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那是我與童桐之間，最漫長的一夜，甚至比起鵲橋連接她與我雙瞳的那晚更加漫長。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtv8mDB5QD
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這是告解嗎？這是懺悔嗎？恐怕不是的。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvuNOhxcnn
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這是一個儀式，我與童桐都完全卸下彼此的偽裝，再次赤裸裸地和對方坦誠初見。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNK42WwmrD
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我與童桐的初見是在幼稚園中班沒錯，但之後我們都太珍視對方了，我們為了保護對方，也為了保護自己，穿起了一層又一層的偽裝。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj25YTTDePs
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「我生日個時，其實我仲未認到妍妍，佢係以PTGF身份黎Join我地。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jpLyw9sbr
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偽裝不一定帶著惡意，正因為我與童桐都過於珍視對方，我們都不願自己醜陋污穢的一面展露在對方眼中。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztoGXNxwUB
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「有一種藥，叫畢索洛爾，佢係一種受體阻滯劑，對於射箭運動員黎講…」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXfcvJ89nm
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結果，我和她之間便變成了這個樣子。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqofTLZWw0Q
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「我識有個人叫黑ＰＲ，佢有一種叫概念核彈既資訊武器，個時你話你同植嵐晨…」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUs08wC7AMs
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我不是甚麼除了射箭便甚麼也不會的人，我會耍手段，使陰招，為求目的不擇手段。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RNQUqKOPv
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「係，我知道隔離班個個女仔係有男朋友，但…反正都無野好輸，所以我都照樣約佢去學校附近個海皮，最多咪俾人打獲甘…」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6gnMczN8r
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至於童桐，恐怕是…沒有安全感吧。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCs85PlDE3l
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自小被朋友，父母，親人排斥的她如忍著淚水般，拚命地建立起包圍自己的保護高牆。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBhWFnZb9G
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除了迎合我的愛好外，更加要對外樹立起女神的印象，IG要去自己看不懂的藝術展打卡，喝自己厭苦的文青咖啡，每個週日在網上的照片也要過得如渡假一樣。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXZi3mg9zx
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至於Dora一事，也是這樣。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BPGvcRjoF
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既然不是為了錢，那麼只能說…是虛榮心作崇，反正除了錢便只有這件事。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZlJR2OjZD
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如那些印象，偽裝一樣，Dora只是她云云保護之一。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHKo7g60l0
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有人愛戴自己，有人為了自己大撒金錢，視自己為女神，恍如這樣能填補心中的無盡虛空，那淹沒萬物的深邃黑洞。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJijRzUrfz
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但愈是吞噬虛榮，心底的空洞愈見巨大。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxHbq3YyAY
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高牆堆得再高，砌得再厚，也擋不下從心中升起的恐懼，唯有用抖震著的手，忍住流下的淚水匆匆忙忙地砌上另一塊磚頭。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfFtAVLkk6
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每一次分手，每一次被拋棄，她都像鬼上身一樣再次化身Dora，因為她曾經以為男朋友不會像父母一樣離開她。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8ZGKfTA8i
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卻還是離開了她。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rsMx4ySAL
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而我——又不能過於親近，以免我發現她的秘密，以免我如世界一樣排斥她，討厭她。但是我由始終鐘情於她，至少是那個我想像出來的童桐。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCn9uLO0vDQ
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於是便變成了這個困局。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hWa9RGVoT
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不知不覺間，我和她也被各自築起的高牆困住。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6Nwqnl6i4
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHZmUfDOQS
換個角度來說，我和她一樣無藥可救呢。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgPU4neWuL
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8phe7PTpNZ
「既然妍妍咁講，我就…放開佢，直到佢話佢真係可以照顧自己我先離開佢屋企。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPu66XD51wm
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不知不覺間，童桐和我牽起了手。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsTvCON1v4
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她沒有如我一樣震驚，更沒有像個窩囊廢一樣心碎暈倒。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjf18QCJt1O
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我不敢直視她，我不敢看她任何一眼，但我卻從手心中感到她的脈動，她的手汗，說到一些段落時她甚至不自覺的握緊了我的手。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvu4n5WJna
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「……對唔住，童桐。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyf96AOJl9
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我以道歉作結。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3ze4aBvpl
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屏幕上顯示距離核彈爆炸還有三十分鐘左右。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMAbW6DT4k
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亞基似乎感知到我們之間的氣氛肅殺，連躲在客廳的狗床也感到不自在，叼著牠的小被子跑到我房間把自己捲了起來，間中從床尾偷望。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGcHbrzuau
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「對唔住。」我除了道歉還能說甚麼呢。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVX2cFmLbS9
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一切都太晚了吧。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKcIRBCyyZ
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「…仲有咩好道歉？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOzOgLL5NM
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「嗯，我無資格話你，你講得岩，我同你一樣。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ut8ulpW5c
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2eCmLq5Jw
「但都唔代表你要原諒我。」童桐聲音更加沙啞，似乎在哽咽。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVy1u5y5BO
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCnQR0wVdY
「…你都一樣，即使你有Dora呢個身份，亦唔代表要原諒我。」我面如死灰。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7364JBgixY
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互相沒法原諒的我們，恐怕到此為止。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZj9TKPH59
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那晚，我的童年完結了。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzkr4B1Xrp
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這夜，童桐的童年也劃上了句號。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1t5MAVFwk
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDj5qd3Xcv
但是童桐牽著我的手卻沒有放開。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0TtgRvun2
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「我只有一個問題。」童桐說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUFGfNb3ZQ
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「你問。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQOgTMqbPx
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「點解你接受到真係收錢，然後同其他男人上床既甄姿妍，但接受唔到我？」童桐問。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqUrTObq0u
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「…」我應該要行的。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqRfswHGln
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「我只係上網賣相同直播，無人見過我既樣，無其他三唔識七既男人掂過我。」童桐說，「但依加點解感覺上你同個甄姿妍仲相處得自然？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8LLP2YDnu
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJriGykPsJ
「…因為我重視你，我鐘意既人，係你。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuP045eEdv3
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「…」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoB57kJLM65
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「妍妍係我朋友…雖然我地過…過一晚夜，但係始終都只係朋友，但你唔同。」我捉緊童桐的手說，「其他人幾多秘密，幾多黑歷史，關我撚事！但係童桐，你對我黎講點可能同其他人，其他女仔相提並論？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKts6cMo8Ri
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiH4wCuJrDQ
核彈的精粹，在於它不是無差別的上網爆出黑歷史。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJgQ4NZHNV
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它最大殺傷力是針對你最愛的人，最重視的關係，最努力得到的地方去爆料，使你重視的一切瓦解，化成飛灰，進而觸發連鎖反應，使目標身邊化成一片焦土。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOP7MtWmJ7U
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正如童桐一樣，正因為我們珍惜對方，才感到心如刀割。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOqAnSSzaQ
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSihaRKVvt
正如我一樣，正因為我鐘愛童桐，才心碎至幾乎喪命。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPt4IGAPPW
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但這是一份證明。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7J9lS4EAFO
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「若非情深在，悲傷從何來？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyRxEAX1Y0
" But what is grief, if not love persevering. "
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妍妍告訴我，愛的反面不是憎恨，連想那男人恨她一生，妍妍也苦苦哀求而不得。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXNOIKj8K3
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciVGqjreGG
愛的反面是漠不關心，視若無睹，既然是這樣的話我和童桐因對方有多心碎，更痛心，多幸福，多快樂，正因為我們也重視對方吧。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVHA8Jr6lx
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雖然這樣說很對不起妍妍，但是這就是我的心情。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzwzdRVvMh
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1G8lkjaG4a
這一星期以來的思考，我反省了很多，其中一件事正如童桐所問的一樣。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYZkSGmCvU
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4u78YZRQn
明明妍妍才是真正和眾多男生發生過關係的人，童桐極其量只是上網匿名賣相直播，沒有發生肉體關係，我為甚麼這樣自然地接受了妍妍卻對童桐這樣大反應？988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9fZckuPpM
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一開始察覺到這點，我以為自己瘋了，我為甚麼這樣針對童桐。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvXmVQ8yJL
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後來我發現自己的確是針對童桐，但這是因為她對我來說是最寶貴的人。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLITY2rl5f
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愛是自私的。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LyWWJx1sF
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同樣地，唯有自私的…才是愛。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fKM2MkP7G
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我對其他人不是甚麼保守派，情聖之前每晚夜夜笙歌，妍妍是PTGF和不同男人有甚麼過節過去，我都不介意，真的不會介意。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmEXm3ZvTd
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmURrrggpgF
但唯獨童桐…我卻連心也碎掉。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEDYlk5Hiv
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00Qo2nT44R
只有她，我為之傾心，亦為之心碎。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs32cdfTLyV
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMcJYEssX2
我這樣向童桐陳述了我的想法，反正我已經做好了與童桐老死不相往來的最壞打算。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1gCK7P96Z
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YM8I1JanA
但至少我想讓她知道我的想法，因為即使鬧翻，也不會留下「如果那晚我有說出口便好」的遺憾。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMSMDWBBJc
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrt6DqxQgxI
童桐低下頭，似乎在咀嚼著我的說話，不過她的手始終沒有放開。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUpTGrgcLk
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIocr9SA5vl
「個核彈，仲有幾耐爆？」童桐問。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrNqLZ9Xdu
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqLkGOAkMB
我熟練地打開介面，然後掩面搖頭：「十五分鐘。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqDkVX8mzU
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「你聯絡個個人。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSnoE6ozKU
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她不知道是Beta，我故意沒說，以免那天婚禮的回憶被沾污，即使她有甚麼恨意，我也想小心翼翼地保護她那天的回憶。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCG8bbMho6v
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「係？下？聯絡…？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOz7dLR6PB
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「我可以俾呢個金額既錢佢，叫佢停左個核彈。」童桐在自己手機上的計算機，打出一個銀碼。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapkEL1BpKG
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一看之下不得了，那可是能在九龍買一個車位的價錢，樓齡大點的唐樓小單位，首期也勉強足夠了吧？！988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKq69u1dqoH
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這樣的巨款…988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrMVgmTdET
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「但…咁多錢…」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVh8PSDKkKa
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「係Dora賺既錢，我全部儲起晒無用過。」童桐說，「如果呢舊錢幫到你既，我好樂意，記唔記得我講過我唔想身邊既人出事？特別係你，呀遊。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjidFPYXNVX
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童桐流著淚說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWw8mzI5lK
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「唯有你，我唔會俾你有事。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUBIbm9y2x
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她握緊我的手。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrf62uriIkA
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「如果有事，我就陪你一齊面對…如果你仲願意。」她輕揉我的手，看著我雙眼說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOWyOqXi82
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4N5cqi1rC5
我連忙胡亂抹抹眼淚撥出電話，但那天Beta明明說過我再也不會找到他，真的有用嗎？988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0SMCypVON
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2pcJn9aGM
［於"在永恆之門"一幕成功救下植嵐晨，呀遊始終沒有間接殺人，在童桐接受底線上］988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFZBUVYFZD
［在第五分歧點沒有使用禁藥，呀遊迷途知返，在童桐接受底線上］
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yoVML5cBM
［判定呀遊沒有犯下瀰天大錯，沒有黑化］988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYIgYh2jPk
［在最終分歧點選擇了不甘寂寞路線，但亦因壓制不足而沒有成為情侶，童桐現在有立場幫助］
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82EqhEEz4V
「你所打既電話暫時未能接通，請你遲D再打過黎喇…」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dWZe22nQk
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUAo5kD6GC
果然嗎…988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68k3hSrjGu
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfj0Bv5fIg
但馬上一個未知來電回撥過來。
「點。」是Beta用了變聲器的聲音。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpriLRFaCqL
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr91V6n4tOM
我打去關了機的號碼，他卻知道在我找他，這是怎辦到…988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroxQL3rGTZ
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVdXTgpMNe
「喂，黑PR先生。」我暗示他別自爆名字。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE40CHTbT1
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgdukthh6S
「嗯。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsT1JxWJOgu
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL26Ikd6dmF
「我係Dora。」童桐說，「對馬川遊個個核彈，停左佢，我可以俾…咁多既錢你，我諗已經遠超過Kay俾你既錢，係唔係？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sZj8lgMH4
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPp5WjUo7C
「果然係Kay…佢搵過你？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBhEYz8eiG
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYwFVoX4rN
「無錯，睇黎你唔知係佢？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuvmmxo2CQ
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMh3eyM0LQU
「轉介師係絕對無可能爆出邊個主使，連我都唔知係邊個。」Beta說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wnX6JOREI
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFx84mSn0v1
「總之，停左佢，我可以將Dora收到既所有錢俾晒你，放過呀遊！」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9p5Vqj8xP
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bsrHA523q
「童桐…」我看著她，眼角泛淚，她也勉為其難地向我擠出微笑。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTWAh1Leof
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExXNs8u05u
「童小姐，你要考慮清楚。」Beta說，「據我所知，個筆錢係好好好大筆錢黎，以你既家境，你既成長背景，你應該都係貪慕虛榮個種女人。你真係要為左佢咁做？你知唔知道馬川遊做過咩？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4Tjkyso6M
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59E5VkI211
「係！我知道！」童桐激動地說，「咁又點？D錢我既！我點用都得！」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaMEMYC8NV
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR64419UcnJ
「…本身係唔得，等於做生意你睇中左件衫，鋪頭話賣俾你既時候，如果旁邊一個寬太黎話我出兩倍錢，賣俾我唔好賣俾佢，而間鋪又應承既話，咁你會點睇呢間鋪？咁做…好影響我地做生意，即使係Deep World，有錢都唔係大晒。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIdlBV8joB
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLpTLLQSxd
「呀遊佢已經好痛苦，佢係我面前坦白晒，唔好再咁樣對佢喇！」童桐哭著說，「我只係想佢變成之前個個識得笑，開開心心既呀遊…」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGtuPNm3Ld
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5urcRwWVfN
「童小姐，我係話本身唔得。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxSqJurPpF
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLeo0f4kCK
「本身…」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Lf7wdaahT
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfs5ZH1KH1
「我問緊中介人。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoezf1CoqiW
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVybGYGpOV
「仲要問咩？定係佢都要錢？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscTq74Afky
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEdeSAJkHd
「佢係賣人脈既人，更加唔會為左錢改變原則，打爛自己招牌。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJzgwfzeAG
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw04ZLW0Ucs
童桐絕望地掩著臉。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEezUmAGZKn
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f38IOHccj
「但係破壞原則在先既人，係Kay.」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNL00c4Lc9
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxcHsDTxq1
「係…？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUjjoU5Eqo
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcaitmqIB3
童桐把視線在指隙間望向電話上的「未知聯絡人」五字。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHuSyKHUBN
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpODSwwOIxK
「嗯，有回音。Kay係知道唔可以接觸目標，但佢接觸左，依加我知道左佢既身份，你都知道左，你同馬川遊可以搵佢尋仇，傳左出去人地會以為係中介人出賣佢，咁樣好大獲…中介人已經落左Order，是次核彈轟炸取消。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmcvFhkNQO
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkQgD6TIVv
電話中傳來鍵盤聲音。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINEpCp72ob
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPCzz7okEv
「重新整理一次個網頁睇睇？睇黎呢個Kay的確係又衝動，又感情用事個種女人，佢係唔係見到仇人會直接拎刀捅佢個Ｄ衝動撚黎？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIY0wLnP5L
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0WfrPtpbQ
童桐馬上照辦。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIWIlx3GX3
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooGbwJap7o
距離核彈爆炸：00:07: 10988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuV4pnKLuK1
距離核彈爆炸：00:07:09988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtJ9GzUEf0
距離核彈爆炸：00:07:08988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPd3kT7A6B0
距離核彈爆炸：00:07:08988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoY1IYv6gU
距離核彈爆炸：00:07:08988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJYh3OxKjx
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuDbQZo0Ti
＞TARGET：Ｎ／Ａ988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG40Wdob3Y2
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3NkCcCv6G
核彈倒數停止。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RqPeP9ZE8
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSA4WoAsEYe
「但係你係有口齒既人黎架可，Dora小姐。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pOccbMLJ6
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rRBE72xZB
Beta這混蛋…！988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9L6jkhSe0
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMlduN4mDW
「嗯，我…我依加過數！」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSUVLYU4Zt
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRNEcYEnqI
「轉成加密貨幣，入數去我係暗網既帳號，我依加俾電子錢包既地址你。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqCVPpyr0c
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2vpwelmoV
「喂！既然係Kay接觸我地呢邊在先，本身都要停啦！你照收錢？！你咁仆街既？！」我說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcQbDbjKog
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7FOx2gjOT
「呀遊，我會照俾。」童桐說，「佢收左錢就唔可以反口。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBR8fa7lqiC
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKfvMrSZ8l
「…因為對面毀約在先，我會暫時將馬川遊列入核保護傘，唔接任何攻擊既你既Job，如果佢搵其他黑ＰＲ搞你，我呢邊都會發射核彈，相互保證毀滅。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12jZfuk98P
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIcuUjgD9R
咁做係以免你地出咩事其他人入我同中介人數，同時警告其他客人唔好衝動毀約。但同時，你地都唔可以用核彈攻擊Kay，至於其他手段，唔關我事。」Beta說，「為期…九十九年就好。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dZYnZGHbz
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2EKl6KQCX
這傢伙…我真的不知道他是敵還是友，只能說他只按Deep World的潛規則辦事嗎？988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1KiQeNt4M
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUs6gjuZgt
但我相信在灰色地帶之中，他作了自己的選擇。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXwKx0lIPd
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nzVsGPtr9
「已經過左數。」童桐眼也不眨，便把那驚人的金額匯到Beta手上。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HQDVxvWz5
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitTUbnDqRh
「…未收到，等等，嗯，有喇，加密貨幣應該係要咁用…Anyway,」Beta說，「仲有咩幫到兩位？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBjTtwOWYL
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlTNnuSmgQ
「無野啦，拜。」我把電話掛斷。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ906XZeW1YV
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UrZkeaxGQ
「好好保重，兩位。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54VCL31Wnz
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMnnrXuy9l
我和童桐相視。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tkg9xxhNJ
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxRs758fVS
然後不禁露出微笑。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiZOeOFt8O
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwwj7lEFDJ
「咁大舊錢，你至少遲疑下？」我說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Fgbpqtvjq
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKS3lugX1t
「為左你，無所謂。」童桐搖頭說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGctb37eVt
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hAsdWmzvV
那舊錢，能去好多好多次旅行，買好多好多名牌了吧。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBtGtMr8Mv
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCjMcL7QT8
「童桐…」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvsJJrpJLN
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BfAXpuWKA
她卻為了我，為了這樣害植嵐晨的我…988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZyDmfUVkY
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCH4ChnRBp
我感到慚愧，感到無地自容。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePDpJffMMw
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaPXGYhixo
這就是我和童桐的層次分別。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQTw1AhPKB
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkiWYa35M5
我愛著的只是自己幻想出來那個完美的她。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7af8GN2nb6
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gnELo9o7f
但她愛著的，是真真正正的我，甚至為了這樣而害怕關係改變，壓抑著自己十多年，把自己困在高牆後十多年，逼自己止步於青梅竹馬，把我們二人的關係凍結。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3o1vWdoqJ
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrw7HnYbaK
她想著的是如何接受。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUv3wlBi6eu
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3K7lv5e1jz
我想著的是接受與否。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1UqvW0hfJ
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2supO7itY
…唉，我這人真是…988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYLN3KWuCS
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKEyZ8vAco
「唔使再講喇，錢我真係唔介意。」童桐笑著輕撫我的頭說，「我只係想你無事，想你好似以前咁開心返，唔好好似中六個年咁。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhSd9UBtfB
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0XAhXcAQw
我又回想起童桐那年為了我，在大學講廳大大聲謊稱是我女朋友然後拖走我。聽說，這是她那次分手的其中一條導火線。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmcpgb78f9
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EJxfX0E3r
「呀遊，你唔好誤會。」童桐說，「我用錢幫你，唔係要買你既原諒。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzcVfOjDxQ
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxw8HUxl7p6
「我點會…」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtLu52mg9K
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIicsWbWJr
「我知自己我點補救都好，都改變唔到我曾經係Dora既事實，你唔使因為我用錢幫你解除左核彈，而逼自己當無事發生過。」童桐低頭說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfKuLhcpeV
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJ0v5U1Pfe
「童桐，我差D殺左植嵐晨，點解你要咁？我仲以為你會好憎我先岩…」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq06IaiLgMw
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hk0ZCpezf
童桐這樣以德報怨，我更加…我更加的無地自容。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKkCZdgRH6
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs18kCPtwrF
「我仲未接受到。」童桐說。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCI2UXuQGK
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmebSZb0gBi
「…果然…」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI83tVhCjqn
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQT4IWe2Abh
「但係我更加唔想睇到你唔開心，睇到你再崩潰，至少唔好俾件事惡化先，之後我…我會同你一齊慢慢去學習點樣接受，點樣過呢一關。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ429lMa8xii
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0BDOkcXJA
童桐的手，整晚也沒有放開。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Gr8COy6dU
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zB5SYMems
「其他人或者唔得，但我同你係咁多年既青梅竹馬，一定做到架嘛，係咪？呀遊？」童桐又哭又笑。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMwgFKEuVu
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTn8xkKWWI
童桐美麗得叫我窒息。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVU5iHtjBHv
988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsUuuuxulA
我忍不住，輕吻了她。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OF9jRxPoo
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輕吻變成了深吻，我與她抱在一起，互有默契地避過對方的鼻子，好使雙唇與舌頭能鎖鎖地扣在一起，把每一吋肌膚都纏綿在彼此的毛孔上，貪婪地感受著對方的芳香，沐浴在對方的體溫和溫柔之中，酸麻感從唇上擴散到舌尖，隨著窒息感漫延到全身。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgpxYkI4OO
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「呀…嗄…呀遊…」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rYgwdw6NC
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「童童…哈啊…童桐…」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaN8fzSvwt
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那天婚禮的一吻很浪漫，但是…988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWVq43qG1Z
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…但是我們那時還活在彼此的幻象之中，躲在自己築起的高牆後。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwxysVOYKP
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現在我們吻著的，是有血有肉，不完美，有點醜陋，但卻實實在在的對方。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiVZOtfn8k
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「汪！！」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPVFL88SOg
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亞基高興地把頭從睡房門邊探出來吠一聲。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptkQBJocV2
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我和童桐暫時放開彼此，看看亞基，然後額頭貼著額頭，相視而笑。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AX26mmdEA
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不知為何我沒有感到那種衝動，我只想好好擁住童桐，靜靜地遠離開那狗屁DeepWorld黑PR核彈中介人之類的糟糕事。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenZph3Dctg
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「你又話會向我表白既？」童桐說，「表左架啦？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuh7d3WyhCG
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「下，表左架啦。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wfklrqc6M
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「唔制！」她輕拍我一下，「快Ｄ，我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白！」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzl0jqvgmZ
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我笑著說：「咁我要俾個驚喜你先得，但你想我劇透你？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zXiu4vwt3
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「唔好！咁…我等你。」童桐說，「今晚…就咁先？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfU7b5G63EX
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「嗯，我都覺得…未係時候。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9K86BNVGl
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感覺…衝動的成份比較多。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOFNNoqjBe
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現在我們是需要沉澱的時間，好好整理思緒，接著才正常地走向我與童桐的下一階段。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jBCjAdrjd
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「你依加就唔怕我唔再只係你青梅竹馬？」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqVCF68OXD
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「…我對你有信心，亦對自己眼光有信心。」童桐說，「同埋即使係點，我地未來變成點都好，至少我地永遠係青梅竹馬…或者以上，唔會以下。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkQUfQ70UN
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我舉起尾指：「應承你。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRpGnxOmDJ
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「我都應承你。」988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSTJAVfDXQ
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童桐以尾指和我相勾，我與她額頭碰著額頭，眼中只有彼此。即使彼此的眼角都有淚痕，流淌至臉頰，但我們笑逐顏開，以嘴角將其截斷，只剩下喜極而泣的淚花。988Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEP2KPgl3n2
