從我記事起我便在南京江南一帶的幕府山莊度過了3歲到5歲的這段時光那時我們租住在一間居民樓當中，那裏陽光昏暗連水泥牆都沒有上過油漆那時候的家裏基本上就沒有什麼其它的東西，但是小區內的那片小商店街和那附近的小吃攤則成了我那時的記憶中最為重要的一部分，又或者是跟隨家人搭乘公交車去當時最繁華的湖南路商圈。
Since I remembered, I spent 3 to 5 years in the Mufu Village in the Jiangnan area of Nanjing. At that time, we rented a residential building where the sun was dim and the concrete walls were not painted. There is basically nothing else in my home, but the small shopping street in the neighborhood and the nearby food stalls have become the most important part of my memory at that time, or I took the bus with my family to go The most prosperous Hunan Road business district at the time.
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那時候的幕府山莊小區很破舊完全不像今天這樣粉刷上了嶄新的油漆，也完全不像今天這般整潔乾淨那時候可以説這是一片很破舊的老小區，每逢陰雨天樓道內就充斥著濕乎乎的潮氣而居民樓外常常是雜草叢生一些時候老鼠到處亂竄。
At that time, the Shogunate Village was very shabby. It was not painted with brand new paint like today, and it was not as neat and clean as it is today. At that time, it could be said that it was a very shabby old neighborhood, and the corridor was full of rainy days It is wet with moisture and the weeds are often overgrown outside the residential buildings. Sometimes the rats scurry around.
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我的家裏一共有4個人分別是我以及父母和我的奶奶，看起來這會是一個很不錯的家庭不過事與願違那段時間當中父母之間經常是一有不和就大打出手，而每次大打出手的時候我父親都會說著滿口的污言穢語不是性器官就是性愛動詞或者家人的名字，那段時間當中屋子裏常常是一片狼藉滿地都是摔碎的碗和盤子，最糟糕的時候父親甚至還會拿起菜刀威脅我媽媽。
There are 4 people in my family who are me and my parents and my grandma. It looks like this will be a very good family, but during that period of time, parents often fight with each other when there is discord, and every time When hitting my father, my father would say a lot of swear words, either sex organs or sex verbs or family names. During that time, the room was often full of broken bowls and plates. At worst, the father even He would pick up a kitchen knife and threaten my mother.
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我父親那時候是個非常無禮的莽夫，他沒有強人的勢力也沒有強人的毅力，，但是卻得了強人身上的病，他自己沒有什麼毅力卻在指責他人上非常活躍，那時候我根本沒有見過他反思過自己的過錯，他一直就自以為自己所做的一切是正確的，因為他從未思考過。
My father was a very rude man at that time. He did not have the strength of a strongman or the perseverance of a strongman, but he got sick from the strongman. He had no perseverance but was very active in accusing others. I have never seen him reflect on his mistakes. He always thought that everything he did was correct because he never thought about it.
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那時候他在家裏常常自以為自己是一個“薩達姆”，但是據說當他到了家門外後就常常被人看不起，因為他那個時候根本不懂得如何與別人相處，他沒有薩達姆的權力，卻又經常像薩達姆一樣對家人指手畫腳，當我的奶奶在家裏的時候他都會變得非常跋扈。
At that time, he often thought that he was a "Saddam" at home, but it is said that when he arrived outside the house, he was often looked down on because he didn't know how to deal with others at that time, and he didn't have the power of Saddam. , But often pointed fingers at family like Saddam, when my grandmother was at home, he would become very domineering.
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不過在那段時間當中我的外公卻給了我很多關照，每當家裏打的最不可開交的時候我都會和外公躲在臥室當中那時候我父母的所作所為留給了我極差的印象，我即希望父母之間可以不要再有任何的武裝衝突又十分無奈生在這樣的家庭當中，在這個家中我奶奶是一個控制慾非常強的人她一直就不希望我長大因為她害怕我長大之後離開她，但是也正是因為這種人格影響讓我在那時經歷了太多的不堪。
But during that time, my grandfather gave me a lot of care. Whenever the family had the worst relationship, I would hide in the bedroom with my grandfather. At that time, my parents' actions left me a bad impression. I I hope that my parents can no longer have any armed conflicts and are very helpless to be born into such a family. In this family, my grandma is a person with a strong desire to control. She has never wanted me to grow up because she was afraid that I would grow up and leave. But it was also because of this personality influence that I experienced too much misery at that time.
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我不被允許結交任何新的朋友也不被允許和其他同齡人有任何互動，在我6歲之前每天的生活基本上就圍著奶奶轉也從未和同齡人說過任何一句話，那段時間裏我感覺不到任何一絲真正意義上的快樂每天就這樣被控制在奶奶的名義下，也因此性格變的孤僻變的不可理喻，我媽媽為了我能夠拜託這種惡劣的人格影響不斷的進行 著抗爭但是父親就是不同意，因為我父親就是一個頑固的媽寶男。
I was not allowed to make any new friends or have any interaction with my peers. My daily life before I was 6 years old basically revolved around my grandmother and never said anything to my peers. That paragraph In time, I ca n’t feel any real happiness in the name of my grandma, and it ’s unreasonable to change my personality. My mother is constantly influencing the bad personality for me Fighting, but my father didn't agree, because my father was a stubborn mama's boy.
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直到我5歲多的時候我們搬進了位於長江北側的新家，那裏靠近南京長江大橋並且環境比幕府山莊更大更整潔，也正是從那時起我的生活終於是迎來了一場巨大的改變。
Until I was more than 5 years old, we moved into a new home on the north side of the Yangtze River, near the Nanjing Yangtze River Bridge and the environment is larger and cleaner than the Shogunate. It is then that my life finally ushered in a huge change.
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從那以後我便一直居住在那個新地方一直到我移民美國之後。
Since then I have lived in that new place until I emigrated to the United States.
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