門後沉默，但是防盜眼中再次滲出微光，說明童桐已經發現了我察覺到她而避開。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuIhPehSIf
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總要面對的，對吧。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpkvtZga8w
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「童桐，傾兩句。」我說，同時透過外賣程式下單。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoIEGcORLN
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「呀遊你…」門後傳來她的聲音。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NrM2onIYK
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老實說，我褲袋中也有她家門的鎖匙，但是不是她自己開的門也沒意義吧。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFZEqfKmad
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…正如當天應該親口問她，而不是用甚麼撚屌觀星筆。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMtui8mFAH
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「今次無辦法不了了之。」我說。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8pwXUc9uW
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6tZmfutXM
「呀遊，我…我…爺爺嫲嫲都係度，求下你，唔好同佢地講…」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCe8MSBxkBF
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「交俾我處理好唔好？」我說。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZDFePb5hK
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7B5zsMZW9U
「咔」一下，童桐打開了家門，她站在昏黃的燈光中，穿著Ｔ恤和短褲，卻看著地板角落不敢和我對上眼。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZYJTI9K7G
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她…瘦了？1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZswtWhTCA
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不，這不是變窈窕的那種瘦，而是雙頰微凹，雙目無神，好像生病了的那種瘦。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSRxj1BSpP
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXy96peOfHz
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲正坐在沙發上看著台灣布袋戲，音量扭得超大，因為二人都或多或少有點耳背。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqb6981Ygh
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「伯！！伯！！婆！！婆！！」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslFEehFH4g
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二人聽到後回頭看，童桐的爺爺是說國語的，嫲嫲廣東話比較好。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUV6QxrIQTM
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「阿遊，出院啦？沒大礙？」爺爺說。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPk8cogTtNX
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「呀遊你無事就好，個日童桐話你心臟病發擔心死我地！」嫲嫲說。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xeF4xuRKT
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfTg63xjC1
「有心！你地煮左飯未？我阿媽買左燒鵝話想叫埋你地兩個過去食！」不是我沒禮貌，真是要這種音量二人才聽到。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5ZxvPa5vQ
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「哎呀怎麼好意思…」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91rk6wq8iv
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「我地自己食就得架啦…」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEhH0qUW3v
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「我岩岩出院唔可以食油膩野！中醫話燒鵝毒！我阿媽一個食唔晒！你地過去幫手食喇！」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zYUwmuqlB
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeU4Zh1yuqn
老一輩在被請吃飯時總要拉扯一下，這些年來也習慣。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAFGB7nFsy
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRe1sSqk2Dk
「那…我去拿瓶好酒過去吧。」爺爺站起來，一拐拐的走向櫥櫃。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3tohlw0Rf
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「咁你兩個呢？」嫲嫲問。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecbeqAmQVw
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童桐聽到她這樣問，不知所措地望向我。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpGItc3h9A
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKs9wZKCtu
「我出院要食清Ｄ！我同童桐係呢邊食就得！借個廚房黎用下！我會清潔返！」我說。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsdWzKOJhp
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyMBFL9rLy
嫲嫲也是通情達理那些人，看我做到這份上也沒說甚麼：「童桐，幫下呀遊手啦，佢岩岩出院唔操勞得。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ryua1SZzE
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童桐唯唯諾諾地點頭：「嗯，我會幫手。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXzdAK3W24
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這麼細聲能聽到？1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEdRsWklgR
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說罷，爺爺便拿著一瓶茅台扶著嫲嫲走過去，手機的外賣程式顯示外賣燒鵝已經到了樓下，馬上便上樓，不愧是運費最貴的外賣員。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3qMGsrSfI
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雖說我媽不知情，但憑她的才智應該猜到怎麼一回事吧。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkssXA2XpH
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbAhNM2VlM
童桐的爺爺嫲嫲出門後童桐輕輕關上門，屋內只剩我們二人。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ3qIWr10S
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCGvDWi9T0
「呼…好攰，嗄…嗄…」我躺到沙發上喘著氣，沒想到光是提高音量吼穿童桐爺爺嫲嫲的耳背已使我這樣氣喘。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBQxxJOXqU
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「你有無事？個心點？」童桐憂心忡忡地說。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVk5BaFCzg
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbaZM8g5iQ
「嗄…個心…嗄…個心碎一碎係咁。」我道。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw73Irh8ZL2
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDCeXRokUc
「對唔住…」童桐難過地低頭。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFLwXwQAWV
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心頭狂跳，這不會又要碎了吧。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1coT09AV4j
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不過還好我坐在沙發上，閉上眼暗運明鏡止水冥想後心率便降下來，至於童桐好像甚麼做了壞事的小孩一樣一直站在遠遠看著我。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SufQyHjkJ
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老實說，我很心痛。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zdhNXsPFt
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2SMHl1mZ4
我很想看到童桐快快樂樂的過每一天，我想她永遠就是那個完美清純可愛的鄰家青梅竹馬。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslLu4QdAKS
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她這個受傷樣子，消瘦的雙頰，使我心底隱隱作痛。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjs8tGJXffm
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但…1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluoacU3vKY
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閉上眼，那天的直播影像又閃回腦海中。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxYb5WG68J
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「坐低啦，你自己屋企黎。」我說。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JEk5FAh5K
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOSOEFF2gO
童桐聞言，才緩緩地走到我旁邊的沙發椅上坐下。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjsnfOKvyQ
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9PDXLSfWC
不行，光是看到她的腳指丫我又想起那晚Dora如何用腳指也挑弄那根假的…1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXO3oiyGkMb
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「唉。」我把頭算到沙發背上，抬頭看著發黃的天花板，那兒空無一物，正合我意。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8hoot6vTB
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感覺很多話要說，但不知從何說起。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcD5vDgvXU
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFTqpHpuJY
我不想對童桐惡言相向。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3lmFMcrfZ
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx95tIhzCOk
但我又沒法裝成毫不知情。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7CW272ND2
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLpWi18Bxa
「好失望係唔係？我不但有紋身，原來仲唔係你想像中既青梅竹馬。」童桐說。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAjphien88
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nkAKQw41s
再說了，一星期後對我專用的核彈便會發射，到時…只會雪上加霜吧。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbrBitfBW6
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互相厭惡的兩個人，還能走多遠？1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39dNFgKgSm
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「係啊，Dora。」我說。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPF1DMfFQz
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CAToAaLIf
「……」童桐喉間發出「咕」一聲。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7fNdInjQD
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbg2y6FAai
「呀遊…我無傷害到任何人。」童桐低頭說，「而且我亦無出樣，我…我會引退，從此再無Dora…」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKUxuG4cvr
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SNPaabtJa
「之前你話唔可以做我女朋友，就係因為呢件事？」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMjNGK3biT
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmrOSqwzZw
抬頭看著天花板的好處除了看不見童桐外，還有一個：眼眶的淚水不會輕易掉下來。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9g6DYHNcyN
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbQ0tpqoRn
「係…」童桐說，「我個時好怕…好怕同你太接近你會發現，然後連你都討厭我。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXyjGf4DiN
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3O7SWDLA4k
「既然係咁，就唔好咁做啊！」我揮錘擊向沙發。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBi7oYcfupI
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我在說甚麼呢。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHLlXE7lRx
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童桐知道是我向植嵐晨發射核彈，也一定會討厭我不是嗎。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtixn86sD1q
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我還是這樣做了…我和童桐又有甚麼分別？1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0C5d1EVg8t
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我又有甚麼資格向她說教？1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iikhdZQDy
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGlAxp1eIU
我們每個人都明知故犯，心存僥倖。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96lP1oyK8r
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSqHdnReAz
若要人不知，除非己莫為；修合無人見，存心有天知。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeb5wGWSZz
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhAhLRblAk
「我夠知喇…」童桐聲音有點沙啞。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmk9Dh28H2
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPXwak2nUy
「咁點解你要咁做，點解你要做Dora？」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5GTUyo3or
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41xFeKdHGd
我希望她有甚麼苦衷，理由。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg30lun0ZlZ
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0T50mRPYs
我希望她其實要照顧她的爺爺嫲嫲，幫父母還債，學生貸款要還，有個Ｎ年沒見的失散兄弟姊妹然後有絕症之類。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmUInxTgTz
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡforusjwAtk
至少這樣便能合理化她的行動，告訴我她這樣做是情有可原，身不由己。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNRmII2C97
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我希望是這樣的答案。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXK2pOTKAIL
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgDGseQiBs
但童桐先是沉默。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4knHZIWYq
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxycwxXUzm
然後她以抖震著的聲音開口說：「原因…你問原因既話…」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxBSTMitLt
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9iuyyd8UV
求求你，給我一個苦大仇深的理由吧，童桐。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzxOo3xdAF
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求求你可憐一點，求求你身世悲慘一點，這樣我才能夠…1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg35kL440Ck
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「你問得原因既，我諗你對我誤會真係好深，呀遊。」童桐帶著哭腔說，「不過…或者都係我有份做成。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYA7o5vzWbx
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甚麼意思。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRdRSJQhZp
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這到底是甚麼意思。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLr8ChGnZV
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuXGFIzoDh
「你問得原因，即係你覺得我唔係咁既人，係有咩苦衷先咁做係唔係？」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OTqRFiHaE
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHF7XOHX96
因為過於震撼的我，終於忍不住垂下了頭，看著坐在眼前的…Dora.1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEj0zv0cP9I
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJQgRI71vu
我不知道自己為甚麼會有這種感覺，但是坐在我面前的不是童桐，絕對不是那個我從小就認識，一起玩耍，一起長大的童桐，即使長相一樣，打扮一樣，背景一樣，那凌厲卻藏於陰影中的眼神…1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaO1v9RNhH
1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzCi2aTaTp
…不可能是童桐，我認識的童桐才不會露出這種近乎說是淫邪的污濁眼神。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGVW1xpKjy
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是你嗎…Dora.1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uYNxRmagY
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「你…」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAPLiPpJqI
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「唉，呀遊，我地都大個，我地無可能永遠都係小學生，中學生。」她說，「我…我其實都唔想咁，但係我…我變左，或者你覺得我唔係童桐，而係Dora…嗯，睇你眼神就知道，呀遊係唔會用咁既眼神望向我，佢永遠都係好溫柔咁望我。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZhjNZKlFF
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Dora苦笑搖頭，以抖震著的手揮去眼眶中的淚水。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTykxEp9fB
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「但係Dora同童桐就係同一個人，反而你想像中個個完美既清純女神先係由頭到尾都唔存在，純粹係你想像出黎。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwalfdkgXD
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我覺得自己瘋了。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwOYLWSIee
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我看到了Dora身後有兩個人影在，一邊是穿著中學校服，記憶中的童桐；另一個是穿著情趣內衣的Dora，二人走向我眼前的這個…不知誰，然後一眨眼便消失。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKMBRtGqMB
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Dora，童桐…不是甚麼一體兩面。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6bdt41Sb7
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童桐的黑暗面不是Dora。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2Mx5yTOOF
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童桐就是Dora。
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「你講大話，童桐，你…你唔好呃我！快Ｄ講你既理由！講你既苦衷我聽！」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BiVTuE7Us
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不知甚麼時候，變成了我在衰求她。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCsfUwagcQ
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「我一定會幫你，就算我唔得…我阿爸，阿媽，Beta，情聖，妍妍，甚至利律師，菁婷小姐都好…我一定會搵到方法幫你。你係唔係好需要錢？係你爺爺嫲嫲身體有毛病？」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WOOpIDNGG
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我開始在為自己虛構出我希望聽到的理由。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqixAvcXcpy
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或許我比起Dora更想有一個藉口去合理化這一切。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Rgx1x1Ss7
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「無，佢兩個好健康，助聽器岩岩換左最新款，其實你唔使咁大聲佢地都聽到。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6xpQeoqkr
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或許我才是最沒法理解的人。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLm6mx4vBpK
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「咁點解…無可能…」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2wJk5YedQ
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Dora掩著臉搖頭說：「夠啦，呀遊，你要接受同理解…我地經過十幾年後，我同你都變左，邊個可以永遠唔變？」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCUf4VVLv4
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「我唔理解…我理解唔到…」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQgOjA7F5q
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眼前明明是我最鐘愛的童桐，我卻好像看到鬼一樣不敢直視。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvsSY2rdeS
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接著Dora站起來，走向一個小抽屜。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUDhy5mra2
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她拿出了一包香煙和火機，我認得那是她爺爺的煙。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBi1fJtjH2
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然後Dora把香煙叼到口中，點火抽了一口，然後說：「你唔知我識食煙係唔係？」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0svUDrBif
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「童……」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCL2tbIRB2
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簡單的一幕，我好像在尼古丁的煙霧中，與甚麼神話妖怪對上眼，全身石化。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HniUAi2Zb
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童桐…抽煙？！1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPBdc0yZ4x
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「事先講明，我無食開煙，但係我識。」Dora說，「個年考DSE太大壓力，食過一排，考完後未上癮之前就戒左。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdb17Rg0nl
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「童桐…」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWn3E3q4IIj
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「我都唔想打擊你，呀遊，我…」Dora把煙頭掐熄，扔到垃圾箱中，「但既然你已經知道我係Dora，我覺得…或者呢一日遲早會黎，就算我地做唔成情侶…你遲早都會知。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxbmjOa8ut
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Dora哭起來。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGURefFpff5
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「我天真到…以為我地唔做情侶，我就可以呃你一世，我永遠都係你想像中既個個童桐…」Dora抱著自己說，「但係，明明青梅竹馬比起情侶仲要親近，即使我地無肉體關係，但係早就超過左情侶…我原來呃唔到你一世…」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJToWyFh9A
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「你為左…你就係為左咁，打算呃我一世？」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJlQ5nEr6n
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「我最唔願意睇到傷害既人，就係你，呀遊。」Dora說，「因為我鐘意你，同你一樣…由第一眼見到就鐘意你。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKKwD0Dz75
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「見到你第一眼。」我說。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtDoMLpxCI
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「嗚…！」童桐似乎有點意外，接著一手把自己那邊的餅卡推塌掉，然後又自己在疊起來。
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「……咁你中途又拍拖？」我問，「如果你係鐘意我，但唔想我既幻想破滅，唔想同我太接近而被我識穿而被我討厭既話，中途你又拍拖？你仲叫我幫你手追植嵐晨？！」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAqZzl0N8R
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「…你夠同其他女仔表白，中六個年你表白左幾多次？」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrIm2NEGJX
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老實說我沒數清，我其實不太在乎結果，反而隨便找一個女生答應就行，證明我不是次貨，證明我…還是有資格去被愛。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdsYSZyA0d
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結果當然是…1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuNkhfXdkj
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「我鐘意你，係。我唔想你太接近我，而知道我既真面目，都係。」Dora說，「但係我都想拍拖，我都想有人錫…」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybOEvsBYbO
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「魚與熊掌都兼得，真係好。」我出言諷刺，「果然你只係鐘意自己，鐘意自己有人鐘意既感覺，講到尾就係自私…」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoC8X2AygN
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「咁你唔係都鐘意我，點解又追其他女仔？」Dora反問。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2ypxEEQVd
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「咁我同唔到你一齊啦嘛！我都想拍拖，我都想…」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEWjkCOIyi
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「我都一樣。」Dora說，「矛盾，自私，同你一樣，我地都一樣。」1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlikroAZDrn
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正如情聖說過，他最喜歡的人其實不是他老婆。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxIzux6h0P
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他最喜歡的是他大學時期的一個師姐，但是那個師姐和他只拍了兩個月拖便分手了。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSi8D8zbH1
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但是情聖到現在還記掛著那個師姐。1059Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfDQNMyQvE
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這是錯的，這是不合乎道理的，明明結婚的人就應該是畢生最愛，但這就是現實。
