我作了個惡夢。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSkPVsWaMQ
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「童桐…？」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FJbN84aWs
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一邊是穿著直播時那套內衣的童…Dora。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJa3D9jAF1h
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另一邊是穿著高中校服的童桐。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4jezL2lSW
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兩個相同長相的她穿著不同的衣服，手上拿著刀子在互相廝殺，這可不是甚麼劍術較量，而是如野獸一樣的死鬥。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsf6h7wxvN
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「呀遊…救我…救我…」童桐不敵。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWY01DBmLwS
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「童桐…」站起來的亞基把我按在地上，仔細看其實是布偶衣般的牠比我還高。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38T1UBDTS4
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最後Dora把童桐殺掉了。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jouODDCsX
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「咁就可以同呀遊永遠起一齊…哈哈…嘻嘻嘻…！」只穿內衣，頂著童桐臉孔的Dora搖搖晃晃地拿著刀子，全身血淋淋狂笑著走向我！990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8ww19kNQ0
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…可能我始終拒絕著Dora和童桐是同一人的事實吧。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2WklQpkOU
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…怎可能接受得了啊。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKlzElMBQB
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醒來的時候是夜晚。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4UZgFjtTZ
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空氣中有消毒藥水的氣味，身上穿著粗糙的格仔病人服，我人是在醫院沒錯。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKvKOHKYgT
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「咳，咳咳，咳咳…」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxxGgCF2YK
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喉嚨乾到好像要裂開一樣，我掙扎坐起來，卻馬上發現手背多了一個吊鹽水的那種「豆」和喉管拉住我，身上還有電殛之類連接著一個屏幕，顯示著我的心跳。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWseQjJJGE8
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不行，全身沒力…我倒回床上喘著氣，要渴死了。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiL8afjTH8
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「我幫你。」身邊一把女聲說。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQe1J3TydLq
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「唔該…係你？」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvA1w9AAImp
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妍妍幫我倒來一杯水，還輕輕按下病床上的召喚鈴。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSa38YqtIVV
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「好失望？唔係你個童桐。」她笑著說，「你連昏迷個時都叫住佢個名。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDP7ylJ1ht1
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「昏迷…我…」我摸摸自己的身體，除了很想去洗手間外似乎沒甚麼大礙，就是手指頭被縫了幾針，隱隱作痛著。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeb5xSQiV9p
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「唔記得發生咩事？」妍妍問。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTSEEEp0KW
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「…係就好。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWmL6omtId
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記得一清二楚。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5m8XDpQFC
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連一絲的模糊也沒有，童桐錯愕的表情，逃走的背影，但恐怕送我到醫院的也是她吧，回家看看寵物鏡頭便好。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfocKZvNx8R
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「醒返喇，馬川遊。」一個當值醫生和護士走來，「記唔記得你自己點解會係度？」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tLDGx7Y3P
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「我屋企隻狗送我黎。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjRaEX0KSM
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「病人精神錯亂，智力衰退…」醫生愣然說。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUZ16AHkNH
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「咪亂講啦呀遊！」妍妍倒很認真的阻止我。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2zG3PS9LT
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「講笑，講笑，我係救護員送黎？」我認得逆光中救護員的制服。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBuPgd91oM
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「嗯，之前呢？」醫生點點頭，護士檢查讀數。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXsqN8zX8T
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窗簾上的光斑。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkOOpkVD6Y
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逃向黑暗的背影990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXqxRYVpXD
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逆光中的那個人…990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMLaoGphIz
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「心口痛，然後無力跌親，呼吸困難之類。」我說，和病情沒關的就不用說了。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYjRfyi87C
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「嗯，我地幫你檢查一下活動能力同清醒程度先。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7ouTHCLJW
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「好…」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KjK5QR8aq
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醫生別過頭問：「小姐你係佢女朋友？」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0S9YE4C67
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「要視乎邊晚。」妍妍作弄我，以下巴輕點向我。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzI5SkYJZqU
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「兩位關係有Ｄ複雜啊…」醫生汗額，護士揚揚眉毛忍俊不禁。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40aJQ5UIq1
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我心虛地左看右看然後說：「唔…唔係？我估唔係。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxHd7EGXgE
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「賤男…」護士輕聲說，喂我可聽到了哦？！990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjNImao9s7
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「咁請唔係女朋友小姐迴避一下。」醫生完全無必要地強調說。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5a1jY1PjF
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護士拉起病床旁邊的窗簾圍住我後，隨便為我檢查著活動能力，確保我完全醒來。完成了後當值醫生回來，手上多了一個計時器。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXysYX3dUmV
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「計時器係做咩？」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTv312oh1Y
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「哦，提我個杯麵幾時食得。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrkVUBj0nY
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「挑！」我還以為是甚麼能力測試。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuD2PSTSqZ
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「咁精神就好，等陣私人醒你食個。」醫生說，他拿出一份報告向我解釋我的情況，「你呢種情況，你既主診醫生判斷係心碎症候群。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9elqcZOWLz
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心碎症候群是一種由親人離世，生活出現巨變，情緒受到巨大衝擊而觸發的急性心臓病，病徵就如心肌梗塞類似，會好像我那晚一樣呼吸困難，胸口痛，全身無力，昏迷。新聞上一些人大喜大悲而昏迷，除了是血壓問題外也有可能是這種情況990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw5FnpEQDu
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「你並無客觀既急性心臟病發證據，亦無心臟病病歷，加上超音波檢查，所以我地判斷你係患上心碎症。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8q2juTSZRf
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「嗯。」我點點頭。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0nMcIzu71
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妍妍問：「咁樣佢即係心臟無問題？佢健康？佢唔會死？」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMpVEW8tV8
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「無問題，死唔去。」醫生說，「馬川遊既心臟相當健康，心碎症只會短暫阻礙心臟既泵血功能，通常幾日至幾星期左右就會好返，你可以理解成因為大腦分泌而影響健康既心臟，心臟本身係無問題。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMXSR6m0S6
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「所以有問題既…係個腦…」妍妍輕抓我的頭髮。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaycTCGiN0X
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「都唔係。」醫生說，「有問題既係情緒，換句話說如果情緒上處理唔到既話馬川遊你好可能會復發。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVlUgkCHgf
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「亦換句話說…只要情緒上處理到既就無問題。」妍妍舉一反三。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7GdBoR4us
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「無錯，呢位小姐幾聰明，黎，獎你食糖。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuf0GMSE9GB
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「多謝醫生…？」妍妍笑著卻把糖塞到我口中，挺甜的，但不關糖的事。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3hwifO99M
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「心碎症並無專門療法，亦無需要，因為病人既心臟本來就係健康，馬川遊你亦後生，本身無心臟毛病…但心病還需心藥醫，疏導情緒，排解壓力先係最重要。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdcT8OW7cq
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醫生收起報告，瞄瞄計時器，這傢伙是有多餓啦。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzffcQfUZaZ
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「唔該醫生。」我苦笑。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFZvwh8jde
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但疏導情緒，排解壓力？990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeX6MXdiur
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你開點遺忘藥我吧。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RsfESwZmx
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人類身體其中一個缺點，就是沒法主動遺忘。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtD1HCFBf5
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「朝早醫生巡房會再同你跟進，無事既好快走得，請你好好休息，記住，其他心臟病病人呢句或者唔岩用，但你岩用，心病還需心藥醫，解鈴還需保齡球。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXpZeXkcO4
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醫生似乎在努力地逗我笑，但只是爛得發笑擺了。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pDeGY4J7d
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「俾下面笑兩聲好唔好？」他說，「我諗左好耐。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYHxE97Okf
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「幾耐。」我問。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUGjvqlNFm
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「嗶嗶嗶嗶」計時器響起。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bRTLe8Nmw
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「三分鐘。」他說。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXO4NcNx5q
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這不就是煮杯麵時才順道硬擠出來嗎！難怪這樣勉強！990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77Fynw9mWl
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醫生和護士收好用具和文件便離去，這是一房二人的那種病房，另一張床沒人，房中只剩我和妍妍。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsktr6RmYm
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「點解你會係度？」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HguJ78Ipv
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「我搵唔到你，問姨姨先知你係醫院。」妍妍說，「所以咪黎睇下你，係你應承一世記住我，我先唔準你咁快就完左呢一世。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyNNm14sMn
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「……對唔住。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9U5a08b7jH
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她看著我：「你個樣好唔開心。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHHJ1Ek0zR
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「少少…如果你眼訓既…」我說。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSBABRLaCy
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「我就會係度訓。」她說。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQt56R1QMWI
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「唔好啦，多病毒。」我說，「走左之後記得洗手，最好沖涼。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdyNoOxbbb
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「我會等到姨姨佢地黎為止，放心，我通知左佢地。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeVPjWTfmy
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「妍妍，我係要自己一個靜下…」我搖頭說。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2BXM1v8YU
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「咁我同你一齊靜。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4tdZm3Mqc
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似乎妍妍堅持起來也是叫人頭痛的那種。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdJhSHVERr
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「你點都要痴住我？」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnOmHFfUha
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「嗯。」她說，「你大把責任要對我負。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkc1ab36Nrh
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我露出挑戰眼神說：「咁我去廁所。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTswSt9aHXd
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妍妍冷笑一聲：「我未見過？」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXF0OskgkCJ
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這…！990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFXNXOXA2C
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被她反將一步棋的我拿她沒辦法，只能去廁所解決後乖乖躺回床上。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqeSnx1n4P
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「睇黎你搵到答案啊。」妍妍拿著一本求職雜誌在床頭昏黃燈光下閱讀。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHFJvP7esL
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「嗯，搵到。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkBF2KiJcl
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「係會搞到你心碎症既答案…好既唔靈醜既靈。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbHklTFYIw
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「我唔想提。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIF0N64NmL
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「又無叫你提。」她舉起筆圈起一些招聘會的廣告。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuqVcEFqxo
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都甚麼年代了，還看求職雜誌找工作，她只是想找個理由陪著我吧。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4XPLe7qvR
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我還要欠她幾多才夠？990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpo5NZ5692Z
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzvEGg4OV7
更加…我還不可以向她提童桐的事，嫌還不夠多人知道嗎？即使沒有露臉，但童桐的身體以至最私密的地方，可是有上千人同時觀看…990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUXybQqz9o
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…嗚…心又隱隱作痛…990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnUgAnS1yF
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBtfjLXjJS
「你冷靜D。」妍妍扔下雜誌捉住我的手，打斷我的思路。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVFIN5JrLx
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9c5LckdGUK
看似一臉輕鬆的她手心滿是汗，微抖的捉住我的手，側頭憂心忡忡地望住心電圖的頻率，另一手已經碰著召喚鈴，隨時準備按下去。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX28mMM953G
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她也很會照顧人呢。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvb1Xm4JyGu
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「唔好激動，你依加個心唔受得。」她說。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrD5mHbzn0
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFGE4XUb1y
還好我這程度，這環境，還有妍妍在…應該能行。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmbIZCNkv0
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冥想開始。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ztWaKkBr4
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明鏡…990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QOKvQ5HHN
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「久仰大名Dora小姐」「哈欠…多謝今日陪我。」「我就黎都睇唔到你。」「無論出面幾大風幾雨都好…你就係我旁邊，就係對面陪住我。」「感覺上你個邊，我個邊，早就無咩分別。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHXurF9Jug
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明…明鏡止水。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lVpBuJoxJ
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「呼…」緩長呼氣的我，勉強地以冥想心法把心率壓下去。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPrNtGD5Hc
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRSFLtOcm3
「你可以主動控制心跳？超能力黎？」妍妍傻眼。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwh0yrrtAH6
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBLO92hen0
「唔係控制啦，只係用冥想平伏心情，射箭用…不過都有佢極限。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCRcSDYIqx
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yxQeT345e
我把頭枕回升起的病床上閉上眼休息，雖說只有手指頭刺痛著，但全身無力，妍妍捉住我的手也不敢放開。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIYxSjb5up
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIT9UKYHHzT
「捉住你隻手但我諗住另一個人，我係唔係好衰？」我自責地說。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaR6n4A8jR
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4e8eu65Ii
妍妍這時卻安慰我：「我慣晒架啦。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YC8f53lZY
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡth9XI73L2c
不知道她是說當她的EX牽著她手時心中想著另一人，還是身為 PTGF的她客人總不會真心只記掛著一人。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIY89LgCgea
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但習慣了這種情況，其實也很糟糕吧。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgxzKiwuDI
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67tVyFOu3f
「你搵工既話，我問下我阿媽？」我說。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPu38Eh5xAP
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「姨姨？」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZE7kJs66N
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXm6dMgv5Q0
「嗯，佢生我之前係龍頭獵頭公司既HR總監，雖然性格有Ｄ扭曲，但係都樂於助人個Ｄ黎。你想返Ｄ咩工？就算唔係你個行，唔太過份既有佢推薦都應該無咩問題…」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg603h9Sjpg
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「好啦好啦，你又覺得對我唔住？」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9f6aJQ00FI
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「…嗯。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUXFWqi8sD
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgNtptkwme
「咁樣對你個心唔好，唔好再諗啦好無？乖。」妍妍輕抱我，把我的頭埋向她胸前輕蹭，馬上心跳率又上升了，這才是對心臟不好吧。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLni8M6Cyg
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95fswwt2SL
「你要既就搵我，我阿爸都識唔少人。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojxbYVayN1
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdecygBXUH1
「我本身仲有Model Job既Freelance，IG賣下衫，儲左都唔少錢去Working Holidays ，你唔使擔心我，更加唔好覺得對我唔住好無？」妍妍溫柔地說，「最緊要係你，你學識少少自私喇。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgZeYAbMFp
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdBz5cu6of
「俾童桐帶壞左。」我苦笑。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYdJdweepY
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4m35IEwxu
我和她那種說不清，朦朦朧朧的關係目前似乎沒有明確定義的必要。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWRZYEVSWH
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCcfKSxZc1
「…你連昏迷個時都叫住童桐個名，老實講我好羨慕。」妍妍說，「但係我知道，即使你已經知道答案，你都唔會一下子就放棄佢。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIy9vnQZ7g
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童桐是Dora，我知道了。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0197NwcFr2
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNDWadFOGQ
那麼我們從此恩斷義絕，老死不相往來…才不會這樣。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBej4FFLqh
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但我不知道如何再面對她。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERsunSsw9r
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恐怕她也不知道如何面對我吧。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoaEs3itk5
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要些時間。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYIgDE3mpS
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我點點頭。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72HWevT8Tp
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「好在個日你無同我一齊。」妍妍說。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VcJDFEoU3
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「下？」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FhYAHLYBA
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「如果唔係，受傷既就會係我地全部。」妍妍說。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GHY52LWha
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOQFZr3NKC
是這樣嗎，但我，童桐，妍妍三人本來早就遍體鱗傷了。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcS167fDnuF
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrVUfFLU8S
「你黎陪我但我唔可以同你講咩事，對唔住。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVF2DPQwrf
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwYRfeZAYa
「…唔好用咁既表情係度無啦啦道歉。」妍妍說，「要報答我既就健健康康出返去，搞掂你同童桐之間D事。」990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDthQ9FjXq3
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有可能嗎。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHyF2Zd7Su
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人是沒法主動遺忘的，難怪有人說無知是幸福。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pLDY9kZPb
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYewrHZlMF
不知道童桐另一面，傻呼呼的住在她旁邊，間中打情罵俏曖昧一下的我…那時我是何等的幸福。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmcbXFyYbs
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzxY2dlmgK
紅藥丸和藍藥丸，我也許不會像Neo那樣選擇。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sljy4po81
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbeyVUIKXs
我們都憧憬泡影，因為夢幻泡影通常是美好的。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15OvfmsC2a
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAKJor1Hgl
現實之殘酷，未必人人能受得住，例如我的心臓。990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Q0p3IwSUV
990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5EAAM2gic
但如果我不是對童桐痴迷成這樣，我大概也不會直接心碎症入院吧。就如我根本不介意妍妍是PTGF一樣，做了甚麼真的不要緊，重點是…990Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6BjXjSKT7
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…我也說不上了。
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