在之前那個環境的十多年間，就像前面說到那些一樣，我把生命中的全部經歷都做出一個總結，就像那本書《你在天堂中遇見的五個人》所說的一句話："生命都是息息相連的"
For more than ten years in the previous environment, just like the ones mentioned above, I made a summary of all the experiences in life, just like the saying in the book "Five People You Meet in Heaven": " Life is intertwined "
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而在這十幾年的時間中我見證了由追求帶來的勝利，從一開始的黑暗最終走向今天這片永久的光明，就像我的母親那樣不懈的追求著光明並教導我去思考。
In the past ten years, I have witnessed the victory brought by the pursuit, from the darkness at the beginning to the permanent light today, just like my mother's unremitting pursuit of light and teaching me to think.
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我很慶幸自己能夠有這樣絕佳的契機，走出那樣的陰霾見到永久的陽光。
I am glad that I have such a great opportunity to see the permanent sunshine out of that haze.
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隨著戰鬥的足跡追尋著光明的方向，不畏懼一切困苦的向前邁進並將那份光明輸入到自己身上，不斷的讓自己變得越來越光明。
As the footprint of the battle pursues the direction of light, without fear of all hardships, move forward and input that light into yourself, constantly making yourself more and more bright.
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在很早的時候就像前面說的那樣，我母親為了那份對光明的執著最終舉家搬遷到了南京，而在那很長的時間當中其實我的父親並沒有做什麼。
In the early days, as I said before, my mother finally moved to Nanjing for the attachment to the light, and my father did not do anything for a long time.
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如果不是我母親的執念和抉擇，那麽我的父親至今都將無法翻身，其實不是他沒有能力而是這份能力早就被畸形的人格影響毀掉了。
If it were n't for my mother 's obsession and choices, then my father would not be able to turn over. In fact, it is not that he has no ability but this ability has been ruined by the deformed personality.
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也因此我父親即使有足夠的知識和經歷，也還是無法成就一番大事，正因為這種長期的控制下所形成的不健康的人格。
Therefore, even if my father has enough knowledge and experience, he still can't accomplish a major event, precisely because of this unhealthy personality formed under long-term control.
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我很慶幸自己現在可以擁有一個健康的生活，能夠找到真正的自我並向著理想進發，在這永久的陽光下，在這新的沃土上。
I am thankful that I can now have a healthy life, find my true self and progress towards my ideals, in this new fertile ground under this permanent sunlight.
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而這一切都來自一份追求，追求的起源就來自戰鬥，戰鬥的起源便是苦難和接觸那份哲學的契機，一切的一切都構建了那樣嚴密而又神秘的聯繫。
And all this comes from a pursuit, and the origin of the pursuit comes from the battle. The origin of the battle is the opportunity for suffering and contact with that philosophy. Everything has built such a tight and mysterious connection.
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無論是誰，只要他出現了並且出現在我的生命中那麽他必然和我存在關聯，只是短時間內你還暫時看不出這樣那樣的關聯。
No matter who he is, as long as he appears and appears in my life, then he must be related to me, but you will not see such a connection for a short time.
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發覺和領悟的根本就在於思考，而思考也是總結一門哲學的基本工具，不同的哲學有著不同的本性。
The essence of discovery and comprehension lies in thinking, and thinking is also a basic tool for summarizing a philosophy. Different philosophies have different natures.
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如果說西方的哲學是一本白魔法的話，那麽東方的哲學就像是一本巫術，相比較白魔法巫術往往是最為難以被理解的，因此也最難以被運用。
If Western philosophy is a piece of white magic, then Eastern philosophy is like a witchcraft. Compared with white magic witchcraft, it is often the most difficult to understand and therefore the most difficult to use.
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白魔法的運用很簡單，便是運用陽光來壓制黑暗和毒，而巫術基本上就是運用最黑暗的東西來進行轉化取得光明。
The use of white magic is very simple. It uses sunlight to suppress darkness and poison, and witchcraft basically uses the darkest things to transform and obtain light.
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而在最黑暗的地方沾染上最黑暗的心靈塵土 ，當純粹的光明無法驅逐黑暗的時候巫術往往是最有效果的，不過卻也是最為痛苦的。
In the darkest place, the darkest soul dust is contaminated. When pure light cannot expel darkness, witchcraft is often the most effective, but it is also the most painful.
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而且這門巫術的副作用同樣很大，畢竟它是黑暗的東西如果掌握不好那麽只會令人加倍的痛苦，因此巫術也是最難以運用的法術。
And the side effects of this witchcraft are also very large. After all, it is a dark thing. If it is not mastered, it will only cause double pain, so witchcraft is also the most difficult spell to use.
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你可能會問我，你先前寫的東西或許就帶著巫術的影子吧，是的我先前寫的東西就帶著巫術的影子，我從小就在東方哲學的影子下長大。
You may ask me that what you wrote earlier may carry the shadow of witchcraft. Yes, what I wrote earlier carries the shadow of witchcraft. I grew up under the shadow of Eastern philosophy since I was a child.
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而那些難以被運用的法術或者哲學卻也越是能夠激發新的思考，它們會讓你覺得也許人生的態度需要被重新定義。
And the more difficult spells or philosophies can be used to stimulate new thinking, they will make you think that perhaps the attitude of life needs to be redefined.
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在我獲得這份永久陽光之前，我一直想方設法的尋找到持續的光源，當外界沒有足夠的光源時就不得不自行尋找一個製造光明的手段。
Before I got this permanent sunlight, I always tried to find a continuous light source. When there was not enough light outside, I had to find a way to make light.
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就像最早的人使用明火來締造光明，後來電力的運用讓生活的各個角落都能有取之不竭的光明，其實無論是火還是電力它們都是一種魔法的產物。
Just like the earliest people used open fire to create light, then the use of electric power has provided inexhaustible light in all corners of life. In fact, whether it is fire or electricity, they are a product of magic.
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哲學也是一樣，屬於一種魔法的產物，但是魔法也分為三類，白魔法，黑魔法和巫術。
Philosophy is the same, it is a product of magic, but magic is also divided into three categories, white magic, black magic and witchcraft.
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這三種魔法缺一不可，如果只有白魔法那麽世界就將失去原本的精彩，如果只有黑魔法那麽我們的世界將會暗無天日，而巫術便是白魔法的起源。
These three kinds of magic are indispensable. If there is only white magic, the world will lose its original splendor. If there is only black magic, our world will be dark, and witchcraft is the origin of white magic.
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就像國家和社會的發展進步離不開競爭一樣，世界的精彩和傳奇的締造同樣離不開黑暗和光明的角逐。
Just as the development and progress of the country and society are inseparable from competition, the splendor of the world and the creation of legends are inseparable from the competition of darkness and light.
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為什麼純正的共產主義最終失敗了，其實和純真的白魔法必然失敗一樣，沒有了黑暗的元素那麽世界將會進入到一個新的極端，世界便會在這份極端的光照下走向滅亡。
Why pure communism failed in the end, in fact, just like pure white magic must fail, without the dark elements, the world will enter a new extreme, and the world will go to extinction under this extreme light.
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按照東方哲學的角度來說，世界就是在暗黑之中誕生的，暗黑之中找不到光明的時候一些人被迫去摸索出了巫術，將黑暗的東西轉化成光明從而讓世界獲得了光明也就是太陽。
From the perspective of Eastern philosophy, the world was born in the dark. When no light was found in the dark, some people were forced to explore witchcraft, transforming the dark into light, so that the world gained light It ’s the sun.
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白魔法就是起源於太陽的照射下，那是在脫離了黑暗之後被陽光所締造出來的正向法術，也正是因為脫離了黑暗因此白魔法有著一部分巫術不具備的優勢。
White magic originates from the sun. It is a positive spell created by sunlight after being out of darkness. It is because of being out of darkness that white magic has some advantages that witchcraft does not have.
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其實說句實話，巫術也是最難以被定義的法術，它即不屬於白魔法也不屬於黑魔法，巫術的運用者為了總結更好的運用手段就不得不在黑白兩界不停的穿梭，不斷的學習和總結黑魔法和白魔法的優點和特性。
In fact, to be honest, witchcraft is also the most difficult spell to define. It is neither white magic nor black magic. witchcraft users have to shuttle between the black and white circles in order to summarize the better application methods. Learn and summarize the advantages and characteristics of black magic and white magic.
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如果黑魔法就是世界最原本的東西，那麽白魔法就是被巫術締造的新法術，而巫術就是在黑魔法中混水摸魚的那一個學術手段。
If black magic is the most original thing in the world, then white magic is a new spell created by witchcraft, and witchcraft is the academic means of mixing fish in black magic.
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不過無論是巫術還是白魔法，最終的初衷都是為了追尋光明，只是一個是在黑暗中誕生一個在光明中誕生。
But whether it is witchcraft or white magic, the ultimate original intention is to pursue the light, but one is born in the dark and the other is born in the light.
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如果說白魔法是維護光明的良藥，那麽巫術便是將黑暗變為光明的技術。
If white magic is a good medicine for maintaining light, then witchcraft is a technology that turns darkness into light.
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但是兩者的根源均來自邪惡的黑魔法，如果沒有了黑魔法就不可能有巫術這樣神奇的技術存在，沒有了巫術就不可能有白魔法來維護永久的光明。
But the roots of both come from evil black magic. Without black magic, there can be no magical technology like witchcraft. Without witchcraft, there can be no white magic to maintain permanent light.
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人的追求也正是來自光明和黑暗的並存，黑暗令人感到恐懼而光明則令人向往，這就是追求的由來。
The pursuit of a person comes from the coexistence of light and darkness. Darkness makes people feel fear and light makes people yearn. This is the origin of pursuit.
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沒有了光明就意味著沒有了希望，沒有了黑暗就意味著缺少了動力的源頭。
Without light, there is no hope, without darkness, there is no source of power.
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世間萬物的聯繫就是這樣密切而不可或缺，只要追求你就不會有什麼遺憾!
The connection of all things in the world is so close and indispensable, as long as you pursue it, there will be no regrets!
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