看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLbGJ5oEM4
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DzkZJrd5r
下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrj3khFpu0w
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsv0UYTusn
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8igtWHLfg
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6l94KxLDa
「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWjD4s8ZSp
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCWT97Muiz
「明。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0z3bj9w19
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ612tv4350
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJqJL7KZTz
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGl2WTf8S7
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeRPRpKgtT
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNV4g2MGE21
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jKrCJovSk
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvKT4Jc4Po
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQIbHOZjJi
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShJegTWxa0
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLmHYQOnqN
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXSbHslB9N
「俾我睇吓？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3zbE44TDW
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE24aKUqxaB
「好。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsFkkONJe7
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdfwvR4ANz
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRHWatoWPI
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJj3OQaNhu
「哦，係Fiona喎。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjEbQqmnW7
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUA5ElTXGBG
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yzHtSFmJk
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsIaTkkqLL
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhL6fIQ30S
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00i1LSL5EL
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGN7AyTxf79
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSSNEzL5fL
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHHx6PhY5Z
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGHxjGIoKB
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKld0E5TAA3
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCG2rFzrB8o
「仲敢？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qnIvPBrKG
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlXUNy1s1w
「唔敢。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6xuYXIOJq
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PFe5nzsS6
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YbTTsHMUW
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxHoMXvZUx
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhnMm6HnDK
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUivvsfbpsi
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmv2U4XZCB
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMI9EXYuaRd
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3dtu4T9Qj
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgPtA0GiiB
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCJGdPTON9
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOS7VXEQtxP
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20A3DKnouR
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo933zFMqNx
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKa4JIDGuG
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKYgKLFAyh
「我開俾你睇。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqa5OmsFd4X
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkguPykuAux
「唔洗啦。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgCGBnv0q8
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiF7HmPh1h
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmG2I3zoDg
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkz5Sw5VFW
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXKZCRDkvH
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXnR5KNbDd
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQgccB2696
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDMVvifGfO
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4n93b9ry1
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZoxKs9nmC
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cOc9M3uP6
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPTz0AkHOg
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDQgu6tQEs
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAI2u01jZL2
「Sorry。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6WFSFIJo1
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmpl0U1F95
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZJPsguFW0
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8Sp6XBdny
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ678CWj487K
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFBZCd8yO9
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7I89pjlG8r
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnojXOcivrA
「Sorry……」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTOQx5dp7g
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7n1IM3gEOq
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYP7Wbv394w
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDh1CnRuglG
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzwUgghewh
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06g6JwbS09
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPezpgYQo9V
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqXsyGsmK5
「嗯。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTICpJDJSn
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUfMXW2P6b
既然說起，阿朗問：816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrj48bPDio
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvGTp7UGAL
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTHHQNPhnS
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xSSKk52zO
她沒好氣地答：816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwELJTUlyO7
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TCcj0JGnd
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwtACKGe2X
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ3RPUHvAs
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUQ3jC65zL
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHP7mA6aRQI
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJh0VDw2LU9
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclMvRH1TaB
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lUClCF2ch
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6cAYOAKCG
「威啦威啦。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTvYiHcyeZ
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWDhecBCip
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFlzvaqDLJ
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIvHsbnXEX
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TENNwloE0
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8mCiU2Xgf
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJh5jPE2mCB
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzImnz9bUK
「喺街上撞到？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpMCAiaXNx
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrmnjRVjI1
「佢喺校門等我。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEu5fS6nCGf
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagPXZ6SjTI
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEluam1Zp1
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65fEoJGrmA
他語帶諷刺：816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdkLVwtumL
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qHi7nbVYX
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckwS4msq4F
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncPThvW6te
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKZLjjfvCh
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2y9I56bvz
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7co9SusnDV
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBg9vBgVsa
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJx7aOClW45
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumVhnXe8Nm
「有咩問題？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfanNpdpXR
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoF1LPCNfj
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37C8v5Vuwl
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVJYwUb0Dp
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAx8jCYs6et
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVolwtWBc2E
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgfYnjiK1e
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIxNUHKUcP
是。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8PR38Fbko
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiAenlNxF1
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImvhc0ts25
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03Oitl6ood
是。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObQNvtIPl7
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLW39tPA2a
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqr3KjT9dx
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3Dk94hGrI
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTyxjy8Ln9
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7McEyV3mtc
原先想表達的是什麼？816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshGjjJO8IR
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjG55D7nDID
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqSKlG2nid
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7d6OFEiOH
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsE1KPGiMP0
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hokWtrzgA
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3ptg9yxLp
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEpgAKuHoV
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gBDs7lwVI
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0y8oJRR96
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTtdw5FE5F
816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6ruecFNET
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。816Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIN0SAFGHO
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