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January 1, 2005
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As he leans forward, I know my world is about to change. This guy has way too much power over me. What am I even doing? 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJ6XvNPeXI
This is not me.688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoiVmS5Z58
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I am not impulsive. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXZFWPyrRN
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I do not lose control.688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbvZTIqjF1
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I do not kiss random guys.688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uTjPWy38h
Okay, so he isn't completely random since his friend is kinda dating my friend, but still... I don't know him. At all. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vjxFlQcNw
From want Ness has told me, he is a total player. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQsqxhjYmj
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I run my eyes down his body. A very hot player. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Fdi1leGtF
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With big bulging muscles. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Vx6Lka7jQ
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And hair a girl could sink her fingers into...688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccfXEXzJ1M
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And dimples... 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15HQ2UxetI
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Encasing a heart stopping smile.688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRasdqDjP86
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And deep green eyes... That just so happen to be staring at me. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshtFxn5DKs
Crap. He's really close. Is that desire in his eyes? Or maybe he is completely repulsed by the kiss we shared. Oh no, is he going to vomit on me? I really like this dress.688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68pBw7q3mZ
What is he doing? What is he thinking? Would it be weird to ask him? Duh... Of course it would be weird!688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYabvGyZ6CM
Is he waiting for me to make a move? What should I do?688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoTvXcewMB
Crap, he has me over thinking everything. I need to stop. What does 'Ness always say? I sneak a glance in her direction, but she's stuck to Nate like a sucker fish. She is definitely not going to be any help.688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAhwiNuWAz
"Just go with the flow." I hear her voice replay in my head. Right... I can totally do that. Easy enough. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzkL0tBp7p
The flow... 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhZndsF2vs
But what is the flow here? Is the flow kissing or not kissing? Does the flow involve talking or not talking? 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvc0nPaqiZx
Gah! I need to know what he's thinking. Would I totally ruin everything if I said something? I have to say something. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqQGQfb3LQ
He pulls back slightly, giving me room to breathe. I immediately miss his closeness. I miss the warmth of his body near mine. My body notices the loss and begins the pull towards him again.688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dNYOMCutm
Good god, I have been single for less than a day and I am already craving someone else. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikWEBOPoFy
I am not this girl. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb04h9xIs9x
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I am independent. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxSzJye908
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I am intelligent. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ86InuxpO0
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I do not crave any guy. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIuRWr1pqr
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I have my head on straight. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8zPnqWGkU
I will NOT fall for him. Or his tricks.688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGFTNrGaSl
"Kat?" His eyebrows draw together, giving him a look of concern. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OBkRq6oTi
Shoot. How long have I been sitting here staring off into space? 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9UxkDE4Y1
"Uh... Yeah?" My voice comes out strained. What the heck is wrong with me? I bring my hand up to hide my face. Maybe if he can't see me, he will forget I'm the idiot sitting here. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQ46UvTpbt
Hey, a girl can hope, right?688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mz80GzTc5
No such luck. He pulls my hand away to gently lay it on the table, but he doesn't release it. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KFlKGNbKX
"You okay?" He quirks a brow. I wonder if he feels the flow of electricity between our hands like I do. Does he feel the pull between our bodies, as though they long to be united?688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVPQ5oQ1qk
Or am I just totally crazy?688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzaBgJwfKq
I glance down at our entwined hands ignoring my brain's plea to pull away. This connection with him is oddly comforting.688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJNMoc5rSb
My eyes slide up to meet his. "I'm fine." I manage to get the words out, but even I'm not convinced. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2YGoSssVF
He lets out a soft chuckle before leaning forward to whisper in my ear. "I can literally see the wheels turning in your brain."688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvnbRmMHQ1
I pull back, my mouth dropping open. God, could I be any more awkward? 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzfnpLm3yv
I'm not sure what to say, but he continues without prompting. "I didn't realize anyone actually thought that hard." His cocky smirk returns. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RKgiwUi2N
I scoff, yanking my hand from his. "Sorry to burst your bubble, but not every girl is an air brained bimbo." I cross my arms while leaning back to glare at him. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9dRqJehVm
His eyebrows shoot up in surprise, his hands raised in surrender. "I never said that."688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMB6G77oCMo
"Yeah, well... I have thoughts." Crap. That was really lame. "Deep thoughts." Yeah, that didn't make it better. How much did I drink?688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzkkl1gg8n
"I bet you do. I didn't mean to imply anything about you... or the entire female gender." He seems genuine, but maybe he's being condescending.688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKj0zsSZK0
I can't decide if I want to believe him or not. Being offended is easier than being vulnerable.688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0Bq73QyY1
"Well, maybe you don't know everything." I try to hold onto the indignation, but I feel it slipping away as the confusion fills his eyes. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6n57sG7fn
I can tell he's trying to figure out where my hostility is coming from and where he went wrong, but I just want to be angry. And it has nothing to do with him.688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoEjubptCl
"Never said I did." Insecurity flashed across his face amplifying my need to comfort him. Opening up could be a terrible idea. I'm going to blame the alcohol in my system. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xDufYA98O
"I..." I let out the breath I didn't realize I was holding. "I... uh... tend to over think things. Pretty much everything. And today... actually yesterday, at this point, was not the best day." 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtKnBp0t7x
"I didn't know..." His eyebrows draw together, the concerned look returning to his beautiful face. "You really can talk to me you know."688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2dNo4hBRB
He gently pulls my hand back to his and begins to rub his thumb along my palm. An involuntary shiver runs through my body.688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKnSgRBfwl
I am so screwed. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOrFJfGksl
He's not only incredibly good looking with the body of a Greek god, but he seems to be a pretty good guy... 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahHJppTEAb
Dang it. I will not fall for him. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGQZM3qNzF
I feel drowsy, like I'm floating. "But can I trust you?" I whisper. In the back of my brain somewhere, I know that was lame... but I can't filter anymore. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ixIIjgCtl
"Of course." He looks deep into my eyes, like he's trying to convince me, but I'm already convinced. My eyes burn from the need to close them.688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQM01vhOlia
I open my mouth, unsure what's going to come out. "The douche bag knew I would catch him, didn't he?"688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmI480ssYN
"What are you talking about?" I hear his voice through the haze. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUteuf6lMcL
I'm not sure how to explain. "He had... she was... he had her... doing that... in our bed. He probably just wanted an excuse to get rid of me. I was too boring. I could never do... that... what she was doing... I couldn't. I wouldn't."688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcjIb7sABo
I hear male voices mumbling. It feels like there's water in my ears. I think 'Ness is talking, but I can't understand her. But she will understand what I'm trying to say. She always understands me.688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTt0Hw5ShCM
I can't stop myself now that I've started. "I really thought he loved me... God, I loved him... Didn't help though. I'm not what he wanted." Spots dance in front of my eyes. And my lungs burn.688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKH652vRRfG
"Why am I such a prude? Why wasn't I enough?" It's hard to breathe... and my face feels wet. Am I crying? I really need air. Everything hurts.688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3ETCt2Nu1
I can feel my body giving into the darkness, as my mind drifts to my soft bed. I just want to sleep. I just want this night to end. I feel my eyelids growing heavy. I'm unable to stop them from closing, not that I would want to. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHkqHB5iLA
"Kat?" I hear Ben's anxious voice in the distance, but all I can feel is my body giving into sweet sleep. My body just wants to shut down and I want to let it even though I know this isn't a good idea.688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzwlKZtfJy
As he catches me in his strong arms and his scent surrounds me, he is my last thought before the darkness pulls me under. 688Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9FivndXIe
I will not fall... any more... for him.
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