我比他先到達高潮，直到那刻我仍沒有出聲，在雙腿緊繃幾秒，高潮退去後，我靠著牆滑坐到地上。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXZVqotLCa
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然後看著他的體液沾滿手指、手掌和手銬。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITKppC8UcQ
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「豺姐…？」過了一會兒，他出聲。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBJAbR0Z6u
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我做了個深呼吸，站起來，拿起椅子上的裙子和內褲。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplKS8rvYnS
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「別動，等我一下。」我走進浴室清理自己。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhisLdSDJX
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFVn2dlpnC
出來後，我從包包裡拿出濕紙巾，擦拭他的凌亂。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2uNpDOoHj
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「我自己弄就好了…」他窘迫。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMmViSYr25
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「不要動。」我說。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmMFhK9cjo
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擦拭完畢後，我解開他的手銬、取下眼罩。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPTti51THk
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Y5j6XidkP
他慢慢地睜開眼，室內光線是柔和的黃光，他沒有花太多時間適應。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkEGYpUs4j
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「妳臉好紅。」他盯著我。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEGMkVXch7
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6mH3He8VS
「哪有你紅？」我笑了，對著他的身體使了個眼色。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfP7nii8oY
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5jtnbzkGF
他才意識到自己一絲不掛，匆忙站起來跑進浴室。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMA2Qv1V9Xy
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而我的笑容在他進浴室後消失。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMElNYLERy
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9mVBsjk4x
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待他出來後，我在桌旁等他，示意他坐到另一張椅子上。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2FfvSDgYG
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgafm0I7GA
「我們結束這樣的關係吧。」
我直接講了重點，在他出來前的內心預演統統沒有用上。說出口後，他的表情定格了好幾秒。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhKxfXQLwi
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「為什麼？」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WHvzKEJPw
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8NuTbWIP6
我想像得到他會問為什麼，但我卻沒辦法馬上回答他，只是看著他的眼睛，沉默。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8V8EyFF7a2
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVLuRULSBG
「為什麼啊？」他稍稍提高了音量。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4h4I5eabAf
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7uJKbIXdp
「我做錯什麼了嗎？」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIZfEx2wad
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbWwZXevOz
他不停追問，而我仍沒有出聲。有那麼片刻，我還以為我們是正在協議分手的情侶。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaU8yKFDS0y
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而那種錯覺正是必需結束的主因。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3utVpVoGn
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTHCR1Joe5
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「你是不是越來越依賴我了？」我輕輕的開口。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixpJ0RfflC
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlYAqT2Lyt
「什麼意思？我太黏妳了嗎？我可以不要太常去找妳吃飯啊。」他急著「改正」可能的錯誤。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQd73MaTzoR
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Gz6KR6V3v
我搖搖頭，「那不是問題，問題是我也開始依賴你了。」這刻，我還是盯著他的眼睛說話。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxssWBA4yjv
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV00tVJEAX
「……」他語塞。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5FAbxjLDr
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「有時候我會覺得你像我的男朋友。」
「你從來沒有做過越線的事，就像你一開始保證的那樣。」
「可是當我開始希望你越線的時候，我們的關係就很難維持了。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5HWT3DWIP
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrA9yfgXlfh
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjWCqpFzuW
「…妳喜歡我？」他猶疑了一下才說出口。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxq20kESa3o
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZAFKSXKTW
「可能有一點，或只是習慣你。無論如何，這樣不行。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsGSudgvsk
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eyJalObvj
「為什麼不行？」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOA4diZRMm
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZZ6NEIwcw
「你喜歡我嗎？有想過跟我交往嗎？或你有想過要跟我上床嗎？」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9xYIv8vYV
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzAiDUqe4H
他被我突然的問句嚇到，過了一會兒才回應。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2j2rSeCEY2
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0cQZiXPpK
「我…沒想過。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93AfcQALOK
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「是了。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Yc1LPFr0d
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「可是…可是我可以想想看啊，只是…可是…」他慌了，語無倫次。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDfrJg8D9d
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjR6d4O5mYU
「別想了，這樣結束就好。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MSV6Dxc01
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBgPmh4xOb
「我不要！這樣太突然了，我不要啦…」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKRheP3izA
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMxBSn8wXa
我摸摸他尚帶有水珠的頭髮，覺得他像隻淋濕的小狗，383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OqWgNfJ71
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惹人憐愛。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWOSr5qZq7
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從一開始就是這樣看待他的，我心裡的情感疊了太多層，無法和他明說。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2z6gT9i5U
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnuHOSlasQ
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnf4JMz0jQQ
「你只是捨不得能陪你玩的對象而已，趁現在結束才不會有更多麻煩。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWyjRHBN56
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40JytoGevN
也許是被我冰冷的話語刺中了，他的眼睛滾下一顆淚珠。我預料中的反應。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3MksrD8fC
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6bTzHXxCr
他離開椅子，跪到我面前，像犯錯的孩子。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5klONwMZp
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLYXYOi8wp
如果是情侶，跪著的那個人大概會抱住坐著的人吧？383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjz4TsCL8kf
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但他沒有，就是隔著剛好的距離，恭敬的、卑微的，跪著。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVKbJcOPkF
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9d2RTg4h1B
那就是我們之間的距離－－主與奴的，即便我從不肯承認。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzcBIJzZk3
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfKLNIJi3e
「如果我們變成男女朋友，我就能夠留下妳嗎？」他嗚咽的說。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXzc7BJ9Ix
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQ4lxQmzyH
那語氣裡滿是委屈，被拋棄的、不情願的…383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9wawQRHTU
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jzZ5mNnjD
「我們不會變成男女朋友。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYJtZjhdTs
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7FiQNltA2
我把椅子拉開，也跪坐到地上，與他平視－－不再是主與奴的視角。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTObuSYL0HB
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kdU3kpxGD
「就算我們變成情侶，也沒辦法滿足彼此。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8qsmD6dzW
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzr6oNe3Yt
他看著我的眼神，表示不懂我說的意思。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5OH4YafXD
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCY4tgZip9
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I3ob4Wglv
我握住他的手，允許自己坦白。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3Zkl6pVPw
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCF1ReuxyM
「你不是想知道我為什麼會使用麻繩嗎？不是一直覺得我對這些事很熟練嗎？」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWtkEuEypV
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqb6WHieA8
「那是因為我以前也做過。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa02Id4Xw3S
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwcbQD2FGn
他的眼睛倏地睜大，「我沒有別的奴。」我的雙手使了點力，示意要他繼續聽我說話。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgcIiOJEy4
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqi8htnbJy
「……我以前是服從的角色。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTQBH82OaR
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7iy9nsXw7
「那些我對你做的事，都是以前別人對我做過的。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvRwFrsE2x
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJbK2aBnCv
「所以我才知道怎麼進行，但以前那個人很野蠻，我都被弄得很痛，所以我才不希望你受任何傷。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXbgXMnynY
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgimMnxTzyD
「我更不希望當你看見傷痕的時候會想起我。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WVUGR5tux
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaYDXhWWti
我看著他，沒有移開目光。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2esnzuO9EY
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZxbIgkgqE
那些時候我看著他，會把自己的過去與他重疊。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGvKOIZFz1
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsI4Zr1rLG
對他的處境所衍生的心疼，或許也參雜了更多私心，不曉得是心疼他，還是心疼過去的自己。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEs735o7hzO
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRixaUlmWgD
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VFpUV0nnr
他傻住了，什麼話也說不出來。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvgMVi776M
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vXDzSRiBp
我放開他的手，再次摸摸他的頭髮。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tK0N7vIWW
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBi7K8LMjg4
「去吹乾頭髮吧，會感冒的。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DctQO8s1E
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離開旅館後，我們再也沒有見過面了。383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOqw0leapr
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那天晚上我在自己的記事本裡寫了一段這樣的話：383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyf6cytXeY
383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCc8MpCDfyo
「我們都只是被情慾支配的獸，你是狗，但你不知道我是狼。」383Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdD2TBv0Zf
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