「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4atO9Ue0Vu
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8qazbdlgA
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaDqtybE0c
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「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
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原因是因為在那之前。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZgaltWAnC
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLhU7e5OCr
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「童桐。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX5aWu5OQC
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電話對面傳來一把女聲。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrHFiLZxz3
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「Kay…？」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0i3XpxNQK
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「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0mhfROGHR
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「Kay，你喊緊？」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9wLk9L0gL
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「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7dAoWJfJx
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「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOsbtLMbj7
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUPUCqnuS8
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5Nb7yKsDf
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpcns6rdql
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtJNusJX53
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
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「有人害佢？但…」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHa2vWPGjz
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「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFduOMlnjs
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距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHihqxnELlZ
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLI5mXfb5M
那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1dWcaXgSv
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當然不會。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrVK4aAv1p
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我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69fe30iSNF
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因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgeopCOmAR
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRj6TIJ4hYf
這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1UvKJusfA
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但事實完全相反。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLw69y5oGSN
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原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAK3UtBMp4
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbPL1TyjAM
我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4ZlEJqvKa
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我好想她。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJcaabvhUb
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即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4skxvf5mm7
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童桐…882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8G90dknenk
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也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxizSnFtXke
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「汪嗚…」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMfoeFfhi7
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因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqlCsDKxxl
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「汪！汪！」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekt8TDRwz0
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在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVTtL4NlfT
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「好啦，佢走左啦。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIbK6kU7Jw
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但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaHgttLZjZ
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQRnqEbq0c
看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtGkV7x4Jz
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「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeI0wAKV1M
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那個童桐從沒存在過。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6IGu8WGCz
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ulbEnoFGY
我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFr9L3CfjV
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWh7MV0tsS
「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvbyqv08ys
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTF0j2e9fp
也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8URGo4VKC
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我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWysbQkX6h
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「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd407jF08Gw
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亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddD8mW2oJw
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「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGT9tnSXTM
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我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumYyd0ag6g
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問題是妍妍和童桐…882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDM1WMtqCF3
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妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsz15XrV3nl
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童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUK6kvo8Ij
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我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdfU1ZiPDK
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逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVnQYlpILF
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據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6BIXXYAyy
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但…我…我…882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUPKV7SEGO
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果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALngWdnena
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距離核彈爆炸：06：49：05882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHWGGXFRTO
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就是今天晚上了嗎。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWLY5QCk7d
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到此為止了。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaZ8poDpKm
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至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnpU6DF1ny
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我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SgJAZY7nJ
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「童桐。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeCRzSqdvq
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在她回來時，我攔在她面前。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjhaxEWLyk
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咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIgnGJkUYh
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「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuDz6ZFZNM
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我擋在她家門前。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvS4J0ue9U7
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「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYhuoy8aWX
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfEwQxz4ta
「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xiG7GfzEq
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzO4MdZm3Qe
「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTVGTwGbC9
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這樣子她便明白了。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mgw1XATkF
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj42iNLODAb
童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIMSA5Uy3p
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hZHiSGgyF
但我早也有兩手準備。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI220De9gNh
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「我屋企無。」我推開門。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJkhyeM5RX
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「咁…」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PtJfCFAYk
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「嗚————汪—！！」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw9BDmSwNl
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家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3d9ewsMD0z
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「小心！」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SGbPIzbZZ
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眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGC2JtAMbm
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好輕？882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fQwOwBjiT
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「亞基！Sit！」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2vRjc0hiF
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亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswanJzS2tt
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…真的好羨慕牠。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZg3E1KmZEP
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「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0YClgX6q3
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYoZSYqXJI
「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju1BDTQ0CA
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrNmpP86bg
「你…係唔係瘦左？」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQPLxkEeTd
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVctnH9p1Nq
「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeWtWZ3bMw
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFIdzed822
她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01QqN3o19J
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSkvuyrIM7
「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiTwPUUvya
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjc9ZGLtA6Y
我看看手機中的倒數介面。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ9zxChB3V
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距離核彈爆炸：03：11：46882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIx1J4jl1wN
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82TxRAMNX4
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
