我作了個惡夢。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasHQB5XSCm
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「童桐…？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJ0IZ3Yw6i
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5PUFxasl9
一邊是穿著直播時那套內衣的童…Dora。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmV98QMtQp
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiJ2McptMw
另一邊是穿著高中校服的童桐。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88NGooCOh7
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9GuoSSldl
兩個相同長相的她穿著不同的衣服，手上拿著刀子在互相廝殺，這可不是甚麼劍術較量，而是如野獸一樣的死鬥。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNXyoqssRl
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe6i1RQODh
「呀遊…救我…救我…」童桐不敵。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkBopj0b0i
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2mpMoGjLg
「童桐…」站起來的亞基把我按在地上，仔細看其實是布偶衣般的牠比我還高。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKi0BvD4BF
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfzvz8A5VL
最後Dora把童桐殺掉了。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZXMSMGJFB
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2NO23giYf
「咁就可以同呀遊永遠起一齊…哈哈…嘻嘻嘻…！」只穿內衣，頂著童桐臉孔的Dora搖搖晃晃地拿著刀子，全身血淋淋狂笑著走向我！987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtX8eLPVMz4
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKX1Xf22t5K
…可能我始終拒絕著Dora和童桐是同一人的事實吧。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuNCu3OyNt
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuS4iNO786Q
…怎可能接受得了啊。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwWvUC1drz
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhznG7VPvOB
／／／987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7B6tZ7GrBY
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscmanhgUKl
醒來的時候是夜晚。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh60JnoiJi7
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VlBWbexAq
空氣中有消毒藥水的氣味，身上穿著粗糙的格仔病人服，我人是在醫院沒錯。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnbCdHYQsU
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTazmBcXJsM
「咳，咳咳，咳咳…」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGTr7Hh6zT
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRqnEI9FBt
喉嚨乾到好像要裂開一樣，我掙扎坐起來，卻馬上發現手背多了一個吊鹽水的那種「豆」和喉管拉住我，身上還有電殛之類連接著一個屏幕，顯示著我的心跳。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOH9WnXYPmO
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaagJPKGTfZ
不行，全身沒力…我倒回床上喘著氣，要渴死了。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYV1aJDp8Su
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKN5Z1sXC5
「我幫你。」身邊一把女聲說。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7AUTCLZ1o
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02iuKnC5Di
「唔該…係你？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XfxmycaBK
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCCisSv2Fw
妍妍幫我倒來一杯水，還輕輕按下病床上的召喚鈴。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSR6E94AEb
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Rpw5cpvXh
「好失望？唔係你個童桐。」她笑著說，「你連昏迷個時都叫住佢個名。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOt14Hc33n
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQjty6c32l
「昏迷…我…」我摸摸自己的身體，除了很想去洗手間外似乎沒甚麼大礙，就是手指頭被縫了幾針，隱隱作痛著。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbQVXfcrUM
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jF9dSf4mP
「唔記得發生咩事？」妍妍問。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqfbizabgR
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIp1cIx7416
「…係就好。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvLSTk1bUe
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2K6Lx0cUJ
記得一清二楚。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnOjEVpnbK
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtpD6plZpD
連一絲的模糊也沒有，童桐錯愕的表情，逃走的背影，但恐怕送我到醫院的也是她吧，回家看看寵物鏡頭便好。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeuloqka1f
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcjsaQi2c0
「醒返喇，馬川遊。」一個當值醫生和護士走來，「記唔記得你自己點解會係度？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsIsmRq9lJ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph1VnY3A7W
「我屋企隻狗送我黎。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11VM9kNlqZ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lYiYFTQ3F
「病人精神錯亂，智力衰退…」醫生愣然說。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqKvcfRzN8
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ203OVKgcDq
「咪亂講啦呀遊！」妍妍倒很認真的阻止我。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRstgPRuxkP
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpB6F8jZDn
「講笑，講笑，我係救護員送黎？」我認得逆光中救護員的制服。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznQIa7PXpa
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceyjfb10Z7
「嗯，之前呢？」醫生點點頭，護士檢查讀數。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BuXfpRg6n
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBGbzFzYOT
窗簾上的光斑。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoakeoulcRQ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDi8AG41rz
逃向黑暗的背影987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTtySwQ5WZ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0d9ngQEEor
逆光中的那個人…987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzau9YzudR9
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCbixWJ0Vl
「心口痛，然後無力跌親，呼吸困難之類。」我說，和病情沒關的就不用說了。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUeodtOtgh
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5ovzUBB9t
「嗯，我地幫你檢查一下活動能力同清醒程度先。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWkqobM54B
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWnZPBdyXM
「好…」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILZ70ZwKoe
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bN7tn101T
醫生別過頭問：「小姐你係佢女朋友？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPwOqLepoy
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzHUAAOGaf
「要視乎邊晚。」妍妍作弄我，以下巴輕點向我。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxWjioERkS
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88koAAhyKY
「兩位關係有Ｄ複雜啊…」醫生汗額，護士揚揚眉毛忍俊不禁。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFrKuJvSar
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vbdEmQ6LB
我心虛地左看右看然後說：「唔…唔係？我估唔係。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurEOWCfjT0
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvQBlb8KFA
「賤男…」護士輕聲說，喂我可聽到了哦？！987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i9L8x15K6
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxu9veUrVUx
「咁請唔係女朋友小姐迴避一下。」醫生完全無必要地強調說。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxV7llzQS5L
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvKwXJUJPO
護士拉起病床旁邊的窗簾圍住我後，隨便為我檢查著活動能力，確保我完全醒來。完成了後當值醫生回來，手上多了一個計時器。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCB2bZ3qlET
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTEEjumICp
「計時器係做咩？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94CgfZ81WD
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYV9uqNY3V
「哦，提我個杯麵幾時食得。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTp6jlcb4E0
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXl1xRQtniI
「挑！」我還以為是甚麼能力測試。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMJ6CDGem7
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaA7JB1VZo
「咁精神就好，等陣私人醒你食個。」醫生說，他拿出一份報告向我解釋我的情況，「你呢種情況，你既主診醫生判斷係心碎症候群。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0BzJo1tbj
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzTu7HAcoh
心碎症候群是一種由親人離世，生活出現巨變，情緒受到巨大衝擊而觸發的急性心臓病，病徵就如心肌梗塞類似，會好像我那晚一樣呼吸困難，胸口痛，全身無力，昏迷。新聞上一些人大喜大悲而昏迷，除了是血壓問題外也有可能是這種情況987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2zHUzjf89
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByVnaGHMpZ
「你並無客觀既急性心臟病發證據，亦無心臟病病歷，加上超音波檢查，所以我地判斷你係患上心碎症。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR93BbalwPp
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgossroChV1
「嗯。」我點點頭。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFY9Tfu2noC
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58fA5rj8Di
妍妍問：「咁樣佢即係心臟無問題？佢健康？佢唔會死？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNXVJbKu18
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBeuzx0A3a
「無問題，死唔去。」醫生說，「馬川遊既心臟相當健康，心碎症只會短暫阻礙心臟既泵血功能，通常幾日至幾星期左右就會好返，你可以理解成因為大腦分泌而影響健康既心臟，心臟本身係無問題。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjyFlIm1Sw
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAe93YbGTI
「所以有問題既…係個腦…」妍妍輕抓我的頭髮。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZF2lVYWiY
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4icmuHJqF
「都唔係。」醫生說，「有問題既係情緒，換句話說如果情緒上處理唔到既話馬川遊你好可能會復發。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQy4bYXfNo
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXmnWWoFuT
「亦換句話說…只要情緒上處理到既就無問題。」妍妍舉一反三。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4KPEJBc3v
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHBgq8FVq4
「無錯，呢位小姐幾聰明，黎，獎你食糖。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh46iGorBOJ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxWVJmhx5y
「多謝醫生…？」妍妍笑著卻把糖塞到我口中，挺甜的，但不關糖的事。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIMFcDKJ3J
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHBaZ2FQ2I
「心碎症並無專門療法，亦無需要，因為病人既心臟本來就係健康，馬川遊你亦後生，本身無心臟毛病…但心病還需心藥醫，疏導情緒，排解壓力先係最重要。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyQjXTHlVH
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡik54dTMIAS
醫生收起報告，瞄瞄計時器，這傢伙是有多餓啦。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSOZkULBtJ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEr8rnMbawU
「唔該醫生。」我苦笑。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIDGSDcHaS
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzw1Tpgm3s
但疏導情緒，排解壓力？987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzgG4rlWbs
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFFLRDb7yI
你開點遺忘藥我吧。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpre2heloQ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvesj2ME4t
人類身體其中一個缺點，就是沒法主動遺忘。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVQymRuJrO
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHQetx1OOv
「朝早醫生巡房會再同你跟進，無事既好快走得，請你好好休息，記住，其他心臟病病人呢句或者唔岩用，但你岩用，心病還需心藥醫，解鈴還需保齡球。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaUdvGulcA
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPj0w78jUD
醫生似乎在努力地逗我笑，但只是爛得發笑擺了。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rDUCSvWSZ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQ9i4DqZ95
「俾下面笑兩聲好唔好？」他說，「我諗左好耐。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dKVVHD7Jg
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiACgn29JM
「幾耐。」我問。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYE29sTmpQI
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWz4RD6jfD
「嗶嗶嗶嗶」計時器響起。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlSyyAiHg1
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqT3Sy7xBW
「三分鐘。」他說。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMb0ZynzGJ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbTL2v6ivC
這不就是煮杯麵時才順道硬擠出來嗎！難怪這樣勉強！987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDeNsZm7Cj
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHZaLeacmY
醫生和護士收好用具和文件便離去，這是一房二人的那種病房，另一張床沒人，房中只剩我和妍妍。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CGlQt2TlP
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsg99C0fOv
「點解你會係度？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCekQTcSxK
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9RLD5VgVW
「我搵唔到你，問姨姨先知你係醫院。」妍妍說，「所以咪黎睇下你，係你應承一世記住我，我先唔準你咁快就完左呢一世。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRd0U9S3IuO
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQeqxNR0qb
「……對唔住。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DofnG0GdZ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqG301UKrkl
她看著我：「你個樣好唔開心。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5avFRidVu
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfySJcwHtw
「少少…如果你眼訓既…」我說。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrOqeCN4rg
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qs8hJCVNz
「我就會係度訓。」她說。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvN0NIIdX5Q
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJr0cZ8okAx
「唔好啦，多病毒。」我說，「走左之後記得洗手，最好沖涼。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRcb4kxZWy
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRfRn3VNvs
「我會等到姨姨佢地黎為止，放心，我通知左佢地。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiP2B9nLaB9
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tP4AODw7h
「妍妍，我係要自己一個靜下…」我搖頭說。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQktgSUcLdO
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkNsbvjJna
「咁我同你一齊靜。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekExpAwUlM
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0b9VINb3dH
似乎妍妍堅持起來也是叫人頭痛的那種。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuzqZxHeME
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpM91z3bi04
「你點都要痴住我？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomZ2lmL9UM
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0LIIyFDWs
「嗯。」她說，「你大把責任要對我負。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMj8OiiRD6K
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufsTSaI1qv
我露出挑戰眼神說：「咁我去廁所。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNQwQrfLXi
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMuIXbZi8X
妍妍冷笑一聲：「我未見過？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FLKk4S0DW
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx33YNW6S4V
這…！987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquadwdwKOy
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSUiSr5F6N
被她反將一步棋的我拿她沒辦法，只能去廁所解決後乖乖躺回床上。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYYKa0fdl9
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz9o4RpWW5
「睇黎你搵到答案啊。」妍妍拿著一本求職雜誌在床頭昏黃燈光下閱讀。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QP7F6lQ2f
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOFSJK3sX3
「嗯，搵到。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHXJ8imzLE
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXiROkZ8xQ
「係會搞到你心碎症既答案…好既唔靈醜既靈。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysoNdOgEXl
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnpKLvBK0m
「我唔想提。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpm9qAftqeA
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ESxgBArIw
「又無叫你提。」她舉起筆圈起一些招聘會的廣告。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQdhbo9nyS
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSzYtRqw0W
都甚麼年代了，還看求職雜誌找工作，她只是想找個理由陪著我吧。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlKtRxp6dk
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHpp9Oivz8
我還要欠她幾多才夠？987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmgZ7EPo9b
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiBKAy6U9o
更加…我還不可以向她提童桐的事，嫌還不夠多人知道嗎？即使沒有露臉，但童桐的身體以至最私密的地方，可是有上千人同時觀看…987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoRPksmDJH
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3eJRYPQ6Z
…嗚…心又隱隱作痛…987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PJuwm1SNc
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9u4NbPVA6
「你冷靜D。」妍妍扔下雜誌捉住我的手，打斷我的思路。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiw9NA8LNo
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmXJQ9cIZq
看似一臉輕鬆的她手心滿是汗，微抖的捉住我的手，側頭憂心忡忡地望住心電圖的頻率，另一手已經碰著召喚鈴，隨時準備按下去。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTPQf2Jihl
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEVEvs9G5N
她也很會照顧人呢。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwm0S0gvIi
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OSX3d050Q
「唔好激動，你依加個心唔受得。」她說。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOlHWNYXeR
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8FEvyj1CN
還好我這程度，這環境，還有妍妍在…應該能行。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfG4Bv6HGaK
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuBjEIUxDo
冥想開始。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqK4wn5NpSH
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFnfdekpQF
明鏡…987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4rc1DgwtB
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPy0Tx42Ak
「久仰大名Dora小姐」「哈欠…多謝今日陪我。」「我就黎都睇唔到你。」「無論出面幾大風幾雨都好…你就係我旁邊，就係對面陪住我。」「感覺上你個邊，我個邊，早就無咩分別。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDS15mzyQBw
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeNPeMBJ2E
明…明鏡止水。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lWW0hCe6R
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡden6BvAbMO
「呼…」緩長呼氣的我，勉強地以冥想心法把心率壓下去。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VgoLYQfXw
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaeGnWVIQ3
「你可以主動控制心跳？超能力黎？」妍妍傻眼。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebhQrQy3uV
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIkS2jbN5N
「唔係控制啦，只係用冥想平伏心情，射箭用…不過都有佢極限。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMqEka5zWM
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctgbVfnpo0
我把頭枕回升起的病床上閉上眼休息，雖說只有手指頭刺痛著，但全身無力，妍妍捉住我的手也不敢放開。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3Zu4G0zfS
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4DRU0AhnK
「捉住你隻手但我諗住另一個人，我係唔係好衰？」我自責地說。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabdHsPiVfS
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gqLUEXChY
妍妍這時卻安慰我：「我慣晒架啦。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCShU1IWxuQ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJAgbTCTMA
不知道她是說當她的EX牽著她手時心中想著另一人，還是身為 PTGF的她客人總不會真心只記掛著一人。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplMxnF6UYt
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvUnXdPN3t
但習慣了這種情況，其實也很糟糕吧。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nwEw2gt68
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8r5kwilt1T
「你搵工既話，我問下我阿媽？」我說。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJUT2W9qO9
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARGwx55pBh
「姨姨？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC31rHY5fa0
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcU8JiICtPT
「嗯，佢生我之前係龍頭獵頭公司既HR總監，雖然性格有Ｄ扭曲，但係都樂於助人個Ｄ黎。你想返Ｄ咩工？就算唔係你個行，唔太過份既有佢推薦都應該無咩問題…」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1v9GsUlu3o
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQS3hhQaQ9
「好啦好啦，你又覺得對我唔住？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgMyThaa16
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TTYX9P2n4
「…嗯。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMZe3WL9Lr
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5yINSBToI
「咁樣對你個心唔好，唔好再諗啦好無？乖。」妍妍輕抱我，把我的頭埋向她胸前輕蹭，馬上心跳率又上升了，這才是對心臟不好吧。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQb7h3GQfqs
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtfTDEhNN7
「你要既就搵我，我阿爸都識唔少人。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UGor2vd1O
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0G5GztGYm
「我本身仲有Model Job既Freelance，IG賣下衫，儲左都唔少錢去Working Holidays ，你唔使擔心我，更加唔好覺得對我唔住好無？」妍妍溫柔地說，「最緊要係你，你學識少少自私喇。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSf7UCsCeE
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1fB4lVTax
「俾童桐帶壞左。」我苦笑。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1uQtG0ulI
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBSN4hiIXG
我和她那種說不清，朦朦朧朧的關係目前似乎沒有明確定義的必要。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBmSszuRBh
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozY7FikZIh
「…你連昏迷個時都叫住童桐個名，老實講我好羨慕。」妍妍說，「但係我知道，即使你已經知道答案，你都唔會一下子就放棄佢。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa0S8QaCyh
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXytC5mPNuU
童桐是Dora，我知道了。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxKP0Pcq32
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hileE7Fho
那麼我們從此恩斷義絕，老死不相往來…才不會這樣。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OOurBVtxN
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WEemgn7oD
但我不知道如何再面對她。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6mdAq2UKM
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexcLtnf9Bq
恐怕她也不知道如何面對我吧。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fAjx7FDsE
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVex9JU39Nn
要些時間。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5IA1ELxuz
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJTXEATVHf
我點點頭。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4saWl2ppN
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjmOaQOr2c
「好在個日你無同我一齊。」妍妍說。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOgzFf4BRc
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtXY2yDYDV
「下？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5w8DMsgKV
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38DLPNER0m
「如果唔係，受傷既就會係我地全部。」妍妍說。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HpezLosv0
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIyf5rrlNp
是這樣嗎，但我，童桐，妍妍三人本來早就遍體鱗傷了。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5418tc6WHx
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFlscXIKO6
「你黎陪我但我唔可以同你講咩事，對唔住。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCh9QT9dAO
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrX9ISuvyf
「…唔好用咁既表情係度無啦啦道歉。」妍妍說，「要報答我既就健健康康出返去，搞掂你同童桐之間D事。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMykrk2BSt5
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC39dxcBcVC
有可能嗎。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVZLG7D9M9
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cyfkw5ug8
人是沒法主動遺忘的，難怪有人說無知是幸福。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8XNuq7yGB
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DkmJpfm4o
不知道童桐另一面，傻呼呼的住在她旁邊，間中打情罵俏曖昧一下的我…那時我是何等的幸福。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bAvSsgKQo
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveAmneKFyh
紅藥丸和藍藥丸，我也許不會像Neo那樣選擇。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdIa4MsgwM
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpI9MrF0HF
我們都憧憬泡影，因為夢幻泡影通常是美好的。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevD5Tcc1Xl
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDbY2CZnUB
現實之殘酷，未必人人能受得住，例如我的心臓。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOkDTZDsFU
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaYYTdGvQ8
但如果我不是對童桐痴迷成這樣，我大概也不會直接心碎症入院吧。就如我根本不介意妍妍是PTGF一樣，做了甚麼真的不要緊，重點是…987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCqETlWTor
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGmnIMKN4a
…我也說不上了。
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