阿朗在家門前，停下。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEc3z7sQbX
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfrot7R4B8
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0xuQAQlSD
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然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpgsTnqzbE
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如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3KVaugpPp
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「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvJY3jD4LG
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「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhehltZiqr
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思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMZM7zjCa3
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDR0ZeVywL
「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa949bQsB0a
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefmo0edNe1
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQriWyX1Sqd
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「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEamRJh3uK
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBAPPnk1q1
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnMkqIt374
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO10JrHA0b
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZaV2eRvuy
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「邊夠你正。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeJA2E7XpS
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g8ISZ9B5j
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9YbXVAphV
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncvlJSA1Ud
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYnwAH7ESF
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIH5RggFBk
「咁佢哋最近點？」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PoeAXMF1P
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrZboqLqjr
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiqeSmWfPG
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl88U6khPn
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUVD8YZ7ed
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCLdyh3Xte
「咩意思？你以前係點？」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqytDu6qHj
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblR3xAR3xn
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4BJL9BaVg
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「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS71yOYaoUo
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思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIp4J6vWryj
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可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEtq2BoS2u
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「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiW0gmg97Xw
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阿朗忽然問。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyzbNPohBb
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截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZEEvZ0Mvy
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8wRjNFuW9
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrmnNqAZNa
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxM4RKzKKWS
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfqUYzLzxv
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡem48FjN0YX
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR36bYWkyQh
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9cwE4ROP3
阿朗訕訕。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHljH0nxpAw
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYzIZ96Hua
他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvNuISUBMi
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問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHa4jZU4I8L
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWelV0RCKP
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrBR6xSDad
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而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcBjVWDxWC
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkGHU8vJoW
「我去個沖涼先。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDZSMoVqUW
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORhYejSsbk
不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeu4bSyaWlR
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6POpTcMHf
他有家累。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMd6YcxAinb
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPGRTEgSpD
她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77pjLKrKzm
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「老公——」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtRCYmloL9
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「係？」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtijKTRJcGp
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「我愛你。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcTeGYEsgt
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「我都係。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTids4t5Rk
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她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItlAhx80QY
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnv3RcXec99
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQvqG8MO9F
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而，她不知道。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjbGuel8ks
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLqhgaZWx9
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLEJ91tFtY
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpImAxUJL8
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz7HNgERMr
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqlgJF3ilz
他想找點方法使其穩健。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIB9Fn5DtD
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自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEBZYpgBjj
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMw0BepQsbr
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkvXHsqGGs
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7phZ9B5kzm
他不想雪上加霜。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGizgt4uLu
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深夜，二人躺在床上。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqtVYaFGuy
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阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWIwWyypra
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfD7OeOIxGd
他睡不着。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjV8cMMbfR
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffQHVOuXTp
「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i3OuZHOlf
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsHF2KclLd
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUWSlTrZzW
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「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzqOkzJajB
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarmG7H9V85
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS10IEf31s
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說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8BgcTny0G
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQCR3UXZ7Y
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1tD1S5J4D
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKPFat46C8
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aPjZkFwG4
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWA08H5qeaD
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzKUYaRLb8
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00xJQcYGGh
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTFjpokSHw
「奉子成婚咋啩？」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyHULjeOah
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfbjElapsW
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4072jLhx43
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「嗯。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hVX2RhDhj
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphSmLRCOVK
「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9HgT7AagO
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「點解？」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rAsV0WKy8
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcsfwTyLID
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaUoftbpuQ
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJqScKbLJd
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGhI0Bedc7
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他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZ5dBy9wsu
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02r4Kdt3dn
但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIRQso33TW
955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Y6Dmyh57P
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJP2gghW52G
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一夜甜夢。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEqWPPXTX0
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可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。955Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQIcAQOwCM
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