxEc8z6hU
…嗚…心又隱隱作痛…988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3RJWT4Nlu
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4j140P1f5q
「你冷靜D。」妍妍扔下雜誌捉住我的手，打斷我的思路。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmo9wOH3u2F
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZSaGrviDc
看似一臉輕鬆的她手心滿是汗，微抖的捉住我的手，側頭憂心忡忡地望住心電圖的頻率，另一手已經碰著召喚鈴，隨時準備按下去。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10L8UsrieB
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvrzC2ya17
她也很會照顧人呢。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6Qat8RFcY
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaW3ARceRM
「唔好激動，你依加個心唔受得。」她說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxau7ePgpD
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsU8gnka2i
還好我這程度，這環境，還有妍妍在…應該能行。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVIzhf3cut
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bmCz6jbAH
冥想開始。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2md18rVQZ
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6AZYDgy3A
明鏡…988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShFAWhUhPY
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxPg10b8gp
「久仰大名Dora小姐」「哈欠…多謝今日陪我。」「我就黎都睇唔到你。」「無論出面幾大風幾雨都好…你就係我旁邊，就係對面陪住我。」「感覺上你個邊，我個邊，早就無咩分別。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYR1qa68S0
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡml7ABxWtvS
明…明鏡止水。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPZOh4hbF6
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNB4WuVoY9l
「呼…」緩長呼氣的我，勉強地以冥想心法把心率壓下去。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBn8wRD2hr
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHJNmc8hLi
「你可以主動控制心跳？超能力黎？」妍妍傻眼。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOIKCsiwQL
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0nH4LwBsv
「唔係控制啦，只係用冥想平伏心情，射箭用…不過都有佢極限。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnVb8kmB5H
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLo1oHnAzri
我把頭枕回升起的病床上閉上眼休息，雖說只有手指頭刺痛著，但全身無力，妍妍捉住我的手也不敢放開。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOS9DinNsxt
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrqjwJagRp
「捉住你隻手但我諗住另一個人，我係唔係好衰？」我自責地說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUyVuaOtKE
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUcrtsvyVm
妍妍這時卻安慰我：「我慣晒架啦。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9TpiRJMAH
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBCHxH2ZXy
不知道她是說當她的EX牽著她手時心中想著另一人，還是身為 PTGF的她客人總不會真心只記掛著一人。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjf2fCJYrlS
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUG47KNd001
但習慣了這種情況，其實也很糟糕吧。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIktLbURQvr
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaq9FSvBJYh
「你搵工既話，我問下我阿媽？」我說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4Rdaia9fk
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAco0mG2Vm4
「姨姨？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLHGULZagA
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QJC89f8PI
「嗯，佢生我之前係龍頭獵頭公司既HR總監，雖然性格有Ｄ扭曲，但係都樂於助人個Ｄ黎。你想返Ｄ咩工？就算唔係你個行，唔太過份既有佢推薦都應該無咩問題…」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvq88gLtVs
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCgWSeWZOT
「好啦好啦，你又覺得對我唔住？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQ07IAso50
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVKGm4bQyR
「…嗯。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMrUTgJUPU
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkXR9jl9lt
「咁樣對你個心唔好，唔好再諗啦好無？乖。」妍妍輕抱我，把我的頭埋向她胸前輕蹭，馬上心跳率又上升了，這才是對心臟不好吧。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MwoRNaRqa
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJTyYwry8U
「你要既就搵我，我阿爸都識唔少人。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnfsklFmz3
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNRnVSJBQY
「我本身仲有Model Job既Freelance，IG賣下衫，儲左都唔少錢去Working Holidays ，你唔使擔心我，更加唔好覺得對我唔住好無？」妍妍溫柔地說，「最緊要係你，你學識少少自私喇。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zvgIZybAy
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PjNXSgxL2
「俾童桐帶壞左。」我苦笑。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtyOpbtbl1
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0ZtYMyl29
我和她那種說不清，朦朦朧朧的關係目前似乎沒有明確定義的必要。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iiNzu3DcR
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VVhZ4M5Wo
「…你連昏迷個時都叫住童桐個名，老實講我好羨慕。」妍妍說，「但係我知道，即使你已經知道答案，你都唔會一下子就放棄佢。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLddFNNTCb
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03o86JIaHN
童桐是Dora，我知道了。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmQGNLiTcC
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgMzVhz0Pw
那麼我們從此恩斷義絕，老死不相往來…才不會這樣。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3FogBLc7U
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但我不知道如何再面對她。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYopQqYrhU3
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gW1Fc0y7v
恐怕她也不知道如何面對我吧。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx50RzIXwTy
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要些時間。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3tZTBfUPo
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我點點頭。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHJXxHfNEE
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIad8nrlFN8
「好在個日你無同我一齊。」妍妍說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyFMu0G3QB
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPILm68ZKDy
「下？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqVWRTF1eo
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZO518V9Xm
「如果唔係，受傷既就會係我地全部。」妍妍說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJ4ZC1HI7z
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjk7TcVlEw
是這樣嗎，但我，童桐，妍妍三人本來早就遍體鱗傷了。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOb2cRyJXKb
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLAcUyOmOM
「你黎陪我但我唔可以同你講咩事，對唔住。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cODYmkz95
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TEu5Co9xE
「…唔好用咁既表情係度無啦啦道歉。」妍妍說，「要報答我既就健健康康出返去，搞掂你同童桐之間D事。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1IzSoEH2E
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIJXvIZxKL
有可能嗎。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEg4gcqx5bs
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4DCxvkYTD
人是沒法主動遺忘的，難怪有人說無知是幸福。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHc9YlHaqua
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpeuyVPgbf
不知道童桐另一面，傻呼呼的住在她旁邊，間中打情罵俏曖昧一下的我…那時我是何等的幸福。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcC6C6tWCfz
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgJ7NVhONR
紅藥丸和藍藥丸，我也許不會像Neo那樣選擇。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1lHOkxlq3
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLJ75gEFXW
我們都憧憬泡影，因為夢幻泡影通常是美好的。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFb9SrSqhqJ
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn51vCrisr3
現實之殘酷，未必人人能受得住，例如我的心臓。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLLW3FZ1tW
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1Yfr07zUZ
但如果我不是對童桐痴迷成這樣，我大概也不會直接心碎症入院吧。就如我根本不介意妍妍是PTGF一樣，做了甚麼真的不要緊，重點是…988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4vUXLRU83
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUvrMHg8qH
…我也說不上了。
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