厭食症。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tIMmKNNkU
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在心理疾病之中，厭食症的死亡率也是數一數二高，標準死亡率達5.9。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZv57KDDxAw
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5.9是一個怎樣的概念呢？這代表厭食症患者的死亡風險，是一個普通人的5.9倍之高。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi37LFXtzts
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作為參考，使用可卡因的標準死亡率，是6。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wgXfvMr2T
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重度吸煙，也只是2.6。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbfRYjDAyn
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精神分裂症是2.5，躁鬱症是2.2，暴食症是1.9，抑鬱症這麼普及而可怕…也才是1.6，而厭食症可是5.9啊…948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeneEz6Khq
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雖說這病不是甚麼不治之症，但致命率極高，變成長期厭食症的話死亡率高達20％，我不知道這比喻對不對，但玩俄羅斯轉盤往自己頭上用左輪開一槍，中彈率也才是 16.6％ （六分之一）！948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtm0vjwniCE
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童桐…怎麼了？948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPN2jwO84D4
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y3MWL1DyO
是我做錯了甚麼嗎？是我待她不夠好？還是我那兒惹她生氣了？她怎麼會有這樣嚴重的病？948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ72Eylv0uP
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJgiMDy8pC
從那時開始，我便陷入了自責和內疚中，我每天都把這段日子以來的每個片段在腦中重播，苦苦思索，尋找自己做錯的地方。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2B8Gq1y0XW
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…這樣下去我早晚會和她一樣，但…不行，我不能倒下…948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAs9iwQt9R
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldQ5grD9sL
那晚送走妍妍後，我好像發了瘋一樣把Google搜尋頭十幾頁的厭食症資料都通通看一次，我知道這沒有任何幫忙，有病就應該看醫生，上網問診是大忌。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcMsCZXfDB
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但…我停不了，只要一停下來便覺得好像愧對童桐一樣。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbdVUgi3zE
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfYASyYq7l
厭食症不是那些人一直斷食，節食減肥，最後失去控制變成甚麼東西也吃不下嗎？童桐雖說吃很少，但也只是和我相比，她一直也有好好吃飯才對，她竟然在吃飯後偷偷去廁所扣喉？她說自己減肥應該是藉口，她明明沒有在斷食節食，為甚麼會…948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNS0Licqrb
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她這樣用心裝出一個正常的樣子給我們看，她到底有多壓抑自己？948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8W6sTNUYDg
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…是心理因素。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Tno819CeM
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「環境變化、事業失敗、失戀、挫折等，都可能成為厭食的契機，“不善表達意見、喜歡隱藏不安與不滿的人“，是特別容易厭食的類型…」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4Lnw9volX
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我看住這段文字，在屏幕前抱頭崩潰。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUthYSOHf8u
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想不到，我想不到自己做錯了甚麼，但是我也不知該怎麼辦。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtro7KxtPqs
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童桐不是那種減肥減到失去了自控而變成厭食症的典型病例，她是因為心理壓力而變成這樣子的。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iAanK4SfE
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不行，這樣子下去…童桐…童桐會死的。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABaO93z55N
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63qsqm1s5B
童桐真的會死掉的。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9TsINnWky
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HewggiH6n
只要這件事，求求老天…不要…唯有童桐，我犧牲自己也要保護她。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgb0pi99AZf
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〔嘟～嘟～〕948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiZTpOyOuO
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是植嵐晨打來了，那邊慢這邊六小時。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBM1Cflyqp6
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJUIn1TU4j
我抹抹臉，打開鏡頭接聽。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgymLRnUuox
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「呀遊，呢排點呀…喂，你個樣搞咩？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHd4RXaLYQ
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1zJGDq23e
不行，表情騙不了。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bMQ9XFJ1a
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuaDAjIflh
「課金抽卡爆死，嗚…」我胡亂掰出理由。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI72ViGNBYR
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwwlVhEzlc
「量力而為呀，你話…Kay點樣？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseoPHhkIfk
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mAeRs2daQ
「佢…佢最近對我好大敵意。」我避重就輕避開核彈之類概念，「大概係將你同佢分手，去外國入左我數，我救你個時辦事不力之類…唉，我都唔知點解。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyzh5zLZMv
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWKdMhCaye
「…都似佢既諗法。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmd9W3o8568
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「佢係咁既人？」我問。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6BlCUO3pN
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68mQNOGfeE
「我就直接講，我去哥本哈根某程度上關佢事…我同佢根本無拍過拖。」植嵐晨凝重地說。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5bpfqJWiG
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMDIRbhLWL
「下？！佢又話分手既？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18iDrfWCkI
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hZnwnqxWX
「呢個就係重點，佢…佢會成日分唔到幻想同現實，我承認個時佢同我有曖昧過，但係我地真係無一齊過。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUGieDb0vI
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCBtehIRtr
「係…」我呆然。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYwPrL41A3
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZkqVEpPqM
「但係，佢成日覺得自己係我女朋友！佢試過係我屋企樓下截我，如果我唔俾佢入黎，佢會守係我屋企門口成晚，仲要撕到自己衣衫不整！有人行過就喊晒口咁拍我門，搞到我又被人報警，好在門口有cam證明我清白！」植嵐晨說。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPvE6dMJer
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神經病。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGXFz6rl6H
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXYfYFRRAA
「我阿爸前排有請看護，佢竟然呃個嬸嬸話自己係黎替假，然後推左我阿爸去飲茶話要孝順佢，個次之後我就知呢個女仔唔係痴情少少咁簡單。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbDAwktuFH
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一切連起來了。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c4OilGlWh
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJcI2jPqnV
我嚇得吞了吞口水，然後說：「之前…大學聆訊個日，佢本身諗住用界刀捅個主席頸。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEsxV1zEk4
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuDYwtOCkU
植嵐晨的樣子同樣變青：「本身？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aclBczsVo
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIUjsRjtEi
我點點頭：「嗯，好在我發現到阻止佢，不過俾佢車左巴。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlktU3R5r24
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNk5QYp5G7K
「…完全係佢會做得出既事，即係佢為左我…應該話為左佢想像出黎既我，連殺人都夠膽死。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4Am8bqlDb
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「痴線…」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYmOlD1Pxr
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那個Kay病得不輕啊。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLacWYMwkEp
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoyjx7A7UH
「你避佢避到去哥本哈根？」我問。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpKUc7aCiC
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoACRZfesh
「一黎啦，二黎我都想去海外讀書好耐，呢邊北歐既產品設計…嘿嘿，串啲講句，世界第一，我仲考到獎學金添～」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVFLhnZx4N
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我無地自容，既然植嵐晨考到了世界第一的北歐讀設計，也說是說他本人的實力同樣到達世界第一的水準。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZEclcrTIV
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所以之前的抄襲指控，完全是誣蔑。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqg2mJXLJq
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKYZzP9Qxh
「咁…咁就好。」我說，「依加呢個Kay咁癲，喂佢咁痴戀你，你同佢傾下得唔得呀。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwAeuYtuHe
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因為對我來說最有就說服力的人就是童桐，她也應該類似吧。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsr0kkTEUa
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpWNS8xQhG
「唔得。」植嵐晨搖頭說，「之前同佢嘈左一次好大獲，佢唔會再聽我講。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUiK1n7CiN
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrGQUmIq3n
「嘈咩？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQz34i854o
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3Iqf6ouZp
「就佢係都要話我係佢男朋友，但我地根本無一齊過，所以我只好順手推舟同佢講話我地分手，然後係佢死纏爛打前飛走左。」植嵐晨說。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBIaAgXlUI
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然後他便把那舟推過來我這邊了！原來又是我自己扔出去的回力鏢！948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScJCtlnal5
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlt0sR6XeNx
「我大概都明係咩一回事。」我搖頭說，要煩的事還要幾多樣？但當務之急是童桐的厭食症，我的安危不重要。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mrpPJjIqO
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沒有事比童桐重要，包括我的命。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrRW1TKa8o
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8iBtXA2g7
「呀遊，你真係要小心，如果你話佢當日想捅個主席，我怕…佢真係會對你不利。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDKGzLtQ62
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我怕嗎？老實說我怕。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MVa2XKh3c
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpR1aoblJr
雖然我體格比她強壯，高她兩個頭以上，但是Kay應該會帶武器，而且她在暗我在明，不知道會不會在下個轉角路口便遇上拿著界刀的她。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifeM22BjJL
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但在她做出甚麼事之前，去警局備案也沒用吧，之前那個瑜珈女教練也備了案，也是遭到了毒手，警察也沒可能天天跟著我貼身保護。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66UYaddE2B
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而且我更怕的是她遷怒到童桐身上，即使她不知道是童桐截下核彈，但她身為我女朋友，這種瘋子已不能按常理推斷。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3B8vNcBQqK
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqS1uR6G7wh
再說了她也不知道是我發射核彈害植嵐晨，她大概是通過「童桐喜歡植嵐晨」和「我喜歡童桐」而推理出我是最大得益者，光憑這猜測便盲射核彈。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2WVxQciQw
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早就是有殺錯無放過了，她不是甚麼神機妙算，她只是無差別轟炸。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMEAU61R0H
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「我…我會小心，都無計。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNr3tODkYJ
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYXhk6bPiJ
「嗯…咁再聯絡啦，記得出入小心。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2L8xShsJKw
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「拜拜。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzBGEla0iW
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視訊通話中斷。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsstYnTc2n
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…唉，再看看厭食症的資料好了。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9lWxcMavl
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaomgyujtU
這一看便是看到了天亮，我覺得自己很無力，始終我又不是醫生，更加不是精神科或心理醫生，我甚至不知道要帶童桐去那兒求醫，社工嗎？心理學家和心理醫生又有甚麼分別？認知行為治療師又是甚麼玩意？精神科有沒有門診？948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh01CeZ2efY
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqbBdgSkER
我想起了當日不好笑醫生的那句：解鈴還需保齡球…牽鈴人。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZU5qqujGbU
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牽鈴人大概是我吧。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARUwsmvKpM
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuo06gSoL2
童桐沒有安全感，才這樣黏著我不放，但這原來只是冰山一角。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8uOFpIilr
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植嵐晨的順手推舟，也許我也能學一學。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0ssRx00zz
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得到了我爸媽的同意後，第二天晚上我去了童桐的家中。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIyli2T2hW
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz870W1dRNk
「童桐，過黎。」我拍拍自己大腿。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzmr7Mq5Js
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTT3iQouAP
「嗯？做咩？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2oxwiPiB0
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HVSNKzuNi
童桐還不知道我已得悉她患上了厭食症。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VUMZ9Lp7S
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WnS59J8cr
「想…抱下你囉？」我裝成想撒嬌。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3gyanHDpT
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「好好～呀遊好乖，今日練射箭都好俾心機～」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIgRCwZyqQ
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW21VY25eVG
童桐騎在我身上抱住我，用力把我的頭埋到她胸前扭腰磨蹭讓我撒嬌。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5x4AHKmTP
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真爽。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSql6l5WgK
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0Hb4MpuPo
但我身上感到的重量可是明顯輕了不少，我甚至有種只抱住亞基的錯覺。那些厭食症患者變成活骷髏般的可怕照片在腦中閃現，我不安地抱緊童桐的腰再三確認。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpdZ37PYl9
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也變得更幼了。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1dwRqtS30
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好輕，輕得像幽靈一樣。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGeGLMq2NU
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBBwc3oJXz
這不是甚麼好現象。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WyQmTzRzc
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvBnZf4AoZ
「童桐，我問左我阿爸阿媽，就睇你想唔想。」我把頭從她胸前挪開，抬頭瞪住她雙眼說。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnnSQGdp5r
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLyKPBKjFw
「係咩事…？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfHsS4ybFi
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpXXj0b4W9
「我諗緊…反正我地都識左咁多年，雖然個時我地未一齊，但係其實有時我都覺得自己好似同你拍緊拖咁。」我說。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvapW3QN2zo
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92mJZrB2dX
「嗯嗯…你想講咩呀，傻呀遊，嘻。」童桐笑著抱住我用頭輕蹭。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQcYEIui4M
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HXcos4I7B
「唉。」我嘆一口氣，成為了童桐男朋友後似乎我也沒甚麼進步。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLCgluFxWq
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdq89oGOK2
「你慢慢講，我去熄左部電視先。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFID1rzzfz4
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcmo2QbYIQ
童桐從我身上滑下去。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1AWQGOKzx
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUvoAgzzi4
「…太平洋既熱帶低氣壓升級成熱帶風暴後繼續增強但移動緩慢，日本氣象廳正式命名為“氣槽“，預計移向南海…」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfP8sLQmw8Y
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHG6EQDWBxG
魚腩盃是在室內舉行，應該不要緊。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEIG06FVH0
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTntoYTRVIf
童桐把電視關掉回到我身上，我甚至能聽到她的心跳聲。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNmXLpNNWJ
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3enXWh6D0y
「我知道…你最近好大壓力係唔係？」我說，「我覺得你好似擔心緊好多野，俾好多負擔自己咁，童桐。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiGABJmBsN
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVkWj9ydVN
「無呀？」童桐笑道，「做咩咁諗？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlATBoYUr7J
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46Qyd4hXNT
…不，我不能說穿我已經知道她的病，這樣她為了治癒自己只會更痛苦，例如表面上吃更多東西，然後以更隱密的方式扣喉，她就是這種笨蛋。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wmGPSf6JS
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKvRSTaCHL
但這樣下去童桐會死的。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JLz8o5JWy
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90wuv7RTaP
童桐死掉，我也不算活著了。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡox48bn6ElU
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「…你鐘意我既，係唔係？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxIZsU9R1y
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「嗯。」童桐點點頭說。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbt8fK0bqf
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Te58EofSl
「如果我既支持同陪多啲你，你可以自在啲開心啲…童桐，雖然我地起埋一齊無幾耐，但係…」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70q8DAeFHj
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87LuKuA5Bv
我深呼吸，童桐帶著笑意等著我問。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhU0Xb7YUH
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「你想唔想過黎同我一齊住？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62oozKpue2
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對，我知道我知道這樣很快，太快，超快，但是我和童桐可是從幼稚園認識到現在，所以我覺得還好。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmlXsK99Sr
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而且我和她一起住的話，我能更易察覺到她的變化，她的心情，也能多點陪她。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhQoNqQdAK
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHOXXDPYVU
沒待她開口回答，我便繼續說下去。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHcYcjDBjd
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwTB3uuPGf
「我好鐘意你，童桐，我已經早就無左你唔得。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RQU8lDfsX
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbOAlOOd2u
既然童桐的壓力來自不安，來自我沒有給予的安全感，來自她怕一但失去我便一口氣失去一切，又一次被拋棄的話…我便慢慢為她重建信心吧。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlt9Q6v5A5G
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBePETNwzf4
「所以…就算你只係住我隔離，我都覺得唔夠，我想再見你多啲, 我想再陪你多啲，我知道可能太快，你亦無同過其他人同居，但係我…」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFEbJKoFeR
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHSlRj238r
「好啦好啦。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gBvNfz8Eq
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiGc9AXYrl
童桐深深擁吻到我身上，把我的話打住，我們互相深吻至肺活量用盡為止，她的心臟穩穩的在躍動，而則我貪婪地傾聽著。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMhZkOsbBi
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIMEm6KFDN
我沒法想像這脈動會消失。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMsyjDdzaY
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOnu3kodtz
「咁…我黎打攪你喇。」童桐紅著臉說。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTsKAM4g8V
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDInibiTBZ
「真係可以？！」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpGBysbqyi
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UZ445ttYX
「反正都係一牆之隔…爺爺嫲嫲唔介意既，但我夜晚要返黎幫佢地做家務。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGImJO7FwJm
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4noOkU6QzS
「嗯！我都過黎幫你手，嘿嘿，睇下點槽肥你啦。」我抱住她說。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5QWd5x22L
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY832k7yY9w
「下，我肥左既你唔要我點算？」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMk2HM7Zx5g
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSedWv6OvB
那個人教的話術真的和我自己想的是兩個層次，童桐果然按住他的計算來接話。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztZB1GBiOU
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQipDWavCvI
「點樣既你，邊個身份既你…都係你，童桐。」我牽起她的手直擊她的心理弱點說，「只要係你，我就會係你身邊，我就會一直鐘意你，陪住你…保護你。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVqot7dHgM
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBMkxJW0rj
「我都係，呀遊。」948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlnek3enUg
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TTHMFuJx4
童桐眼眶有淚水晃動，同居的生活要開始了。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0M3eyDO7Pg
948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn15BzYKetN
…絕對要在病魔手中保護童桐，想到這兒我便輕輕再握緊掌心中童桐略顯瘦削的玉手。948Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8gISBUFLz
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