等我能見到他時，又過了一個月。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceOeQwsRsh
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深呼吸了好幾口氣，練習了幾次微笑，我才踏進病房。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuJlF0m0vy
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他盯著我走近，待我在床前站定，見我微微一笑，他便咧開嘴笑了。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaTopSqo2e
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「我妹怎麼變這麼漂亮啦？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpBxYfbh7s
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQjNrs8TZ0
我沒理會他的玩笑，只是看著臉色蒼白的他，當下覺得自己的微笑只是一道不讓自己哭出來的防線。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYogcLnpi8
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我查過他的病，既然已到末期，治癒機率已經極低，幾乎是零。也知道他會長期處在各種疼痛裡。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIR8G8s0zmB
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所以我無法開口問他還好嗎，也沒辦法要他振作，更不能祝福他康復。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6dYF2LVKy
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只是他仍然對著我笑，笑得那麼真。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEw28ylPutr
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk47BzZtOK
「幹嘛傻在那裡，過來這邊坐啊。」他指指床邊的椅子。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsze8siP1vO
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuM5aGTQAS
我走過去，把椅子拉近病床，坐下。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHRwMPOexo
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我們幾乎是同時伸出雙手的。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcqnFdQVGq
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碰到他的手時，我的鼻子就酸了，眼睛也模糊了。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDYrXejo9b
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7oHZd6Jco
「不是答應我不哭了嗎？」那句話有著溫柔的指責。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRXAk9oeKs
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「現在有沒有哪裡會痛…？」我開口問。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKMWwnuKAZ
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「每天都在痛啊，肚子也痛、頭也痛，骨頭也都會痛…」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTO7sCM1Cq
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufV8OWsd0l
他數家珍地說出，而我的眉頭也因此糾結。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmVOubZQlo
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「現在不痛啦，看到妳都不痛啦。」見我皺眉，他胡亂地撒謊。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJxgLuohJI
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我揉著他的手，好像有很多話要說，但又覺得沒什麼好說。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH8d6kPvWU
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「爸…妳爸爸，有說什麼嗎？他知道嗎？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryfXNtgF4w
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmmbJYBq2E
我愣了一下，沒想到他會問這個問題。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡui0PGnHt9f
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4b5YEOeuNR
「他應該知道，但他沒跟我說什麼…」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1lrnVT6IS
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lD6OKBkYC
「是嗎…我想也是啦。問問而已，妳不要多想。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjMouOCvME
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvxNrCybMY
那一瞬間，我覺得父親的無情是無法被原諒的。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUOUWuRUSu
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我拿出那晚編好的手繩，放到他手裡。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPK3xDmrjyC
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDergjUFfBH
「這是新編的。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUoRnHhENu
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDQOCa3on7
他看了看手繩，又看看我。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhKTGgPzJS
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDahYaYloUB
「妳幫我拿櫃子裡的皮夾出來。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnz1An9G8d0
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFxuHH8SZm
我把皮夾遞給他，他從皮夾裡拿出了…好幾年前的那條幸運手繩。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrEla5279F
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuX0hqToNf
白色的線都變成灰色，已經髒髒的了，他拿出來時還是小心翼翼。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJfuSisQ4I
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「妳看。」他得意。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwuhVKbjlh
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「虧你能留那麼久，我之前皮包掉了，你的照片也搞丟了…」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5IljgjVWj
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WR3NL3LkS
「幫我戴新的在手上。」他說。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3nXXwU3Ct
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrdzTfo2XC
我一邊把手繩綁上他變得好細的手腕，一邊說著…461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOEvujstS2
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yBQKlZXfp
「我們以前還說要一起合照，但都沒有做到…」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSpuNNxN8O
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「現在拍。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RQPBxGfXp
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「啊？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUsZqtaeGa
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「現在就拍啊，妳手機有照相功能吧？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FANNi6PcU
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8y6VGLiDM
「有。」我拿出手機，翻開摺疊螢幕，開啟相機功能。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2skOjUnncA
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「等一下等一下。」他伸手拿了旁邊的眼鏡戴上。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0Iwj0s5F1
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIR89lNmvCu
「我這樣看起來比較不像流氓吧？」他又在笑。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nOtxGGLKb
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBphiz2nfEt
我笑了，起身貼近床，把頭靠在他臉旁，拿著手機對著我們倆的大頭拍了一張照片。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDPJfg7VfW
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7LFn7dbZg
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我坐回椅子上，有那麼一段時間，我們都沒有看著彼此，也沒有說話。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvA3EuHXAXl
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Sr6k4HiVQ
「我離婚了。」英傑突然說。
「我被抓後，妳嫂子自己提的。」
「簽字是一定要簽的，拖著她也不對。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFr4q2j5G3
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmQyxgjHFK
我想起那個沒有喊過他「爸爸」的兒子，但我沒有勇氣開口問。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaaFdNhh21
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8f8uwNpTs
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「妳還有在寫小說嗎？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbq6WFt5w5s
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tSuUKHo89
「…有寫一些小故事。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRV3qJYfZDO
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「那就好，不要隨便放棄喔。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N6QGG0hjX
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「嗯。我好久沒看到你寫的詩了。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcVXaBTogl
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBI0LvjrwA
「我太久沒寫字啦…字已經不漂亮，腦子也沒東西了。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgiTak3eVV
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiu1chveYZ
「不會啦，字跡不會隨便改變的。」情感也是。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgPpHm0XAK
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5XrTQOg0Y
「妹。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OM7vjKDK0
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5x6SvosuM
「嗯？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluIOMcEt03
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「人真的要走到末路的時候，才知道只有家人會無條件的陪在身邊。」
「所以妳一定要好好珍惜家人，不要交壞朋友，也不要太相信外面的人。」
「也不要抽菸、喝太多酒…」
「如果可以，就回去念書，這個社會還是很看學歷…」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nWXS6mNXR
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH65u8t3syp
我突然意識到他正在做什麼。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoJ35y0vKg
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQ8foG2i5p
像是交代後事般的叮嚀，我聽在耳裡，痛在心裡，但我不能阻止他這麼做。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ6PJLisOY
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUI3VzXCo6
因為我甚至不知道還有沒有下一次見他的機會。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiysnXm2EK
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7U9GA7UxWz
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhof45TkOWD
那天我在醫院陪他直到晚上才離開，他始終笑著，在我面前不表現出痛苦或難過。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5yS2NEnMJ
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVz4qQvXXbn
他也答應讓我再去看他，只是要先跟他聯絡。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlzWqf2Kov
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMwcR9S2HM
「我媽有點介意，所以不希望妳們碰到面。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMB8qRy6Ro
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbABgmwe80
爾後我又見了他兩次，其中一次他告訴我，他信了主耶穌。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBchWZbx5p
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu91EX7asno
我知道是身體病痛的折磨，讓他尋求精神上的慰藉。他親自寫了信給教會的小孩子，用自己的經歷告誡孩子們勿入歧途。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9PPDbg8vD
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFkl8cC3eT
我知道他害怕，知道他尋求救贖。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87C2Qo4w88
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDipl73261
我知道他就算把地獄或罪人掛在嘴邊，仍是害怕受苦的。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBArRYZZre
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4M1gAtrPV0
我知道他也許到了這一刻才開始後悔。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxUNhsqPsi
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但我是欣慰的。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXS3THTuCFj
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那一天來的又快又急。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KLpxqkEps
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「妹…」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8G80Y20nz
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJM2vY1GnN
我接起電話，只聽到英傑喊了我，然後是沉重的喘息與啜泣。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ul0nx9TFK
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvmI24vtdy
「你怎麼了？怎麼了？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwThvz4qdAy
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpweyyQq5jr
還拿著手機和他說話，我已經起身準備出門去醫院。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvsLuUw2bk
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlK5tnDfMyN
「我還不想死…」他哭著說。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDM4NMm3TX
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUv1XVAS07G
那句話狠狠地撕裂了我的胸口。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1wBHI0vZS
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我跑進病房，英傑似乎剛剛才穩定下來，吊著點滴、眼眶泛紅、面容消瘦，也比上次更加蒼白、手臂上都是青色與紫色的瘀青。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTsaWJtacs
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRU8vJEO6V
他的母親與姐姐看見我，臉色明顯地不自在。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnvzUSow1R
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1qWjTIo1L
英傑打那通電話給我的時候，她們是不是也在呢？461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenFefG4OW4
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2K9LoMq2U
她們小聲地和英傑說了幾句話，就走出病房，留給我和他說話的空間。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgUfwNN3KP
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我坐到上次的位置，握住他的手。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFCEYOs36b
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNLcD7WqCL
那雙手已又更瘦更冰冷了。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxp0xYrN2W
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「我真的，還不想死。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3P863GeNaH
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0XKrAwfuk
我握著他的手出了點力。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3lVHoM0Fs
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aQPRdRsVb
「我很害怕。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFAiaxu0km
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「我很怕死…」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusinSd8fPX
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他沒看著我，只盯著手。說完，他的眼淚就掉下來。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYugWLVyrI4
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pVdWuDfhv
那是我第一次看見他掉眼淚，也是最後一次。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHEWvFhAAq
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHgUbRRv3V
「你已經悔改了，你一定會去天堂的。」我已經滿臉淚水，但還是看著他的眼睛說。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8v1TYimwx
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1M5hSy4mH
「全身都很痛…」他終於抬頭看我。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuKsBJyul3
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3fvgnpG4N
我趕緊抽幾張衛生紙擦他的臉，他的雙頰與眼窩都已經凹陷，我的手盡可能地放輕力道，就怕他疼。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOj6x1798c
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprlAlMkuns
「你很努力了，我知道你很努力了…」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgZUJli1gd
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdD3bY2Obf
我抱住他，驚覺他已弱不禁風的事實。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQKYe33YAo
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6c2AaiJA0
這讓我倏地停止了自己的眼淚。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw57tCsFU9n
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckOMAe0zJ2
「沒事的，你的主會帶你離開，之後就不痛苦了。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbq5puwftm4
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFPMRXvXR7
英傑在我的臂彎裡哭泣了許久，才安靜下來。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1xi8h415t
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZEwR18O5R
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「妹。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSU6gfx0L3
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoQUdeUqCw
「嗯？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfk2vTSw1yd
461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwJ5UIeeZQ
「抽屜裡有一封信是給妳的。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26LcoW3w9K
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我打開抽屜，拿起那個信封。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiXBcYs0lJ
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「回去再看。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevu6y0vW8c
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「好。」我收起信。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvu9jpCy4TP
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「妳回去吧。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiVKDzkWyR
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「什麼？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkIixiiN8w
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「謝謝妳來…可是不要再來了。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonfj2jpU6d
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「為什麼？」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxQft6ym9w
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「我不想要妳送我離開，妳會很傷心，我也不想要看到妳那麼傷心。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bnjv5Mm8C
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「……」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmCjzGuzQr
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「回去吧。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbUjNEp6OQ
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他看著我，又對我笑了，那個笑看起來很費勁，也是他一直以來對我的溫柔表現。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSRPC0RGKm
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不讓我送他走，也是哥哥對妹妹的溫柔。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbNOv5P7LD
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我又抱了抱他才離開。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qUwPRUoxW
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當天晚上十點多，我收到他姊姊的簡訊。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ShTvORYfG
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「英傑已經走了。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoB0VcA2MU
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那一瞬間我向心裡所有知道的神祈求，希望英傑能到更好的地方，希望他不要再受苦了。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LzdLbJjIO
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我打開信封，裡面只有一張書籤大的紙。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtgGS7L4A3
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「Dear 妹：」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDtFY2L3jZ
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「妳永遠是我的天使，461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIST31s5ymM
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請不要忘記我。」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLZi60bCQo
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「哥 英傑」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmkjMMOMKU
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我抱著自己，放任自己哭到睡著。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSOBQXayoD
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之後的每一年，我不選在英傑的忌日，而是在他的冥誕當天悼念他。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvuMTLJXL1
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每一年的五月三十，我都會寫一封信，表達我的思念，讓他知道「我沒有忘記他」。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJlZjDOEO5
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前幾年每到這天，我總是哭，總是放任自己因為想念而哭得泣不成聲。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEmLfyYBPq
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後來的後來，我漸漸不哭了，但沒有改變在這一天寫信的習慣。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6aJeWfR9u
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英傑的回憶有時像巨石背在背上，有時像羽毛沾在胸口，無論哪一種，都是無法遺棄。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEP1qg1EGR
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他走後，我便不再輕易評論一個人的好與壞。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqa2vm05Xj
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曾經我在英傑的新聞底下看見很多網友的謾罵、抨擊甚至是汙辱，我感到憤怒與心痛，想一個一個回應他們「你們什麼都不知道！」461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNwZjSJsLj
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但我什麼也沒做。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LeECKMF9t
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因為那些人不認識他，也永遠不會認識他。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt414SJJ6Oh
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所以我再也不對任何新聞或社會事件做評論。因為我知道，我不認識當事人，更不能體會當事人的親屬心情。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13goy46wKp
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我回去念書，考進了大學，年年以取得獎學金為目標，只為不要白學。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkI0CGytz9p
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一直沒有放棄創作，可能也是因為惦記著他說過的話。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33OnZbcaNX
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說起遺憾，大概是我喊他「英傑」比喊他「哥哥」的次數要多更多了吧。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0TqGJVFfp
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去年，我沒有寫信。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCIq8MP50i
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我選擇在當天完成他的故事。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCVovvRjna
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他是一隻孤傲的鷹，獨自在天空闖蕩，受盡風霜，最後回巢，在家人身邊闔上眼。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodR8upASGf
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我是活在地面的狼，只能抬頭望著，用我的爪在沙上畫下他在天空翱翔的姿態。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1U5KRfiMoO
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這是，我哥哥的故事。461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbd1jtrvzSe
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