「這個擺飾真可愛。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi23AYXLKuE
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLR1dLt6ZLl
「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jG6CZ3Ncm
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWSqL3Wmj6
「妳換拖鞋了啊？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvNZBN6cht
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKR7LubyYGF
看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoH6NfBUPF6
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOraS0LKWBF
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ntCU18N6F
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuG6YHLNcK
自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8cNnXeWTT
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRyLYC02dm
好像，做錯事情的是我。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4xwoHfyX0
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FNdf83zMr
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZb63vNrLng
「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3se22cHQDU
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9qfGIMi2o
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JSnpSIRLk
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMSYtYwr7O
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tMe9xU1PD
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwz9LaLqTH
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtn5T7BOi9
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgLZ3TNex8
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9vuX2Suep
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2yhT2UtyH
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKgCfd5Q47
「為什麼是我？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yxRO0jGeX
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvTRo7PCeE
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuF3f8teemq
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsFPCSjytq
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVedo1NzNya
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gyyX1x82i
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXhLUH8jfW
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvo2KZeZAE
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfjcfVVmYP
「因為妳漂亮。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFC6u9yF4br
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDgM92FJDd
「……………」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWop7ASL9e
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXaz3RIa3E
「所以喜歡妳。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPTrfjAGMd
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBKTJjh9ZF
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4LTqdLl4N
「你真的是爛透了。」我說。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RMPPN3RoA
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3JFUt1K1u
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrKf4bU1Zy
「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4u1xu1IJjz
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJfzANXbrY
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxJMYozGrl
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PIwTD6zRe
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3sPB0QmoZ
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYPDUfQVQ0
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvB0Gv4tByu
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmtRpNaIQ7
他看我不說話，急了。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYHSVMKwQE
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXr3KySMlk4
「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9TSg8Q2Uf
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8454FyVIcV
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zcvZ7TTxH
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIIVpuNJyH
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzs6nipiSp8
「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PNI6i5wYY
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE399AElHni
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWL9JmWK0k
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyk6zMYxwk9
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURR7MKMKQT
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBg7Nay91ay
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGqAmIBbvo
「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nKO3NwUWt
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6p6VmnsCYj
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbABchYejj
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5kACypn4R
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kwWoeQXeG
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2akVOaos4Z
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNDiPH6kzp
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENLMPUCGw3
「…………」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNzhGGAFmf
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYm0qLZWFub
他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbFfwYqHmw
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OKyur6yJv
而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8piLccPCjQ
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JoclkGYBZ
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmo8OyGloan
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7YhjpdvoA
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidngLH9MUz
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOyvZHKUb3
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8r9zx2hZE
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sW49rbLjO
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SfbAiWYLg
他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrtqs3XxjV
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmKhGDQ8ZF
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96MF0UFFom
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaL9emaZWjp
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiw4RKZB2s
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMowCIQlFd8
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnyKfvNFaT
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP37Wdk8BW4
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i2T5JuJTN
「你回去吧。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALQDjYpNt4
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGhkCZpcme
「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNRiqPUtav
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdF0rHxfkOl
「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLrrYAv9uV
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lloENXYwv
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXnUlOsNV0
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFCjW62wqN
「憑什麼這樣認為？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0ruOG89fG
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhXa0eLJpe
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSD4mqTZlo
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKqMsCBexl
我的心痛了一大下。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpcRV0wWRP
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPtq0t9nQ8
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFuWxEtUJb
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHqVjMzDbk
「你回去吧，拜託你。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpzH4uxbUe
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErDqVRw36I
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8EOmWv8BV
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfDtHXqxRH
「拿去。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgc0CyTb4c
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLFrnqUmbK
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJE1Lqu3YE
他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRSbHHwBD4
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQUEPeYNFW
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtb5v1LiLHt
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwFEYkTTYJ
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bCnkOCvPz
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3d3AIsvjq
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdw6bEutF0
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fjTMYtixU
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiKyTT18Wy
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSoJWhC9OM
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdTmbC9mQ5
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NdcCb9lv1
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFHUu5FAnZ
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygtcCvDRzu
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudGPsVoF2f
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzQlUTGjaj
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8xfCm9fHc
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoECYrqLrk
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSjopaaTKA
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHVk19ATOX
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKThMJ0fLUb
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLv5nKQ6t2j
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqqNZKvFGn
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmbPMCzkQx
因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvTc0jhy6O
440Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWpFBn7ehN
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待續。
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