It's officially been a month since I started this little thing. Wow.45Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGHTxeDnne
I had never thought that it would be so big. I feel like, despite the limited number of hearts, a lot of people still do read it.
And besides, I do this for myself.
Anyway, the shows yesterday were amazing as well. The 1pm one was where all the young children attended, so the venue was quite loud and people kept on exiting and re-entering the room (why, I do not know). It was probably our worst one, but it wasn't that bad.
The 5pm one was perhaps the best, even better than the 7pm one on Saturday. Everyone gave 110% of themselves because it was the last show, and the songs were all twice as loud. The first two shows, on one song, the guy's microphone kept on going weird, but on the 5pm one the microphone was perfect.
Then obviously it was all over. Everyone started crying and it was very emotional.
I know you might be thinking if I had a break between the 1pm show and the 5pm show or not. To be honest, I did. From 2:30 to 3:30pm. For a late lunch.
It started pretty well because I went with all the older cast members to Burger King and it was fun. Everyone was talking and laughing with each other, and we were sharing embarrassing stories.
Then the boys decided to leave, leaving us five girls alone. But there was this one younger kid with his parents who offered to take some of us in his car. The catch? Only four girls could fit.
Guess what? I was left out. And not one girl bothered to stay. Two of them I couldn't care less because I barely knew them, but the other two I am very close to.
Like? Hello?
So I walked back to the venue alone, literally having a massive self-hatred monologue playing over and over in my head. I wanted to burst into tears, because who wouldn't? I don't know why I didn't ask to be in the car first. Maybe because I wanted to keep company to someone else who was left out. Because I'm a good person.
Unlike those people.
Sure, they said they felt bad, but their actions did not match their actions whatsoever. That's the problem with extroverts. They'll immediately ditch you for other people.
Pisses me off.
That was the only bad thing about yesterday.
Today was mid, because honestly, who wants to go to school the day after a performance? I was so tired, it wasn't even funny. And I found out that the girl who's the singer in my band is leaving at the end of this term. What the hell?! We won't have a singer anymore!
So yeah.
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Signing out,
Alex <3
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