這些都發生在我還不記事的時候，因此這些都不是我自己的筆錄而是我媽媽的筆錄。
These all happened when I didn't take notes, so these are not my own records but my mother's.
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（筆錄）：那個時候的東三省因為紅利的關係工作機遇還是很多，但是我知道這樣的紅利終究有過去的一天，再加上在那裏的生活真的非常難堪，因此我決定離開。
(Transcript): At that time, there were still a lot of job opportunities in the three eastern provinces because of the dividend, but I know that such a dividend will eventually have a day in the past, and the life there is really embarrassing, so I decided to leave.
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（筆錄）：就和我告訴你的那樣，在哈爾濱我的生活非常委屈，每天都過著非常邊緣人的生活，但是在我找到機會之前我只能先隱忍下去。
(Transcript): As I told you, my life in Harbin is very wronged, and I live a very marginalized life every day, but I can only bear it until I find a chance.
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（筆錄）：從你出生的開始，我便一直為你的前景而有所擔憂，因為我清楚待在東北並不是一個好的選擇，你需要一個更好的生長環境。
(Transcript): Since you were born, I have been worried about your prospects because I know that staying in the Northeast is not a good choice. You need a better growing environment.
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（筆錄）：我知道我清楚東北那的生長環境很不好，但是我卻不明白原來這個國家的生長環境在後來都變得那麽扭曲。
(Transcript): I know that I know that the growth environment in Northeast China is very bad, but I do not understand that the growth environment in this country has become so distorted later.
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（筆錄）：於是在2004年我便找到了一個南京醫藥公司的工作機會帶著你離開了東北三省來到南京，不過好在你身上有福所以你在之後能夠度過很多危機。
(Transcript): So in 2004, I found a job opportunity in Nanjing Pharmaceutical Company and took you to three provinces in Northeast China to come to Nanjing, but fortunately for you, you can survive many crises in the future.
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（我自己的筆錄）：謝謝你我的媽媽，如果沒有你那時候的這番抉擇我也不可能走到今天的這一步。
(My own transcript): Thank you my mother, I would n't be able to go to this step without the choices of your time.
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（筆錄）：不過事與願違，正是因為你父親的目光短淺才讓你的幼年變的那麽艱苦，不過我依舊明白自己必須要堅持下來。
(Transcript): But it turned out to be contrary to your wishes. It was precisely because your father's shortsightedness made your childhood so hard, but I still understand that I must persevere.
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（我自己的筆錄）：媽媽，你是安拉的戰士（我曾經信奉伊斯蘭教），古蘭經的光芒將永遠照耀著你!
(My own transcript): Mom, you are a warrior of Allah (I used to believe in Islam), the light of the Quran will always shine on you!
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（筆錄）：在我看來，有一件事我依舊覺得對不起你，那就是沒有締造一個平穩的家庭，沒有讓你從小就離開奶奶的負面影響。
(Transcript): In my opinion, there is one thing I still feel sorry for you, that is, not creating a stable family, without the negative effects of letting you leave your grandmother from an early age.
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（筆錄）：那時候你的奶奶就做出了最壞的打算，那就是讓你與世隔絕，這樣的環境締造的人格必然是非常不健康的，因為你的父親就是被這麽毀掉的一個人。
(Transcript): At that time, your grandma made the worst plan, that is, to isolate you from the world. The personality created by such an environment is bound to be very unhealthy, because your father is such a ruined person.
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（筆錄）：你的奶奶就是用她的控制去毀滅掉一個人的思考能力，這樣的人就像一個傀儡，最終就會成為那種永遠長不大的人，永遠都什麼也不會。
(Transcript): Your grandma used her control to destroy a person's ability to think. Such a person is like a puppet, and will eventually become the kind of person who never grows up and will never have anything.
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（筆錄）：而我最擔心的就是你也和你父親一樣變成那樣的畸形人格，那時候你曾差點變成這樣的一個人，不過好在後來你能夠找回自己。
(Transcript): And what I am most worried about is that you also become a deformed personality like your father. At that time, you almost became such a person, but fortunately you can find yourself later.
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（結尾筆錄）：記得，不相信戰鬥的人一定走不遠，世界上從來就沒有童話，只有槍和刀劍締造的光明!
(End note): Remember, those who do not believe in fighting must go a short distance. There is never a fairy tale in the world, only the light created by guns and swords!
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戰鬥是換取一切的最快手段，雖然一些時候不是但是大部分時候都是最好的辦法，戰鬥可以體現在很多方面。
Fighting is the fastest way to get everything. Although it is sometimes not the case, it is the best way most of the time. Fighting can be reflected in many ways.
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每個人的命運不同，哪怕你的命運並不好你只要戰鬥到底哪怕你死了也也不會有遺憾，因為你戰鬥過你相信這門黑暗中締造光明的道路。
Everyone's fate is different, even if your fate is not good, as long as you fight in the end, even if you die, there will be no regrets, because you have fought you believe in this dark path to create light.
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童話很美好，卻也同樣是通過戰鬥來換取的。
Fairy tales are beautiful, but they are also exchanged in battle.
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最後的勝利終究屬於擁有武器和戰鬥意識的人，他們也終將成為可以永久享有童話的人。
After all, the final victory belongs to those who possess weapons and fighting consciousness, and they will eventually become people who can enjoy fairy tales forever.
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你是希望淹死在美妙夢幻的海洋中，還是在黑暗中通過戰鬥書寫一個傳奇的光芒？
Do you want to drown in a wonderful dreamy ocean, or write a legendary light through battle in the dark?
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戰鬥是一門學問，一門同樣深奧的學問，只要你善於運用你就能發覺光明!
Combat is a knowledge, an equally esoteric knowledge, as long as you are good at using it, you can find light!
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