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January 1, 2005
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As he leans forward, I know my world is about to change. This guy has way too much power over me. What am I even doing? 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDq09Z9IAfs
This is not me.710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wc5B2XwLu
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I am not impulsive. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsb6EeuAdfO
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I do not lose control.710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClpLsWpqAq
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I do not kiss random guys.710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcTy1cWJHP
Okay, so he isn't completely random since his friend is kinda dating my friend, but still... I don't know him. At all. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUf8CmUu3yW
From want Ness has told me, he is a total player. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtJZotfFri
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I run my eyes down his body. A very hot player. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA8oPGuP3Y
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With big bulging muscles. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBB0RVu5hb
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And hair a girl could sink her fingers into...710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ulEFyuYdO
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And dimples... 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmpPW5jpBM
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Encasing a heart stopping smile.710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVd2WIPfF9
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And deep green eyes... That just so happen to be staring at me. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mbAIVClfX
Crap. He's really close. Is that desire in his eyes? Or maybe he is completely repulsed by the kiss we shared. Oh no, is he going to vomit on me? I really like this dress.710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnG0ZKRIPU
What is he doing? What is he thinking? Would it be weird to ask him? Duh... Of course it would be weird!710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUczzm04bnT
Is he waiting for me to make a move? What should I do?710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoMpvV2mr7
Crap, he has me over thinking everything. I need to stop. What does 'Ness always say? I sneak a glance in her direction, but she's stuck to Nate like a sucker fish. She is definitely not going to be any help.710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gtTyEmQaP
"Just go with the flow." I hear her voice replay in my head. Right... I can totally do that. Easy enough. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbwHvcz8ra
The flow... 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76JfaHZbFw
But what is the flow here? Is the flow kissing or not kissing? Does the flow involve talking or not talking? 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWr8C4vMbP1
Gah! I need to know what he's thinking. Would I totally ruin everything if I said something? I have to say something. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsYq7mYDBP
He pulls back slightly, giving me room to breathe. I immediately miss his closeness. I miss the warmth of his body near mine. My body notices the loss and begins the pull towards him again.710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFRq67G83w
Good god, I have been single for less than a day and I am already craving someone else. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMtb0DYx7N
I am not this girl. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3TARgkuAA
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I am independent. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43Awa70rOM
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I am intelligent. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhzVZi0qOY
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I do not crave any guy. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4COf0vR6b1
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I have my head on straight. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtg5AN3W0V
I will NOT fall for him. Or his tricks.710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuupYO0Akp2
"Kat?" His eyebrows draw together, giving him a look of concern. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAqvOGJFF8
Shoot. How long have I been sitting here staring off into space? 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiiDlQQiml
"Uh... Yeah?" My voice comes out strained. What the heck is wrong with me? I bring my hand up to hide my face. Maybe if he can't see me, he will forget I'm the idiot sitting here. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2YHpgG8hV
Hey, a girl can hope, right?710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9TT2OBiGy
No such luck. He pulls my hand away to gently lay it on the table, but he doesn't release it. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhqK4vWNwe
"You okay?" He quirks a brow. I wonder if he feels the flow of electricity between our hands like I do. Does he feel the pull between our bodies, as though they long to be united?710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Fw5qWpfOB
Or am I just totally crazy?710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJnmU4gx8m
I glance down at our entwined hands ignoring my brain's plea to pull away. This connection with him is oddly comforting.710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTGe6RFcLI
My eyes slide up to meet his. "I'm fine." I manage to get the words out, but even I'm not convinced. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohZbu6O68s
He lets out a soft chuckle before leaning forward to whisper in my ear. "I can literally see the wheels turning in your brain."710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kb7qjlTux
I pull back, my mouth dropping open. God, could I be any more awkward? 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuFQmMmaeI
I'm not sure what to say, but he continues without prompting. "I didn't realize anyone actually thought that hard." His cocky smirk returns. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxChSMFUw5J
I scoff, yanking my hand from his. "Sorry to burst your bubble, but not every girl is an air brained bimbo." I cross my arms while leaning back to glare at him. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXbixvVvkE
His eyebrows shoot up in surprise, his hands raised in surrender. "I never said that."710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRfaDupSYv
"Yeah, well... I have thoughts." Crap. That was really lame. "Deep thoughts." Yeah, that didn't make it better. How much did I drink?710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeXkC9i6Nw
"I bet you do. I didn't mean to imply anything about you... or the entire female gender." He seems genuine, but maybe he's being condescending.710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3veAAPnW8c
I can't decide if I want to believe him or not. Being offended is easier than being vulnerable.710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09NHIfMnC1
"Well, maybe you don't know everything." I try to hold onto the indignation, but I feel it slipping away as the confusion fills his eyes. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCPGwsnBSu
I can tell he's trying to figure out where my hostility is coming from and where he went wrong, but I just want to be angry. And it has nothing to do with him.710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFDOCPRIWU
"Never said I did." Insecurity flashed across his face amplifying my need to comfort him. Opening up could be a terrible idea. I'm going to blame the alcohol in my system. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDS3UFdOwMB
"I..." I let out the breath I didn't realize I was holding. "I... uh... tend to over think things. Pretty much everything. And today... actually yesterday, at this point, was not the best day." 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSX8vG8M8MH
"I didn't know..." His eyebrows draw together, the concerned look returning to his beautiful face. "You really can talk to me you know."710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfyPOBaxNu
He gently pulls my hand back to his and begins to rub his thumb along my palm. An involuntary shiver runs through my body.710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ69m8SeY1
I am so screwed. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMvboSiFmQ
He's not only incredibly good looking with the body of a Greek god, but he seems to be a pretty good guy... 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYI8cLgNXu
Dang it. I will not fall for him. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlcDj4wx4G
I feel drowsy, like I'm floating. "But can I trust you?" I whisper. In the back of my brain somewhere, I know that was lame... but I can't filter anymore. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9Vjt3cJBL
"Of course." He looks deep into my eyes, like he's trying to convince me, but I'm already convinced. My eyes burn from the need to close them.710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhHI5VhYXS
I open my mouth, unsure what's going to come out. "The douche bag knew I would catch him, didn't he?"710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxMXj0TLDY
"What are you talking about?" I hear his voice through the haze. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfetposuhoN
I'm not sure how to explain. "He had... she was... he had her... doing that... in our bed. He probably just wanted an excuse to get rid of me. I was too boring. I could never do... that... what she was doing... I couldn't. I wouldn't."710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjjdFXJaNi
I hear male voices mumbling. It feels like there's water in my ears. I think 'Ness is talking, but I can't understand her. But she will understand what I'm trying to say. She always understands me.710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35xvdZQRbT
I can't stop myself now that I've started. "I really thought he loved me... God, I loved him... Didn't help though. I'm not what he wanted." Spots dance in front of my eyes. And my lungs burn.710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqD85C3hXT
"Why am I such a prude? Why wasn't I enough?" It's hard to breathe... and my face feels wet. Am I crying? I really need air. Everything hurts.710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0Vepjbp1L
I can feel my body giving into the darkness, as my mind drifts to my soft bed. I just want to sleep. I just want this night to end. I feel my eyelids growing heavy. I'm unable to stop them from closing, not that I would want to. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQIguTEl2S
"Kat?" I hear Ben's anxious voice in the distance, but all I can feel is my body giving into sweet sleep. My body just wants to shut down and I want to let it even though I know this isn't a good idea.710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqVeDA3krL
As he catches me in his strong arms and his scent surrounds me, he is my last thought before the darkness pulls me under. 710Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpBa6LRdzl
I will not fall... any more... for him.
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