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「一直傾？維持咗幾耐？」953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXARyNzPgA
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「一陣。之前已經冇，係今日佢揾番我。」953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwugP8Hbg3
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「點解唔繼續傾？」953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeLzfPavSE
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「上個月，佢咪喺Facebook post咗張相嘅……跟住，你都見到，我覺得，再係咁落去，唔得。」953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzynwxhNVY
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思思不解——953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVCZLE7641
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點解咁就唔得，而之前得？驚我發現咗，主導權就直接喺我度，而你驚我唔信你冇出軌？定係，再耐啲，你就會出軌，上哂床咁，仲鍾意埋佢？953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmWb19GvTC
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「咁宜家，同埋以後，你有事仲會唔會同我講？」953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsAKzJ5W8o
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「會。」953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6NWrfahhT
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「點解？」953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHfMvnYdbw
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「因為，我唔可以失去你……」953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqjfPQxpPG
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正確、或準確點地說，他已經發現，所謂不可對她言說的原因，其實是太過介意她的想法，因而怯懦。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjJaSDpQH2
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他想永遠做她的天，所以，不可以讓她知道地厚天高，他的信心隨年月剝落，碎碎的，不能再捽開；但是，同時，再和Fiona說下去，他就真的會和思思越行越遠。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUGKZBFFng
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這是他之前不再與Fiona聯絡的原因。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CWOmarnX5
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他不應因此轉投另一個女子，他自問並不是那一種大人，說了愛就要愛一生一世。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpNYKuYUNR
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而現在，他說了出來，這是他的心結。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzwOfs87AQ
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如果將來會一起走很遠的路，他也不想瞞她了。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2g1Xr2wmm
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對，不瞞她了。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOu62jK4wm2
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不瞞她了——953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGS6K8tG3dS
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可能，她會有很多很多的情緒，正負面與否；但是，他已經決定，以後坦誠相對；如果他知道，她是永遠愛他的，那麼又為何要有那麼多的擔心和憂慮？軟弱什麼？953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3kPMqbWzH
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「老公，你覺得，我有咩可以做得再好啲？」953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6RcEcUw7Z
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她問道，真誠地看着他。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZGHtOzoYV
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她不知何故，竟給阿朗落下不能輕鬆以對的色相，她覺得自己已經足夠支持、關懷、體諒，但原來，這只是她一己的看法；或者，這些這些、再多再多，也不夠。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfcrj0s56Q
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他問自己，為什麼，思思不可以是那個人，他為什麼不能和她說那麼多深沉的心事呢。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvEw4W1or5
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「唔係，你冇問題，係我、係我問題。」953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHfETpeZZB
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是他自己失落、自卑，怕她若知道，將迂迴曲折地令他更加自卑；那麼，他就有感自己再無法直立。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9Ol5q89ZL
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只是，成功感對一個人來說，太重要了……想要好好地活着，不只為了呼吸生存，他就要被肯定、被接納——他這一個人，而不是他的所作所為所行。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkIxZSshru
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「唔係。」953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BkPeaAM8J
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沒有問題，有什麼問題？953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7XXdjrElc
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她好像明白他的意思……953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IO2o2yQmw
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她讀過很多心理學相關的課程和書籍，但是，原來再多的知識，也不足以令人了解「心」；太複雜了，生物書說：左心房右心室，竟然就此流通血液維持着一個人的生命，卻沒有教他們，怎樣解剖思想和情感。就算將耳朵貼近心臟，仍然聽不到任何音節，只有一式一樣的「撲撲」。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDMFkujwZH
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是否，他對自身感到不受歡迎嗎？所以，之前，才每天訕訕不樂的樣子。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLXfrfycO1
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而她，將此歸咎於他很累，她不知道其他原因了；所以，她這樣歸因。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCEZ4sAM5T
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「對唔住。」953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1543v2DH3
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阿朗道歉。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVRQQSL1Ql
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就算思思自責，但是，有個不爭的事實擺在眼前，她確實每天都忠心地等待他的歸來；而他明明許諾，永遠不拋下她，要和她一同遊歷人世間。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdy8EbaIDk
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東風若來，三月的柳絮方飛，他達達的馬蹄不是錯誤。於她，他是歸人，而不是打從江南走過的過客。而他此刻，確令她失望，無論如何；他沒有心神關注她開落的容顏，卻望向另一個遠遠不及蓮花高雅的女子。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWIVd1gZ8o
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思思失望於阿朗不夠相信她。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVUZizeaDv
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若然Fiona是男兒身，二人毫無情慾的流轉，其實，她一樣嫉妒，只有程度輕重之分。她不是非得要成為他的唯一，只是，至少讓她知道，他有煩惱；而非獨個扛下。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMwuJrXKxk
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「唔緊要……」953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2aRfzwNKx
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其實她知道，自己已盡本分，二人大概溝通不足，有些地方無法盡善盡美；一瞬間又覺得，沒什麼好說的，只由得情緒發酵。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44Nh1pbHjn
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她又想起：953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzedCTVJpjY
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「咁所以，今日你同Fiona真係冇做其他嘢？講真，我覺得，佢真係想擒你……早知我就同你一齊上去啦。你知唔知啊？等你番嚟嗰時，我真係好擔心。」953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43lV03nUco
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「係，冇做其他嘢。」953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGe9INMKVG
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親吻，已經夠了。推開她，已經是一個最完滿的結局，不用再多解釋，她不會再想知道其他的。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsu7f3uET8
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而且，多一些、少一些枝節，都不影響結局。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJegCTlwbsd
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如果不止親吻呢？思思躺下來，誠實問心——如果比親吻還多一點呢？可不可以？953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpYeFN1Bv6
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可以？953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61CQf2Oil6
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不可以？953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXxzGAhW0o
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思思肯定，他們沒有做愛，如果有，阿朗必然累很多；如果只是前戲，而最後，他推開了她呢，可以嗎？953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFSg5tMO6O
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這是出軌，是的。可是，隨即他就回到軌道上，堅決地向着她進發。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAE5JBArK5
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可以。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnj4sHP2F1
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思思心軟。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOlCXWB0ED
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愛很可怕，也難以解釋；至少此刻，她有種「被堅定地選擇」的感覺。她就是一個很需要安全感的人，想和他在一起，永遠永遠。所以，不能在他說不愛她之前，就此分開。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEG7OYruso
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她搖搖頭，又覺得自己應該相信他，他說，只是親吻。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbfjHhIwll
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「如果再有下次咁點算？」953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGfhaNVnoC
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「唔會，」他睜大雙眼看着她，重覆：「唔會有下次。」953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KKKkYeAur
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阿朗說罷，如常將她擁入懷中。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RQHu4gbCh
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二人心情，都不太好，想着有關過去、現在、未來的擔憂。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0mYerpLga
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入夜關燈，二人閉眼，各懷不安。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj37EdY3ce
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思思不斷回想她的不足。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEMIHvUmN9
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阿朗不斷回想他的不足。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Xt11sLQ7g
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二人都無法回想對方的不足，暗暗發誓，要對對方更好，直至死亡降臨。953Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DbA46eGtK
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