「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI092Tpwmmc
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5bwMMmFyz
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT619AkPOd
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0HhQeRuoB
「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmRV64GT1i
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原因是因為在那之前。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJjaFAPncv
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUdpKkRuRu
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2pyPVZGbi
「童桐。」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnre7olNv2
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnqI2WSKWu
電話對面傳來一把女聲。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rLSXUlcIX
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6mfc5C5lk
「Kay…？」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5a8Aggu8BL
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4tNdUDU0o
「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsy9m8GbvlL
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JJ6Lsn8Bk
「Kay，你喊緊？」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLH4XQ3WQJ
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVl5Cy9dKc
「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6H8YOAWo5a
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccnUrQx1rv
「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjjvcUoPiZ
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtN6mggMDS1
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAKiXOOoeT
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhyhaNUNGo
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSz1SbMOXR
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWCKoQizEK
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyHEOnCFHL
「有人害佢？但…」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdc0XshSIs6
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrM3KiuTRc
「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4K7XQhz7c
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIZ3RuL1mt
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fbVJoUQm4
距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiybzhSQbuB
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVcK3lEtse
那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxaTrgCM4u
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當然不會。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAD7n6hBeU
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvnfp3o2IB
我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93Yy3rQkFF
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalPKdLYvNo
因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNWHrNiVBS
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnF6ktD1SNp
這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Gx4HPtDSq
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrzBS6UAXN
但事實完全相反。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlejpab9wW
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVT4n2DDO6
原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMuwuDN25K
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0ijnfsbFC
我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZamf8FmsFv
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPu3HrVwTx
我好想她。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurDpxfZC5q
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTRusHfz4j
即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLG2jxL5bd
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgrqDOHfI7
童桐…943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGcOjdtyis
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIA6mUvscH
也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4X71HxKpm2
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrNlhwSdgt
「汪嗚…」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KsMj9sA5U
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyPfe6wf1u
因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iYLTaLrgv
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDoAvDirt1
「汪！汪！」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IfZL1AJv5
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mXWhEV2cb
在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3tlBXX3gx
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedsMbFX3Ss
「好啦，佢走左啦。」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8wtD0unxu
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPvFQxa2oJ
但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIRV4TCT0Q
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOzH4ZYoF8
看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEJYtwXNjZ
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvQdoQpAEm
「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27vjGMnmX7
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gqwOSZuyi
那個童桐從沒存在過。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXjrhNiQ9s
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6l8tmHPoJA
我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaNpeuhGwK
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCCBzWb0GT
「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dn3Z6G6lJ
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjl7txx4Q5I
也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqy4PwRjZLl
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sfaiOossW
我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWj2FdKps5r
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZNnpCdUKn
「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQ8Nu9jQN0
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoXuhCB11W
亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1rblSEeFr
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckr8OIxsPj
「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBW3UngHOl
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5kCIoWzbL
我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡck7ynNfLO9
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwIs3Bs7EM
問題是妍妍和童桐…943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEZJXllNuF
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIDh5Oc1wN
妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrYbGMThyi
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S0qHNI3oU
童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuzjAiKIwn
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2dFkl2KCL
我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNTTNPompC
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaQM499Hnr
逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5d9fFRTbJ
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodjxtzOEbJ
據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Vw7KvXFtL
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HMbn7CA7q
但…我…我…943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdwjUzj2Jg
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyepR608sY
果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZMbFYHrlg
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXrN0zr9mO
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：05943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkuHhI0LSy
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：04943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeP94Xz191S
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：03943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZOWxxlkUR
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就是今天晚上了嗎。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXUBAepApv
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到此為止了。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyZ3j9pajY
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0jqjrX7DZ
至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfSzIyk01P
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ESii540u2
我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu206eNkxQO
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7X2i3Eu35
「童桐。」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx1mJje5PM
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrd051Lh8g
在她回來時，我攔在她面前。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QBG3UnTV6
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskf7QwJyLp
咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1TezwbfKZ
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfAp8jfHvW
「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTn1Fa5Hc38
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvLoP5lGtX
我擋在她家門前。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSbn7HzCRy
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xNVEMskt7
「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvnTgMaDJo
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82v3v6Bvzy
「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnEk229pz3
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEkIe6gIFM
「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2DmpOnBYi
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHgsMDSCA0
這樣子她便明白了。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyAL8BVUR8
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXxKp9X8uj
童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3M0iWAFS6U
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCxit1lFuw
但我早也有兩手準備。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4eJf3td85
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFZjD90rDO
「我屋企無。」我推開門。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIWTHlERFa
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQGgyKevtd
「咁…」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9FRd0YV22
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「嗚————汪—！！」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeyPw3zWJu
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家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2kEvycW7z
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSmtF1VKD0
「小心！」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7qQw3FkBr
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZrruQ5Ql3
眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7BkZlJuSD
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPyQjVdsI4
好輕？943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKmz16SFoO
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZTuoXqycQ
「亞基！Sit！」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf93CXsYlDb
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cw084Bh8Q
亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRzXGiJ6Us
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakBoa6celj
…真的好羨慕牠。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0x45pye5em
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAJiHmpwjm
「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4D5Ab36hxe
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmEHw1vkfr
「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9I8AIKoTgj
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvHDoFCKi3
「你…係唔係瘦左？」943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcVljjNXCa
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtS86wpF4Gb
「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUVacb3agH
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPd1r9YHf0N
她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBllzY3Clk
943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ472OjNw290
「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBNuRuF7Wm
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEs6OYdA7S
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距離核彈爆炸：03：11：46943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIapZf3f3WY
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnqdYiOanR
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
