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January 1, 2005
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As he leans forward, I know my world is about to change. This guy has way too much power over me. What am I even doing? 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPRvLLqBJB
This is not me.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCMjhCJPBd
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I am not impulsive. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVrswfqKMA
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I do not lose control.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJNqYeqhde
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I do not kiss random guys.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDFZvVS4ai
Okay, so he isn't completely random since his friend is kinda dating my friend, but still... I don't know him. At all. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmzJsLAoIE
From want Ness has told me, he is a total player. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwizq2xwxUF
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I run my eyes down his body. A very hot player. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPwwc3LeER
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With big bulging muscles. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxf95wZq3sY
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And hair a girl could sink her fingers into...702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTshKmFSor
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And dimples... 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvUQoSpHSW
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Encasing a heart stopping smile.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFWuRFXEOK
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And deep green eyes... That just so happen to be staring at me. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WGQiIuKba
Crap. He's really close. Is that desire in his eyes? Or maybe he is completely repulsed by the kiss we shared. Oh no, is he going to vomit on me? I really like this dress.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpu4cqBcBZ7
What is he doing? What is he thinking? Would it be weird to ask him? Duh... Of course it would be weird!702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoA8DUS1Wgo
Is he waiting for me to make a move? What should I do?702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwYIAQQ4pO
Crap, he has me over thinking everything. I need to stop. What does 'Ness always say? I sneak a glance in her direction, but she's stuck to Nate like a sucker fish. She is definitely not going to be any help.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJfT6np789
"Just go with the flow." I hear her voice replay in my head. Right... I can totally do that. Easy enough. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KSue2ch7b
The flow... 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQyjtTNlrw
But what is the flow here? Is the flow kissing or not kissing? Does the flow involve talking or not talking? 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstaorlB94N
Gah! I need to know what he's thinking. Would I totally ruin everything if I said something? I have to say something. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBlbiYEIZT
He pulls back slightly, giving me room to breathe. I immediately miss his closeness. I miss the warmth of his body near mine. My body notices the loss and begins the pull towards him again.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxDCODjZHA
Good god, I have been single for less than a day and I am already craving someone else. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWRVDsPq3v
I am not this girl. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1rYFbPiN6
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I am independent. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6KcQPxLbF
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I am intelligent. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndMDV5GNjZ
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I do not crave any guy. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuePCZ52LU3
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I have my head on straight. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Qi2RNjmfU
I will NOT fall for him. Or his tricks.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydCak1sWWX
"Kat?" His eyebrows draw together, giving him a look of concern. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWr609EehHA
Shoot. How long have I been sitting here staring off into space? 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLX5uwN4et5
"Uh... Yeah?" My voice comes out strained. What the heck is wrong with me? I bring my hand up to hide my face. Maybe if he can't see me, he will forget I'm the idiot sitting here. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCTuOkpjUh
Hey, a girl can hope, right?702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDMQiz8Lll
No such luck. He pulls my hand away to gently lay it on the table, but he doesn't release it. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKwV4DuaWe
"You okay?" He quirks a brow. I wonder if he feels the flow of electricity between our hands like I do. Does he feel the pull between our bodies, as though they long to be united?702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafi5ViWALV
Or am I just totally crazy?702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQLSqOkCxH
I glance down at our entwined hands ignoring my brain's plea to pull away. This connection with him is oddly comforting.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQxcP0nWr0
My eyes slide up to meet his. "I'm fine." I manage to get the words out, but even I'm not convinced. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQlt4ptVIv
He lets out a soft chuckle before leaning forward to whisper in my ear. "I can literally see the wheels turning in your brain."702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJd3glHf6ZW
I pull back, my mouth dropping open. God, could I be any more awkward? 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KFTFF6Aa5
I'm not sure what to say, but he continues without prompting. "I didn't realize anyone actually thought that hard." His cocky smirk returns. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmQtJHavYS
I scoff, yanking my hand from his. "Sorry to burst your bubble, but not every girl is an air brained bimbo." I cross my arms while leaning back to glare at him. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNlOufcIV6
His eyebrows shoot up in surprise, his hands raised in surrender. "I never said that."702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5W9a0o38Bg
"Yeah, well... I have thoughts." Crap. That was really lame. "Deep thoughts." Yeah, that didn't make it better. How much did I drink?702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLZ9HYEofP
"I bet you do. I didn't mean to imply anything about you... or the entire female gender." He seems genuine, but maybe he's being condescending.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MFeQ8zI3t
I can't decide if I want to believe him or not. Being offended is easier than being vulnerable.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkq7n0CtfC
"Well, maybe you don't know everything." I try to hold onto the indignation, but I feel it slipping away as the confusion fills his eyes. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ211uAP2jJ5
I can tell he's trying to figure out where my hostility is coming from and where he went wrong, but I just want to be angry. And it has nothing to do with him.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EPs7EXewJ
"Never said I did." Insecurity flashed across his face amplifying my need to comfort him. Opening up could be a terrible idea. I'm going to blame the alcohol in my system. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBM03AktNHV
"I..." I let out the breath I didn't realize I was holding. "I... uh... tend to over think things. Pretty much everything. And today... actually yesterday, at this point, was not the best day." 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliMnWVVOHM
"I didn't know..." His eyebrows draw together, the concerned look returning to his beautiful face. "You really can talk to me you know."702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgu2pjefA5
He gently pulls my hand back to his and begins to rub his thumb along my palm. An involuntary shiver runs through my body.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1V39o5aKV
I am so screwed. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjT3e4jXDC
He's not only incredibly good looking with the body of a Greek god, but he seems to be a pretty good guy... 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItSVrrZ40r
Dang it. I will not fall for him. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHuuvz2jPO
I feel drowsy, like I'm floating. "But can I trust you?" I whisper. In the back of my brain somewhere, I know that was lame... but I can't filter anymore. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkF7kDCGzx
"Of course." He looks deep into my eyes, like he's trying to convince me, but I'm already convinced. My eyes burn from the need to close them.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡng7Mw3z7sP
I open my mouth, unsure what's going to come out. "The douche bag knew I would catch him, didn't he?"702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXoOGjysLZ
"What are you talking about?" I hear his voice through the haze. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlN7wAesYXz
I'm not sure how to explain. "He had... she was... he had her... doing that... in our bed. He probably just wanted an excuse to get rid of me. I was too boring. I could never do... that... what she was doing... I couldn't. I wouldn't."702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHz9sgkgBI
I hear male voices mumbling. It feels like there's water in my ears. I think 'Ness is talking, but I can't understand her. But she will understand what I'm trying to say. She always understands me.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluwbF6Ooyc
I can't stop myself now that I've started. "I really thought he loved me... God, I loved him... Didn't help though. I'm not what he wanted." Spots dance in front of my eyes. And my lungs burn.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGYGbgVeaE
"Why am I such a prude? Why wasn't I enough?" It's hard to breathe... and my face feels wet. Am I crying? I really need air. Everything hurts.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmmIHocAkb
I can feel my body giving into the darkness, as my mind drifts to my soft bed. I just want to sleep. I just want this night to end. I feel my eyelids growing heavy. I'm unable to stop them from closing, not that I would want to. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsWNuGITSW
"Kat?" I hear Ben's anxious voice in the distance, but all I can feel is my body giving into sweet sleep. My body just wants to shut down and I want to let it even though I know this isn't a good idea.702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIXxfNVPQ6
As he catches me in his strong arms and his scent surrounds me, he is my last thought before the darkness pulls me under. 702Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ78vYf8443
I will not fall... any more... for him.
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