看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡff8bPSTdhs
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfs2d0C1LQ
下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0dan9vpUW
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdN2negySz4
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxhIXfawZc
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yWMBocH4Y
「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gBg2heAcR
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2S9NHizAVJ
「明。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSC4kOl0LFa
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Lh4UEy34s
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdh64weG5Vv
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ptkTWoMNT
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOKpHyjx2T
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQAZWbAv61
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡainblc4L6V
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GtVlaamTK
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzNhVsPatV
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYzwciKU3p
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUcIAcz10L
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlNMTfYjUu
「俾我睇吓？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPGgS2NsMq
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mksj4FVxV
「好。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbqti73GGC
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpce5cLFVT6
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDK8kFvPUPQ
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5zcd2THU6
「哦，係Fiona喎。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcySuDyPlYN
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWltHp3oXo
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNzRJDm8rC
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNskL546Dw6
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjhjLGUuB4
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCd6Vr7UcD
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqqBry3d1K
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWd76L2LKW
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7jj36xbLX
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpcXPfy8r7
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmZzaMTmGJ
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5chXOXFNeE
「仲敢？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjCGrOImzg
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyeCwsShsM
「唔敢。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JrdHAhPLK
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUheTV5uhAm
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xBWMM2EfQ
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTTS9gME7j
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEifZkQNMD
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8tS44bPC8
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZa0djgJ1N
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGKix6Qa3g
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOK9tmqgA6y
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9CLjbESnJ
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcJ1wzNxBR
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8claVQBO7
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvPxShRXJk
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnaRATfyEh
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zoPrOI17T
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6XrmXW4YH
「我開俾你睇。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILrMG7094H
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEGnMDjufj
「唔洗啦。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBLfxadSfO
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4r0T97mGRB
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNFqqydtA1
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡII4GWEe1hQ
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKexhrOQX2
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7wBm52TWp
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwI92wZO84C
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62sXiMzJD9
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JNRSEye63
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeQOWsrd0K
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtf8Hq2PCCL
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSYS8E56HI
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwtq2S9VjJ
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXSvMJY0On
「Sorry。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76bKCKCYBk
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeqdu32nuT
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NiogzBk1b
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqnXqCG1aa
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHd9Djhyrj
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKP7csTsvU
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncqY3BINgp
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5thOZpCDZ9
「Sorry……」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtICfI1AIW
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCDvc8ECdn
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cANHT8Ti6
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0JsbXyXl4
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2U4oqx4Km
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPszYTWr52
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbti8ss79i7
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFY5DIXpV0
「嗯。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FAxcAAeNm
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxCnhvyGXI
既然說起，阿朗問：782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKZhubsLVS
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVYskNB2gx
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wcucHtd83
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnurIPVMU1
她沒好氣地答：782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDQUuD2qpm
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ509koU3FXt
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GJX6iPrB3
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUZRTs5OUo
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYf9ItSnpz8
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhANMT8UcOL
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiG2VCUC08o
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirMDtGTUEU
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdzat7EICe
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvNIlkWaIb
「威啦威啦。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9ZkbDoDXH
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmboKOEFsQ
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrDUKv8tMG
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkphfwBApAG
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxUV7VjkgK
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDb6nIS7XI
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVp6eOTo6RX
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcmPwpPNDe
「喺街上撞到？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLh1hl8iVB
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumsEbg8zoy
「佢喺校門等我。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwywWRZlV8o
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡON2DqQ3XFg
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiPVhU0BCQ
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCCvZvLL2I
他語帶諷刺：782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbB63LXjRj
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1bO2ehKwm
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRB92zzu1dg
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gP21732LU
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkJsnXTcNt
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTTzMnXYgT
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAyR8v3mFX
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyra2xvdRJY
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZrV1Yh05C
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSgwMvHQn7
「有咩問題？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJCbsG1rtW
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbooecgofuY
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYqgq5gdVD
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1ZlNkRMmU
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqE1D8FBTVM
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyajAqTEtB
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1b4zRiqZ7k
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eVzCPXYvN
是。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTbZCW45fZ
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2WQaYqbhC
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvz1TC3u2IH
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡml60jKmRnL
是。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy68LBUrc3T
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstdOS0tBPB
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFlcH03cxp
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZI36fgf9s
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrU2Bf4nUX
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXl8ozsZ7Y6
原先想表達的是什麼？782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAruA69lG74
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzgOFP8tF2
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiPNV2CYut
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzsTvMRAgb
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dlI567DP4
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBiD9SDopI
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbuZTUsH0o
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBDTGuwKEo
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aGmhJUSvY
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGrdElFC3Q
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXBTe4co0N
782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfn9VECIfaD
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。782Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchTMGyVH7v
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