鬥爭似乎是生命中注定的事情了，也注定了不會有一個普通人的生活，還要去計較失去的東西幹什麼，本來就未曾與普通大眾有過一樣的生活，革命注定了是畢生的追求!195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQfF1u5Nao
Struggle seems to be a doomed thing in life, and it is also doomed to not have an ordinary life. You have to worry about what you have lost. They have never lived the same life as ordinary people. Revolution is doomed to be a lifelong pursuit!
但是這樣的鬥爭有些時候還是會連累到一些人，對於我而言這是一份最有價值的戰鬥但是未必對"那個人"而言是有價值的，"那個人"和我說如果我沒有他在身邊我會更加輕松，因為這樣我就完全不用為他花費太多的精力，也會為思想革命事業增添一份強有力的支持，我說："非常感謝您的理解與支持，謝謝您!"195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHqKzh7o82
But this kind of struggle sometimes involves some people. For me, this is the most valuable battle, but it may not be valuable to "that person". "That person" told me that if I didn't I will be more relaxed with him, because in this way I don't have to spend too much energy on him, and I will add a strong support to the cause of ideological revolution. I said: "Thank you very much for your understanding and support, thank you!"
"思想革命事業是只有您和您的同仁兄弟們可以做的事情，我會很需要關心與照顧，這樣會給您增添太多的麻煩，也可能會令您感到不開心"他對我說到。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqIbGMF6lt
"The cause of ideological revolution is something that only you and your colleagues and brothers can do. I will need to care and take care of it. This will cause you too much trouble and may make you unhappy." He told me .
他是一位可愛的小男孩，有著最可愛的面容和最聖潔的心地，他清楚我的苦衷也理解基層人民的所有疾苦，上帝告訴我他將和我站在一起而他則選擇了不在我的身邊，雖有不捨卻也依舊尊重了他的抉擇畢竟思想革命是我永遠的事業，如果我有了"那個人"他會很幸福，但是無數人民依舊要生活在世界的塵埃當中找不到前進的動力，我沒有他在身邊我卻能夠帶給人民永恆的動力。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvALBSm1AOd
He is a lovely little boy with the cutest face and the most holy heart. He knows my suffering and understands all the sufferings of the people at the grassroots level. God told me that he will stand with me and he chose not to me. Even though he was reluctant to give up, he still respected his choice. After all, the revolution of thought is my eternal career. If I had "that person" he would be very happy, but countless people still have to live in the dust of the world. When it comes to driving forward, I can bring eternal motivation to the people without him by my side.
見證過沒有動力和信仰的人民究竟是什麼樣子，沒有了決心與意志要麽沉淪在意淫中無法面對現實，要麽根本不知道戰鬥的最終目的以及這場戰鬥究竟有沒有繼續打下去的價值，以及未曾領悟戰鬥的真正技術含量，才會見證到很多毫無技術水平又毫無實際意義的戰爭，要麽不歡而散要麽雙方都耗盡力量。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzufmscf463
I have witnessed what a people without motivation and faith look like. Without determination and will, either they fall into obscenity and cannot face reality, or they don't know the ultimate goal of the battle and whether the battle is worth continuing. , As well as not comprehending the true technical content of combat, will witness many wars that have no technical level and no practical meaning, and either end up unhappy or run out of strength on both sides.
我一直都在想這一切的源頭究竟是什麼，查閱過很多資料看過一些書但是手上的信息依舊很是有限，一邊要獲取信息一邊又要盡全力將現有的信息最大化利用，而不是變成擁有很高的信息儲備量卻都浪費掉，要麽是不知道如何篩選歸類要麽就是將時間放在了無意義的戰爭當中，最後什麼也得不到。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz1aEU01Dt
I have always wondered what the source of all this is. I have consulted a lot of materials and read some books, but the information in hand is still very limited. While obtaining information, I must try my best to maximize the use of existing information, instead of becoming Having a high amount of information reserves is wasted. Either you don't know how to sort and categorize or put your time in a meaningless war, and you won't get anything in the end.
自從在夢中見過"那個人"之後，我百感萬千各種各樣的念頭頓時湧了上來，一些時候耳旁依舊可以聽到他的聲音，在現實中我看不到他卻能夠感覺到他的氣息雖然我感覺不到他的存在，他是一個獨立的人一個獨特的個體。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiZgWpTMNo
Ever since I saw "that person" in my dream, I have a lot of feelings and all kinds of thoughts. Sometimes I can still hear his voice in my ears. In reality, I can't see him but I can feel him. Although I can't feel his presence, he is an independent person and a unique individual.
見慣了風雲變幻，見慣了爾虞我詐，見慣了世界上不同地區的動盪，見慣了疾苦的人民，我真心不希望"他"來到我的身邊，一切鬥爭和疾苦我寧可自己進行並忍受下去，也不希望"他"因此飽受苦難。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi82IJvfdIz
I am accustomed to the changes and deceptions of the world, the turmoil in different parts of the world, and the people who are accustomed to suffering. I really don't want "he" to come to me. Endure it, and don't want "he" to suffer.
"人民比我更加需要您，世界上很需要一個像您這樣的人，我並不算什麼!"195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NzIegXdUE
"The people need you more than I do. The world needs a person like you very much. I am nothing!"
其實我並不是不喜歡他，畢竟現實只允許我在兩個選項當中選擇一個，要麽選擇成為"那個人"的依靠，要麽選擇為人民締造信仰，我毅然決定要投身於人民的信仰事業，奮然無悔!195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLjmrExZr0
Actually, I don't dislike him. After all, reality only allows me to choose one of the two options. Either choose to be the support of "that person" or to create faith for the people. I decided to devote myself to the people's faith cause. , Fenran no regrets!
就像烏拉圭前總統何塞.穆西卡，他是世界上最窮的總統，卻又是一位最受烏拉圭人民愛戴的好總統，為烏拉圭人民換取了一個真正屬於他們的烏拉圭，人民富裕了而他自己卻並沒有為自己留下什麼私產，他沒有孩子也沒有自己的小家庭，但他的背後有成千上萬的烏拉圭人民支持他。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwNzIVCHi7
Just like the former president of Uruguay, Jose Música, he is the poorest president in the world, but he is also a good president most loved by the Uruguayan people. He has exchanged the Uruguayan people for a Uruguayan that truly belongs to them, and the people have become rich. But he himself did not leave any private property for himself. He has no children and no small family of his own, but behind him are thousands of Uruguayan people supporting him.
若是我能夠為世界刻下深刻的一筆，無論我做什麽我都將是成功的-陳里195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraSAFIhgvM
If I can make a deep stroke for the world, no matter what I do, I will be successful-Chen Li
而在這個世界上，任何一場聲勢浩大的時代革命都注定了世界人民的命運，時代的變更往往都是突如其來的快並且多是聲勢浩大的變革，只有走出去才真切的明白世界發展和變化之 快，才知道從來就沒有所謂的“歲月靜好”那不過只是圍城當中的一副假象而已，危機從未遠離我們只是圍城中的人們看不到而已。195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Vue4teAWS
And in this world, any massive revolution of the times is doomed to the destiny of the people of the world. The changes of the times are often sudden, and most of them are massive changes. Only when you go out can you truly understand the world's development and change. Soon, I realized that there has never been a so-called "years and quietness". It is just an illusion in the besieged city. The crisis has never been far away from us but the people in the besieged city can't see it.
