「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXEryKquhJ
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「邊個？」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuEqUoBSn3
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNMu4TOsW2
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLuP0Fad69
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9h0YvBvd4
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「噢……」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKc8hruFRSf
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeGB7bO578
「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2s6G9fLsI
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJlqcZMiT3
「嗯……」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPtuO6oEyf
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdoofaql7m
她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfHR9Ahvoo
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXatPn7pff
因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMZN2faq2m
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFt6QJmhQiO
「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmdwv2KNi3
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6NMNgjZGm
她轉身，捽捽他的肩。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcSja8GsZK
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55iGZbf1h0
「點死？」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjb3LZxDWX9
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZElnyEGPVY
「交通意外。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNyu5c0giQ
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHm1uhA8vQ
「噢……」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTxB43bGi9
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnkDpW7Kmr
空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42HA96RCkm
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglSf3yTJ9R
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv7igBYEAS
她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjTXc0iTil
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X9pQxpxj3
「我都唔想你死。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpgkzFsuLV
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJCe1IVtCE
他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndUokC4hPw
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6SgHJqzeo
「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4QA7K662n
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qhjn3n6at
她將漱口水吐出，不明白：726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoXoiAQtJ4
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1j2BvekaS6
「我有咩慘？」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SosTrVMQH
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWeC9nZBTi
「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kBN2gP97N
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqJCdXW9m8
這是事實。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnOC03DATg
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LA206LuRI
「嗯。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuaay8vK4T
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqw2lg4gJHM
她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmqvvl5fW1
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MNf7kajwa
她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0u3DFa49eY
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡms7aiw3APH
她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVCQ4deTEy
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrq7dK3wGod
以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcqH8K0Eaj
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他說：726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJX5KA1TuX
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDXUrc24ZT
「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPWYKvi15x
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSirDWh3Xze
她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohzu5Ic1FR
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAFxYFtMjX
「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeIHBNnmQ4
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiDgxU7yPP
她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmv3eHd22d
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3UxyhMkvX
「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKtQdSLxfV
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd10T35Nq3e
他倔強。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9lFEzNNMI
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjkVrweQRm
其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1KwEnnNaR
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiowmslWSCT
幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmdUof2LTh
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmEoIY5ngx
她順從，也做回十八歲少女：726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1hmunMbSP
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPx5N0dyv3u
「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDJu7J63NH
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSiFQcu0fS
「嗯。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EAtMjF91O
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBcmTJFVdY
他終於滿意。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKScFIOEN79
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0UW5UDKCz
不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPCVe1vmO6
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tmRZJ7M3P
丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuNkF5oseK
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYr4i3JC8y
「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvfj0lRhDK
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYlf1M71bR
思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAgr0tGH1h
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlHvPYqWRH
「係，我哋好騎籬。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEgIerRwW7
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSRkETHyDA
阿朗也笑。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk82hB0XJ0T
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyiMm7daQd
「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHD0UIxEh2h
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvPtjKRwXE
她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGkJ8hum8a
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8f0T9sq70
沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAu0L157j0O
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKpEPEs5Pm
當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUCZD3u7aM
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHTKNCCMny
大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiptRawM3q
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