鐘山真正的名字名叫紫金山，因為同時坐落著孫中山陵墓和中國科學院天文臺而出名，而我曾經也有過一段宇航員的夢想。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1CdMydNVk
Zhongshan's real name is Zijin Mountain, which is famous for the Sun Yat-sen Mausoleum and the Chinese Academy of Sciences Observatory, and I once had an astronaut's dream.
而命運卻令我走上了一條不一樣的道路，曾經它給我開了一個玩笑，因此我沒能當上宇航員也沒能當上飛行員，曾經有一段時間我曾暫時失去了理想。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjRLc8um8e
But fate made me take a different path. Once it gave me a joke, so I failed to become an astronaut or a pilot. At one time, I temporarily lost my ideals.
直到有一天，我親眼見證了中國大陸的真實現狀，我發覺了這個國家的人們都開始失去信仰，這給了我一個大致的道路。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwFUqZLQ1S
Until one day, I witnessed the real status of mainland China with my own eyes. I found that people in this country are beginning to lose faith, which gave me a rough road.
一些人是因為生活的無奈，一些人是因為命運的安排，當然還有一個更加深入的原因，便是文化市場的枯萎，這一切的一切使我認識到了文化事業的價值，也促使我最終走向了文化事業的道路。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHxid6I3cO
Some people are because of life's frustration, some people are because of fate's arrangement, and of course there is a more in-depth reason, that is, the withering of the cultural market, all of which made me realize the value of cultural undertakings, and also prompted me to finally go to The road of cultural undertakings.
那裏的天文臺和科技館一樣對於我有著一個階段性的意義，這些都運載著我幼年時的理想，至今我仍舊記得以前同家人去那的一段時光。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUiFZglIfe
The Observatory there has a staged meaning to me, just like the Science and Technology Museum. These carry my childhood ideals. I still remember the time I spent with my family.
在我的人生中我很少同父親相處，不是他沒有時間陪我，而是因為他思想上的那種病，沒有超級大國的命，卻得了超級大國的病191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6a2N6uOThX
In my life, I rarely get along with my father, not because he has no time to accompany me, but because of the kind of sickness in his thought, without the life of a superpower, he got desease of the superpower.
這就是我對於父親最常使用的一個形容，而這一點也是一直以來我所批判的地方，的確一些時候他的強硬用在對的場合，卻又在很多時候用錯了地方。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaQMmLTAiN
This is the description I use most often for my father, and this is what I have always criticized. It is true that his toughness is sometimes used in the right occasion, but it is often used in the wrong place.
因此他的人緣並不好，而大多數的生意伙伴也都是我媽媽能和他們處好關係，也有一部分生意伙伴是和我父親談業務，當然生意伙伴談成了業務進行合作也僅僅是為了商業利益。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVBYDMIlSz
Therefore, his popularity is not good, and most of the business partners are also my mother who can have a good relationship with them. There are also some business partners who talk to my father about business. Of course, business partners talk about business and cooperate only for the purpose of Commercial interests.
而人為了利益是可以不要臉的，因此生意場合上對方往往並不在意另一方的真實面目，雙方往往都會掩蓋真實面目，當然這樣的禮節也僅僅是為了更順利的談業務。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKy01DiRUI3
People can be shameless for the sake of benefit. Therefore, on business occasions, the other party often does not care about the other party's true face. Both parties often cover up the true face. Of course, such a courtesy is just to talk about business more smoothly.
所以我現在也終於明白，所有做生意的人都要懂得一個真理：“越大的利益就越是要你拋棄臉面和自尊!”191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBxczaW6S5
So now I finally understand that all people who do business must understand the truth: "The greater the interest, the more you want to abandon your face and self-esteem!"
而這也就是為什麼我很少能從父母那得到應當給予我的安慰，因為長期從事經商的原因父母雙方都對那樣的“道理”深信不疑，也難免將這樣的理論用在不恰當的地方。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡah5FBAYUXk
And that's why I rarely get the comfort that should be given to me from my parents, because for a long time doing business, both parents are convinced of that “truth“, and it is inevitable to use this theory in inappropriate places.
也只有在鐘山的時候，我能夠暫時忘卻那些在“鋼鐵森林”當中所見過的爭鬥和暗算，很多時候是為了一筆生意而不得不放棄自己的尊嚴。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tklqaYrdU
It was only in Zhongshan's time that I could temporarily forget the battles and secret calculations I had seen in the "Steel Forest". Many times I had to give up my dignity for a business.
山間的世界永遠都是那樣的平靜而又美好，若是我生活在那裏我的童年也許就會很棒，至少可以不用面對城市中看到的那些潮濕陰暗的角落。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtM8ikigAiV
The world in the mountains will always be so peaceful and beautiful. If I lived there, my childhood might be great, at least without facing the wet and dark corners seen in the city.
雖然這樣的時光都很短暫，但至少這段時間可以暫時不用去想到那些事情，也可以暫時不用看到那些世俗上的喧囂，可以留出一個空間來構思我自己的潛在夢想，同時又能暫時遠離那些人刻薄的言語攻擊。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqjE7GJbQZ
Although these times are very short, at least during this time, you can temporarily forget about those things, or you can temporarily avoid seeing the hustle and bustle of the world, you can leave a space to conceive my own potential dreams, and at the same time Stay away from those harsh speech attacks.
夏天的鐘山很涼快，吹著舒適的山風，冥想著自己心中的那個夢，一個曾經一直都時刻幻想著的夢鄉。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ763v8iIWu1
Zhongshan in summer is very cool, blowing a comfortable mountain breeze, meditating on the dream in his heart, a dream that has always been imagining all the time.
我曾經一直都希望能夠在自己的國家被人所崇拜，我希望能夠盡全力建設祖國卻又被冷酷的現實所震撼。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYEoqFblEl
I have always wanted to be admired in my own country. I hope to do my best to build the motherland but I am shocked by the cold reality.
我的身邊沒有人真心的想著建設祖國，也沒有人心中有什麼遠大的志向，但幸運的是在那個時代我仍舊可以看待很多批判社會現實的報紙文章和網絡文章，這個曾照亮了迷茫中的那個人。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizY24OayZv
No one around me is really thinking about building the motherland, and no one has any ambitious ambitions in my heart, but fortunately in that era, I can still look at many newspaper articles and Internet articles that criticize social reality. This once illuminates the confused that person.
雖然不是政治也不是什麼更加深奧的問題，但是至少在我見到劉振漢之前那些的確啓發了我，才讓我走向了文化事業的道路，在那之後我也有過這方面的思考，也覺得文化事業將是我未來的一條光明道路。191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMEnrAiz95
Although it is not politics or any more esoteric problem, but at least those who did inspire me before I saw Liu Zhenhan only led me to the path of cultural career. After that, I have also thought about this, and I feel that cultural career It will be a bright path for me in the future.
