思思待阿朗出門後,打開手機,又重看一次那張照片。965Please respect copyright.PENANAF4pOvgWkix
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阿朗笑得很寫意。965Please respect copyright.PENANAC8ADAW5LSH
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他們的肩貼得緊緊的,有同一款笑眼。965Please respect copyright.PENANA5gdkA1sntl
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有沒有可能,他們並不是偶然碰面,而是一早約好呢。965Please respect copyright.PENANAhJlQWiUWfE
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會不會,峰仔只是在說謊,只是替阿朗隱瞞她呢。965Please respect copyright.PENANAQkiDtfK3oq
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哇,如果屬實,峰仔,原來很醒目。965Please respect copyright.PENANAvz9wdmTTyD
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那麼,為什麼阿朗要騙她?965Please respect copyright.PENANARnr4cPKsvo
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因為和前度女朋友見了面嗎。單純如此?965Please respect copyright.PENANAIuQvudAAmS
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還是,和對方耳語過,感官的騷癢化成欲拒還迎的神情,面部温熱化成生理腫脹,跳躍至獸性本能?965Please respect copyright.PENANAUIgNqJCi2v
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應該不會吧。阿朗是這樣的人嗎?965Please respect copyright.PENANAxrvRjes444
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他可是說過,一生一世都愛她的。他就捨得令她傷心欲絕麼。965Please respect copyright.PENANAsScBYpBIvH
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好吧,如果真沒有出軌,為什麼會和Fiona見面?965Please respect copyright.PENANA9icCHkuOiI
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原裝河粉在思思心不在焉的拉扯下,常常斷開一半,兩手油淋淋的,不得不自嘲,身為家庭主婦,不應忽視本職。她遂專注地將一束束河粉分成一條條,下油,爆香乾葱和蒜片。965Please respect copyright.PENANAz0xA5F810H
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加入魷魚、魚片、蝦仁。965Please respect copyright.PENANAmN4ClWQbIR
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手握着鑊鏟。思思又想,其實,或許峰仔並無撒謊呢。她為什麼要懷疑?她就這樣信不過他嗎!他可是每天都會吻她額頭、誇她飯菜好味、願意下床關燈的——好丈夫。他是愛她的吧。965Please respect copyright.PENANAiOQxbdEZVp
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昨晚,他從抱着微泣的她,到親吻她的敏感帶,而後進入她時,下體腫脹之際,突然,她很清醒。965Please respect copyright.PENANAGqv2Jkirw2
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她問自己,為什麼突然做愛?965Please respect copyright.PENANAKWUNb13XC5
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他們的喘氣聲是因何而生?965Please respect copyright.PENANATj0NAPtwE3
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空間為什麼開始動蘯和扭曲?965Please respect copyright.PENANAC20qydXtLV
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可是,下一刻,快感又填滿她的腦,所有的潺潺水聲都叫她:不要掃興。965Please respect copyright.PENANAuJxJXPs61W
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為什麼做愛?965Please respect copyright.PENANAn3oFu9dR7Q
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當然,因為有愛。965Please respect copyright.PENANAgaxnAqfYqY
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阿朗乘車,想,可能Fiona,或者思思,甚至他自己,都覺得和思思的婚姻是一段過期的愛情。965Please respect copyright.PENANAnHwY0tYevF
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但他自己知道:不是。965Please respect copyright.PENANAAYTQybSwAQ
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他對思思自然有「戀人」的感覺,仍喜歡聽她講無聊的瑣碎,雖然很無聊,雖然很瑣碎,但看到她說「被呃秤」的扁嘴樣,他覺得很可愛,像以前她曾因弄跌雪糕而悶悶不樂一樣。965Please respect copyright.PENANAzKlt2cSdti
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有些事情當然不同了,他倆的髮型都在長長短短地改變,黑色素的積聚令黑痣生在奇怪的部分上,年歲增長,難保一切如舊。965Please respect copyright.PENANAilfJjTB7Wx
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但回家,和她共對,仍然快樂。965Please respect copyright.PENANAqIXKJG13fj
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積累下來的回憶和久經習慣的相處,不再有新鮮感,但是,化作了另一種舒適。965Please respect copyright.PENANAP7RBLbaU65
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一樣,可親可愛。965Please respect copyright.PENANAViIINOrbKP
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只是有時,他沒有太多心力細味,他真的太累了,每天汗流浹背,他懷疑,流失的尚有支撐自己牢牢站穩的動力,汗水被太陽蒸發,不再復生。965Please respect copyright.PENANAmkoE4gBPXx
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如果他真的足夠空閒,有很多事可能也不一樣了,至少,他會有閒情逸致,和她討論新上映的本土電影、廣東歌、即時新聞。965Please respect copyright.PENANAJBAOLa9M92
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不會休竭。965Please respect copyright.PENANAPGpcIA7kF1
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有時,他又覺得和思思相處,有點壓力,他覺得,她不會,也不應明白他的苦況。他也不想讓她明白。965Please respect copyright.PENANA3cuNlmehLD
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婚姻之後的所有變遷,是他們個人心境上的變化,有時不滿,有時焦慮,有時傷感。但每一次,他的選擇都並非抽拂而去,而是將她擁得緊緊的。965Please respect copyright.PENANAjEGilqmaBa
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除了,瞞着她,去找Fiona——965Please respect copyright.PENANA2YIGVUa72J
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所以此刻,他忽然愧疚。暪着思思,卻與Fiona聊得歡快,不也是一種離開嗎,這等同「不需要妻子」,仿佛他另有温枕軟玉一樣。965Please respect copyright.PENANAhVWWfFxjtd
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是嗎?可是,這只是與異性聊天罷了。965Please respect copyright.PENANAZBLyujwVWO
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啊。965Please respect copyright.PENANA4h205FXDRr
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他是愛思思的。965Please respect copyright.PENANA45tFyQyLCd
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如此想來,又惱恨,為什麼要瞞她那麼多事呢?他應該有她傾聽煩心事就足夠。965Please respect copyright.PENANAgHdhzLz2Ux
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是嗎?965Please respect copyright.PENANAUjznNo4gty
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不是嗎?965Please respect copyright.PENANAutAE7tElFU
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他托着下巴,看着左方的樹不斷向後飛去,像永遠不會再看到那些翠綠,忽然婉惜。965Please respect copyright.PENANAzbsQcTvY8H
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這一條重復的路,已走過太多遍,有時有點沉悶,但每次打着呵欠、看着熟悉的風景,才真的有安心的感覺。如果,這條路上忽然種了櫻花樹,那麼,他會當成一種驚喜,然後,更愛凝望這條路。965Please respect copyright.PENANApL5fTujr0g
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一切都是往更好的方向進發。965Please respect copyright.PENANAFHxJEVkm4q
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他決定,要和Fiona斷聯。965Please respect copyright.PENANAjDpYQK1WjI
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臨進家門,看到Fiona給他發短訊,一則關於黑奴的笑話。965Please respect copyright.PENANAXTsrtwteKg
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他點了進去,看了五秒,忍住沒有笑,他暗暗慶幸:不用落地獄。965Please respect copyright.PENANAiNYKCKWBkS
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本來,正想回覆她:「無聊」;又想起,早上誓要和她斷絕來往;所以,又下線,袋起手機。965Please respect copyright.PENANAK2KFqf9nHo
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將鎖匙插入,未轉,門已利落地打開了。965Please respect copyright.PENANATFkUt1Ud4r
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乾炒海鮮河的味道,撲鼻而來。965Please respect copyright.PENANAiILyNZVyWB
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思思如常抱了抱阿朗。965Please respect copyright.PENANAh1NwZFGSh7
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「番嚟啦?快啲洗手沖涼食飯啦!」965Please respect copyright.PENANAtsKMCIYNCb
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「炒河?」965Please respect copyright.PENANAB2AG5ZVXcK
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「係呀。之前你話好耐冇食呀嘛。」965Please respect copyright.PENANA1Tr6d2AT6y
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「Mua~」965Please respect copyright.PENANAnvfWcv1s6U
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阿朗笑。965Please respect copyright.PENANA3JWLzGAdDd
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思思確實很久沒有煮一些阿朗很喜歡的菜餚。965Please respect copyright.PENANAngrg4z6h2g
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她不想讓棉花糖吃得太濃味,偏偏,阿朗則喜歡挑戰味蕾的極致。而思思在懷孕及生育之後,都一改以前的口味,轉為清淡。965Please respect copyright.PENANANzE8xkF2za
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慢慢,她就沒再加太多調味料。965Please respect copyright.PENANA9HKVwwJEJk
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慢慢,她也忘記了,阿朗很久沒有吃上他真正喜歡的飯菜。965Please respect copyright.PENANAEQe89U5V2J
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慢慢,阿朗也習慣了,不再對煎、炸、鹹、辣唸唸有詞。965Please respect copyright.PENANAF24l1KKm6Y
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不知道為什麼,她縱然自問細心體貼,可是,還是會忽略他的需要。她忘了這個家裏,不止她和棉花糖天天坐在飯桌前,還有他,低頭吃飯,卻永遠給她遞上一個大拇指。但是,她總以為,得到了他的誇讚,就等於他是喜歡的。965Please respect copyright.PENANAtAgwIcHk2o
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可是,現在想來,他的讚賞只是給思思這個人本身,不是飯菜本身。965Please respect copyright.PENANAqguZdAAfmQ
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吃慣了,不代表喜歡吃吧。所以,要令他更喜歡才是啊。965Please respect copyright.PENANAKOPpLAXX3J
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種一棵櫻花樹吧。965Please respect copyright.PENANAy1xMyrjboS
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她感激。965Please respect copyright.PENANAMlPX2Ec8a1
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今早買菜的時候,思思看到粉麵檔的婆婆彎腰,其自行搥背:965Please respect copyright.PENANA1vep6Y6q6z
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「靚女,買唔買啲河粉呀?我哋就嚟搬啦。」965Please respect copyright.PENANA7l911Yd4mJ
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她這才想起,阿朗很喜歡吃炒河,曾經誇她炒得很有鑊氣;只是,她很久已經沒有煮。結果,難得二人外出吃飯,他就會叫乾炒牛河,拌着辣醬吃下。965Please respect copyright.PENANArgBRgMkDGn
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雖然她知道,這個檔家永遠都在約滿,永遠都在搬遷,下個月,一切又如舊。965Please respect copyright.PENANAbh30Im5bya
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但她還是買了。965Please respect copyright.PENANAgtoPpuz4qL
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因為她,應當就在今天煮一頓阿朗喜歡的,應當就在今天提醒自己要多加照顧阿朗的感受,應當就在今天讓阿朗開開心心地吃到記憶中的味道。965Please respect copyright.PENANAXIEejzkzG9
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她應當就在今天,多給阿朗安全感,讓他相信,她永遠都在他身邊——965Please respect copyright.PENANAcQZOFud0h9
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拜托,不要離開,不要往外另覓一雙軟稔臂彎,另一個人夠我有力嗎?我可是持續地扛得起棉花糖的;希望,也扛得起你的憂愁,不如,和我分享一下吧。965Please respect copyright.PENANAr4jsNKOEZr
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留下來,好嗎?965Please respect copyright.PENANAZJiDKveQrM
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不要搭理Fiona,可否?965Please respect copyright.PENANAenoz10EO2Q
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怎樣看,思思都覺得,自己與阿朗更相襯。965Please respect copyright.PENANAbVGJXSocIm
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思思並非覺得阿朗會逃離,多年感情就此毁於一旦?就算他想,她也會阻止,盡力挽回。965Please respect copyright.PENANA7QrIHuxgIL
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只是,這一整天下來,她都在不斷反省自己的不足。965Please respect copyright.PENANARpXMvf4ejQ
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即使阿朗沒有和Fiona見面,即使他從無異心,即使他是真的愛她。965Please respect copyright.PENANAMrl7L2SjZT
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阿朗經已為他們付出很多很多,她看在眼內,不敢多言。965Please respect copyright.PENANAvbEi54OTYY
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若然,他需要在外尋找心靈慰藉,責任完全在於他嗎?她又想,自己是否無法給他足夠的信心,讓他相信,她可以一直一直地陪伴他呢。965Please respect copyright.PENANAmjVhPEHroF
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可是,思思覺得,她真的可以。965Please respect copyright.PENANAkYCVR8k13A
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她會努力的。965Please respect copyright.PENANAbSGTjLfhYs
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「棉花糖洗咗手未?」965Please respect copyright.PENANAX4YgaRKNEE
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「洗咗!我要食魷魚,多啲多啲!」965Please respect copyright.PENANA4feiIo8lop
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「開餐啦!」965Please respect copyright.PENANA20rcKd3K6y
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櫻花開。965Please respect copyright.PENANAYT0Udf4VzZ
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