思思待阿朗出門後,打開手機,又重看一次那張照片。911Please respect copyright.PENANAUIT19PWreH
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阿朗笑得很寫意。911Please respect copyright.PENANArBbMrr5sR2
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他們的肩貼得緊緊的,有同一款笑眼。911Please respect copyright.PENANAXsS3UhgsOn
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有沒有可能,他們並不是偶然碰面,而是一早約好呢。911Please respect copyright.PENANAlGfJWwVatM
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會不會,峰仔只是在說謊,只是替阿朗隱瞞她呢。911Please respect copyright.PENANAQNjxpiJgAl
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哇,如果屬實,峰仔,原來很醒目。911Please respect copyright.PENANAYAHzxaWggL
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那麼,為什麼阿朗要騙她?911Please respect copyright.PENANA7a9S11lIuH
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因為和前度女朋友見了面嗎。單純如此?911Please respect copyright.PENANAujrrwXs8ew
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還是,和對方耳語過,感官的騷癢化成欲拒還迎的神情,面部温熱化成生理腫脹,跳躍至獸性本能?911Please respect copyright.PENANAteYDfkFH7r
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應該不會吧。阿朗是這樣的人嗎?911Please respect copyright.PENANAuYbpan52s9
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他可是說過,一生一世都愛她的。他就捨得令她傷心欲絕麼。911Please respect copyright.PENANA3rcp4PfhrB
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好吧,如果真沒有出軌,為什麼會和Fiona見面?911Please respect copyright.PENANAUsHjxKYaOE
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原裝河粉在思思心不在焉的拉扯下,常常斷開一半,兩手油淋淋的,不得不自嘲,身為家庭主婦,不應忽視本職。她遂專注地將一束束河粉分成一條條,下油,爆香乾葱和蒜片。911Please respect copyright.PENANAYOLj1rIuFl
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加入魷魚、魚片、蝦仁。911Please respect copyright.PENANAlISoBMHu12
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手握着鑊鏟。思思又想,其實,或許峰仔並無撒謊呢。她為什麼要懷疑?她就這樣信不過他嗎!他可是每天都會吻她額頭、誇她飯菜好味、願意下床關燈的——好丈夫。他是愛她的吧。911Please respect copyright.PENANAySrduzJNPX
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昨晚,他從抱着微泣的她,到親吻她的敏感帶,而後進入她時,下體腫脹之際,突然,她很清醒。911Please respect copyright.PENANABDzowBpPK1
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她問自己,為什麼突然做愛?911Please respect copyright.PENANAjXoH10ysSj
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他們的喘氣聲是因何而生?911Please respect copyright.PENANA2Am09I6RQU
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空間為什麼開始動蘯和扭曲?911Please respect copyright.PENANAmZCTP9mgYn
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可是,下一刻,快感又填滿她的腦,所有的潺潺水聲都叫她:不要掃興。911Please respect copyright.PENANAnpVlK9RDXE
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為什麼做愛?911Please respect copyright.PENANAyhkNbLmjMw
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當然,因為有愛。911Please respect copyright.PENANAWooRpVQOhS
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阿朗乘車,想,可能Fiona,或者思思,甚至他自己,都覺得和思思的婚姻是一段過期的愛情。911Please respect copyright.PENANAjFOut87Odq
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但他自己知道:不是。911Please respect copyright.PENANAZlW2qhf1L0
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他對思思自然有「戀人」的感覺,仍喜歡聽她講無聊的瑣碎,雖然很無聊,雖然很瑣碎,但看到她說「被呃秤」的扁嘴樣,他覺得很可愛,像以前她曾因弄跌雪糕而悶悶不樂一樣。911Please respect copyright.PENANAKZpUJOG8V0
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有些事情當然不同了,他倆的髮型都在長長短短地改變,黑色素的積聚令黑痣生在奇怪的部分上,年歲增長,難保一切如舊。911Please respect copyright.PENANAuUMmx2zGSo
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但回家,和她共對,仍然快樂。911Please respect copyright.PENANAprvSCOz609
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積累下來的回憶和久經習慣的相處,不再有新鮮感,但是,化作了另一種舒適。911Please respect copyright.PENANAfsfg4EMGpJ
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一樣,可親可愛。911Please respect copyright.PENANAnfPoP2cj0t
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只是有時,他沒有太多心力細味,他真的太累了,每天汗流浹背,他懷疑,流失的尚有支撐自己牢牢站穩的動力,汗水被太陽蒸發,不再復生。911Please respect copyright.PENANADRSuP2aCTF
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如果他真的足夠空閒,有很多事可能也不一樣了,至少,他會有閒情逸致,和她討論新上映的本土電影、廣東歌、即時新聞。911Please respect copyright.PENANApv1476FTq7
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不會休竭。911Please respect copyright.PENANA8YgxRSxCpx
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有時,他又覺得和思思相處,有點壓力,他覺得,她不會,也不應明白他的苦況。他也不想讓她明白。911Please respect copyright.PENANAHm5EKqTZ0T
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婚姻之後的所有變遷,是他們個人心境上的變化,有時不滿,有時焦慮,有時傷感。但每一次,他的選擇都並非抽拂而去,而是將她擁得緊緊的。911Please respect copyright.PENANAO09b4odbQR
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除了,瞞着她,去找Fiona——911Please respect copyright.PENANATdzQN5NYAp
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所以此刻,他忽然愧疚。暪着思思,卻與Fiona聊得歡快,不也是一種離開嗎,這等同「不需要妻子」,仿佛他另有温枕軟玉一樣。911Please respect copyright.PENANAECyKvuwYpE
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是嗎?可是,這只是與異性聊天罷了。911Please respect copyright.PENANAACYoGJtIIS
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啊。911Please respect copyright.PENANAPh2DFx7TPf
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他是愛思思的。911Please respect copyright.PENANAL4Hj0NdlHA
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如此想來,又惱恨,為什麼要瞞她那麼多事呢?他應該有她傾聽煩心事就足夠。911Please respect copyright.PENANALaH5Z7BSt6
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是嗎?911Please respect copyright.PENANAOOM8OGUjBd
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不是嗎?911Please respect copyright.PENANAlDO0SWyHev
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他托着下巴,看着左方的樹不斷向後飛去,像永遠不會再看到那些翠綠,忽然婉惜。911Please respect copyright.PENANAZl99sY5BJ0
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這一條重復的路,已走過太多遍,有時有點沉悶,但每次打着呵欠、看着熟悉的風景,才真的有安心的感覺。如果,這條路上忽然種了櫻花樹,那麼,他會當成一種驚喜,然後,更愛凝望這條路。911Please respect copyright.PENANA36hD4G04d1
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一切都是往更好的方向進發。911Please respect copyright.PENANAJm4rc9Hgp2
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他決定,要和Fiona斷聯。911Please respect copyright.PENANA4vbqSIvxf9
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臨進家門,看到Fiona給他發短訊,一則關於黑奴的笑話。911Please respect copyright.PENANAzJIHjMcinM
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他點了進去,看了五秒,忍住沒有笑,他暗暗慶幸:不用落地獄。911Please respect copyright.PENANAJRLyZU2uU0
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本來,正想回覆她:「無聊」;又想起,早上誓要和她斷絕來往;所以,又下線,袋起手機。911Please respect copyright.PENANAz8GlPtMbGk
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將鎖匙插入,未轉,門已利落地打開了。911Please respect copyright.PENANAfs5siPJnbG
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乾炒海鮮河的味道,撲鼻而來。911Please respect copyright.PENANA6iIdG60TSy
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思思如常抱了抱阿朗。911Please respect copyright.PENANA4g2ztJeH7t
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「番嚟啦?快啲洗手沖涼食飯啦!」911Please respect copyright.PENANAPYJsZHQWie
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「炒河?」911Please respect copyright.PENANAGlu4tOd7ky
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「係呀。之前你話好耐冇食呀嘛。」911Please respect copyright.PENANATewa8xSpK9
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「Mua~」911Please respect copyright.PENANALSjaFIdz3F
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阿朗笑。911Please respect copyright.PENANAuRBDdW9OvL
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思思確實很久沒有煮一些阿朗很喜歡的菜餚。911Please respect copyright.PENANAR9dEJl6fDe
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她不想讓棉花糖吃得太濃味,偏偏,阿朗則喜歡挑戰味蕾的極致。而思思在懷孕及生育之後,都一改以前的口味,轉為清淡。911Please respect copyright.PENANApaDTS3E703
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慢慢,她就沒再加太多調味料。911Please respect copyright.PENANAir2dMMwUFU
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慢慢,她也忘記了,阿朗很久沒有吃上他真正喜歡的飯菜。911Please respect copyright.PENANAlPCmEzqQx0
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慢慢,阿朗也習慣了,不再對煎、炸、鹹、辣唸唸有詞。911Please respect copyright.PENANAQfVGXwi3J3
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不知道為什麼,她縱然自問細心體貼,可是,還是會忽略他的需要。她忘了這個家裏,不止她和棉花糖天天坐在飯桌前,還有他,低頭吃飯,卻永遠給她遞上一個大拇指。但是,她總以為,得到了他的誇讚,就等於他是喜歡的。911Please respect copyright.PENANApiXyr4BKd3
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可是,現在想來,他的讚賞只是給思思這個人本身,不是飯菜本身。911Please respect copyright.PENANAPz3tNQ28gc
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吃慣了,不代表喜歡吃吧。所以,要令他更喜歡才是啊。911Please respect copyright.PENANAiuWTjqr09l
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種一棵櫻花樹吧。911Please respect copyright.PENANAipzS3QrxvU
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她感激。911Please respect copyright.PENANA04qlivkmAr
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今早買菜的時候,思思看到粉麵檔的婆婆彎腰,其自行搥背:911Please respect copyright.PENANAEYpQu2Bq5i
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「靚女,買唔買啲河粉呀?我哋就嚟搬啦。」911Please respect copyright.PENANAcSt9yMvQW7
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她這才想起,阿朗很喜歡吃炒河,曾經誇她炒得很有鑊氣;只是,她很久已經沒有煮。結果,難得二人外出吃飯,他就會叫乾炒牛河,拌着辣醬吃下。911Please respect copyright.PENANAtdTdEp94TU
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雖然她知道,這個檔家永遠都在約滿,永遠都在搬遷,下個月,一切又如舊。911Please respect copyright.PENANAVjJAXPvLNZ
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但她還是買了。911Please respect copyright.PENANAmoj5gzvPqg
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因為她,應當就在今天煮一頓阿朗喜歡的,應當就在今天提醒自己要多加照顧阿朗的感受,應當就在今天讓阿朗開開心心地吃到記憶中的味道。911Please respect copyright.PENANAQcJX39Lr7P
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她應當就在今天,多給阿朗安全感,讓他相信,她永遠都在他身邊——911Please respect copyright.PENANAGwuhNJ7pYN
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拜托,不要離開,不要往外另覓一雙軟稔臂彎,另一個人夠我有力嗎?我可是持續地扛得起棉花糖的;希望,也扛得起你的憂愁,不如,和我分享一下吧。911Please respect copyright.PENANAPrjGwYkITs
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留下來,好嗎?911Please respect copyright.PENANAM5lZPY0JzY
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不要搭理Fiona,可否?911Please respect copyright.PENANAvJSGWFDuzM
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怎樣看,思思都覺得,自己與阿朗更相襯。911Please respect copyright.PENANAlA8mBwXcfo
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思思並非覺得阿朗會逃離,多年感情就此毁於一旦?就算他想,她也會阻止,盡力挽回。911Please respect copyright.PENANAmEyoXZpJSn
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只是,這一整天下來,她都在不斷反省自己的不足。911Please respect copyright.PENANAUHat2QceY9
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即使阿朗沒有和Fiona見面,即使他從無異心,即使他是真的愛她。911Please respect copyright.PENANA3Xu7T85SUT
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阿朗經已為他們付出很多很多,她看在眼內,不敢多言。911Please respect copyright.PENANA8DRZ4ciZcO
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若然,他需要在外尋找心靈慰藉,責任完全在於他嗎?她又想,自己是否無法給他足夠的信心,讓他相信,她可以一直一直地陪伴他呢。911Please respect copyright.PENANAOAnnZQsPwe
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可是,思思覺得,她真的可以。911Please respect copyright.PENANA7yC3Ec4FjU
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她會努力的。911Please respect copyright.PENANAINhiid60US
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「棉花糖洗咗手未?」911Please respect copyright.PENANAWrmHIGsS0B
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「洗咗!我要食魷魚,多啲多啲!」911Please respect copyright.PENANAOsbjnpaq0o
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「開餐啦!」911Please respect copyright.PENANAGfmNxVsDT7
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櫻花開。911Please respect copyright.PENANASWRvYYaSkR
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