我和日朗在一起。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSx7Fi6sKHI
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他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QGYNdp4pF
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我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jOZQQ4S1g
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他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagtAubtbq5
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為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhc2mJTuzR1
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但日朗不同。我喜歡他。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagua4TGLxT
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi68jCaqOL4
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3PRCJBKEo
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkUitiVqy9
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiNuf6vk9G
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBk5wc5SjP
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyz1YYHh43
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9YzFhnvKq
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTvaOMN46M
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1SqWACxg1
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLNdjL3D2T
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVpIW0nZeJ
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzMZiSAqhy
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKO56eaPCx4
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMjM0PZ6rx
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZU8XLG1nI
可是，我受不了。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc924LjFeBr
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慢慢，他要求我：718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdrobScuWI
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEr0JSr45SC
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfznBSmhYY
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3FgyMLHjo
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jP7RxOoPU
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWQQt2mQR0
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsr5jQL7Oy
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2alczIxdHo
我開始失落。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmD3yOOPXoc
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5usi7KakGX
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSgx6pwlJP
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QfodCPiUu
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHe3Wsrz6G
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rzMcKhQwz
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCTut2LMS4
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxQAG4Xqfu
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtrJUgaGpI
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRk4K25ZdcK
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlsQ5iakOb
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHUTYRHaLj
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlahVwxOXut
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我不懂愛人？718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2qPat05Ci
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我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyIKweWyQp
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdQ9sl4zrB
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuHO5yPfR5
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係咪因為——718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaS6lv4kaQ0
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你唔夠愛我呢？718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKB8bTJOjqj
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedvoGvK6bF
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClYyYpLd9a
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對，就是這樣。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0tP60s5x5
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我的心再一次與他疏離。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpl90Zi5o0m
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtdQXTrIR0
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnmV71CLxI
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSo0slzEdw
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubALEp2ez4
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeK6YqORGZ
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LdYacL5lY
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDD5kW3bMvo
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhHFBszXQj
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0MtIiMGmq
所以我出軌——718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPCaaza6r1
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvAbgyzfrJ
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmOqZPp4mY
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPP0KHjHJR
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFgdKUNjr1
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPPWk7GC3Q
直到，日朗發現我出軌。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9gP7uazX3
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPQI3JhV3n
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQqUnLuTZW
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKFGGmhc4D
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFHFFTwxQ5
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkQfJmeNSy
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4Boer7aWA
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvULP6QMSu
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwphyz6jJsJ
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvSJiDRinn
結果，他不斷付出。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkiLJ6cgbQ
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9PfDCtZWP
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtu7d2THrQF
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwFlhDCjpQ
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqfPy2OMfD
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKyqO6kzwc
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdyw3hINrc
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6ie34sYMs
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkRZiFO0YY
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgnaDxKMTJ
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3q8SJSlVk
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv00m5KUX0P
唉，真令人無奈。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbnocYPgQK
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO22IIvoLOq
我有別人給我的愛了。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfELP8xjgn
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而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiOsBgWKF8
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唯有再見。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrdQ2k9UNi
718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0SrnAUQVp
再見。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ568hv03tEl
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只是，後來，我又念記他。718Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZISvxgUyi
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