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January 1, 2005
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As he leans forward, I know my world is about to change. This guy has way too much power over me. What am I even doing? 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjIA39lR37
This is not me.675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRJ5hvKrwr
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I am not impulsive. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSVSTZd34p
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I do not lose control.675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCPEwMfcpr
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I do not kiss random guys.675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKAuiyQdja
Okay, so he isn't completely random since his friend is kinda dating my friend, but still... I don't know him. At all. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4z31QBz0J1
From want Ness has told me, he is a total player. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95cHknGNiL
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I run my eyes down his body. A very hot player. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5gJqgTHan
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With big bulging muscles. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRo7fpzcHd
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And hair a girl could sink her fingers into...675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXn7h0QT6s
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And dimples... 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvv0NBDkMP
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Encasing a heart stopping smile.675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuchmPCrOnJ
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And deep green eyes... That just so happen to be staring at me. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhR0bbZlaxe
Crap. He's really close. Is that desire in his eyes? Or maybe he is completely repulsed by the kiss we shared. Oh no, is he going to vomit on me? I really like this dress.675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05Zw5e39MO
What is he doing? What is he thinking? Would it be weird to ask him? Duh... Of course it would be weird!675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlqcjP0xYA
Is he waiting for me to make a move? What should I do?675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZ3XVUDtuA
Crap, he has me over thinking everything. I need to stop. What does 'Ness always say? I sneak a glance in her direction, but she's stuck to Nate like a sucker fish. She is definitely not going to be any help.675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsQ7NkQRbI
"Just go with the flow." I hear her voice replay in my head. Right... I can totally do that. Easy enough. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HdMJRcHoq
The flow... 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmM8yNOWnpz
But what is the flow here? Is the flow kissing or not kissing? Does the flow involve talking or not talking? 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzir9AlJzr
Gah! I need to know what he's thinking. Would I totally ruin everything if I said something? I have to say something. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoFamDUaex
He pulls back slightly, giving me room to breathe. I immediately miss his closeness. I miss the warmth of his body near mine. My body notices the loss and begins the pull towards him again.675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33W83N5lCH
Good god, I have been single for less than a day and I am already craving someone else. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiH2zjZTpp
I am not this girl. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KZuGHfmze
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I am independent. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntpztiMUNE
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I am intelligent. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sKYq625FC
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I do not crave any guy. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8oE4dBilm
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I have my head on straight. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbKl3jXqjC
I will NOT fall for him. Or his tricks.675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GvzlcmFPs
"Kat?" His eyebrows draw together, giving him a look of concern. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8EZZPjbLp
Shoot. How long have I been sitting here staring off into space? 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuxVgfyJdk
"Uh... Yeah?" My voice comes out strained. What the heck is wrong with me? I bring my hand up to hide my face. Maybe if he can't see me, he will forget I'm the idiot sitting here. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKJVWGPeZM
Hey, a girl can hope, right?675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMF7us5V9L6
No such luck. He pulls my hand away to gently lay it on the table, but he doesn't release it. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGn7IwAHvx3
"You okay?" He quirks a brow. I wonder if he feels the flow of electricity between our hands like I do. Does he feel the pull between our bodies, as though they long to be united?675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYOcxkARs3
Or am I just totally crazy?675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrJrolcKBO
I glance down at our entwined hands ignoring my brain's plea to pull away. This connection with him is oddly comforting.675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGwj10k4O4
My eyes slide up to meet his. "I'm fine." I manage to get the words out, but even I'm not convinced. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8j8de5FXB
He lets out a soft chuckle before leaning forward to whisper in my ear. "I can literally see the wheels turning in your brain."675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcu2XtPt4ow
I pull back, my mouth dropping open. God, could I be any more awkward? 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zbehxb6je
I'm not sure what to say, but he continues without prompting. "I didn't realize anyone actually thought that hard." His cocky smirk returns. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolX2mevrUG
I scoff, yanking my hand from his. "Sorry to burst your bubble, but not every girl is an air brained bimbo." I cross my arms while leaning back to glare at him. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePhsMDJdIv
His eyebrows shoot up in surprise, his hands raised in surrender. "I never said that."675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPnUfgetUY
"Yeah, well... I have thoughts." Crap. That was really lame. "Deep thoughts." Yeah, that didn't make it better. How much did I drink?675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbwWMgzgkj
"I bet you do. I didn't mean to imply anything about you... or the entire female gender." He seems genuine, but maybe he's being condescending.675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KIlWCCWuB
I can't decide if I want to believe him or not. Being offended is easier than being vulnerable.675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHoplGAdSx
"Well, maybe you don't know everything." I try to hold onto the indignation, but I feel it slipping away as the confusion fills his eyes. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeFqXv4mhE
I can tell he's trying to figure out where my hostility is coming from and where he went wrong, but I just want to be angry. And it has nothing to do with him.675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghHCy7mLOX
"Never said I did." Insecurity flashed across his face amplifying my need to comfort him. Opening up could be a terrible idea. I'm going to blame the alcohol in my system. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkUtFnMdiN
"I..." I let out the breath I didn't realize I was holding. "I... uh... tend to over think things. Pretty much everything. And today... actually yesterday, at this point, was not the best day." 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7gRm5JTeR
"I didn't know..." His eyebrows draw together, the concerned look returning to his beautiful face. "You really can talk to me you know."675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtGL4ostzZ
He gently pulls my hand back to his and begins to rub his thumb along my palm. An involuntary shiver runs through my body.675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpV4DqwGgrL
I am so screwed. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvg9IFub1e
He's not only incredibly good looking with the body of a Greek god, but he seems to be a pretty good guy... 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8uHtKFxvN
Dang it. I will not fall for him. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuu3Jxsdo83
I feel drowsy, like I'm floating. "But can I trust you?" I whisper. In the back of my brain somewhere, I know that was lame... but I can't filter anymore. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNs5nJpYA8
"Of course." He looks deep into my eyes, like he's trying to convince me, but I'm already convinced. My eyes burn from the need to close them.675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRD1QwRuqy1
I open my mouth, unsure what's going to come out. "The douche bag knew I would catch him, didn't he?"675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQiZINGqNj
"What are you talking about?" I hear his voice through the haze. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUKxfEJMf2
I'm not sure how to explain. "He had... she was... he had her... doing that... in our bed. He probably just wanted an excuse to get rid of me. I was too boring. I could never do... that... what she was doing... I couldn't. I wouldn't."675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDhCn6sHgF
I hear male voices mumbling. It feels like there's water in my ears. I think 'Ness is talking, but I can't understand her. But she will understand what I'm trying to say. She always understands me.675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOuG0NJLkg
I can't stop myself now that I've started. "I really thought he loved me... God, I loved him... Didn't help though. I'm not what he wanted." Spots dance in front of my eyes. And my lungs burn.675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGfEdelTEn
"Why am I such a prude? Why wasn't I enough?" It's hard to breathe... and my face feels wet. Am I crying? I really need air. Everything hurts.675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUk8lpiMpM
I can feel my body giving into the darkness, as my mind drifts to my soft bed. I just want to sleep. I just want this night to end. I feel my eyelids growing heavy. I'm unable to stop them from closing, not that I would want to. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolNHU3gXPg
"Kat?" I hear Ben's anxious voice in the distance, but all I can feel is my body giving into sweet sleep. My body just wants to shut down and I want to let it even though I know this isn't a good idea.675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIIADoBP8q
As he catches me in his strong arms and his scent surrounds me, he is my last thought before the darkness pulls me under. 675Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZA2nwcHwpO
I will not fall... any more... for him.
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