我和日朗在一起。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBeEI7JS01
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他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrFMwNGTVA
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我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2vJHYLHhV
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他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncQyqNQK4G
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為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFyKmcJHk7
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但日朗不同。我喜歡他。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0D8eRLn1RV
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感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0EQmvusdB
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我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gP7Y7EuV2
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但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3sVH9QxjM
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「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CHPJXkUvE
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你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZL8cedgcJ
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這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8uJdSHyCv
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我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqO9nZjLQFh
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可是，我受不了。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6vT5mWVFj
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慢慢，他要求我：750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYMFgMqmgD
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「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiQFaOjoD3
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「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYi04IGBdo
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「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7DfuGkgJE
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我開始失落。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIAhhrGnbg
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我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruAgQ60BRl
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難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc04unYriRe
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我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgai6LLMg4T
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為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uQsDIjnWa
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「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59LrNwvcxT
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日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdSoTR9d65
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我不懂愛人？750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNywEGDDmF
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我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFj3YDKNAt
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日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpF2AiXE9AK
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係咪因為——750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4ZAwCajx4
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你唔夠愛我呢？750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7aJ8j19qb
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這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6R4RoMuiR
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對，就是這樣。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggj5WABDkC
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我的心再一次與他疏離。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbLb7exp5J
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我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHPx5iSbFn
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但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xIRNFPPII
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只是，不似別人舉重若輕。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89IzTNMcf3
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而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusdlDqX0I7
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所以我出軌——750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDBDd2kMyB
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其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpH7R9MBuxb
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本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOkjZqpdK5
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直到，日朗發現我出軌。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlnTakg38K
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他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMecAzcPoVp
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那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYRUndYD9B
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「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmD0BpILiDS
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiHDcXjHvX
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9ojXsysGQ
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結果，他不斷付出。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxsT8Pt6VF
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHk3bM2aFDk
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1P0sYgTpn
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGXrPbNOq1
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0y0VUSUiCh
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他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuxSDbtlfh
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「咁……算啦，對唔住。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbqepFWwiw
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我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkIM2WvBFs
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唉，真令人無奈。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhA6QqTno0
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我有別人給我的愛了。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgsxPMu0Nz
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而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRZ2LIjGM4
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唯有再見。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLgpoSXx54
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再見。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYJ7RH8ZVf
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只是，後來，我又念記他。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwW7tyHxvAo
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