我呆了一會先反應過來,因為我知道Beta不會用這個開玩笑,更加知道核彈爆炸的話其後果絕不是開玩笑的。990Please respect copyright.PENANAquihB8qPWE
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「我?但…」990Please respect copyright.PENANAtoFpYWwuWw
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但他又為何要告訴我?過於矛盾,過於背反,我沒法理解眼前是敵是友。990Please respect copyright.PENANA5xglciPeLA
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Beta這傢伙…到底是…990Please respect copyright.PENANAp2n3d37vvS
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「睇黎明白左目標係你啊。」Beta說,「一星期後針對你既核彈就會爆,我今日叫你黎就係話你知呢件事。」990Please respect copyright.PENANAC8WAOp0Egj
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核彈還未爆,我腦中便已經被炸成一團,耳邊甚至有嗡嗡聲的耳鳴。990Please respect copyright.PENANA8SFH3ouvoJ
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因為我對核彈的威力最了解不過…!990Please respect copyright.PENANAoXhbgbGamQ
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「…既然係你報警救左我,我就當你並無完全同我反目成仇。」我說,「咁你唔停左佢?!」990Please respect copyright.PENANA0ALC1v3qg8
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「核彈係我整既,我又點會停左佢?」Beta冷冷地說。990Please respect copyright.PENANAZT9jyvs8G8
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「屌呀?!咁你做咩整!?你到底做緊乜撚野?!」990Please respect copyright.PENANAl6h1QtRsg6
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我見過植嵐晨如果被核彈在一夕間害得雞毛鴨血,沒想到除了有社會性死亡之外還會有社會性核爆。990Please respect copyright.PENANA0MSJdxdKXh
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沒有煙沒有火,植嵐晨畢生的成就,社會地位,人格定位完全覆滅。990Please respect copyright.PENANAm0UN6l9Swd
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以只存在於概念的核彈,把概念轟成焦土,正是Beta的「概念核彈」990Please respect copyright.PENANAJrMZj4JOD8
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「…我……」990Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6Ej75Ptzj
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「個日打你一巴啫,俾你打返十巴囉!」我激動地說,接著「霍」一聲站起來,Beta大吃一驚後往縮去,一手抄起旁邊的一支電擊槍,另一手拉出抽屜握住一支胡椒噴霧對準我面門。990Please respect copyright.PENANAu06nmMrHqG
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「使唔使呀…」我傻眼。990Please respect copyright.PENANAqmkOX9PG0m
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「見過鬼仲唔怕黑?!你大隻過我咁多,同你講完我準備放核彈炸你俾你打死有幾奇呀?!」990Please respect copyright.PENANA28eMI0rxD1
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「你…冷靜D先。」我舉起手後退。990Please respect copyright.PENANAw1YadJgToA
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Beta的樣子相當激動,但細想其實我們受到的衝擊是相對的,我沒想到他會識穿童桐的真身,他也沒想到我會揍他。990Please respect copyright.PENANA5HFfWxpyl0
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而且…他有一次說過為何他以Beta這名字自居,情況也是類似。他明明向我說了我知道後會受不了,我應該自己找童桐問,我還說不怕,結果我卻如當年那被他踢穿男友真面目的女生一氣下在聽完後揍了他…990Please respect copyright.PENANAkSpJa1TS0t
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…爛死了,我這人。990Please respect copyright.PENANA0K9tcQy66r
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…爛死了,馬川遊。990Please respect copyright.PENANACmBmv6Zd80
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我大概也重創了他難得建立起來,對其他人的信任,踏出自封閉區的勇氣,即使那信任和那勇氣脆弱無比。990Please respect copyright.PENANAqVRQ1sAgNM
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明明正因為脆弱才要去珍惜…!990Please respect copyright.PENANAmPLg3vLrJQ
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看到他喘著氣,一手拿電槍,一手拿胡椒噴霧,如驚弓之鳥一樣的表情我更感自責,更感心痛。990Please respect copyright.PENANAnJyctsRbs3
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「我唔會郁手打你啦,你…放鬆D。」我把手插進袋中,後退,以證明自己不動武的決心。990Please respect copyright.PENANAN9SwKhC9vt
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「…你敢郁手既,唔好怪我,我可以即時引爆核彈。」他放下手中的電槍,把胡椒噴霧放回抽屜中。990Please respect copyright.PENANAewkg7sLO6Y
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咦?990Please respect copyright.PENANAiHmqFevC8z
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即時引爆?990Please respect copyright.PENANAbSFH6tmdaG
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換一個角度想,他完全是在保護我嗎?990Please respect copyright.PENANAdr6NiL8IP7
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既然他可以即時引爆,又何必找我上來?990Please respect copyright.PENANAD2Q5pFu0jM
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既然他可以即時引爆,又為何要設倒數?990Please respect copyright.PENANAL0nb4LPNEd
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他一直在監視著我,某程度上是在看守著我?990Please respect copyright.PENANACTyravbuAv
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而且既然他這樣怕我,為何還要難為自己,叫我來到他前面親口和我說核彈正在倒數,向我提出核預警,把自己置於危險和恐懼中?990Please respect copyright.PENANASc4FqBjlyS
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「到底係咩一回事。」我說,「如果你憎我,根本就唔會倒數,更加唔會搵我上黎提我。」990Please respect copyright.PENANAfTK7favx1N
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「……」Beta不說話,欲言又止的他似乎在組織著甚麼。990Please respect copyright.PENANAkhH9pj3d01
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我坐回椅子上,等待著。990Please respect copyright.PENANAZRFkbshjT0
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最後他說:「因為我都唔想炸你。」990Please respect copyright.PENANAfxV5hqjAEm
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「……」也就是說主謀是第三者。990Please respect copyright.PENANArhCGYAjJmB
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「而且呢件事上我有責任,畢竟概念核彈係我既專屬武器。」Beta坐下來透過鏡頭對著我說,「我返既工俗稱叫黑PR, 你對Deep-World有幾多概念?」990Please respect copyright.PENANA7Cvf4fjp84
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「就…地下社會?」990Please respect copyright.PENANApzuWlvFyUr
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「睇黎要由頭講起。」990Please respect copyright.PENANAIluS1Bvto3
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所謂的Deep-World的概念,來自於Deep-web, 中文直譯是深層社會,裡世界,但更準確的翻譯是「潛匿社會」990Please respect copyright.PENANA9PkAOubang
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與地下社會不同,地下社會說的是黃賭毒等的黑生意,偏門生意,廣東話稱為「撈偏」,雖然Deep-World中也有涉及這些,但更多的是「遊走於灰色地帶,卻不為人知,但有供求的生意」990Please respect copyright.PENANAnQUlZkVPJL
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「我舉個例。」Beta舉了一個我比較熟悉的例子。990Please respect copyright.PENANATBJh52IeEw
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有時候我們想拿一天病假射波,就要找醫生開病假紙對吧。同一時間,市面上也有醫生其實就是有在賣病假紙,要射波的我就是求,而裝裝樣子看診實際在賣病假紙的醫生就是供。990Please respect copyright.PENANAw4Le3UabqC
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醫生知道我在騙病假紙。990Please respect copyright.PENANAsGkNm9xmBs
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我知道醫生在賣病假紙。990Please respect copyright.PENANAdoIlnUlJsq
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但我們彼此都不說穿,而且全程合法,至少沒法證明違法,如Deep Web一樣有門路的人才可進入這就是Deep-World。990Please respect copyright.PENANA6PEJfcCXSH
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「問題就係呢度,你點知邊個醫生手鬆,求其鳩up兩句就批假紙俾你?」990Please respect copyright.PENANA7tzlXfVQe5
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我苦笑:「童桐介紹…」990Please respect copyright.PENANA8Ythcn3hGS
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「就係咁,Deep-World之中人脈係最重要,你唔可能打鑼打鼓問邊度可以買病假紙,醫生亦唔可能係門口放塊板話呢度有病假紙賣有需要過黎買,而童桐呢度就係中介人既身份。」990Please respect copyright.PENANA57TCzwk7wU
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他繼續說:「係Deep-World之中,有人專門從事介紹既中介工作,人稱轉介師,超級中介人,合事佬之類。」990Please respect copyright.PENANAjj5Ve06KLP
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還好我有玩過2077,知道甚麼是合事佬。990Please respect copyright.PENANAJH8LjsPgiM
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我點點頭:「到依加仲明。」990Please respect copyright.PENANAbsUazLdKqE
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「有人專收錢拆散情侶,有人收錢賣海面水警巡邏既情報,而我就係收錢抹黑,人身攻擊其他人既黑PR,同收錢幫人搞好關係既PR相反。」他說,「問題出左係轉介師度。」990Please respect copyright.PENANALTUlMnVpFu
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「佢逼你炸我?」990Please respect copyright.PENANA92LRhfKgm9
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「…唔算係。」Beta說,「同上次植嵐晨唔同,今次唔係事主搵我,而係佢先搵左阿強…即係個轉介師,我其實唔知邊個想炸你。」990Please respect copyright.PENANAa37GQYYkK0
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連Beta也不知道…990Please respect copyright.PENANAfwG4bhHTNW
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「阿強佢算係好出名既轉介師啦,我諗你都識。」990Please respect copyright.PENANAPHDIbO7NuY
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我苦笑:「的確,我聽過呢個名,只係唔知我識既阿強係唔係你講既阿強。」990Please respect copyright.PENANAJJvhlRv7sm
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聽說每個人至少識兩三個阿強/強哥/強仔/強叔之類的人,可能你身邊的阿強就是Beta口中的阿強。990Please respect copyright.PENANALksD0fZofr
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「唔重要…用返頭先既例子,童桐叫你去睇個個醫生,話佢其實係賣病假紙,點知拎唔到,佢仲收到超貴,你會點?」990Please respect copyright.PENANAjeKQGG1DaR
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「首先我會嬲左童桐,然後再搵過其他。」990Please respect copyright.PENANAuVXuFJcdtJ
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「就係咁,阿強介紹呢單炸你既Job俾我,如果我反口拒絕,阿強我搵我算帳,因為個客會先搵佢算帳,而且我咁樣揀job,彈job,我以後應該唔使做呢行。」990Please respect copyright.PENANAJNito8JS5N
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我有點惱怒:「咁你當初又應承?!」990Please respect copyright.PENANArQRaeXaKZH
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「我係應承左之後先睇資料,先知目標係你。」Beta說,「再者…個日明明係你話要聽童桐既真正身份,係你自己話咩都接受到,我都係為左你好…你點對我?馬川遊,你講。」990Please respect copyright.PENANAn4WPtMitfh
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「……」990Please respect copyright.PENANAaoJHgsdqgm
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「咁點解我要為左恩將仇報既你,放棄咁大盤生意?」Beta說。990Please respect copyright.PENANAUWBWvMX6CL
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…的確沒理由。990Please respect copyright.PENANARilclveIlv
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「我叫阿強同個客講,下星期引爆先係最好時機,最大威力,所以先有呢個倒數。」990Please respect copyright.PENANATuUlbyX3k0
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四周的屏幕上還在倒數計時著,把我們的臉照得一亮一暗。990Please respect copyright.PENANAFPcFkwMs0X
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「當然係我鳩up,為既係等你有時間準備,至少唔會咁傷。」他說,「記得今日你見過我,我俾核預警你,為你爭取左時間呢件事唔好同任何人講。」990Please respect copyright.PENANA2dCvBcp8tg
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「依你咁講,我仲要多謝你啊?!」990Please respect copyright.PENANAmjkHzCiU6x
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「……隨便你點諗。」Beta說。990Please respect copyright.PENANAABbLGZRzIB
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「你依加為左錢,兄弟都炸呀仆街仔!」990Please respect copyright.PENANA26eHuBukCS
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「以你咁講,警察見到自己兄弟犯法照拉,都係為左錢而兄弟都照拉啫!」990Please respect copyright.PENANAqZgT8PhPhR
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「你…」990Please respect copyright.PENANAzObjE8vex9
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面對Beta的歪理我真的很難反駁,感覺處處都不對但就是不知從那兒開始反駁,而且反駁也沒有意義吧。990Please respect copyright.PENANACAVzteabk9
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「會點炸,你最好講清楚。」990Please respect copyright.PENANAnREPOOmsgK
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「我唔會講,亦無得講。」他說,「你精準防範既話咪即係即係同全世界講我提你水?我做咩要害自己,你好好反省下自己做過咩唔見得光既虧心事。」990Please respect copyright.PENANA11hUhZ2MQu
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PTGF。990Please respect copyright.PENANA0qVtNzTo2D
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禁藥。990Please respect copyright.PENANA9ThKVsnyMi
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植嵐晨。990Please respect copyright.PENANATdboYlNV95
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我和妍妍之間的關係…990Please respect copyright.PENANAiMMzLw0yWe
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「睇黎諗到唔少啊。」Beta諷刺我一句。990Please respect copyright.PENANAHaPcbDfzmh
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我看看屏幕上自己的臉,真的有夠難看。990Please respect copyright.PENANA7Nzac1n8mP
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「因為我都唔知之後件事會變成點,而我又同你熟過,我唔想俾你波及,今日之後如無意外你應該搵我唔到…有緣再見。」Beta說。990Please respect copyright.PENANAOmJlViQ0Jl
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如果那時我不是這樣對他,他也許會覺得能為了我而放棄生意而不核爆我吧。Beta故然可恨,當然可恨的是他…990Please respect copyright.PENANA5uINykzzcE
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…但似乎我不能完全免除責任。990Please respect copyright.PENANAryU8QeBfdy
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的確他沒有為了我而放棄自己事業的原因。990Please respect copyright.PENANAmEr5K09at9
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「正如當日你話植嵐晨無做過人地又點害你,你都一樣,馬川遊,你無做過核彈又點生效?」990Please respect copyright.PENANAAL6VfDn71A
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「……我地個個都係衰人係咪?你,我,童桐,植嵐晨,甚至妍妍,情聖,我地每個人都係衰人。」面如死灰的我說。990Please respect copyright.PENANAEI93eqJcuk
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Beta搖搖頭說:「我地每個人都係衰人,每個人都有唔想俾至愛知道既一面……核彈之所以咁恐怖,正係因為咁。」990Please respect copyright.PENANABz3jq8nK6j
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「……」我在苦苦思量對策。990Please respect copyright.PENANAk3v6cN2NN0
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但似乎沒有。990Please respect copyright.PENANAImI5eQWFx5
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「岩岩出院,返屋企抖下啦,你仲有一星期。」他說。990Please respect copyright.PENANAEBAQsdy36w
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我不太記得自己是怎樣離開Beta的辦公室,整個腦亂成一團,感覺心碎之後腦袋也似乎要碎掉了。990Please respect copyright.PENANAnNMs0SxA6d
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一直晃神著的我離開了那工廠大廈,然後乘車回到我家。990Please respect copyright.PENANAVlliQdaMQf
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老實說,我竟然有點恐懼。990Please respect copyright.PENANAMEVhFd6BcO
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萬一…不,我想…應該是鐵定,我爸我媽知道我做過那些事,他們會怎樣看我?而且…還有童桐。990Please respect copyright.PENANAuCNfTLEdhX
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我在自己家門前苦笑扶額,那扇進出過千萬次的家門變得遙不可及,重若千斤。990Please respect copyright.PENANAnNtZwAS0S0
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先是童桐,然後一星期後…990Please respect copyright.PENANAE8dRkIICKK
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…便是我了。990Please respect copyright.PENANAOLY0Y9XPlU
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那時我卻注意到一點,這是我在這走廊路過無數次產生的觀察力。990Please respect copyright.PENANA3lswlPoABp
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童桐的家門底有光滲出,說明她家開著燈。990Please respect copyright.PENANAIFVzrXW6W6
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但是門板上的防盜眼卻沒有光,如果是平時那兒應該會依稀有一點光透出,現在卻是一片漆黑,說明有某人正在用防盜眼望住走廊中的我。990Please respect copyright.PENANAK3ixKHvQea
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當然是童桐。990Please respect copyright.PENANA7XQR4MEs2v
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我思量了好久,然後走過去叩響了童桐家的門。990Please respect copyright.PENANA8CMK7Bfk3H