看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6nzrjWQ2f
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxhjmJOE7g
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLpRvfvSIj
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GZ68m7shL
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtkc5v5JkB
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「明。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AqxcVcUIU
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMrcOnJWly
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSsjNOZhRQ
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31MhXeqtqV
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAxDTO4FQb
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkBREIWeV9
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSFaYyxz3f
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmqFU7ugKR
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0N5bkNXSE
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAH8SJGOsK6
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfug5lzGzm
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEjnb78xXP
「俾我睇吓？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi43I3oIpHn
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVRzSvsT41
「好。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJEp9ENAou
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6URv7nG8O
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZWBZl8lRf
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9S5T3Q0Kx
「哦，係Fiona喎。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteBPOrjqcq
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZmyqWGIQx
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76KBXTDwek
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aHI0fYhEN
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIEiAMOtHT
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3KTQDkyXL
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6heNhHP1Gw
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRK7SME9X8
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOZJx2DcRh
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNGqa1LSSL
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vhQKLAyRh
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZUlVC7eyq
「仲敢？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tCjhsbYyi
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBmPtyh3C6
「唔敢。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GRx032H3g
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc42V8LLhkO
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8LuYUw4CG
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqh90IAQ9T
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWOMgi15wy
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMa3ixe4Ww
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQNZaIkZUX
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ991QX9fyb
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nXToUxnmj
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7ZqJryqKK
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjvTnutq42
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSkroiuyu7
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0Nj6a4KdH
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKseeDPIMic
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp4XCM7eN7
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrlAyljzcb
「我開俾你睇。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSG0a9aKOOh
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rFFH1douv
「唔洗啦。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIYCjN8tXj
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcrLYXDNb8
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Rpy5B1b7p
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBdZIKjYVa
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfPOwV25xI
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMio1TYZ3J
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqMCy7FN3x
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIYJUWWbhX
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8LQC7TZQE
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNERpeqCti
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6xYi0OMpp
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRcFaE1tzX
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshFp28apfg
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「Sorry。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNTARUJlc1
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjcBopWzFq
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5hFZNrUe9
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiFX4S9GBN
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaCXBvXIol
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkdmGl4DSw
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPW9230Wzqf
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUuDepuAj9
「Sorry……」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDgeV0pyND
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpn15mmkKNI
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcc5a0xxf9X
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeu0AOVItqq
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGjjdZkV6P
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aaUvoGOKT
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38xubBjbVa
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4ZeKsxRAx
「嗯。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIE90iJGXK
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLy0YLirNSv
既然說起，阿朗問：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9tKCDv7WN
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwETTMzRS9
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0qaGRn8R5
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdlB5q52KG
她沒好氣地答：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdO3BmyIZWf
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvdqeW8FZf
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UULjfWIoZ
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxbrR0pOoQ
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPGEXcgFKG
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTuyDWr2nf
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh9MvUKltJ
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbyCXlJDHM
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWojTBAnWlK
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdmBT0CJ3m
「威啦威啦。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CfTEux2N3
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二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PPHxPpqne
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1WUG7Cpbn
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLyX99qo7r
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsRmy9xB8t
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00VTOujFzv
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9WUilfSvW
「喺街上撞到？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡei54sg1ITt
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDToqPdS9u6
「佢喺校門等我。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtvKa5uCco
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwxXmJ0Gsc
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxG4ahXN6TE
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7nJpY7cpl
他語帶諷刺：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxy88y715d
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcapxpBh5po
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZh2IGTjEa
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLwVqbf84x
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUWm3IPyec
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeF5AB6ptVe
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbX8FpJsCv2
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmkkoBBfOm
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEhjhEKqsD
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXccIncSeA
「有咩問題？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwZ9FZiSkT
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFb9RfxquO
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WOOgbXzIV
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFSQGRTSaF
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iz7IEMdtl
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCz9pbqbwp
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rmBcL3yJX
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是。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcVeDGVewp
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30Wa90XO5V
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJBON3u8WD
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是。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OXKupuwTV
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於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB359Bb6GjI
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3psRhC6Ooe
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpOIpg7Qkb
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原先想表達的是什麼？730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGBjcgxGsZ
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYQPdgR1UA
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5UIsQGIlc
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5pD2jPYtO
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmsw9cymED
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcvBR7xKg1
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wQi9CD1xj
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoz2CMPZgx
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oJmhiqIJi
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8b2sYMYgU
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8alX79khfr
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTiezCisAC
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1597emCJG
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