「人生若只如初見，何事秋風悲畫扇」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKj9VggkB3
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說的是人和人之間如果都能如最初相識時美好，便不如發生之後的種種憾事。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbk9b9cd4Ny
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那天童桐的語氣中好像已經知道了某事一樣。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnb4ue5zR1
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「呀遊，我地都有唔想俾任何人見到既一面…我相信你都有。」
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEYxRU2MRe
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原因是因為在那之前。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpatOh50iD
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在我還在醫院中的那段時間。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtJUofpOzs
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUORLzRiXo
「童桐。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYvaj1aoar
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電話對面傳來一把女聲。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9wjSg45qo
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「Kay…？」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt52K2K04vU
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「嵐晨已經到左哥本哈根，下年佢會再由Foundation開始讀起，雖然佢無乜野…但係佢可能三十歲後先大學畢業，你知唔知佢由夜校開始努力左幾多年？」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmk4HzPWjt4
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「Kay，你喊緊？」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOGfZz5r8B
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHn0ifuMJ9
「…想唔想知道係邊個害到佢咁？想唔想知邊個害到佢差D自殺，佢要同我分手？」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmhua6oLQj
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jVDady1EQ
「唔好咁話自己啦。」Kay輕搭他肩膊說；947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSrM0bSoa1
「童桐，呀遊！」Kay竟然是第一個到；947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8wMfmeon1
Kay最近怎麼這樣關心植嵐晨？最近二人好像親近過以前，連我這種路人都發現了；947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CGf2kgbCz
Kay手中的𠝹刀被我以巨大臂力壓住按回衣袋中；947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRiLbMlQfK
Kay想摸亞基，「胡吼…」亞基竟然罕有地後退，還發出威脅的低聲咆哮；947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHkjipPCAl
坐著輪椅的植嵐晨從人群中被推出來，背後推著他的正是Kay。
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpytJ7887Y
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZ5oEB05co
「有人害佢？但…」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2lYgfyj85
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUEwCvZAtJ
「想知既，就去問你個馬川遊！！」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9NEG8iWSb
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iqidbZZXh
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距離核彈爆炸，只剩下72小時不到。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkpW4ZRZBi
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhimsYJAsa
那個倒數的介面就如詛咒一樣，我沒法忍得住自己的手不去點開來看，那種心養養的感覺鑽入心底，好像我每次打開看看剩下時間，那倒數時計就會為我停下來一樣。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJ34bRCsYU
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當然不會。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1m2P0DRVV
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcqjCCCsed
我就好像被判了死刑的囚徒一樣，被困了在那個介面之中，只能歇斯底里地不斷重新整理網頁，看著倒數漸漸的往零墜去。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNRCcEqmPB
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因她的事而崩潰，因自己的事而崩潰。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10VkAX6lIA
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ulv7q6oDv
這幾天以來我都沒有找過童桐，連在手機上聊天也沒有，我一直以為我和她住得這樣近，即使不透過網絡總會見到。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeFtWBH8PC
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但事實完全相反。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2HZAfqP9T
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUzALBhoiC
原來住得這樣近，是真的可以連一面之緣也沒有。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbLRE4imHo
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQgNtRWi9h
我間中會聽到她家中的開門聲，關門聲，我相信她也是的，但是我們也沒有去找對方。我們之間的那一道牆漸漸厚得沒法打破，把一切都隔絕起來。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7p7PcPiw9H
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSWsk0Q4ve
我好想她。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOoDTA9xFN
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6L1cXpUHWc
即使我還沒法接受，我卻又矛盾地掛念著她。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUXrZslUDc
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyINsFsIfR
童桐…947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeeuVkJtXC
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXIE0EV6iC
也許在這段時間內，我們都需要好好和對方隔絕，整理好自己的情緒和想法吧。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJ3iZ9QBiL
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYNX5KZxnq
「汪嗚…」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZUX6gvQoe
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBUubCmq0Y
因為這麼多天沒有向童桐撒嬌討摸，亞基也垂頭喪氣的樣子，甚至帶牠去散步後回家，牠竟然走向童桐的家站起來想抓門。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNQgNjnYqU
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7cQxfnIws
「汪！汪！」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCs35RDnbcd
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVLIHYoi8B
在聽到童桐開門，聞到門後童桐的氣味後，牠甚至會跑去抓我家大門，吠兩聲，希望引起童桐的注意，期待童桐會打開那扇門和牠玩耍，如以前一樣。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPYLmniLLz
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9pOz5U9gB
「好啦，佢走左啦。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrd6zmgNk2N
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03ffPEWrf0
但換來的只有遠去的腳步聲。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBTIa05xTW
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKFFS3jsnT
看到牠這樣子，我也不罵牠抓門了，童桐離去後牠便會停下來，尾巴無力的垂向地面，然後在門後伏下，等待童桐回來時再抓一次。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzufFGm2KKk
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDN0PlcGaHj
「…算啦，亞基。」我說，「童桐佢…唔係我地認識個個童桐。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSplzcJ1JO9
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXkQcp8K1P
那個童桐從沒存在過。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe67hH0wHcF
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KzpliMAg7
我抱起亞基，扔回牠的狗床上。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVOtfeUMal
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoLg0gGUnS
「胡汪！」亞基站起來向我吠叫，好像在怪責我一樣。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8Gl5HJ5At
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuGbr952XR
也對，亞基不知道甚麼是情色直播，不知道誰是Dora，牠眼中童桐永遠只是童桐、她做了甚麼，做過甚麼也只是童桐，一個在隔壁親切可愛的大姐姐，如是牠女主人一樣的動人少女。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiluxTR1Pb
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SGyUYxvZw
我竟然羨慕起亞基起來了。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3VqNEB4kp
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hiDWyTq92
「我想架？」我說，「我夠想好似以前咁，你教我點呃自己囉！仲有，得返60幾個鐘，就到我…」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPBtuEAvw3
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15CdDTJpOQ
亞基看看我擺擺尾巴，伏回狗窩中。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DDeXQYvO2
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLV30PtFLvX
「唉。」我竟然對一隻狗發脾氣。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOD37IeH94
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaC8Cqgw2Zd
我看看手上的清單，即將被核彈波及者有我父母，當然，但我覺得至少二人不會和我脫離關係吧，痛罵一頓的話已經算是不錯。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0oBcqGe04
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問題是妍妍和童桐…947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgouiAQzeJ
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMde82d5fK
妍妍身為當事人，我和她之間的關係不算是黑幕，植嵐晨和其他事被她知道最壞情況也是被她完全討厭，雖然是很可惜但…也沒有辦法，我沒可能避掉所有傷害。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihTmhd3F3i
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPCOpJXNEV
童桐…問題是童桐，現在我們是互相疏遠對方，但萬一核彈轟下來…947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bPkLEi0xa
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0vDBV9zFA
我連想像也感到恐懼，但明明我又在和她冷戰，矛盾的心情把我心頭壓得死沉沉。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RkMMamkDh
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebhsS3HAry
逃避再逃避，以為自己能想到甚麼神機妙算去化解危機，也覺得至少躲在家中便不用面對童桐，我就這樣一直自我封閉起來，如那段日子一樣。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mZg8TtK1W
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJGVNthVyf
據我媽的描述，那時候的我如一個黑洞一樣，附近的氣氛也被我的負面悲觀污染，漂上死寂的氛圍，全身散發著絕望的氣場。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJX7FjzK8Z
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但…我…我…947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihUCqhEZ6G
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TRF8UtTNI
果然沒法子永遠逃下去，這次真的不行。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAvLnhue7E
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4Rh34KYYD
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：05947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHNI5nLiwk
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：04947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjXOrRjgtH
距離核彈爆炸：06：49：03947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAPEmiYTyH
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就是今天晚上了嗎。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYwXUOJcC8
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到此為止了。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgFeBroBBA
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至少…至少…我想是由親口說出。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9P7LssSiPq
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRu591uJQR
我明白由自己發現的沉重打擊，那份窒息，那份絕望，比起甚麼都痛。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU33kJ3O6NH
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw7WAQa7tw
「童桐。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaJDnbrAy7
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVhM7D8ClE
在她回來時，我攔在她面前。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8THP2GUNlD
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3Sa2txdlI
咦她是不是又更瘦了？夏天這麼熱她以往是如普通女生一樣喜歡穿短裙熱褲，現在卻穿上了一襲黑色長紗裙。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPnKSJUXhs
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSPTBHg3LY
「…呀遊。」她臉上有點尷尬。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48r7Y0PwAq
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslDriyWPVG
我擋在她家門前。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNjTblEG5o
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWxGyOldp0
「你今晚屋企有無人？」我說，「我有事要同你講。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaH5PYGYWZW
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImUhuB7Wqv
「…係咩事？」她低頭說，聲音有點沙啞。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrfbsFLvTa
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ozJvU99UP
「一啲我寧願親口同你講，而唔想由其他人講你知，或者由你自己發現既事…好似個晚咁。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oaVZP8Fp1
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWn2cgkqWDF
這樣子她便明白了。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAsUE2Ohgm
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUG0qXOaC3U
童桐似乎有了心理準備，但她卻難為地說：「今晚我爺爺嫲嫲都係度。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsVssP3ljd
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8t8YvgBDYw
但我早也有兩手準備。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhLKYwzAMz
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytn8srjkME
「我屋企無。」我推開門。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0MhSaDxkD
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjx88FdO9cn
「咁…」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQQqlDm0O8
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HAVWlXTRN
「嗚————汪—！！」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxCmjQCNrY
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Rtco3biQK
家門才一打開，亞基如炮彈一樣飛奔而至，猛然撐地躍起的牠撲向童桐懷中。結果就是這笨狗根本不知道自己這段日子胖了多少，消瘦了些許的童桐直接被牠撞飛！947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZ5rC3xVuL
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55CNNpoOsF
「小心！」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ovI4epOaR
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwzgJw0lXs
眼明手快的我輕輕摟住正要往後摔童桐，如果不是我她便要摔到地上了。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUe3N2rUNpT
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSueptt6lP6
好輕？947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe1jhkUNei
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MWLnjkJoN
「亞基！Sit！」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69rHcJduig
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5caHV93Wp
亞基聞言馬上從童桐身上爬下來，四平八穩的坐到地板，但尾巴還是狂搖，抬頭看著童桐的雙眼閃閃發光。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Pnhri2knr
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZppqIFESQM
…真的好羨慕牠。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8p9XBRicAq
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBQdoaYK6T
「佢無見你太耐，有無事？」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQjavjqsrM
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0GUi2fGTY
「嗯，無事。」她溫柔地撫摸亞基的頭，亞基高興到連嘴角也有口水流下來。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiOu8NAbUy
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQcsv0mG4t
「你…係唔係瘦左？」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0J6xdyPeNz
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1w7vZMHAtk
「少少，減緊肥。」她從我臂彎中走開，走進我的家中。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn91SMJ6vsj
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4R64ELLMNt
她身材這樣苗條，減甚麼鬼肥。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsdpEKMrSU
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「亞基，Dismiss.」我說，亞基馬上站起來搖著尾巴屁顛屁顛的跟著童桐。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3PBnsNquf
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我看看手機中的倒數介面。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8dve5yLN0
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距離核彈爆炸：03：11：46947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHa9MF2UtHY
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童桐與我，再次獨處一室，無論之後我和她之間會變成怎樣，這晚將會是改寫一切命運的轉折點。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjwpmvkAsQ
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但那時我還未發現Beta口中的核彈到底是怎麼一回事，自以為已經做好了最壞打算。
