I'm less sick today. And I think I have a crush.
His name is Jasper, and he was part of my Footloose cast. He isn't just handsome, but he's also really kind and a theater kid. Literally me.
But there are a couple of obstacles.
First, I don't have his number, so I'm begging that he does the next academy show. Second, he doesn't go to my school. He goes to a more expensive school that everyone hates. His parents are loaded.
Apart from that, and the obvious fact that I don't think he has a crush on me, I'm good. I might even have a shot, because he's barely younger than me, and I'm not too bad looking.
Does he have a girlfriend?
I don't know. I don't know anything. All I know is that his name is Jasper, he goes to another school (I know the name), he's a theater kid, he likes to play video games and he is really sweet. Kind, thoughtful... the kind of guy I'm after.
And he's so handsome.
Sure, my friends don't think so, but he's my type. British and Australian, with blonde-brown fluffy hair, blue-grey eyes and freckles. He's only like a centimeter shorter than me, and that's being mean. Fashionable and kind.
Seriously, why didn't I ask him out?!
Well, I do know why I didn't ask him out. He's off-limits. Out of my league. No way such a kind and handsome guy does not already have a girlfriend. And if he doesn't, I bet he has a crush or he's close to getting a girl.
Why would he go for me?
In all honesty, however slim my chances are, I need to live in the present. I swear, if God thinks that this is the right thing to do and lets him be in the next academy show (and if we get closer and he starts dropping hints that he likes me), I might just forget stereotypes and ask him out myself. Even if I'm a sucker for guys who ask the girl out.
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It's the kind of crush where you don't get butterflies in your stomach or stutter when you talk to them, but it's the kind of crush where their face is engraved in your head and all of what you did with them is as well.
Is that just me, or do a lot of girls get those?39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaVWxSKoPL
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Signing out,
Alex <3
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