I’m the best
Even thousands said I’m gonna be defeated by one or another
I’m gonna win
That’s the mentality and that’s the whole point of beginning of the slowing down show
Isn’t it crazy and creepy?
Is it something to carry on or be proud of?
Victory and war are related things asked from the warriors
Who has been to the playground for a long time
Who coming up as a survivors
Ain’t that hard or ain’t that bad
To see another day each of us killing the other
Suddenly sun rose and a kill us before we see each other
What a race we having to ourselves to see each other falling and rising
Didn’t you see it through
All of us have been breaking up continuously inside
Till we go further
Everything will be remembered and everyone will be forgotten
I gotta testify
About everything
The whole confession will be missing
To the emission
If you didn’t listen
Missions got held up
Until seeing clear visions
Prison makes outlaws
Till we see the heaven
Promises of our own
To ourselves
Promises made to
The other people
Will cut it down
By time
That’s the hardest thing seen
In a mighty bit of people’s Life
Everyone made promises every day
Is it possible to carry them away
The lightness through your skin
You will lose them up right away
Why did you make promises to yourselves
And
Why did you make promises to the people
Then you should learn that way
Hats off to the persons
Who did the thing
At the last moment
It’s will be yours to handle
Isn’t it funny, we can make a lot of money
Buy a lot of things just to feel like somebody
Even though it felt great, it felt so lonely
Even this a life, lying under my memory
Take an eye for eye wonder what there’s in it for me
I’ll stand here forever wonder who’s coming for me
Written By — Banusha Yasminda
This love is made from love, purity of love, younger of our lives in our life. Love has a very very different kinds of meanings. Love got us timeless & limitless every time we got that in our hearts. I know we all have love in ourselves. But to me someday time and death will act against love. What can we do about that, some people say love never gonna end even in death apart from each, They even can’t be together anymore the love will be there that’s what some of us say. But when it’s come to my Perspective I want to tell you I’m not gonna believe it, it’s because if we see nowadays the society, The generation we completely can’t trust people, peoples love. If we think about the prior generation there got a lot of great stories about love, Death & Time But I’m here to talk about the present situation about Love, Time, & Death.
Love
I know about love for now, For now, what is love to me as I go and go from far from this life, More I see different kinds of things I'll recognize love as a different thing. But for now, Love is love for each other, we make love for each other. Sometimes ’ We Make Love ‘ can have numerous meanings. Like it will lead to the productivity Of sex, Leads to the new Born, New Child. some human beings perceive love as everything in this Life Cycle. Sometimes I believe in that too nevertheless when we look at our life cycle ourselves it's true it has no end, and Love has no ends. Love is limitless, it's a boundless thing. It's obtained the power, purity those things which more than we think. Love can help you with all the things you are facing right now, The rougher you think this world gets the outside of the mystery. Love is the most complex element presently. Sometimes love got us destroyed, Got us born again & Got us to realize aspects, and also got us into the trouble & Pains. We all know what it is. love has both sides. Everything has both sides to everything.
Time
We wish to have more time for ourselves. We all know this time will be killing us one day. Time got us into it, It's the nature of it. You gotta Have to obey those things if you want to live a good clean life. Time is everything in every person's life. We have to be careful & be wise when we play with time. Cuz time, not our friend my Friend Time Act against us & it's a one-way ride. So keep this in mind all the time when you are here. Time reaped us like going away with a gorgeous life. Even though I understand everyone doesn't want to be where they want to go. They just want to be free from all of this. Also at the same time, some people want to be here forever & feel everything. What if by chance any chance, if you got a chance to be here forever, would you be here forever to feel everything you like? I don't want to hear the answer, I just want you to think that's all you gotta do. Oh, damn from all of these things my favorite thing is Time. Time got into me & for the rest of us as well. What we can do to escape, what we can do my friend.
Death
Everyone who lives here and there, it's will be coming to you it's a matter of time. By that time you will know what it is & you will figure out what is this all about or not, It's up to you. You have to recognize & do the breakout if not you can stay here like in the prison, Some people used to say death is the beginning of the life. I've had to think about it for a while to figure out some truths. I don't know if it's correct or false Anyhow I'll tell you. The thing is it's an old saying in many countries Death is not the final stage of life, Death is the beginning of the lifecycle. Once you get to that point level you will understand everything.
It's like Earth, Think it about from the shape of it. As seen from the shape there is no departure from it. But it does have a getaway The only way is to that is to find the real damn genuine of this life of yours.if you discover it you will vanish forever & At the same moment, Death is the saddest & precious thing about human life. it's a heavy book written on a page we gotta carry that book on our own while carrying we must have to read it solo. Once all the chapter pages are over we'll be remembered like sunshine on our minds.
I know y’all Lost
Pretend to be the best
Ashamed and scared as hell
Running around till death
Sit with your family and friends
Settle down with somebody else
Who ashamed and scared as hell
Written by Banusha Yasminda.
When I see youI can see through youWhat you have been throughThis whole timeDon’t pretend to be someone elseI’m getting to see everything clearlySome of them think I’m a babyYou don’t even get close to me latelyWhy you are acting This way crazyI know everywhere we go we got to see dreamsBut I gotta say it’s gotta be naturalSometimes it’s hard so then it can be fakeHave to look for the right time my dearIf not you will get caught
Soil is our heart
Wind is our mind
We are pure like water
Sometimes things can get be unclean
Don’t be displeased
You know what’s right, My friend.
Like a river, we spent our days in life
I see the morning of life and the night
Frozen heart told me many things
Deep ocean of my mind
Teach me how to live with the sharks
At the night it’s lonely
Don’t remind me anything at night
I’ll be born again in thoughts
I see the light far from home
That’s the life
Eyes.
Tiring mind
Tiring life
Will lead you to the basement
Don’t be let down yourself
Keep going where you want to be
Otherwise, you will end up in the sadness
Willingness and courage is the key
By innovative, you will see what you can be/do
From there you will come
Will rise like the sunshine
Thickness about your knowledge
Show you the world to you
The world will know about you
Don’t be stuck.
If I tell you where I saw courage and Audacity, love, kindnessI’ll show only one person to youin every lifeyou have a personwho got your backwho pushing you forwardteach you thingswe call her mothertrying to get all the things needs usthe home is the motherthe love is the motheras I recognize this life is the mothermother is lifeyou can understand every little thing in life through her
Howsoever everyday time goes on if we can stop itI’m definitely going to stop it at the very beginning of itself.but it can’t be done right? what we can dowe have to accept that and live this lifewe have to do meaningful things when we have time on our hands.we can’t even barely think what this iswe got to found out by ourselveshow do we find this thingwhat everyone’s wants hereactuallywhat everyone’s searching around themselveseven they don’t know what they are doing herecircle, circle, circleam I doing right? , am I doing fine ?, am I going to find it right?
When I was first thinking to write this on, I got a job at a Japanese restaurant.
I have to do there is like it’s an overall job ( I have to do all the things like waiter duties, kitchen helper duties and washing the dishes, mopping the floors and toilets too ok like that) but that’s was kind of happy job.
The reason I just said it. The previous jobs I worked there are terrible to my mind like it’s was a messed up job.
Anyway, somehow I got this job, still, I’m in the training period (probation) okay I want to tell you, people, the point in this topic is money ( you already know that).
I just want to make sure this, in this world we chasing money or time (Life) here.
Most of the people following the money here.
Yes, that’s right. Because I saw it before.
It’s like they’re addicted to it. I don’t know why is that but society has created that one for the people.
To me, they are two types of people, one is good people and the other one bad people( I think you guys already know that one) so the thing is I wanted to say why all of us following the money every day ( because we want to live in) right? Money doesn’t grow in trees that’s what my mom says.
We gotta go to Chase them. We really have to, everyone’s wants money I know that’s how it’s works
Everything has a process or system. Right? but what if you can do anything else beyond what you have right now.
Just think that’s all you need now. Ok money, everything we see around here and there it depends on cash. if you want to buy this one or that one you will definitely want money for that.
Do you ever guess of without money world(no money World) how is it sounds to you? Is that can exist? Like a dream kingdom. Howsoever money same as the devil, I mean it. all these things we got discomforts now because it is money. Don’t you get it? Ok then just think if you like something or want something now just now you can have that but you must have money for that one in your pocket man. If it not how you gonna get it.
This is the system we can not get out from ourselves. What is this? Why all of want that? Why people are dying for it? A little bit of money good enough for you to live a long time life if not what we gonna do about it? Life getting unfashionable of this nonsense but some others think different ways like we can do a lot of things because we got a lot of money for a lifetime, what we have to do oh we already did all the things we want so what are we gonna do next? This is what we living with this whole time.
Shit fuck what the hell man. Alright just give up some people would say. How you gonna give up like that you have to do something for yourself. Ok anyway I know this above thing what I say about, you will not probably understand these words but you will.
You will think about what I’m going to say right yes I’m going to say is when we don’t know something society will laugh at us.
They will make some jokes about us.
I know it’s hard but we have to face it if we want to go further in life or whatever we have to do it anyway.
In my opinion about that, we have to face that all if we want to go further in life.
I got some experience with this kind of situation.
So don’t be worry everything will be okay.
I know for sure everything takes time to heal up.
So give a Little more Time to that.
Let that go it’s just a temporary situation in your life just a moment but it’s really important what you get in on that moment for life.
It’s a good experience you ever had in your life.
I know many of us don’t know what we are doing here.
we have to learn everything not quickly.
Just take your time.
Don’t Rush especially.
I think about these two, right now I got a little bit of a headache, but I want to tell you this somehow.
Because everyone has this one I know definitely about this.
I got this one every time on my body or mind.
I don’t know which one had it but some people say it’s In your mind not in your body, only the body feels tired.
Every people have laziness and confidence.
When we feel it it’s is another side of it it’s fear. hell yeah, I know it because all of this happened to me.
I still don’t know how to break those things in a situation. If I didn’t win that thing I can’t do things correctly.
But somehow recently no always I feel lazy now.
I don’t know why is it but always I try to ignore that.
It keeps happening every time.
I did my best to destroy that from myself.
confidence is the best thing to have for yourself, got yourself tight. Like Your mind, the mind can help you all the time.
Because you got everything you want inside of yourself so don’t be lazy or unconfident.
Even for us got time range here, when our time comes we have to go left all the things behind here.
but I want to mention one thing for all of you, we will come here again.
So don’t panic people, some people want to live here forever, some people don’t but everyone gotta go when the time comes, even I got time in this world.
I want to remind you we have to give something to the world before we disappeared from this world.
When I was a kid, I go to Sunday School every Sunday.
They have taught me some rules about life.
Then I realized how gonna end all of this around me going to destroy one day.
And I want to tell you This because recently my mom talks about this topic with me.
My mom told me what is all this for, in the end, we all gonna die right and some people wish to see their grandchildren but some people didn’t get a chance to see them. Some of them gone before Grandchildren born.
Every day we wake up, eat, sleep or work, enjoy is this the life all of us thinking, is it? I don’t know really
What is it about this sometimes I feel this whole thing is a setup and I got this feeling over the years now because sometimes this likes an imaginary picture.
I feel like this reality was given by someone else.
Just think if we don’t have time here what would be happen
( if I told you I don’t have any idea about that one you will tell me you must know that because you’re the one who writes this ) yeah, I know I supposed to know that yeah, I know
We all have different fears for everything we see but I want to talk about my fears what inside me have all the time.
I can’t do a thing correctly. Some time because of the Fears It’s Like it’s around me all the time.
I want to get rid of it but I can’t I try to do it.
No actually not I let fears control me that’s why I can’t do things.
My father told me to don’t be afraid, think you can do it don’t be fear or Pressurized all the time.
It’s nothing. But I’m still trying to figure out how to do that. I know I can do it, so now I think it’s a little bit better now.
I can do things now with more force. When fear Around me, it’s like saying to me I’m going to make this, going to mess this up , I can do this, why is it that I want to know the reason behind it, is it something bad in the world.
I mean fear how can I Say that. Is fear let you down or let you up. Fear, the bad side of the wall or good side of the world .
The reason I’m saying this is.
I want to know is it some kind of help or not Like sometimes fear gives the courage to do something We fear so some of us are going to do it some of us, not.
Even when we get through this I’m not sure when fear Around us Can we do our things properly, I just don’t know what is fear is why we feel that. It’s killing me now slowly I want to get rid of it.
I try every time but when the Times comes it’s happening so here I’m.
I just tried everything I have been through this whole time, I can’t believe I grow up this so fastly, sometimes everything happens so quickly. Everything I gotta do I overthink about it. It’s like I got no Strange anymore. I feel so lazy. I don’t even know what to write now Because of my mind in a race. (you don’t even know how I fell every day about everything) Life is a race we running always we even don’t know what we going after, what we chasing here or there. Every day we wake up and we just do what we have to do after we just think about what we have to leave to do like is there anything else left we have to if it’s we going to do it. If not we just being.
So time, tricking tricking. Every time we just do better or worse. We just do our own fucking thing. I just really want to know what is this. We were a baby, kid, child, teenager, man, old man this line I mentioned previously’s going on. I positively believe this has happened again and again like a cycle, this is a repeat process. Like our ordinary life. Don’t you tired about all of this. We earn money monthly but it’s burned by daily.
I think I got a long journey ahead. I just do whatever I gotta do now. Because I want to escape from this. I just want to live like a human. Human of good minds like a simple man. I’m really tired of being afraid of everything like always. I just feel unhappy I want to be a free, free-minded man. like everyone else. When my mind not in the right position I feel uncomfortable. Like I just want to escape from that moment and go to a better place But there is no such a place as that. But every time I’m trying my best to be my best me. So let be me. I’m still trying.
As human beings we all have feelings, right?
That’s what keeps us alive that’s the reason for all of this.
To all of this happens. Sometimes it leads to troubles. Sometimes it leads to happiness, the reason to happen all of this is feelings, for example -: love, sex, fight, kindness, happiness, anger, jealousy like that.
So I wanted to say don’t be like that. Just be a good good person to everyone you met and don’t cheat.
I feel everyone cheats about everything. They don’t show their true face, it’s like There prisoners to their feelings. Don’t stuck with your feelings just let it go.
The reason to happen all of this is you, not other people and there is a positive side too.
The feeling can lead you to success too.
Everything has a bad side and a good side I know we can’t choose a good side every time.
But We must try to choose the good side in every possible way because it’s leading us to the Good future, not a bad future.
So no matter how hard Is it we have to do that.
Just thought about good feeling every time you feel bad.
So you can escape from it.
Did you know each one of us is different from one and another, I mean I’m not the only one who said it but there’s really strong bound between me and these words.
First of all I want to say I am not a strange kid but there is always been something else. I can’t say something special because I am not the judge of that. Do you remember when we were kids most of times we were so much happy living in our lives because there was no responsibility, no pressure and no regrets. You know why, because we didn’t know what is this, what life is, what ahead of us. We just doing what we think we supposed to do it’s just like we are trainers in a new job we follow and do what our bosses tell us to do we don’t ask any question actually truth is we can’t.
Then as time goes on we start to grow physically and mentally start to realize how all this works. Then slowly we have to take responsibility, each one of us have to carry our own weight and Stand for ourselves because there is people who believe in you, . So you have to do it either way for you or them.
”Sometimes I wonder Am I really enjoy living my life or I am just wasting my whole life for others” These are the most effective words to me in this world. This not any kind of wise words said by wise man maybe it’ll be one day who knows. I think about this few little words everyday, Now I don’t even think about it cuz it’s just in my head like all the time repeating and repeating to myself. Actually there is a real story behind these words that stuck in my head.
Few years ago I broke my arm, it was an accident I fell off from my bike I was 14 back then. I had to stayed in home for 2 months until I fully recover, it was pretty serious with my hand. That time I didn’t had anything to do, so I spent most of my time watching movies and TV and sometimes I think, I don’t remember what I thought about exactly but one day something crossed my mind. I started to wonder what will my future be like. One though leaders to another then I start think about everything, what i’m gonna do in few years, where i’m gonna live, can I have a successful career, am I talented enough, like these. I felt so much pressure on me that day, I didn’t even had any of these situation in reality but I felt the stress in those moment. Then I started to think I have to face these things one day and I have make decisions for my self like a grown man, But what I really wanted to do was feel better, so I told my self ” You don’t have to worry about any of these now you are just a kid, forget about all these things and live in the moment”, but part of me really wanted to do something about it. So I started to think again and again until I found out what I really want in my life. That’s when I realized most of these people don’t really enjoy doing what they do. They just doing those for others, just to make them happy, their family, their parents and their love ones. They are just wasting their whole life doing what they don’t like to be doing because they think if they don’t, they gonna let down the people who believe in them.
That day I decided I am not gonna be that person, I am not gonna let down my loves either, So from that day I start to enjoy life doing what I like, I’m totally changed to a new person from one I used to be and I get to understand one important thing about life, no matter you enjoy life or not, you have to sacrifice your time for other, that’s how this works, that’s how life work. That’s how we get a reason to live and that is not Time Wasting that’s how we find a reason to Live.
So enjoy doing what you like in this short life then you will find a reason to live.
Written by: Banusha Yasminda
[important note : This whole article i’m talking about what I think about this life so there could be little difference about certain things from what you believe in]
When we talk about life, Fun is a really amazing thing in our lives.
You have to enjoy it every second just enjoy it at the time don’t think Other things bad things it’s doesn’t matter only matter is happiness in your life
if you don’t have happiness in your life then to me You got nothing because I believe life depends on happiness.
The most important thing is mental health.
If you don’t have a present mind I believe you can’t have happiness because the past is over now right?
You have to live in the present time Not past, not future present.
I think this is all about the quality of our life.
Everything has its own quality for everything.
Every time I want to live in the present time but… I _______________ (Can,Can’t) I’m Still trying for that.
We here for a short time.
we have to enjoy every moment in life.
That’s what I’m trying to say here.
And there’s one other thing, this is all about your mind.
Fun is good because it helps you to escape from everything you think bad.
Life is short you know.
Put a line to your old life.
Move on to fresh start every day is a brand new day enjoy it while you can.
While you here.
As much as you want.
Don’t stress your mind for a temporary situation you have in your life.
Just think about the positive side or funny side of your situation.
Just fucking enjoy your happy life.
Mental health is the most important thing for every life.
Have a nice day
Every day is a nice day
Everyday Life is good Or not,
I don’t know it’s good if we think it’s good and it’s bad if we think it’s bad.
Sometimes everyday life gets a bit boring. But every day is a chance.
Just remember my words. That’s what’s creates you to the future and other things going to happen in life. Some of maybe think this everyday life is boring but everything has a process /a system.
I know it’s hard and boring, I feel that too. That’s why I telling you this and Don’t upset. When I get up in the morning really I don’t what to do it’s like empty something on me.
I think I don’t have the right schedule or time table it’s like a mess in my mind, that’s why I tell you earlier it’s boring. But at the end of the day, it’s not. I don’t know you understand this.
What I’m saying right now. But this how I feel every time I mean every day in my life. Howsoever Some days are better and some days are bad. but like I said before it depends on your situation and your mind and you.
How you react to that. Sometimes I make mistakes too. Some times, I do not know what to do. I feel like I am nothing.
Hour by hour, day by day, year by year, goes on. We getting old every second. What is the meaning of this life? Just think we going to school and college after that we going to find the job and make money got a girl getting married make children and there are going to school.
Do you even understand this as I said earlier chapter this is a circle.
This is all about the circle shit. Don’t you get that? Just think about it.
Days are better. These are all my thoughts. Everyday life has different sides.
Just imagine if you have one day what you gonna do.
What you can do Ah. I know everyday life is boring And sometimes it worries us.
Imagination is better but the reality is hard.
How I say this to you this, World has lots of secrets but I can’t tell you.
You have to find it. It’s not far from you. And these secrets can do great things but you have to do that.
It’s inside of you.
You get one life one chance capture it.
Don’t let it go for any reason. If your mind is good. Life is better. Mark my words. As I said earlier chapter, everything connected.
You haven’t seen it yet.
Every day is good.
It’s good to remember good old times but that time is over now right?
It’s doesn’t matter how hard we try because that time is over now and there is a thing always time and memories stick to together.
There have connections to each other every time.
when we remember the memories There are always be memories.
the important thing about life is time and memories.
Because if we don’t have them. We like just empty things. As humans, we have feelings, memories.
by the way, we have to move on if we don’t do it we stuck in that time.
I have been thinking
Time goes on every day
Days and years
Maybe we don’t know
Time just goes on
I Don’t know what to do
Every time I got worried about some things
I don’t know what it is
It’s got me thinking every time, every day
I don’t know why
Worried about life
Everything becomes to the memories in the end
Right now I am nineteen years old. soon I will be twenty years and thirty years. I know time goes on fastly, it hurts.
i don’t know why is that but it really hurts.
I remember my childhood. it’s just like yesterday, I know we have to move on, I said it to myself many times but every time it’s stuck with my mind ‘’ The Feeling Of Childhood ‘’
‘’time’’ it’s funny because sometimes we were happy it’s going so fast and the boring times it’s going so slowly.
the most hurt part in life is when we recognize that good times are already over, it becomes to the memories. every second, every minute, every day we going to older. time is the most valuable part of every life.
as we grew up we get responsibilities it’s getting heavier every day. It depends on time if we can go back in time we can change everything, but my wish is, its good if we cant go back in time because everything happens for reason.
time changes everything.
I know it’s hard but we have to face it. because that what life is right? I told myself that every time to myself when I feel sad.
sometimes it helps me sometimes not. yeah it’s pretty good
Are You Happy About This Everything?
No ← — — — — — Are You, Happy — — — — — — — → Yes
Time, Good to know.
We have to stop destroying nature. Trees, forests, small rivers, big rivers all kinds of rivers and especially don’t corrupt the air. We should have to stop destroying nature. Don’t cut trees. Just save it like your breath. If we don’t care about the environment and nature we will lose everything we have. Look around you if we don’t have nature it’s like an empty white background. Protect nature It starts from your home. Start to clean your environment and don’t put plastics, plastic bags, plastic water bottles around somewhere. Put them into the dust pin. If we destroy nature We have to pay for that one day surely. We live because of this nature, every day we get fresh air because of this nature. plant trees don’t cut it for a temporary situation or money. Nature is the most important thing in our lives. That’s I keep saying this over and over again. Or sometimes we have to face The consequences. So from now on protect the Your environment and nature. please plant trees as much as you can.
What do you think about our minds, Do you ever see it, I mean in a dream or in real life.
Do you ever feel it ?.
Really what do you think about mind. Where’s it at ?. Do you think about that recently ?. Is it in our body or in our head.
Do you know exactly position where is it at ?. I think you don’t know that right. Yes, same here, I don’t know either.
But I think our minds connected with everything .
Everything connects to the everything.
Don’t you feel that way ?. Universe connects with us ( with everything ).
Mind, it’s in us. (Universe).
Just look at your environment, your life you know it’s creates because of you.
Your thoughts create your life, your future, your present situation. Our thoughts , ideas , feelings explodes to the air (outside).
Therefore we give a action and there have reaction for that. For example if we thought about good things it’s happens.
But you have to believe it harder. Other things same that too. It’s like you give a action, you think about good things and for that your thoughts explodes to the air (to the nature ) and give a reaction for that.
You understand , it’s simple theory.
If you do something (action ) there have a reaction for that.
We can called It short “Mind Action”.
That’s my idea about it and There’s a another thing I want to tell you.
It’s all about mind too. But this time it’s very different from first thing. I think space have equal sings to Mind.
Yes that’s right , right to me it’s like it’s just like mind is same as universe(space).
There have connection to each other.
Black hole is like our dark side
If you go there, there’s no coming back
Or
Mind is just empty space?
I think mind attract everything we want
It’s like. What do you think ?
Wow, Nature is a Amazing thing Ah whoa👁 that’s right.Nature, in my mind there’s a lot i want to say about nature. yeah that’s right because when i’m in a outside or when i’m all a alone is the great thing i have. nature really helps me out.it’s calm my mind, it’s really relaxing one. helps to my mind, to my body it’s feels like a it’s heals me from
everything yeah that’s right. you should have to try it,it’s a awesome thing. you have to enjoy that alone. because that’s how it is. so anyway i’m going to talk about nature. i think i have a connection with nature,i think so. yes that’s absolutely right. because i want to tell people how i’m spend my life,my mind with this environment.it’s so messy. but there’s a one point. it’s very beautiful to my mind. it’s nature. because the reason it’s so good. you must feel that, enjoy that. Please Humans Don’t Destroy Nature🌳. because that's the only thing we have for all of us. that’s what i think. just think a about for one second. if we don’t have nature we have nothing to belong, nothing to protect. that’s the thing keeps us alive. i think the entire world,space and our own minds and nature have specially connection (don’t you think). because the reason is why i’am telling you this i want to people know things about how i feel about my mind. it’s so messy right now. no every time is so messy. i don’t know why is that. anyway this whole thing like conversation to me. the point of this conversation is (actually i don’t know,what the fuck point of this conversation) i want to just tell you, that’s all. OK let’s get to the point. Naturemy favorite thing about life is nature. just look at your around man. it’s so beautiful. right now i think so my mind connected with nature. there's so much i want to talk a about nature,wind,trees,sun and sunrise the early morning,birds songs,silence,rivers,sky,people,mind,animals. so at the time i been thinking about a lot of things. it’s very hard to my mind, very complicated. i can’t control that sometimes that’s why i want to explain to you all how i feels.
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What’s the meaning of all of this, what are you really looking for in this world (Actually i still don’t know what the fuck answer is) but i think i’ll find it one day. nature is everything, it’s effect to everything, it all you have,keeps us alive. To me it feels like i don’t have any time to enjoy nature,environment. it’s feels like that’s way, don’t know why is it. stuck in one place my whole life feels like that way, but when i go to the outside, to the environment it’s feels like a different way. freedom,free it’s like a i just release from something. escape from something No every time it’s not like that. i’m too much upset right now. uh ah fuck shit………..
I wanna go somewhere. Far a where from here. to feel my mind, body, nature and everything. for a minute just think about your life, your journey.
Sometimes life is good and sometimes life is bad. I still know about little things about this life (my life). I think so there’s a lot of stuff I have to know about this Life,world,people,mind. But somehow I know little bit about that.
I want to tell you again all my feelings about Nature.Because I’m really freaking out right now. I don’t know what to do. Really upset about everything (don’t know why) but it’s just like that. But when I feel lonely and worried I’m go to the outside to see environment,the nature. So then I feel free to my mind (it’s so much happiness to feel) there’s so much happiness to enjoy outside world( just go and see,enjoy yourself) enjoy your fucking life man.BecauseIwant to say. I’m stuck in one place. What is the meaning of this life ?. If you think you know the answer. You’re wrong anyway. Because to me everyone don’t know what’s the reason to be here all of us. there are just go on… just living in their life. don’t know what the fuck reason is. there just go to work make money and buy things and again go to work make money and buy things everyday their doing same things like a circle. Do SoMeThInG fOr YoUrSeLf.Every man can give something to the world. New things, don’t waste your time, think about nature. Think about your life. You’re getting older every day.I’mtalkingabout a life here. To me in this world have everything fake,illusion to me. Can you imagine how my mind is. When people read this their think I’m crazy or something. But this is important thing. Think about life, what are these ah, what is the meaning of your life ? What is the reason to you be here ?. What are all of this just look at your around what you see? You’ll say, people going to the work, children’s going to the school, just normal stuff like that. But I want to ask you from all what is this? Why are you doing all this things ? For what. Actually the point of this, I want to tell all of You. We have to escape from this life. We have to realize what’s this life a about. Every day we just go to work and do stuff and make money and again and again same shit. Right. So I mean you should have to give something for this world. Don’t waste your time for unlikes things.
…..Me/Nature…..
Sometimes I feel like I’m totally mess. I’m useless. I’m foolish,mad,lazy,upset,week,fear but the seconds after I think I’m strong and I feel confident. I’m really disarray now no every time I’m over thinking, it’s confusing, actually it’s mental confusion. “A confusing of impressions” everyone act like a good people. but do wrong things. and the world keep going on… what is the point of all of this ah, please can you tell me? our body in present but our minds in the past. everyone live unhappily. people smile at each other. but it’s not comes form the heart it’s fake smile. howsoever nature is the best thing i ever seen in my life. nature give us everything What we want, peace,freedom,happiness and positive (good) life. Meaning of this entire words I want people understands what’s this life,mind,love,nature. But when I’m going to say this most people think I’m joking but it’s not I don’t understands at all everything I told before, don’t you understands when I’m saying ( when you read those words).
Actually. I wanna know meaning about all of this (I was thinking about that unfortunately I don’t understood it) this entire words about how I think about everything in brief. This is my life, my mind.
Present situation
I wanna go some where now…(I’m writing this in the office ,right now our department manager and regulatory executive discussing something also regulatory officer listing to it and other girl doing something from her computer.) ok,anyway. I can’t be here anymore. I’m really upset and I’m so tired to my mind and to my body, so tired man… I want to run away from here.
So right now I’m going to talk a about myself here.
Ok then let’s start this every time I wake up I mean every day I living in my life in this world ah right,
it’s feels like fake shit to me. I’m just tying to say every day I’m living in a fake life. It’s really freak me out.
Really what the heck is this ah. Actually what are we doing here in this world as humans.
I’m really really sad and worried about about this life.
Really don’t know what the reason is. But it’s how is it. This entire life is fake shit.
( just don’t angry with me ) I’m telling you how i feel about my life and this world.
I want to share my feelings with you because right now I feel uncomfortable no ever-time ,every situation I feel uncomfortable.