我和日朗在一起。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUFtQ9W05p
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mkq46kG0S
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBpu28yxxj
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvVwq3Urig
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrOOzheUkN
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9khnRJ7gu
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWqBrLkLRc
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsL6nqLWGg3
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1wzHS9FzK
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqya8yBxGkP
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqa9um1pjg
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3K7ngSs1F
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwxdkm46s5
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2WGIvPohP
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEiudjLzF7
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXAqT9GdtZ
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3adytGEVYC
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKLlLkOsbQ
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwmwclIIBf
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9RpD6XIMC
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fm608S8bf
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZmPpV4IDQ
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Cx9CFxkrA
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkD6TBk2VoR
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwFy22FI4G
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGTE69FwVl
可是，我受不了。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsKyxpPG0n
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCR3VIMJNDu
慢慢，他要求我：685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQayWUhIcv
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3lnzbgI4H
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uTOpU1Uyl
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItTKMV1N47
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx16TEm9d9k
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsC2HM5o2RS
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTcxAmj9RG
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ejygZPi8F
我開始失落。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVWTLJvgXe
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GRRerY6XF
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMsZZ29TY8
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsjicNV1E1
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVltxoCMWY
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0r9Fbfb3SV
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFdTFFSmLA
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOBTU637Bl
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LTEZgvJ7v
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9Zn1jnOQn
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9cUyaKn5z
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Id9tEG7tu
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpKZ1XD182
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJH21l6k0i
我不懂愛人？685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZ8CWZpccu
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9D1fG4H6V0
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLWeVEqGnu
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhs092JFatN
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AqSC5JDuo
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwl6vVxs9i3
係咪因為——685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnS9SMTfbB
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo3KF6uhSe
你唔夠愛我呢？685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡao05rJMTWc
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YMtzHISRj
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwGjk8YPVn
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vJ81t7B3F
對，就是這樣。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRplGcg5Vl
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVomiMTkA0
我的心再一次與他疏離。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFkR89Jj8n
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhJuv837Xd
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwVf7C2fo9
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh94Cjgvfu
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQSRXAUmL7
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFoMXRLxxH
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgGNwN77UV
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpd1Lmkjv80
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUvOcEzjjt
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf833AbwnOB
所以我出軌——685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCn8DSWcrp
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzrsQGdYOV
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBqqRpVOeY
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhPf0uziF0
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnP7EYIgACb
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoACW1Ei1gE
直到，日朗發現我出軌。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaXD0kdGAZ
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wb3oe5dKB
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXJh9EIFVL
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNqD5STAUi
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrkBnePW5g
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxcEKiBI0B
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡav0GyAbGXS
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3l6bFztkF
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIJq7Cx8dp
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWupJM5YHpN
結果，他不斷付出。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQQTn23PXu
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiK8uSsBes
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aBLx1rkEn
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrK2B7sMqR
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVyj0dqM1D
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMaT9T3hjK
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3TKI3rgql
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHXzTjevdw
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6Hu2F7Kws
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvRlGN0I9j
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURCgeLNUlJ
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aUV42yXWA
唉，真令人無奈。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NbIPA0w52
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmazoSV4gs
我有別人給我的愛了。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4snrA3jcJ
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7TChIUep8
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4U5d11Jvk
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWbgPjCpu0
唯有再見。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRjtePnGGY
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLQEc8EXxr
再見。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkLvLsySqO
685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUKz1VMOsz
只是，後來，我又念記他。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFYH2HkJeN
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