「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZwot8VrY7
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「邊個？」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTeAq3PlW4
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6ekcHhtvp
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofVjZY7suR
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwW6WC8Xw4
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「噢……」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYSazNg2OK
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pNKUDS6uY
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「嗯……」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRB0FTybBU1
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她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YDty0pKDb
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcsHFrdlSj
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYu3HVULZx
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她轉身，捽捽他的肩。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuEa5bJAW7
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「點死？」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtkBuk1V5k
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「交通意外。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VIEQhzgSO
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「噢……」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8Ia1EIAYG
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空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRLZLEZUru
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTSBxwMeRt
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她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdQ0yzj5lz
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「我都唔想你死。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpFkJCDr3a
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他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3o22zJzmB
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「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZgxVpJnLh
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她將漱口水吐出，不明白：759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBj0BQSFtc
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「我有咩慘？」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75CsOhrX3L
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「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmx6S5jRrF4
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這是事實。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnHDSDyM5n
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「嗯。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeLM6wRPIl
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她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8ngKLVb6j
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她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jCl7b3joW
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她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIlSOH3DGt
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以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ENhvnfFCi
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他說：759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UYGbM1Zcv
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「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwrnHG3tAp
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她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7kBZg5g9l
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「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzfmp4f3q7
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她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTna4zO8mum
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「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEodl1KlQc
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他倔強。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvGpfyXQD2
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其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yUz16oAiU
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幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6g66jYFyX
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她順從，也做回十八歲少女：759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYL9bgHI90y
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「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLLHvgti7Q
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「嗯。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhrY843gWw
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他終於滿意。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7llgLXlsUk
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不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaroTj3zGk7
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丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YmerFlqnn
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「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiWwBKhzsm
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思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NJHdRIJUp
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「係，我哋好騎籬。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbDeOEYhOG
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阿朗也笑。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1JWaxnYIK
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「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbofCYq2Yp
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她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPzPhTgWhY
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沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyP2VVowbBY
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當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJ2wDDsQAu
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大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMZmG1eak9
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