最開始我們兩個建立友情的時候,便是他首先來到南京見我之後才是我前往常州見他,無論是在哪裏我們之間的友情都是那樣的堅固。
When the two of us first established friendship, it was after he first came to Nanjing to see me that I went to Changzhou to see him. No matter where we were, the friendship between us was so strong.
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如今的南京是一個充滿各種新奇色彩的摩登都市,但是我們對這些新鮮玩意並不稀奇,我們所想的依舊是走進那些回憶中熟悉的地方。
Today's Nanjing is a modern city full of all kinds of novelties, but we are not uncommon with these new things. What we still think about is to walk into the familiar places in those memories.
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每一次當密友來到南京之後我都會帶領他走進那些我熟悉的角落當中,每當走進那些熟悉的地方時我的那些回憶都被勾起,這些往往讓我想起曾經家庭和平的時候。
Every time when a close friend comes to Nanjing, I will lead him into those familiar corners. When I walk into those familiar places, my memories are recalled. These often remind me of the time when my family was peaceful.
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只有在那些時候我有過天真,有過短暫的歡樂也曾相信過童話,但是很多時候陽光都很短暫,現實終究逼迫我相信現實主義,就像我最開始說到的那樣。
It was only in those days that I had been naive, had short-lived joys, and once believed in fairy tales, but often the sunshine was short, and reality forced me to believe in realism, as I said at the beginning.
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我帶他到訪過幕府山莊,軟件大道,1912街區,但凡是那些對我而言非常重要的地方我都會帶著密友去一次,在那裏我和密友講起那些故事,而密友則一直聆聽著我的故事。
I took him to Mufu Mountain Villa, Software Avenue, block 1912, but I would take my close friends once for all the places that are very important to me, where I would tell those stories with my close friends, and the close friends would always listen my story.
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有一些地方曾留下我的天真和歡樂,有些地方則給我留下了極為復雜的感情,就比如軟件大道這個地方,其實話說回來這片地方曾是我一直就不希望再度到訪的地方,因為那裏記錄了我人生中最黑暗的時光。
Some places have left my innocence and joy, and some places have left me with extremely complicated feelings, such as the software avenue. In fact, this place was once a place I never wanted to visit again , Because it records the most darkest time in my life.
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後來我再度來到軟件大道是在2018年的夏天,一共去了那裏兩次一次是獨自一人去那看了一眼,另一次則是帶著密友一同前往那裏。
Later, I came to Software Avenue again in the summer of 2018. I went there twice. I went there alone and took a look. The other time I went there with my close friends.
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那是一個新建的小區嶄新但是非常小,相比我原先生活過的小區我在那裏感到十分孤獨,身邊從來就沒有過朋友也沒有過一個像密友這樣的人,也只有在學校的時候能遇見少數可以說的上話的人。
It's a newly built community but it's brand new but very small. Compared to the one I lived in, I feel very lonely there. I have never had friends or a person like a close friend, and I can only meet them at school. A few people who can speak.
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那是一段最不希望回想的日子,但在密友面前我依舊毫無保留的透露了那些故事。
It was the most undesirable time, but I still revealed those stories without reservation in front of my close friends.
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就在那一天晚上我帶著密友來到了一間位於江北二期商業街的餐館,我們點了一些菜和一瓶白酒,過了一會我去了附近的小商店買了包香菸。
That night I took a close friend to a restaurant located in Jiangbei Second Commercial Street. We ordered some dishes and a bottle of liquor. After a while, I went to a small shop nearby to buy a pack of cigarettes.
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那天晚上我和密友一同喝了點酒,並談論了很多那天我想說的事情,說到一些事情的時候我會抽根煙,一些時候不吸煙。
That night I drank some wine with my close friends and talked about a lot of things I wanted to say that day. When it comes to some things, I smoke a cigarette, sometimes I do n’t smoke.
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有很多話我並不願意和家人說,至少有一部分話我可以和我的母親説,很多事情我並不想和父親說因為他在很多問題上從來就沒有思考。
There are a lot of things that I do n’t want to tell my family. At least part of the things I can say to my mother, I do n’t want to tell my father a lot of things because he never thinks about many issues.
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在我生活的國家原本的文化當中,人們認為一個人的功德和命運在一些時候取決於他個人的處世態度和影響力,我的父親做很多事情都非常不順利一些時候運氣也常常不佳,因為他並不明白什麼才是真正好的處世態度。
In the original culture of the country I live in, people think that a person ’s merits and destiny sometimes depend on his personal attitude and influence. My father does a lot of things and it is very unsatisfactory. Sometimes luck is often bad, because He doesn't understand what is really good attitude towards life.
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而我自己也曾親自見過這樣的場面,我清楚這是一種絕望而又痛苦的人生,什麼也不明白什麼也不會也不知道如何思考,除非有一股力量將我推出去而且幸運的是的確有這麽一股力量將我推了出去,我才能夠有機會和這樣的密友走在一起,才能夠領悟更多。
And I have personally seen such a scene myself. I know this is a desperate and painful life, I do n’t understand anything, I do n’t know how to think, unless there is a force pushing me out and fortunate There is indeed such a force that pushes me out, so that I can have the opportunity to walk with such a close friend and realize more.
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“你知道,一開始我的父親曾經連衣服都不會清洗,他不懂得如何與人交流也不懂得如何尊重他人,在他看來別人永遠都是為他服務的”-陳里
"You know, my father used to never wash his clothes. He didn't know how to communicate with others or how to respect others. In his opinion, others will always serve him" -Chen Li
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“還有劉振漢,你和我提及過那本叫《巨嬰國》的書,我所看到的現象就和書中描繪的那樣,很多人都未能實現真正的思想獨立和解放,很多人都生活在控制當中”-陳里
"And Liu Zhenhan, you and I mentioned the book called" Giant Baby Nation ", and the phenomenon I saw is as depicted in the book. Many people have failed to achieve true ideological independence and emancipation. Many people Are living under control "-Chen Li
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這段話是我在一間燒烤店吃燒烤時和密友說過的話,作為能夠擁有獨立解放思想的兩個人我們聊的非常開,我們同樣都見識過西方的自由思想和空間。
This is what I said to my close friends when I was having a barbecue at a barbecue restaurant. As two people who can have independent and emancipating our minds, we talked very openly. We also all saw the Western free ideas and space.
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那天晚上望著長江對岸的高樓大廈密友的心情格外的複雜交錯,那即是他崇尚的自由天地但卻又並沒有理想中的那樣完美。
That night, the mood of the close friends who looked at the high-rise buildings across the Yangtze River was particularly complicated and intertwined. That was the free world he admired, but it was not as perfect as ideal.
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雖然並不完美,但是我們彼此依舊感到開心自在,畢竟鋼鐵般的友情可以帶來一種好似是無盡的力量。
Although not perfect, we still feel happy with each other. After all, steel-like friendship can bring a seemingly endless power.
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