頭殼麻麻,明天又要拔智齒,經歷了上次的痛我已經不相信別人說的啥打麻藥是最痛的了TT,只求明天左邊的比右邊的不痛,真的是快要哭死,到底為什麼我拔個牙那麼痛嘞......。
然後我再次進入了一個不知道日記該寫什麼的時期,剛好我在Threads上看到了一篇推,寫著「用盡了最後一點墨水,卻寫不出完整的句子,可問題從來不是筆,而是寫下的內容是否還值得繼續」,這是來自一支叫做emo_sleep的帳號寫的,我覺得物現在的狀態有點像是這樣,我突然不知道我寫日記是為了什麼,平常沒是我也不會特別點進來看,更不用說有人會特別來看,寫日記變成有點像是我的每日任務,草草了事就結束了。
但我也不想要就這樣放棄,所以接下來幾天我會想想該如何重新把日記變成一件對我來說有意義的事情,而不是像現在這樣每天都在交作業,不知道能不能想出個好辦法就是了,但我真的還不想放棄......。
all the kids are depressed
BY Jeremy Zucker
'Cause all the kids are depressed47Please respect copyright.PENANAS58GW489IA
因為所有的孩子都很沮喪47Please respect copyright.PENANA9mRv1XTz3c
Nothing ever makes sense47Please respect copyright.PENANA7YHZjNiOhi
沒有什麼是有意義的47Please respect copyright.PENANA3z2FUrlLrU
I'm not feeling alright47Please respect copyright.PENANAMNoIchzvSA
我感覺很糟糕47Please respect copyright.PENANA8ayNBTLh7g
Staying up 'til sunrise47Please respect copyright.PENANABWrLryfvSQ
會熬夜直到黎明升起47Please respect copyright.PENANAoRO5ZANe5B
And hoping shit is okay47Please respect copyright.PENANAjV5wfLrhpb
會希望一切都沒事的47Please respect copyright.PENANAU8u7fAEYXr
Pretending we know things47Please respect copyright.PENANA5K3M7seN2J
假裝我們都知道所有的事情47Please respect copyright.PENANAUfqp5rUGh1
I don't know what happened47Please respect copyright.PENANAn8MVgDsve6
我不知道發生了什麼47Please respect copyright.PENANAg8pzV1nRbz
My natural reaction is that we're scared47Please respect copyright.PENANAUMP5KDhPOc
我的自然反應是我們很害怕47Please respect copyright.PENANAEJ9lWetY8E
So I guess we're scared47Please respect copyright.PENANA6M8iWW09vl
所以我想,我們是很害怕
來源 https://nostorynomusic.com/jeremy-zucker-all-the-kids-are-depressed/47Please respect copyright.PENANAHLytbQnwGe
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