隔天一早，英傑不在家，嫂子和我差不多時間起床，卸了妝的她看起來就是小女孩，沒了一身酒味和濃烈的香水味，穿著睡衣的她就只是女孩而已。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZWfXb0lZV
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「嫂子早安。」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISvB50CPTI
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「不要叫我嫂子啦，我才大妳沒幾歲，叫名字就好了。昨晚抱歉啊，我喝太多，沒能好好招呼妳。」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhfQJnhaRS
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「沒關係啦。」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJj4PuuhebI
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我和她閒聊了一陣子，知道她才二十出頭。而她和英傑的孩子已經小學一年級了，是在英傑「進去」之前就有了的。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisFu46Tyy4
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為了養小孩，她很早就過著夜生活，在充滿菸味與酒味的場所賺錢。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkH8H0huF5a
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她笑著說，還好孩子很貼心，很少吵鬧，又聽話。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtQzOVzMLJ
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英傑在進去之前叮囑她，別讓孩子知道爸爸是誰，必要時，就說爸爸已過世了。她雖難過，卻也答應了。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4cBnLdRLd
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「媽媽就不是什麼好東西了，至少讓他覺得爸爸是個好人吧。」
說這話的時候，她露出了昨晚英傑的表情。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwN9I7BaUh
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那種無可奈何，帶點自卑與低落的表情。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitFZP0jpZV
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但話鋒一轉，提到他們的孩子，她便神采飛揚。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblHvv7IqnA
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他們是如此愛著自己的孩子，用他們的方式。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJtjI2U3Ne
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非常耀眼。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7mTwoRe3m
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嫂子下午又帶著孩子出門了，說是上班前交給保母照顧，等下班再帶孩子回家。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLTliJZVgE
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英傑還沒回來，我和阿文、小凱在客廳玩撲克牌，輸的人得被彈額頭。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡievjvQttMW
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等阿文的額頭被彈到快變成桃子時，英傑回來了，並加入戰局。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDnZxMuHxr
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「妳打算什麼時候回家？」英傑丟了張牌，問我。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdu7Rzh01uM
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「我和媽媽說出來玩一個禮拜，再兩天吧？」我也丟一張牌。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE83YF19LUJ
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「我脫手了！我贏了！」阿文大叫。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lvqq8QBwd
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「玩到現在都第幾場了才贏第一道。」小凱吐槽他。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkY7v5qKJS
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「總算換我彈你們額頭了吧！」阿文搓手，故意邪惡的笑著。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZoH0PhiML
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「才兩天啊？好快。」英傑又丟牌。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjJguftm2w
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「不然我下次再來找你？PASS。」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVP4cmYP4T
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「脫手囉。」小凱得意。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4iVPmFeLG
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「妳來找我，我是很高興，但是…」英傑默默的把五張牌丟出，「我脫手了欸？」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZVaXiiXJE
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「什麼！你那順子怎麼留到現在啊！」我大叫。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQINMhjBIT
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「嘿嘿嘿嘿嘿妹妹要被彈額頭了吧！」阿文舉著手移到我額頭前。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjc4s7j2yy
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「我還是希望妳不要太常來，免得也被盯上。」英傑邊說，邊撥開阿文的手。「不可以彈我妹。」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmfIHGSiLL
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「欸她輸了耶！你剛剛還沒回來，知道我被彈幾次嗎？她都沒有手下留情！現在是我報復的時候耶！」阿文亂喊。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhhlnW2oD9
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「請你喝兩瓶啤酒。」英傑說。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeXGfwDxB5
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「再加一包菸。」阿文討價還價。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKvEKoceAm
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「好。」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNniTCbDDC
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我幫他們買菸和酒回來時，英傑站在房門口朝我招手。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRJ3hQDgU1
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「妳來一下。」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKJqraAxTk
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我走進房間，英傑站在桌旁，示意我過去。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiVccse8JC
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靠近一看，桌上有兩把小小的手槍，銀色的與黑色的，看起來很精緻。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzPdBV4GuE
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「這是真的嗎？」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhleqGdTPI
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「當然囉，要拿拿看嗎？」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqx7nNkACkO
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我點點頭。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX42eHwh3dY
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他把銀色的那把拿起，放在我伸出的手裡。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgm9SNfdsQi
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「好重。」我掂了掂它，比我想像得還要重很多。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNT1pkGKMIg
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「看不出來它有這麼重…」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwfCe0l7e3
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「對吧，很有份量的。」他的表情就像小男孩在炫耀玩具般。「妳要試試看嗎？」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtJ4enxc8s
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「試什麼？」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SgFT38aep
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「射擊。」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiSh1U03Wa
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「噢我不要…」我趕緊輕輕地放下手裡的槍。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNxXEngz0x
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英傑笑了。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWHcGhW3vh
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「也對，我妹是拿筆的，不適合拿槍。」說完，他又揉了我的頭髮。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iLniMprV8
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「……啊。」我嘴裡含著話。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRlmSClWvf
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「什麼？」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAonFRmYH56
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「你也可以是拿筆，不拿槍的啊…」我沒敢看他的臉。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyxYeAytpP
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沉默了幾秒，他笑出聲來。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqezao1D4S4
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「妳哥我這輩子只能拿槍了。」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qkALl7j3m
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「你明明就可以寫出很好的詩！」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JBYoGqojA
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「……我的詩只要有妳一個人看就夠了啦。」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA625eWuUcJ
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我抬頭，還想說些什麼，卻被他給制止了。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72k3thyFex
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回去的那天，阿文幫我叫了計程車，而英傑還在睡。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcW4tA2ug8
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我走到沙發旁邊，推推他的肩膀。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eeTV5Q5iS
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「我要回去了。」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdDjESmysO
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他迷迷糊糊回了我幾句話，但我什麼也沒聽懂。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqf4qP7PRW
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「我要回去了啦。」我又推他。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3r9Y9LIGcv
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「哥哥，我要回去了！」我放大音量。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKoroxvvy9
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英傑睜大眼睛。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLKQRogviG
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「妳要回去了？」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivTHuGV86h
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「嗯，阿文叫好車了，五分鐘後就會來。」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlyzKrbWDZ
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「喔。」他坐起來，像在思考什麼事。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYHaaupc9L
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「妹啊，不要讓別人有機會欺負妳。」他突然這麼說。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡso1q2WYIS9
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「…啊？」405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5n3PhTRbyo
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「聽好，不要讓別人有機會欺負妳，在別人準備出手之前，就先打死他。」他一臉慎重的叮嚀。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXLt6AnAve
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「呃…喔。」我覺得他睡糊塗了，就沒放心上。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRORAJwoqY1
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沒想到自己後來剛上高中就用到那句話。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bd10EAVU0
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搭上回家的火車，我才意識到離開前，自己脫口而出的「哥哥」二字。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbva4qp2tF
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再也沒有不自然的感覺了。405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCrMn7Im7i
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待續。
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