「這個擺飾真可愛。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYwwJK5IdY
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19gQFg8MNL
「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9hWrI5bdm
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WLGVq0N1w
「妳換拖鞋了啊？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8KnUf71Yz
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVC5SLxomqV
看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAO9Xeok4re
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9Nfk3Sbx5
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPiPXRtSEe
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjCfeztxox
自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjucNDdOrfE
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7nD2x9Fyy
好像，做錯事情的是我。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DAMDTfMIw
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5Bt1QHBY8
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「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwROuP8beV
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwKU5UsWXa
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYNKRtZGeO
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKLxtNzUdT
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpazG5EvS45
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSBDMjIQ0n
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DrQkPOySl
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPNXzQiqVS
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6ubShxqZd
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYk1l304XsP
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFsJyAeYS7
「為什麼是我？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2pOYNxSmj
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzKjLmIESP
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47gJimXE4V
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hmkQdY0dp
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5RXfB9JID
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWaNLxvksu
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluxqlafSPD
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pC8YCik35
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「因為妳漂亮。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY62kwkYQ9X
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFcWqC4pbv
「……………」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQTj5zfrS6
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGrjjqMta8
「所以喜歡妳。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflVzGYu1vp
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78VfimQj0Y
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyW7kB3bdoY
「你真的是爛透了。」我說。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Z6Vcz5UU5
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0C8OGQPcGK
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOJQt33HG6
「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEHliKKs7U
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltGIlMdnnQ
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7VposqHo0
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdfpxNtQXa
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczsVki5U9o
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYeK0aWIgY
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPInxmVjiJE
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2iNoO8JCe
他看我不說話，急了。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRBUrtmJmi
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHnMwwZnS7
「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ctqfxi4W2
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSLLLGPfdH
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcAPCp8U6b
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcZM7tMyCH
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfngtxJ7sW
「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYZrSBWscx
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSgbvhtMdb
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwB84io7HYp
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPMo0fhc1e
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmxmsxgSh9
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBFI2Pfsil
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgeqCqvnYO
「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPAyN1l5hj
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BIdpSIa1C
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83oqZ0M0tU
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtdy3q7dld
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3TMLryBnM
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLshisBELP
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwsW99zs88
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYNZKAjMkD
「…………」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOCtFJzm8h
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GspRz0kjg
他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmspExIKDBc
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSpxxGAPrv
而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5in8d8u0Kq
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFy6IrVlPP9
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPikMUWQWP6
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOpA5zNCYq
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rjJrBnfuf
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJfOYzCE1u
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOTyuiT3Rw
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnecX86FoM
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBfhMG7Z8P
他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGi5SdI84h
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd46QBw0wQ7
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkff7lVNy2E
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1NGPP1Wso
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HNaeK8bAD
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiawdS1kuO
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYQvgxW03K
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRDz6jp6Nk
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCRSPxNdct
「你回去吧。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ459wowWJP
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVo5UD5ccd
「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNp22RRMIcA
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpMmZQz6YX
「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjR5xyE8Crw
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CV0HJtDJS
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7evJNrN0kA
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpu7srnV25K
「憑什麼這樣認為？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Xt8OwA8yh
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuQRbIb5Fb
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5IlwpFNP1
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBQMkP2E70
我的心痛了一大下。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wvVXAkHXP
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFfG0glVMc
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNF79MZt1Cf
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S4ZpKTwpv
「你回去吧，拜託你。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtopslbEhDz
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWXiM5kOpt
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4SSLxOYar
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0aq94thuR
「拿去。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Bbu6tUUkJ
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNqY30nXk8
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLHBByjhaF
他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jh7hdjvIy
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElMH40AQ7Z
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeFtXpHnjm
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgAQ5aGUK0
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIPvzgsGka
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQy64Jnj8IB
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOst0skvWh
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUDX0zc9gr
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Xnty40LuG
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡas3cMiZogM
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm2Mkb1IJz
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BBYE3engC
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQPPMmHb8D
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRDKM5X7Vz
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9WMVfSrfL
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj74oVMrNf
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnk7PoB5H6
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3Eq3qWzPG
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnqtcpgR8g
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MMUU0PDNY
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1oXs9du4w
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBA78TCd1f
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGhID7OZnf
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MwKMzNHU9
因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsYAqDBjVF
432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVZouNyXYn
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待續。
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