直到如今我已經有接近一年的時間未曾回到那裏，我曾經在那裏生活了十多年的時間，也是在那裏見證了無數人無數事。
Until now, I have not returned there for nearly a year. I have lived there for more than ten years, where I have witnessed countless people and countless things.
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我生活在一個叱咤風雲的時候，一個叱詫風雲的地方在那片工業都市當中，我記得當時家裏搬家到南京的時候的那種憧憬和期望。
When I lived in a thriving place, a place with a lot of surprises in that industrial city, I remember the longing and expectation when my family moved to Nanjing.
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第一次見到大都市的繁榮，第一次去1912街區品嚐到西餐，第一次來到最現代化的大商場，這一切新鮮的事物對於那時年幼的我來說都是那樣的新奇。
The first time I saw the prosperity of the metropolis, the first time I went to the 1912 block to taste Western food, the first time I came to the most modern shopping mall, all these new things were so new to me at that time.
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我的心中無時無刻都在期盼著有朝一日可以成天吃喝玩樂，因為眼前的這一切著實令我感到蠢蠢欲動，那時南京江南的摩登天地是最能吸引我的地方，而我最希望離開的則正是那些曾經工業都市的影子。
My heart is always looking forward to the day when I can eat, drink, and have fun, because all this in front of me really makes me feel tempted. At that time, the modern world of Nanjing Jiangnan was the place that attracted me the most, and what I wanted to leave was The shadow of those once industrial cities.
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身邊的新奇事物無時無刻不在刷新著我的認知，刺激到電子遊戲，新奇的各種高科技產品，各種各樣的新奇玩意衝擊著我的大腦。
The novelty around me refreshes my cognition all the time, stimulating video games, novel high-tech products, and various novelty gadgets that impact my brain.
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可以說我的生命中同時印刻了兩個截然不同的東西，一個是來自曾經工業都市的事物一個是來自新的摩登都市的事物，因為我正好就生活在一個轉型的時代，一個城市由工業都市向摩登都市轉型的時候。
It can be said that two very different things are engraved in my life at the same time, one is from the former industrial city and the other is from the new modern city, because I happen to live in an era of transformation, a city is made of industrial city When transforming into a modern city.
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儘管這一切在如今的我看來都已經不足為奇，甚至已經不再羨慕這種生活了，不過則在當時的我看來可謂是最為美好的生活。
Although all this is not surprising to me today, I no longer even envy this kind of life, but it was the best life in my opinion at the time.
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畢竟在那之前我們所生活過的東三省可謂是一個基本上就停滯不前的地區，如今也怡然被中國其它的發達省份所超越，也因此我能夠拿到江蘇省的身份在東三省的人看來就已經是一份奇蹟了。
After all, the three eastern provinces where we lived before were basically a stagnation area, and now they are surpassed by other developed provinces in China, so I can get the identity of Jiangsu Province in the three eastern provinces. It seems to be a miracle.
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在那之後我又獲得了更加昂貴的美國身份，這個身份光是在香港澳門和台灣就已經是非常難得的身份了，更何況是在中國大陸而且還是東北三省。
After that, I obtained a more expensive American identity. This identity is already very rare in Hong Kong, Macau and Taiwan, not to mention in mainland China and the three northeastern provinces.
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也正是從那一刻開始我發覺我的生活產生了翻天覆地的變化，在我15歲的時候我一直以來就最希望能獲得台灣的公民身份，這是我那時候看來最為高貴的身份。
It was also from that moment that I discovered that my life had undergone earth-shaking changes. When I was 15 years old, I had always wanted the citizenship of Taiwan the most. This was the most noble identity I saw at that time.
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我後來去了一次臺灣，並在那購買了一本台灣護照的護照皮，那一次我開心的一整天都睡不著覺，我後來每次睡覺都會夢到自己拿到了臺灣的公民身份。
I went to Taiwan once and bought a passport of a Taiwanese passport there. At that time, I couldn't sleep for a whole day when I was happy. Afterwards, every time I went to sleep, I dreamed that I got Taiwanese citizenship.
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因為一方面臺灣和中國大陸都有著幾乎相同的文化和語言背景，另外臺灣屬於中國國民黨而我的家室曾經就屬於這個政黨的一部分。
On the one hand, Taiwan and mainland China have almost the same cultural and linguistic background. On the other hand, Taiwan belongs to the Chinese Nationalist Party and my family was once part of this political party.
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不過好在有真主眷顧（那時候我信奉伊斯蘭教），我最終拿到的身份可以說是我做夢都不敢想象的寶貴禮物，它的價值高出臺灣身份不只一點，這讓我不禁覺得格外的欣喜不已。
Fortunately, there is Allah 's favor (I believed in Islam at the time), and the identity I finally got was a precious gift that I could n't even dream of. It 's worth more than Taiwan 's identity, which makes me feel extra special Rejoicing.
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也正是自從那時候開始，我對生活的態度也迎來了很大的轉變，我最終發覺到了自己真正需要的東西，也終於體會到了永久的陽光照射那是我曾經作為一顆工業都市中的螺絲所無法擁有的。
It is also since that time that my attitude towards life has also ushered in a great change. I finally realized what I really needed, and finally realized that the permanent sunlight is what I used to be as an industrial city. The screw can not have.
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從那以後我的生活便重新迴歸了低調樸實，從最開始的卑賤到後面逐步的高調，最終在旅居美國後又最終迴歸本真。
Since then, my life has returned to a low-key and simple, from the lowly at the beginning to the gradually high-key later, and finally returned to the original after living in the United States.
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當我在那一年夏天再度回到這座城市的時候，我同樣和以往一樣走出家門，但是我首先去的並不是繁華的市中心而是江南的一片舊城區。
When I returned to the city again that summer, I walked out of the house as usual, but the first thing I went to was not the bustling city center but an old town in the south of the river.
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這些在當時曾經是我最希望逃避的過去，而到了這一天卻怡然成了一種難以割舍的舊夢，雖然那裏很破舊那裏陰暗而又潮濕，但是卻也是自己最為熟悉的地方。
These were the past I most wanted to escape at that time, but on this day, it became an old dream that was difficult to give up. Although it was very dilapidated and dark and wet there, it was also the place I was most familiar with.
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也只有真正在那種環境下生活過的人方能體會到這樣的感受，那是一種用言語難以形容的情感，是無論如何都無法被復制的東西，卻也是最為真實的。
Only people who have really lived in that kind of environment can feel this feeling. It is an emotion that is beyond description in words. It is something that cannot be copied anyway, but it is also the most authentic.
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而有些感受和領悟也只有在離開那裏時才能夠被感覺到，但是熟悉的影子也終將有著消逝的一天，一些當時還認為會永恆的事物很快就不見了。
Some feelings and comprehensions can only be felt when you leave there, but the familiar shadow will eventually have a passing day. Some things that were thought to be eternal at that time will soon disappear.
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但是一切終究需要前進，只有前進才能夠擁有和書寫無盡的光輝。
But after all, we need to move forward, and only by moving forward can we possess and write endless brilliance.
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停滯不前一定是最壞的打算，因為那樣即使留住了往日的光明，這份光明也會因為沒有新的光明流入而漸漸的失去原本的色彩。
Stagnation must be the worst plan, because even if you retain the light of the past, this light will gradually lose its original color because there is no new light flowing in.
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人和事物終究都是這樣，只有不斷的前進方可書寫和締造更加明亮的光芒。
After all, people and things are like this. Only by constantly advancing can we write and create a brighter light.
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