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January 1, 2005
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As he leans forward, I know my world is about to change. This guy has way too much power over me. What am I even doing? 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQybuYnVBCj
This is not me.723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOH56tD7Ei
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I am not impulsive. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmu1jNRC7yA
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I do not lose control.723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WaXl0S2H7
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I do not kiss random guys.723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oQOhR4fFN
Okay, so he isn't completely random since his friend is kinda dating my friend, but still... I don't know him. At all. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6EieiLYKD
From want Ness has told me, he is a total player. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsYnrfNfx9
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I run my eyes down his body. A very hot player. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcbCzRgjPa
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With big bulging muscles. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDAPQ5Ypr5
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And hair a girl could sink her fingers into...723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWo7O8RStMz
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And dimples... 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGwlT7Cmlb
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Encasing a heart stopping smile.723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvhlHMq4qI
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And deep green eyes... That just so happen to be staring at me. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYt99DnC7Xd
Crap. He's really close. Is that desire in his eyes? Or maybe he is completely repulsed by the kiss we shared. Oh no, is he going to vomit on me? I really like this dress.723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2gY0tS3Z4
What is he doing? What is he thinking? Would it be weird to ask him? Duh... Of course it would be weird!723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCXHdfqWFp
Is he waiting for me to make a move? What should I do?723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKl4DFO2lJ
Crap, he has me over thinking everything. I need to stop. What does 'Ness always say? I sneak a glance in her direction, but she's stuck to Nate like a sucker fish. She is definitely not going to be any help.723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgWcGk5zUt
"Just go with the flow." I hear her voice replay in my head. Right... I can totally do that. Easy enough. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypgiIenLJL
The flow... 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WT95TuTUF
But what is the flow here? Is the flow kissing or not kissing? Does the flow involve talking or not talking? 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlkdXjouqz
Gah! I need to know what he's thinking. Would I totally ruin everything if I said something? I have to say something. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsF0UQ5GYs
He pulls back slightly, giving me room to breathe. I immediately miss his closeness. I miss the warmth of his body near mine. My body notices the loss and begins the pull towards him again.723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVwztnWYNP
Good god, I have been single for less than a day and I am already craving someone else. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DylPTH40t
I am not this girl. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriZzx3ir8E
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I am independent. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rg2rbweZh
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I am intelligent. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtitiG4ymX
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I do not crave any guy. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqS0o5btC9N
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I have my head on straight. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5vL7E9udl
I will NOT fall for him. Or his tricks.723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2On845IYz8
"Kat?" His eyebrows draw together, giving him a look of concern. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSNVk0hv1k
Shoot. How long have I been sitting here staring off into space? 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2Z57knlif
"Uh... Yeah?" My voice comes out strained. What the heck is wrong with me? I bring my hand up to hide my face. Maybe if he can't see me, he will forget I'm the idiot sitting here. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmKpm76LsK
Hey, a girl can hope, right?723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eGHgrNn8x
No such luck. He pulls my hand away to gently lay it on the table, but he doesn't release it. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizMqScJdYr
"You okay?" He quirks a brow. I wonder if he feels the flow of electricity between our hands like I do. Does he feel the pull between our bodies, as though they long to be united?723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK64wGgUaG2
Or am I just totally crazy?723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsP81fRKuc
I glance down at our entwined hands ignoring my brain's plea to pull away. This connection with him is oddly comforting.723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCLWr82Pls
My eyes slide up to meet his. "I'm fine." I manage to get the words out, but even I'm not convinced. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJx1aT1SWb1
He lets out a soft chuckle before leaning forward to whisper in my ear. "I can literally see the wheels turning in your brain."723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VUt1IdRzX
I pull back, my mouth dropping open. God, could I be any more awkward? 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMFJLnb8Bd
I'm not sure what to say, but he continues without prompting. "I didn't realize anyone actually thought that hard." His cocky smirk returns. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iFNRLxjDf
I scoff, yanking my hand from his. "Sorry to burst your bubble, but not every girl is an air brained bimbo." I cross my arms while leaning back to glare at him. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Oj2s2roMZ
His eyebrows shoot up in surprise, his hands raised in surrender. "I never said that."723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnK3R4zIdSk
"Yeah, well... I have thoughts." Crap. That was really lame. "Deep thoughts." Yeah, that didn't make it better. How much did I drink?723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzjeI6oYaG
"I bet you do. I didn't mean to imply anything about you... or the entire female gender." He seems genuine, but maybe he's being condescending.723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvnYqS9HZB
I can't decide if I want to believe him or not. Being offended is easier than being vulnerable.723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWilhBRE4I8
"Well, maybe you don't know everything." I try to hold onto the indignation, but I feel it slipping away as the confusion fills his eyes. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeWfSnVpid
I can tell he's trying to figure out where my hostility is coming from and where he went wrong, but I just want to be angry. And it has nothing to do with him.723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnE5BnJrlR
"Never said I did." Insecurity flashed across his face amplifying my need to comfort him. Opening up could be a terrible idea. I'm going to blame the alcohol in my system. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgxP1MM86Q
"I..." I let out the breath I didn't realize I was holding. "I... uh... tend to over think things. Pretty much everything. And today... actually yesterday, at this point, was not the best day." 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGEGoLIm2w
"I didn't know..." His eyebrows draw together, the concerned look returning to his beautiful face. "You really can talk to me you know."723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvvLhdxGbf
He gently pulls my hand back to his and begins to rub his thumb along my palm. An involuntary shiver runs through my body.723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhRgLRkrTL
I am so screwed. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoLEYZ82jJ
He's not only incredibly good looking with the body of a Greek god, but he seems to be a pretty good guy... 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLEjFJRBAs
Dang it. I will not fall for him. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL3N8S5Vwy
I feel drowsy, like I'm floating. "But can I trust you?" I whisper. In the back of my brain somewhere, I know that was lame... but I can't filter anymore. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CPVaHfjx2
"Of course." He looks deep into my eyes, like he's trying to convince me, but I'm already convinced. My eyes burn from the need to close them.723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGed8zt0PC
I open my mouth, unsure what's going to come out. "The douche bag knew I would catch him, didn't he?"723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3rEHUxdGK
"What are you talking about?" I hear his voice through the haze. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqpGrQABKy
I'm not sure how to explain. "He had... she was... he had her... doing that... in our bed. He probably just wanted an excuse to get rid of me. I was too boring. I could never do... that... what she was doing... I couldn't. I wouldn't."723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhy6j4QFZ8
I hear male voices mumbling. It feels like there's water in my ears. I think 'Ness is talking, but I can't understand her. But she will understand what I'm trying to say. She always understands me.723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmAdsQgbe7
I can't stop myself now that I've started. "I really thought he loved me... God, I loved him... Didn't help though. I'm not what he wanted." Spots dance in front of my eyes. And my lungs burn.723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbtvcIhJ0C
"Why am I such a prude? Why wasn't I enough?" It's hard to breathe... and my face feels wet. Am I crying? I really need air. Everything hurts.723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBdSKdEH27
I can feel my body giving into the darkness, as my mind drifts to my soft bed. I just want to sleep. I just want this night to end. I feel my eyelids growing heavy. I'm unable to stop them from closing, not that I would want to. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhKCOuaxEc
"Kat?" I hear Ben's anxious voice in the distance, but all I can feel is my body giving into sweet sleep. My body just wants to shut down and I want to let it even though I know this isn't a good idea.723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIyBDEGGtA
As he catches me in his strong arms and his scent surrounds me, he is my last thought before the darkness pulls me under. 723Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHevL5Mmai
I will not fall... any more... for him.
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