「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKJ0USuzTy
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILSfXaeVCx
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhzBZEaqP1
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「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xgDiyT3NB
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原因是因為在那之前。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2B81SLk3du
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8KEIbkTi6
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU11h5xnHwl
「童桐。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFqaCkcKMM
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電話對面傳來一把女聲。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PDsETt1Ai
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「Kay…？」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAuSVwksya
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「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB892Gq03dU
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoeIBYuzjK
「Kay，你喊緊？」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpaIaGnuCs
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi30ziMdRue
「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJh05IBzNKa
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzhDvkeczI
「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JhC1TrOs4
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyU6lgGvRAc
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPstPL4W3vk
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulb9ZXe1tX
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxKMDGqvhh
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRala04Ybdd
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBxy6I8HR4
「有人害佢？但…」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rhppZ8jVl
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡralbwRx7x5
「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkjncVfL48
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QyD9EGNf3
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距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4gsyPA5D8
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rbLJKuyuD
那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObx1uKk3h7
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當然不會。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHh6twcpw9
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQquv09znsR
我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zzfOpSDo1
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因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUxFREQmhE
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZjIzYVZ7A
這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowbmlrxXF7
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8RT4SkYFT
但事實完全相反。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv03sRAhyZC
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原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf4M6B5XQJ
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTugVF6NCK
我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0CiK5bd4O
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDwPvoF4Y3
我好想她。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmmTCDKtIQ
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVA90NDVxv
即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ddP43ONEQ
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygPoenb3Nr
童桐…984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0pQIL2zLz
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRYSv2iFDx
也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwbEF6rN03
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlO8UB7vRY
「汪嗚…」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrsVKe8ucE
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgj9U0X4IL
因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YtNlI7r8Q
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBUfFmCTSe
「汪！汪！」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4Psi3c2ci
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndww6Lctkw
在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPebI8JMl9U
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtt5FA4VTy
「好啦，佢走左啦。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxkkpKp0zH
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXWveBU082
但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwYHfQ1RL5
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcFqwjxanC
看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfF5XLnYWN
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5gMyG4ESr
「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvMHbozF9d
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3X6Ff5hdm
那個童桐從沒存在過。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PAfoc8Ghx
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYYYb2yAcc
我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXeXPWFu3R
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQ8uE0TOOI
「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrQrxkLm0w
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ527FTwq26R
也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡum496h5G1A
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYHAjzvqjU
我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIcAV5fqFx
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCYrpdG7g4
「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMdiFqMUZG
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSzJRxJIOT
亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIb1ymjorak
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWMD7XUBy1
「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OHsxQO6yk
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fA0vpfbJb
我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3bVr7CVlY
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問題是妍妍和童桐…984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdw4cB50VG6
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Nviljzifh
妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bCj4kMNh9
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypxdR9Qjyz
童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmq1sbZdzp1
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我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz20FDCtiT
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFCRhznCLU
逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZvcu1DfuT
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQcGAw1wYV
據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EXdTOkyVr
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但…我…我…984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5HpcMgqs8
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRD5DYtudaC
果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMEw1TCmJx
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIfvSIdDA9
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：05984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtn5nlOZSF
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：04984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pbnP0Nez1
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：03984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7cqbKylXg
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就是今天晚上了嗎。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamGPMNNPHB
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到此為止了。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjugsUuT2BH
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至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdaHiQSpxs
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cfmf7R2w8
我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQEWfLboVF
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9YtEAXvUL
「童桐。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5COompd3n
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在她回來時，我攔在她面前。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqjwMa1c0A
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHFjXqFsLi
咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJ5EZbximG
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlGYnTpCP9
「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNfj7d7Llp
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EeImr7679
我擋在她家門前。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5B63VnqwO
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97cVMqfIfi
「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98TZ9e4ils
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4soQiAKaxw
「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk62Oa6flLJ
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wAOzBiE7y
「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpp2Y3oOWdZ
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnr2429xyZ
這樣子她便明白了。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWv0l1RQHp
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ovl2jQ3jq
童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFf9VgX9Xi2
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHoGrJ1Fhk
但我早也有兩手準備。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcaSJAy3Jt
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「我屋企無。」我推開門。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS469UoeZrD
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Gq99n2mux
「咁…」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBasktc0X7B
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「嗚————汪—！！」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MB0fq3PwN
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家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqzd3MwIrD
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「小心！」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeIZDY2zrt
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8biCT9RVOv
眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLXfQ4ozGw
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEELUvnTES
好輕？984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHb7u63G9Ft
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7IZljYLiw
「亞基！Sit！」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8Ig9dJvwq
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTG4RebBq2s
亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftZPAHwbwk
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNItetIeOt
…真的好羨慕牠。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtwUNzVr2L
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZgNtZ64wY
「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmaxMTtKVn
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkL27c7gIO
「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmKM0YT2cf
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfF9SDVe1W0
「你…係唔係瘦左？」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2Ai3tRbqg
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhlplxEdVS
「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlL29w1wOYV
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYv1rkztLl
她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTUxhAhVlY
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6li12Ta4m
「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJimmIcJrT2
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsIZEsFJIY
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距離核彈爆炸：03：11：46984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZf26gJaZy
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0ff4ivE7e
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
