I woke up to pleasant sounds… Not! I hate my life FML. I couldn’t even watch tv. And I lost my noise-canceling headphones last year. I looked at Kai who seemed to be sleeping peacefully. “How does she?” I ask myself “Is it too early to get wasted?” I rub my face with my hands. I kissed kai’s forehead and bent down beside the bed and pulled out a box and walked to the desk that was in the corner and opened the box. I had bought a maid outfit a couple of years ago for a girl I thought I was going to marry. “Dumbass” I mutter to myself, Kai starts to stir and in less than a couple of seconds I was by her side. I rubbed her head. “Hey, hey, it's okay, love. Don’t cry.” I brought her into my lap and held her whispering into her ear that I loved her and I wouldn’t let her go. Her eyes flutter open and she looked scared. I let her out of my lap and stood up and brought my hands up “I’m not going to hurt you.” she looked at my arms in the sunlight, and tilted her head to the side.
I sat at the edge of the bed, “It’s okay love. I’m here to protect you.” I said looking her in the eyes. “How are you supposed to protect me when you hurt yourself.” She asked. “I can protect you because I protect everything I love. And this on my wrist is because I can’t figure out how to love myself. Seeing the blood lets me know that I’m alive even though I don’t feel it.”
I felt tears welling up in my eyes. I looked down, “I love you.” She said, “I wanna show you how much I love you.” My eyes met hers and a look of realization flashed across my face as she brought her face closer to mine. Our lips connected and I felt a spark. My hands intertwined with her hair as I brought her closer, it felt like electricity was flowing through my vines. I pulled back and looked down again, “I don’t want to hurt you.” I whisper to her. “You're not, I promise.” She said this with such a reassuring tone. I grabbed her face and kissed her roughly. I knew she would have light bruises so I asked her “Are you okay with bruises?” She nodded. I laid her down and brought her hands above her head. “Stay quiet please.” I gently bit on her collar bone and she moaned lightly. I positioned myself on top of her and kissed her. I removed her shirt, I bit my lip slightly. “Your bodies beautiful baby girl,” I said as I slowly removed her bra and pressed my body against hers. I undid my belt and unbuttoned my pants. I let go of her arms. I kissed her waistline, she shivered slightly. I looked at her concerned. I grabbed her hips roughly and slid into her. She moaned loudly I covered her mouth “I told you to be quiet.” I kissed her neck leaving little marks. “Your mine.” As I slowly thrust in and out of her she left little scratches on my back. I laughed slightly “Are you trying to hurt me baby girl?” she shook her head no. “Are you sure?” I said in a more stern voice. “Y-yes sir” I kissed her lips then slowly moved down her neck. “Good girl.” As she arched her back I came inside her. I pulled out and laid beside her panting. I looked at her hips which I had gripped tightly as she arched. Her neck was covered in hickeys and bite marks. I rolled over onto my side. “Was that your idea of proving your love for me,” I smirked.
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