波瀾不驚，是平靜，是舒適；是死寂，是窒息。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1G40oLYB9x
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywHT5ynNXh
波瀾當驚？738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIclukPjBY
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIu3lqULGR
思思如常，坐落在社工室的椅子上，打字。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAwpwgwn91
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70joAHsWLy
她總是要跟別人說：「It is OK to be not OK.」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8wENmgq9s
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lr1lV2OXx
但世界的運行卻是如此：「我理撚得你O唔OK，做好啲嘢佢啦。」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3DTE98Bur
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYXQmp9bk9
放學，朝光開門，問思思：738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdGQ5TltWg
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQ9LT2pdJR
「你好似好攰咁喎？好多嘢做？」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNThTMNpKa
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrHsFImIMz
他凑近，盯着她的臉，她連眨眼也很慢，像那些吊着鹽水的病人，無意再看天花那一成不變的模糊紋理。有時他覺得，她的生命迹象是薄弱的，從神情來看。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijJbgjro8t
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoQ7fa7U2p
「少少攰啦。」她已習慣他的到來。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3oG5hPVaY
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CqOyffuZl
他不語，把手放到她的肩上，替她按摩繃緊的肩膀。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBo5QSUSVp
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UcDG1iv2p
「啱力？」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MPh9CSQ5g
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqX9TYWdjIs
她正閉眼，沒來得及作任何反應；忽然想起，阿朗也會幫她按肩。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWy1ywyTAfe
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZDcyeQwi3
曾經，他也非常自信的說「程師傅好好手勢，實按到你舒舒服服。」之後，就會以深深淺淺的力度按壓她的肩，用手指捽捽，又用手肘轉轉，非常細緻。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQeMTEBhbh
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1O96vbH8QM
「程師傅好掂喎。」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBIWJSBkuw
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi15YFFPT9S
她扭頭，向阿朗笑笑，他就會吻她的臉頰，然後繼續按摩某些穴位。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9rgE0Pjfe
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtK2gBMeRe9
「嗯。」思思回答朝光。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXUnlidBf6
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNLEiruU74
其實，她不應允許朝光的手放在她的肩上。可是，她這刻覺得，或者渴望他是阿朗，那個會認真替她捏肩的「程師傅」。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB53GsnsLxD
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbB9yoEbPbR
昨夜，阿朗也有替她按摩。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHpB5yoffJ
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYa48Vn5cya
她在床上作伸展狀，他抬頭隨口問了一句：「洗唔洗幫你摙吓骨？」又立刻低頭看電話。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jkRNrrCMs
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmHHgvlsIB
「好呀。」怎料她真的要。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdV5CNQl4c
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5ki0vzApw
她看到，他肯定自己沒有聽錯後的一刻停頓，隨即又面色自如地移至她的背後，一下下地按着。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOnCpFbi1j
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ572NG1ydip
「對咗好耐電腦？」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YtHlUf27d
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCmUc10quD
「係呀。」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2ELttJjJS
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdiQ2OV65E
他轉為㩡骨的拳頭：「其實要做咩？」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMPN6FgNXA
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKvQlqP4AP
「打吓報告囉，有啲係行政嘢嚟嘅。或者要用耳仔同膊頭夾住個電話囉。」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8ywZK68Fc
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEgc2p9dA2
「哦，點解嘅。」他淡淡的問。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5wJs3buT6
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cffkUpOkL
「校務處飛線入嚟。」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhx1db0GTU
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhT3k7Z6ou
「哦。」她正想轉頭和他聊天，但他又回到原本的位置，示意已按摩完畢。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvTmqChFeB
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsegfMeHoa
「唔該哂你。」她的語氣竟不自覺地疏離起來，然後挪一挪身子，躺下。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2tYbGVvkW
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19U5YEMjv7
「呢個位係咪痛？好緊喎。」朝光問，令思思回過神來。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg48NjbqaRg
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmS2QuosRE5
「你又識呢啲嘢？」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyt3gsRnQP
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89Su7gGWUJ
「其實唔難。」他笑笑。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18T1MyuzZC
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFAZqIEeUP
他發現，思思有些溜肩，所以她的斜方肌甚大，是有些肉的，可是整體而言極其繃緊。他皺眉，對她訓話：738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCykOmIHcL
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweLciUXcq3
「番屋企玩少啲電話啦，唔好再做低頭族。」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYzsxaF1N1
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIy6perOWjo
她回頭以側面答：「啱啊，我年紀都唔細。」看着朝光烏黑濃密的頭髮，想起每次梳頭時頭髮也不停脫落，自嘲：738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5jaxnb7Ja
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlHkGQFfEn
「真係好羨慕你哋啲後生。」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdESnIPpUl
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjuaONFVGx
他心跳加速，她笑時眼睛彎彎，可是神色淡然，只自傷年華；他便知道她別無異心，只是剛巧需要有個人為她捏肩。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiN6G6U1Cb
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIEUPvPKOe
「你有幾老呀？小姐？」他不禁反了一下白眼。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQ93NkCbd1
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLufgj870R
「老呀，我眼角都有魚尾紋啦。」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMrH9a0qyf
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvg2iRNUg91
他把頭伸前：「冇呀。」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwi9JC8R27
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ddIPZs6dn
她立即提起嘴角，瞇起眼睛：「宜家呢，宜家一笑就有啦。」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8bshgDArO
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIiXMu7DzD
「你哋啲女人就係麻煩，唔怪得啲化妝品公司係咁上市，你哋啲錢真係易呃。郁啲就話皺紋，郁啲就話咩老化、暗沉，又要撻啲嘢上面，諗住搽完就會後生咗。都傻傻哋嘅。」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7FXdeZclq
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4iAY33hN6
「咁唔係點？咁睇落後生啲，都好似靚啲啦。幾多歲嘅男人，都鍾意十八歲嘅女人㗎啦。」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJJgZjsegz
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyM5cUozOZ
她訕訕，十八歲的她曾被十八歲的阿朗迷戀。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRfMeIiEBG
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihtGvJk6Oy
「邊係，我就唔鍾意啦。」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSy4C48cmGB
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7sYKJxWCZ
「咁你鍾意幾多歲？」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjhZrp8gYS
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPSWigUYYI
「三十囉，成熟啲，冇咁煩吖嘛。」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfowS6wtKNw
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazm82ZmGhh
「五十咪仲成熟？六十歲好似再成熟啲喎。」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwT0JCTZ9z
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8trQoOsjF
「太熟，不了。」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvddMek2LZ
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EhOrkpzLl
他沒有說出口的是：「你講得啱。」他既喜歡她成熟的神色，又喜歡她不老的容貌。他不懂她為何要憂心形容退化，若然他是她的丈夫，他能夠與她相對一輩子，一定可以每天都替其按肩搓頸，絕不怠惰。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQjUkIaKr4
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCB407CzrY
「咁到時你同老婆結婚結到五、六十歲，又不了？」738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkkYKdJqzS
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Gv9I3fn9K
噢，她才約莫三十歲，已開始和丈夫疏離，那麼再多過幾年會怎樣呢？738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBhlR1mnYF
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw69KQwPsi9
「如果我鍾意嘅，幾熟都冇問題。」朝光堅定地答。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9tJaCK59l
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGchUqZyNHX
當天，阿朗亦說他會一生一世都愛她；其實當天，思思也如此對阿朗說。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoavNl4LRN
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6s8Vdo5DZF
可能，他們只是太熟了，而不是不愛；如朝光那樣說，鍾意就得。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOzXIfTCSV
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVyBNd4slp
只是，即使喜歡，即使愛，有時太熟，也可以構成問題。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqebWPBGYe
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7C6MwuGC0
她很羨慕朝光的青春和憧憬，如同當日，她和阿朗也有這樣的決心，也相信二人的手心肉一旦黏合，就永不割斷。現在呢？光是一次按摩就能體現時光已逝。她羨慕朝光——738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVU06Of3lNn
738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPZnxq6gfS
他不知道，對有些人來說，綿長的情感是一種磨難。738Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCNf427mq8
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