而剛剛，她看着他，想起的是另一張臉，內心澎湃，她應該求變。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNlQUA9Xw5
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思思回家去。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscktixhCsA
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她着媽媽帶棉花糖回另一個家，明天再來接走她；今晚多煮阿朗喜歡的餸。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Tqpv4aUpz
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然後，她只想和他認真談一談。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxa3BbiVCrR
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剛剛，她非常害怕，雖然表面上很淡定，但實則上她不斷回想朝光對她的好，仿如舊時阿朗待她那般，她有些迷失，有一刻覺得——741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTCqjSoSkj
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如果朝光可以代替阿朗來疼惜她，那也可以填補她的空虛。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79H0uiyD8D
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YfrN5bRC6
幸好下一刻，她又覺得這樣太自私和有違專業道德，不應以三十歲的心智去操控十八歲的少年，他應該收獲更純粹的愛，不應該僅僅因為「愛她」而「被愛」。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFxWzW1O0N
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幸好。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQa5v8d7RYt
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCKpBcU41u
她看着時間一分一秒過去，忽然笑，此刻不似以前寂寞，她等待阿朗回家是強烈的目的性的。結果越等，越重温他以往對她好的片段，因此增加了她求變的決心——好好的一對愛侶，好好的一個家，為什麼要虛偽扮演恩愛？卻不自知演技極其拙劣，大家也是看穿而不說穿，只暗地裏歎息。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BRojprd6b
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLWVBNjafi
她慶幸她是個理智的人，新鮮感的誘惑不足以令她放棄所愛。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6MYCUua1i
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDhcgOB8Km
沉沒成本太高了，愛應該也是一盤精明的交易；二人的皮膚刻過對方的體温和掌紋，手掌肉緊合，若要分離則要用刀切割，太痛。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UGORNCT0s
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想着想着，阿朗回家了；比以前晚了一點點。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAL6qpMXMr
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBqawdFJSS
久違地，思思比他更快扭開門鎖，打開門，對他笑；莫名感動，仿佛只有他到達的時候，這裏才是家。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqQXXwqBmP
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcbMU7Cz9a
他錯愕，對她的熱情陌生。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPkBk5H0AD
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8TKLHTfHt
停頓。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQh52fqBsuM
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9ZODMZC9R
他也微微一笑，不知怎樣反應，真的過分陌生，熟悉只在回憶裏。他站在門口和她對看。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS6KW3RcqC
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPvNUMdvjQ
她故作自若地問，如以前一樣擁抱他：741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKH5FaOmpt
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGF20hoCbSO
「番嚟啦？我煮咗飯啦。」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJOc7jAaRH
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEUiTYXViC
他沒有把手放在她的背上，只順着將下巴放在她的頭上，微微頷首：741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjQTz5QXfk
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkKxu94vLp
「棉花糖呢？仲未番嘅。」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbQhhVIWhx
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRa2xmA3sn
平時，棉花糖會走到他跟前叫他一聲爸爸。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXZVmQGRpN
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddRn2RCdWy
「我叫媽咪接走佢呀，因為我哋好耐都冇二人世界啦！」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtT8hEtQTQ
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCtbzoAYd5
「吓？咁突然嘅。」他又呆一呆，呵？他們還可以有二人世界？說什麼呢。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMa1ALcZr7R
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8ggp8UXw8
「你唔想咩？」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHv4Yi47PmU
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「唔係。」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6cozXKgzz
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他又馬上答。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwV77r4Xauj
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8d68FxFwi
於是，二人開始食飯，思思替阿朗夾菜，他點頭：741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnhDRCvedQ
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxV8vTwMNi
「係呢，做咩今日咁突然嘅？同平時好唔同，有事發生咗？」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEkErR5u6W
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoCzRJanXg
他稍稍不太適應，行為上他當然不尷尬，但心理上不太理解這種猝不及防。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetTS7h3Pw4
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqv3bcjehW
「嗯……我今日俾一個學生表白，佢——」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzixWfNgIW
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BfeGdjDGM
她向他坦白。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2d79cKQs40
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL78MGzXEei
「邊個學生？係咪我見到嗰個？」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFYX1bPvGd
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNhtBkzcl0
他一聽見，馬上打斷她，問。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKveaYiGJ2
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjxNnFPikz
「係啊，佢話——」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzjnWptWg3
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBOsiI49vF
她本來想繼續說：見到朝光，卻想起阿朗與她的種種片段，內心柔情轉化成理智。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNettU6ovE
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNG1EuZPgid
「我都講咗、提咗你㗎啦，點解你哋仲咁close？佢仲要同你表埋白？」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDD4x3PnZF
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVagqnKI58t
他生氣地指罵她，本來平緩的語氣變得激動了一些。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7760ENL5d
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmjqfGuvYj
「咁佢係我學生，我真係唔覺㗎嘛。」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKnLV8Xqtv
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMjrLm4iNN
輪到她錯愕。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUrKFCm6CU
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgWyujc1rg
她不知道他為何生氣，在那段各不相干的日子裏，她都算專心事業；而現在講給他知，就是一個最好的自證，證明她清清白白，才夠膽開口告訴他。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEe3qb8rN7C
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICL5yacqgM
「咁你聽到之後點？」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlvf1THmxy
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfmwDACFem
他放下筷子，大概猜想到她的反應——不然她怎可能和他說。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVOQ82zpM9
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyCb8iWQeT
「拒絕囉……」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWriU7r99h
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyiJHNVxGM
她見到神色不滿的他，忽然不知道怎樣連續地說出她的心思，好像，應該要在一個更浪漫的場景才對；她又夾了一次菜給他，思考應該如何組織，卻聽見：741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDlsei0kn8
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「點解拒絕？」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgROwStsJU
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他的語氣是兇惡的，如同質問。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIYCvRB81k
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「吓？」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQV7aOEI1nK
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阿朗不悅，原因是思思被告白了？如此聽來，好像有點小氣，但他回想這一段日子以來，他們互不相干，而期間她竟受另一個男生的青睞。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJCog5UqlR
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對。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBgrqXGLiB
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2c4iexx9R
他低着鼻息，扒飯入口，暫不理會她。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xwpjkyhtR
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZdPM0VpN3
明明和他在一起時，了無生息，問候是平淡的，話題是無聊的，開口閉口都是棉花糖，不再傾訴有關心聲；互相影響，慢慢二人連話都少講。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdljX2Uk3Ph
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1p0jK3cQWZ
但是，在這段期間，她的一些什麼卻在吸引別人——741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5lLDFqUAX
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnza01Ww3P
可能是温婉，可能是耐心，可能是樂觀，等等等等。但這些東西，他已經看不到了，或者沒有機會看到；而彼時別人知道，甚至足以令那人情深意切地表白心聲，即使知道她已是人妻，仍不放棄不退縮。是否代表，她釋出很多善意給別人？所以，才間接予別人勇氣。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhHbo5z33T
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RXj32U9BW
到底，最近在她身上發生了什麼？741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqKNppyxf1
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcP8ZIR9OiK
譬如，今天她態度大變，令二人的相處與以前不同——而她的一切一切，他都不甚了解，要不是她說，他才不會知道。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82FkInL0vM
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0GB63gozs
他洩氣，逼自己認清二人的疏離。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQrUo9yNB3
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIv2S0rDNM1
他難過於別人所知道的她還要立體和討喜，看那小子勇敢表白，必然覺得她是好伴侶，可是作為她丈夫的阿朗，對她的印象只不斷不斷重複——變成女兒的媽媽，已不復見昔日令他神魂顛倒的模樣。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0FniKub6i
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噢，他可是她的老公啊。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfBkUxxJ8r
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNm81EW2oD5
他灰心，又有些遷怒於她，何故不能待他似最初？741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHP9oHzOv1
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0VXOXYrcj
可是，下一秒又想起，自己也在悄悄地疏遠她，二人才會越來越陌生；忽然惱羞成怒，越來越無力。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrGNKKhtlt
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他妒忌，似當初他不願她接觸更大的世界一樣；而此刻他知道，她的很多個美好面向都被人知曉了，可是，和他卻總是回不到當初。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZYEktcaor
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思思見阿朗凝神屏氣的嚴肅樣子，將對他剛才問「點解？」的委屈藏起——741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8kKRN0a4d
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC6ggi4vLN
咩點解？唔通我會鍾意第個，然後再同你離婚？我同你講，都係想你聽完我講之後再一齊溝通，然後同你番番去最初咋……741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90WvYys6AW
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她感受到他的生氣，但她不明白。她以為他會開心，因為她的心裏從頭到尾只有他一個人；但她的勇氣已被他的兇悍打敗，不敢再說更多，像糖製棉花糖在大熱天下慢慢萎縮，而他是那吃人的太陽。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOO4GhZZ1i
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她的決心竟然在融化。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyca11sN03
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她害怕，明明她已準備好接下來的温馨台詞，可是對手不配合她，忽然改劇本。她發現她的勇氣比往日脆弱，只需一點高温的怒火，已可將預設的甜蜜念想溶蝕，只惹來群黨螞蟻在心上咬。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJsWYJ10EM
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vbwQYx6ch
是她自以為是，覺得他會高興嗎？原來，這時候，說一句「愛你」也很難。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHEM2SXYnu
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她卻步。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98pRNu2DhU
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