一晚，思思陣痛。阿朗帶上「走佬袋」，和她到醫院去。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Nj0fGTdDH
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後來，回家，已經三人。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5JMIGxETu
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小嬰兒小名叫棉花糖，軟軟滑滑的，令他們融化。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbBdy1joSJ
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之後每天，棉花糖都會在夜晚哭鬧。思思和阿朗輪流起床照顧她，有時肚餓，有時賴屎，有時睡不着。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JtLpX2UXF
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二人疲累，但興奮。他們又有了一個新的身份：「父母」。忽然天降使命感，二人告訴自己、提醒對方，要好好照料棉花糖，給她最温馨的家；傢俬不是擺設，而是用作孕育愛的。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvC2fzqfDc
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHBgbTSPHP
有一次，阿朗母親上來探望他們，見思思正在喂奶，說：1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGWDGXGQvW
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirXCAseSWl
「唔係咁喂呀，姿勢唔啱。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZv1B8AE3R
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUvffxFLDZ
「你係咪唔夠奶呀？棉花糖邊夠飽㗎。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPJlEhMf6z
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzLtRuSSRs
「後生真係後生……」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99Zrp7asS2
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思思不語，明明在醫院時，坐月姑娘讚她喂得好，而棉花糖啜得很開心。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkKpI8zUwZ
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但此刻棉花糖確實不斷哭泣，無論怎喂也不能安撫她似的，像跟着阿朗媽媽一同批評她。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2yx4unIRp
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思思忽然氣餒，心想：連你都唔撐我嘅……1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdECIueZSr
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NM1ZtyxLW
平時，就算睡眠不足，脾氣暴躁，她也能回校聽課，回家後處理家務，處理自己的情緒，因為她知道，這個家中，每個人都累。而她持着「為了棉花糖」的決心支撐自己的身體。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEp59xzrLVW
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFg4KaZ4YnA
她在二年級時轉了主修學系，從哲學轉到了社會工作，今天出實習，回家即喂奶。在外，笑面迎人；回家，受到批評，以及得不到棉花糖的肯定……她突然想做回小孩，她怕再這樣下去，會成為自己最討厭的大人，將嬲怒發洩在不相干的人身上。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FeiJTLDe6
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她強忍情緒：「好，我再試下。奶奶你出去坐下啦。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHZvwqkwFe
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KzEMASbCU
很快，阿朗回家，思思面色已經自如。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6WsaXL1eq
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UoqbKmzTr
他知道媽媽作客，所以買了一盒半肥瘦叉燒回家加餸。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2hWBMHEIO
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzILPa7uWEb
飯桌上，三人共對。客氣寒暄。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwcrE9yJ6h
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtMqJzRsmf
「阿仔，最近嚟唔嚟食飯呀？包好餸過呢度喎。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOWXX7tFZo
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqy8hjFZD3R
「得閒就嚟，放心啦媽，呢度都好好住。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhfmJPis1Y
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzNnV5Sc3w
阿朗媽媽再婚，從三百呎公屋搭上了私樓的電梯，她看起來十分精神，髮質順柔，指甲修得齊齊整整，連牙都白了不少。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4qJtEHfpS
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSGVEKMyAV
「思思。」阿朗媽媽忽然喚思思。「菜同蛋都寒，唔好食，對身體唔好。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEtBEjrmw6
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj50F5W1IRU
「啊，叉燒都係，毒呀。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJqneSTDb4
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwTBIHge7v
阿朗看着枱面只有三碟餸，失笑：「咁佢可以食咩？扒白飯？」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjruvXzknN
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNdknDBYRF
阿朗媽媽沒有說話。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLf0UnxIXRt
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「唔緊要，我都食飽啦。入去喂棉花糖先。」思思起身。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IxkSXe8Sg
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADh7RGs7Pk
一關房門，她就哭，轉身背對棉花糖，不願讓小寶寶知道她是軟弱的——1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0uYuxLsIM
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyyv2gs6HH
我好餓。全日都冇食過啲咩。點解寒同毒？我都係想食餐飯啫。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTr3BRHlOLY
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她嘗試笑，拉下衣領，喂奶：「棉花糖，你要食飽啲啊……」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZq3zGsbBW
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但棉花糖不斷搖頭，作拒絕狀，嘴巴偶然碰到思思的乳頭，刺痛了脹奶的她。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhy0Ov60wG
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNYFjpv0GI
思思心想——有得食，你點解唔食？求下你，啜一啖。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0bCbVFKnf
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PpCWpuHem
被棉花糖拒絕的這個小小的齒輪，脫落，令思思整個人也開始散亂，她開始思考最近的一切。她想吃孖條、上課後和同學飯聚、出外看戲行街拍拖，總之不困在小小的空間喂奶拖地。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoj7Rx2jgiF
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79y8rsbXFA
阿朗開門，一見思思紅了整張臉，卻不斷牽扯嘴角，他嚇一跳。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcKmQ2I82K
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZosCdkNrN
他將她擁入懷，說：「因為阿媽？」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KIuaZ5TBE
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7vCPuEQDt
「唔係，我自己冇用。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3SKtQBI9B
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrVAABgGF8
阿朗不明白，她何解無用？他覺得，她最近有些抑鬱。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGxHGJXp4n
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5jhnwXrl3
「你想食咩？我買俾你，對唔住寶……」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7WpzAQbjP
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjyBSFHjpu
他不知道自己在為什麼而道歉，但他覺得自己有錯，明明說過將世上最好的給她，現在呢？將世上最好吃的空氣餵她嗎？1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCswCKwvX5b
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbeSCYRsN0
思思笑：「煮個麵得啦。我冇事，真係。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTJ0TfX8ui
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWuICUUuGh
她知道，阿朗莫名內疚；但偏偏誰都沒錯，他們沒錯，阿朗媽媽、棉花糖同樣。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnh3YgEqajd
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他心想：喊哂都叫冇事？女人真係……1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluSxSOrh9e
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阿朗送走母親時，對她說：「思思最近好辛苦，同你凑大我嗰時一樣辛苦。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0ojLLlQ29
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyQZUpeRsK
「你又知我凑你辛苦？」她笑，兒子已經長大，為了老婆什麼也說得出。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuADHweSQr7
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQTgV71itG
「因為，你哋都係媽媽囉。」阿朗無厘頭地答。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hH3vld7Ey
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEccYqYAYB6
阿朗媽媽明白，他意指，請她別再挑剔思思。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoQwpDWsXp
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「嗯。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3Xvx8jvwk
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送走母親後，阿朗到街邊買了幾串魚蛋、燒賣、豬大腸；經過便利店，買了孖條，打算和思思一人一條。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbAD4KePAM
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怎知思思見到，哭得更兇，然後，又笑着吃她的晚餐。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibo36ZvLYU
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女人。阿朗心想，真奇怪。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdCMUbVXYq
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSL3hBE6yVH
「放心啦，我買嘅一定唔寒唔毒，請安心品嚐！」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxWFSRZg5t
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sFlIZFKzH
為免思思抑鬱情緒加劇，阿朗會等她入睡之後，才外夜班工作。每次他安撫好棉花糖後，都祈求她不要再醒來。其實他不明白，為何小嬰兒總喜歡在深夜大哭，是寂寞嗎？發現已沒有大人關注自己，所以不安嗎？1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSQtt0MBxu
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他總是抱着小公主，直至她在床上無聲遊玩。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5RkgjjgaX
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他想：以後一定要乖呀棉豬，爸爸媽媽都好愛你。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFukO7mWYN
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