看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6ydKoBmy9
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIhhxBg0BE
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYhQPeE8ok
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWKjevQwdm
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkPQVe0syk
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「明。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBP2DqxcJAy
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「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTe2cxlyqDY
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「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFs74A0bmR
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuw4z7nirSC
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sTDR2G2VS
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「傾咩傾得咁開心？」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUy6i32XFm
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpv8bJsFH8n
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYCLozfOif
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4zHb6uzwJ
「俾我睇吓？」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQ81fF98Gg
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbTJdAVygZ
「好。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE5RvkwD4f
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6ASSil3dQ
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxxY9OF06U
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUkU4T9llG
「哦，係Fiona喎。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbptuDhKUGv
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YAkhusYZA
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAwLi3ZJBr
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIQcHQ8tot
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqZbWj8KZ0
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN139hO7Wjp
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVychvXsbM1
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlo7FgpqTt
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oD0WU1iFQ
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFlQ4k2htX
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDr3y4mIqcr
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgkBNvxZpk
「仲敢？」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYMPWd8Kji
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsv8TaJBt4
「唔敢。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44BLMtwj5m
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbEnfKbuZ8
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRV0Rq1qUW
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1Yq2O1RMP
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WyZVnNJTf
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOUAHqkurG
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKgAncr2ju
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYAEBYQHNi
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaAe9jS3nF
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwArJBxVFaR
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGizqRRWKo
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtxNCLfg1k
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19SLDk18Pr
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhaGfwloA6
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSD7TNWHl3
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpONiO7vvj
「我開俾你睇。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmVbtE0jkb
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「唔洗啦。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWR4VAFwlyK
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心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Bv0yZ3iM8
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMXKrwK8vv
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUj8BbMsg8
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9kvc2R3d1
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCq2zr3Thx
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqP6rnjK05
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NhWEf179c
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoYysjd3mn
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbDWsY3MYf
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetwhXwvDS0
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOniFvmtN0R
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1j52WxURf
「Sorry。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfYWQoQJLv
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUSqMpokDo
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtafK2XIsw4
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwZpmtJl15
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLa6JN8GCE
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJciPGC0DLr
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3NtWJmKEq
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXu79ISBaC
「Sorry……」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NX3NWHPqY
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8yj7EhnBY
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6C4kC51Xpw
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWgTBGnP6K
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9U25R2b4I
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX42ARvAzLF
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlS3AhSca5
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdgnNqLLtN
「嗯。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnmoiaNLRa
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既然說起，阿朗問：750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KpZ2CafPU
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPvwLzpnju
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkufXZRvS3v
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLjFOhzTtr
她沒好氣地答：750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKRQg5dSxt
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「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuEXezxjTh
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34T1I0aRyF
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3Q3iZQ7Ub
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIzWgWc4nA
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RworI10tF
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCMs5jIWZ6
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLEgFkjATK
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3RfjwFV7p
「威啦威啦。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAqPJp2e4B
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二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRad71quiFx
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUFHCrAxQD
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbQejOZAUD
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnv4z9aepnb
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RT1msRZgr
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiX61qbu4M
「喺街上撞到？」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfsXd4NAdM
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4v8xfHUPi
「佢喺校門等我。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rzF8waEcM
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlC2yu3dsR
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnt7cd0tvO
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他語帶諷刺：750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIWfNGL41u
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmvObUNzvn
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ou4gOcx1M
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cHtyaPYAu
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVQ232uk8b
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiUa8YLbRv
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbFEAxqe5a
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cXn4mJZ2R
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6zkWQBeU4
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCEBBdks3B
「有咩問題？」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkLDTiaJBU
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCQuTDoo5h
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkDldPF7yL
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4KwUwAPLz
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBpR6iMjRJ
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjZMA6wZp4
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLbczbRsqp
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是。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1C3naPNNhy
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「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlF6g6JSsZN
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是。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76StogYefn
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於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMwbNM00S7
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27lvSAvGLQ
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlL2pddtfAS
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcSzTTx5NE
原先想表達的是什麼？750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSQJoBFes8
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPPTo8uQ2Y
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4LPdoB1FA
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡve6YFiBXMO
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicUreV850M
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkAh48rcFY
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcW3MqXzyh
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6ZRjnv6ms
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBJFRofOHn
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0puM4uP5v
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDTRRnZokK
750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmJ0qFu80P
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。750Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54hQNd5o4E
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