我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uPfzME5B1
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNmmRJQHxv
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqW2e4PbYO
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ye0PjfhMg
「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6etzNveREq
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvx4Z4ul5E
我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5iATgTNE1
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTrQqGYPGP
「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmwshtR1vz
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdcQiabynF
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEK84LevGEp
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiOTraa7f5
「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSfKh4v0Vt
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhX2Sl617U
「不要動。」我說。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Hxe4wpgOy
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05MXBufRty
擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQqSnEhLrk
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3qhtLtBul
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcTB42eMw7
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2vo98P4lk
「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfvoneKLun
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NZmKdMljM
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡck823DDVQA
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZfTqZ6of0
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dKBUnWu6L
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkzjxmN2al
而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcOTfgDuUc
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVs4XWlavnM
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJxD3RV6cw
待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUB32rfXHab
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifyBWoyXJm
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38qG473ZI1
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBr2LSDZWWn
「為什麼？」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPhVzUsLlW
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJF2Mv1nTD
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2Fgnh329c
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn08HF198N
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB07FGTCuu
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzichlgCUMA
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLDgRVmSkg
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQxiLx1kpf
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQ4pnp496K
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ900AKWsYV8
而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1cltNU58I
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQvz6oGqMN
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiy1wznemH
「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Susnnf3Vn
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iJo0ZhVHE
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYR7pRGCN7x
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdozTzSqPGG
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbRfIvk9OZ
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWlUOU4T9i
「……」他語塞。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQNfAQNm0X
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPZ4nMaTja
「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLevuFKDB25
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzH7hvJTYz
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdmukN6urN
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclFZ8Re665
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KAs31A0Wp
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJdT73eHnA
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdV5KnTvBD
「為什麼不行？」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYAJAJplyo
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1DlWHMLRo
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0b0mnu1Igo
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyU1dkdyinA
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsES2d7CtPh
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcevoBg9064
「我…沒想過。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DfK6tuRwb
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CPnjBR4ln
「是了。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnbPy52wu0
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCGaVnEV3G
「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFhHN79k55
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIUagK0NUd
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiQDhgcTfT
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFi5oFl102
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3yzjtM23z
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJv5g9RO8XV
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ywvqfMNWe
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7SrWh0ZP0
惹人憐愛。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVjEY3YQDi
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0dqrQEjPZ
從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBR3A2Xnqwp
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KAufu1903
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIMizYTstM
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLgZFFT5KT
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VB1txaTbh
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpWv2K13Zz
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdYLbcbmTS
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiLRGogwhD
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBLkVfPpPr
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYEZbR6Yhy
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCgJ2Ar5kG
但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8Sg7MeSeX
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8VxTi7JiD
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMR9WYZWyY
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDIkGipGKd
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaMlUb5PNr
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvD2m2YRq7o
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3tJg8AXwb
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVwrKDszDo
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReOrjTtICd
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0blGB8i2Q
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkeeuKnFo2
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeL9ofgsqaD
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGB2uKg9kJ
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBkw7H9d5f
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxbvY39dQ4
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJCXcgGS0P
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSeLCCRsBO
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUrgv973og
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjETnXhFGUC
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgRws0KRHA
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOKxSxYk6K
「那是因為我以前也做過。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHy4Z8VLkb
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMRM7FmDGG
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnDyJG4aK5
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3O8HmGERuW
「……我以前是服從的角色。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtAh0M6bsk
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwN1xjQzPO
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LHjysQmJb
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghksqx5YLh
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94Rh8JiTva
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdulB2XUcM
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bYHgRPp8S
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGCSOve7Qt
我看著他，沒有移開目光。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQkh20EHuv
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGqUXZYHZY
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSLdRreKgS
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDx47TZj3v
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTD31dm2juG
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtRdZOPHAY
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyM5zNBjmK
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhiv8riVo6
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPl7GVkAJi
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsPFcA6Dwp
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffKa1GevsF
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyJ9PxIpVE
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhM1uVweNaO
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0HKRV0mr4
離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oaz5JRy49
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVuIwvxq16
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgeyX5Syeq
那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmazgMYwfKQ
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gMaQ5EdY4
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLL5O2EQ5Jg
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8HLJzebMT
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPue1vTDgf
374Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvf7NWdeLF
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