「這個擺飾真可愛。」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ4oToo3WA
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「牆上照片裡那個是妳同學嗎？」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1VOj8j7Mh
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「妳換拖鞋了啊？」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4R2kdfiHdc
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7zU4hTl8R
看著眼前顧左右而言他的人，我有種陌生的感覺。
我知道他想裝傻，想試試看這樣能不能讓我就此妥協。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthX4ZCZVIp
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UmdEvfwMl
「這是妳最喜歡的一套小說，對吧？」
他指著床邊那套三冊的翻譯小說。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5yMYn71fr
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpwokLLcyU
自他走進我房間，自在的坐下來時，我便如驚弓之鳥，站立一旁，拇指用力地按在食指上。
好像這裡才是他的房間。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFKaQH42EA
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4fhshLKf1
好像，做錯事情的是我。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9l4l2kC41L
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426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZDNLkeAZp
「我記得叫妳看金庸的時候，妳也希望我看妳喜歡的書，就是這套吧。」
他還在講那套書。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEX0Qk0A01
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cXcyvjuf1
「你來只是為了問小說的事情嗎？」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NsXYTkzvj
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSX49WK1gD
「……當然不是，但這套小說可以借我嗎？」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETJUoTEpRW
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9iIA9HH73
我盯著他，思考他這麼做的用意。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQiuPYvTwM
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGSoHhZZCQ
他仍笑吟吟的看著我。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f0vHcPhCu
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdot6dwFBi
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hq98Rqi9J
「為什麼是我？」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MPUpgqYCF
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsd5irc3Tu
我真正想問的是，為什麼騙我？426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhs8XgpJyaE
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOARvk2WLkq
「我們本來就不認識，為什麼來招惹我？」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1omu4mXsxY
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWRFSkr3QA
他的笑容漸漸退去，知道自己不能再嘻皮笑臉。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sfJvbejUJ
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiMI2bUu91
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRcSIZ9e7k
「因為妳漂亮。」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccNxZ8gx7g
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「……………」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceRcLrv0TM
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「所以喜歡妳。」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGUT59mQtU
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6dQjZh51O
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgry9tYqYCz
「你真的是爛透了。」我說。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yg7YCq7MB
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AAxu8WNwE
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDXXySiR9z
「當妳懷疑我為什麼不帶妳認識家人朋友，質疑我為什麼把妳藏起來，還開始產生自卑心態的時候，我有想過跟妳坦白。」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKARy3i1f6
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVXOaYX68m
「妳現在知道了，不是因為妳帶不出去…而是我不能帶妳出去。」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmANtMGVdWS
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0NixgFbQa
「我一開始以為妳是愛玩的女生，誰知道…故意不理妳，故意發脾氣，想說趁吵架分手，但妳都不回嘴也不生氣，還跟我道歉，我根本沒有理由拋下妳。」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nTTgiXMF3
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Y1euTZEsn
他一貫的誠懇態度，加上我殘餘的依戀，讓我即使知道他在講屁話還是安靜地聽著。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkchUmgat3p
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClKiJxnHpX
他看我不說話，急了。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWG30Tiiri
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfonMvG8eXa
「妳可以認識新朋友、新的異性、找下一個男朋友，但在找到之前，我還是可以陪著妳啊。」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfca8ZlU9I
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gly9J4rxt
我皺眉，這種話也說的出口啊。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQF6533YdL
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCnJEn090k
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2ea1CXW4C
「你從頭到尾，都在騙我，現在還想繼續？」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuagjPocWz
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRlD0PESpB
「我不會再騙妳了，我隱瞞的事情妳都知道了，還能騙妳什麼？」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydb5wSYOK2
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsaJAQexB4
當然是騙我你愛著我啊。我想著。
話到嘴邊卻沒能說出口。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7XCxHHhSL
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoKTzr1HsG
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngMsO4NotZ
「你在外面這樣玩，不覺得自己的妻子很可憐嗎？」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBhjmj7uhp
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslX9NTfl3q
「她不知道，怎麼會可憐？」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBagfg7l6Oj
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBn34oU1boj
「她不知道，不代表你就可以這樣啊。」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdcm23VFCN
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTYO07FqxP
「謊言要戳破才是謊言。如果妳沒發現，那我跟妳的這場戀愛跟真的有什麼兩樣？」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnMTFr4ErC
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「…………」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgNAE0OJmu
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCzPWcTrAw
他不覺得他有錯，完完全全。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGBdw1d0gc
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbpm8VxoP1
而我除了後悔讓他進門以外，還不停地反省自己為什麼沒有再更謹慎一些。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0XlznQzCl
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFI1Zl33aS
妳怎麼會，如此盲目？426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIXQsIurgx
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpo8ayVFYmU
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmVLpIGXtu
「你還想跟我在一起是為了性嗎？」
我問了會讓自己難堪的問題。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc0f9rqQHS
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMb7sb0E6x
「妳怎麼想得這麼膚淺！感情才是絕大部份的原因啊！」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ipBuJTGrW
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34QhOLxNOH
他的反應很大，看來是說中了啊。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Dz8RM2Hpn
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9RFxR468h
「是喔，這麼喜歡我，那怎麼不離婚。」說完，我笑了，居然笑了。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFG64SywJO
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlmoZX6plc
「………那個，男人不管在外面玩得多兇，最終都是要回家的。」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmomsXIXIS
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdSbTlojZg
他短暫停頓後說的話狠狠地打了自己嘴巴卻不自知。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauOWkL9pDY
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5wsr9jqla
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRyW62MldZ
「你回去吧。」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUcSHtK73t
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9UpwwfBd3
「妳還沒給我答案，我不要走。」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDr2qv7rVhG
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rQjUyf1fd
「你是要逼我跟你老婆說你外遇嗎？」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuREFSww8C
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTVskrqO6d
「妳不會這麼做的。」
他說的信誓旦旦。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkV2fWteha
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPFPX9OBHy
「憑什麼這樣認為？」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUb0wcHAjm
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj515qEPMI
「因為妳不忍心讓所有人難過。」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwHjcyN6rh
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Fw1qN4BKu
我的心痛了一大下。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaM2uiu4Af
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsJ1trYeGv
怎麼會把自己完全交出去，讓人摸透了底，看清了弱點，讓別人，還是妳愛的那個人，拿著利器，戳進自己最不堪一擊的地方？426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QV8jp5I16
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuMAgFEo9A
「你回去吧，拜託你。」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TpE7NRrrr
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlFczaWi30
「那我就當妳答應了喔。」他又開始嘻皮笑臉。「小說借我。」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOIsOg70yL
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ9LdF9axt
「拿去。」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwi6nYuo7s
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrxOS4DIaU
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL12D0icLxl
他離開之前，無視我冷冰冰的表情，親暱的抱了我，還吻了我一下。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRi1cv4dwLx
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2FVGRBbRL
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpe87qPOHqI
「知道我為什麼跟妳借妳最喜歡的小說嗎？」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6aGG1l9Dv
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmbtLA7ZpH
「因為這樣就有下一次見妳的理由。」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfiHIGlzD5
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnBQsduQ0Y
「對不起，騙了妳。我還沒有準備好接受妳離開我的生活。」426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLK6LBXrcO5
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWphvZgkUbN
他傳來的訊息，讓我知道他根本不是想試著接觸我喜歡的東西。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1hZSSiOUz
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡildHZZhDgq
這場戀愛不是戀愛，是他強硬地將他的世界、他的喜好，塞進我的世界，而我還全盤接受。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uklY8ukse
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jIW1nJcDc
說是戀愛，還不如說是一場他的秀。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3zLKKOrEy
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAog2AwTuH
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaz89jGADWV
我成了婚姻裡的第三者，自己最看不起的小三。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszh8rtGD4R
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgmPgs0yif
開始厭惡自己，每一天，都狠狠地詛咒鏡子裡的人。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbe6KHKJyi
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhHqLjTBAe
我沒有讓任何人知道，甚至是最親密的黑兔子，也不知情。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1HFqyRru7
426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15iVlkMXzY
然後我開始下載各式各樣的交友軟體，假裝自己好像想認識新的異性，事實上我的確在那個時候認識了很多新朋友，但…也就僅只於朋友。當有人問自己有沒有考慮進一步交往，總是很快地拒絕對方。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsCMvtbcqR
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因為我仍被他拖著，無法前進。426Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGx9KimSn7
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待續。
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