阿朗深呼吸。845Please respect copyright.PENANA9dhyhU6lOS
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「嘟、嘟、嘟……喂,C朗?咩事?」845Please respect copyright.PENANAkVLisMDJIK
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這聲音是一塊乾爽的海綿。845Please respect copyright.PENANAfbTZC73KoO
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「峰仔,你啱啱咪同我飲嘢嘅。」845Please respect copyright.PENANARfP3jWAixR
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抹得走污漬嗎?845Please respect copyright.PENANAedTmJqa501
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峰仔不語,電話內外的環境雜音被放到最大。845Please respect copyright.PENANA9LfecRvO1n
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阿朗輕輕抿嘴,又道:845Please respect copyright.PENANAufuuEdbwEl
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「最後我哋咪見到Fiona,之後,佢就過嚟同我影咗張相嘅。」845Please respect copyright.PENANAUAz86kCZsP
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可以。沾上洗潔泡沫,正在清潔。845Please respect copyright.PENANAPMQ6t8uAxq
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「……係。」845Please respect copyright.PENANAZntPkzx3hc
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「不過佢冇同你影到,係點解嘅?」845Please respect copyright.PENANAFaqyXWDoUl
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「哦……咁我同佢又唔熟,咪唔同我影囉。你條仆街打電話過嚟寸我?」845Please respect copyright.PENANAIAkpflbtex
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乾淨。845Please respect copyright.PENANAkmXCozMxe6
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「得,唔該你。唔講咁多。」845Please respect copyright.PENANAirp1ytYVhj
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心有餘悸。845Please respect copyright.PENANABzXgX7BnDR
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整個過程,阿朗都在繃緊全身以令自己不要聲顫腹抖,生理反應告訴他,他很怕讓思思知道真相。845Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZR49CT4Qb
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他不知道自己在心虛什麼,明明沒有越軌;可是又瞞着她,覺得不能讓她知道,包括他常和Fiona聊天。845Please respect copyright.PENANA9EITZn4s1S
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他已經考慮,如果峰仔的回答是:「邊有,你噏乜?」,那麼,他就會再掙扎一下:「咪玩我啦!我老婆聽緊㗎。」然後,峰仔就會明白,然後替他圓謊。845Please respect copyright.PENANAEuWMBgOR2Q
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如果,最後被發現,他就決定跪下,聲淚俱下地和思思說:「我今日係同咗Fiona飲嘢,但係佢話唔開心我先見吓佢。對唔住,我唔應該瞞你。」845Please respect copyright.PENANAKjRrwtVUXH
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只是,代價大很多,他無疑直白地欺騙了她,845Please respect copyright.PENANAazvUXLSQ9R
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幸好。845Please respect copyright.PENANA6FNVgyI1Np
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幸好,無論如何,「朋友」也會替自己圓謊,只消隱隱明白所言何事,也能一本正經的說出從不存在的枝節。編謊、說謊、互相配合,還幽人一默作氣氛調節,這些不坦誠的事,竟然是一種善事。845Please respect copyright.PENANA8ygqmzx25k
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哈,救人一命,勝造七級浮屠。845Please respect copyright.PENANAVE9pMPrPfe
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救了兩個人呢?845Please respect copyright.PENANATjndpcbxLb
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功德無量。845Please respect copyright.PENANAspmr0JvVSQ
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阿朗放下手機,將思思擁入懷內,抱得很緊很緊,仿佛想填滿她的腦袋,不讓她再思考:845Please respect copyright.PENANAJyrCT6PJKU
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「真㗎,你信我啦。」845Please respect copyright.PENANAyOfwiGBYVT
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終於,她哭。845Please respect copyright.PENANAXvZbaq1OqA
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沒有什麼聲音,可是他感覺到,她的身子不斷的、沒有規律地震,和她緊貼的他,心隔着無温衣服被撼動。845Please respect copyright.PENANAcH2lKtHX93
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而思思,尚有很多疑問。845Please respect copyright.PENANAFijszVNEMV
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講真,她不蠢;或者說,在感情關係中,人有時精明得可怕,忽然會有種奇怪的感覺叫:「佢怪怪哋」。845Please respect copyright.PENANAJSlaUyB0aq
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可是,現在又仿佛證實他並無傷害她,她有種劫後餘生的心驚。845Please respect copyright.PENANABKT3KwIYz3
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她相信峰仔沒有講大話,據阿朗曾經的形容,峰仔是一個黑白分明的人,十分誠實。845Please respect copyright.PENANABiT3tIf7V2
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阿朗默默點頭,他所認識的峰仔正直誠實,應該不會背叛May;如果真的背叛,也不會厚着面皮地自辯無辜。845Please respect copyright.PENANAaAMSlN1zQG
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她想,不過是拍了一張照片,對吧?有什麼好介意的。845Please respect copyright.PENANAwHBWuW7UI2
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但她還是哭。845Please respect copyright.PENANAJwBa4fBJRC
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在峰仔沉默的時候,她比阿朗還驚恐,像目睹自家樓房着火燒起,卻不能衝進去沖水撲滅,也不能搬離兒時相簿、舊式睡衣、餣製半年的咸柑桔。她只能等,等別人救火,等別人通知,等別人大肆報道她的無力;而她,卻要守在警戒線之外,企得遠遠的,不可作為。她在等待自己的命運被裁判。845Please respect copyright.PENANAMv3vsuSj7r
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等待,真的是一次焦躁的懶漫。845Please respect copyright.PENANA7LhFppLfLX
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她忍不住,慚慚,回抱阿朗的腰,再發出一嘶一㗜的泣聲。845Please respect copyright.PENANAbFsv9fYKXq
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她很害怕。845Please respect copyright.PENANANcqA7o0t2z
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剛剛,她發現,或者忽然認清,她是絕對不可能失去他的。只是懷疑,已夠她崩潰。845Please respect copyright.PENANAF1vdYHkPa5
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「心跳漏了一拍」,這個說法非常形象化。845Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9faupvLDL
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而她的心,剛才跳得很大力、很重,讓她覺得身體快將耗盡心臟的血液,不會再有養分,不會再蹦跳,不會再告訴她:你有我,陪住你。845Please respect copyright.PENANAMpVlX9Dtvx
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她想過,如果阿朗真的出軌,應該怎麼辦?845Please respect copyright.PENANAtkTZ0Tu7qh
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離婚嗎?她捨不得。845Please respect copyright.PENANABmyRtz8sND
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明明他們,應該會白頭到老,屆時應當再不用擔心棉花糖了,他們可以環遊世界,去冰島看極光,和他許下「下世再相愛」的願望;回到家裏,可以和他慵懶地靠在沙發上,爭奪搖控器跳轉電視台;閒逛,可以觀看他和其他公園的伯伯捉棋,如果對方要求回棋,她就會替阿朗說:「舉手不回大丈夫」。這,理應是他們的花甲未來。845Please respect copyright.PENANAh3Rbpi6lH8
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但原諒嗎?她𣎴忿。845Please respect copyright.PENANAHfd7Jv3LTn
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她每天擁着的身軀竟然留有別個女人的野性,是否代表他嫌棄自己過分平淡,而予她所有的親吻,都不過是一張張自欺欺人的贖罪券?那麼,若果二人的感情已成殘品,為何還勉強彌留而不撒手放棄呢。而他的出軌對象,是一個舊人,是否同樣印證,比起他們未知的將來,其實,他更留戀那個她沒有參與的過往?如此,為什麼還是砸毀自尊原諒,難道真要卑微到塵埃裏去!偏偏,可惜,種子卻被滾水燙過。845Please respect copyright.PENANAmZU3AFsU3v
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這種心理活動令思思混亂,彈着一首雜亂無章的曲子,沒有譜寫合適的抑揚。845Please respect copyright.PENANA2A0sFktPpk
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幸好。845Please respect copyright.PENANAbAfzxYWPsQ
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幸好,阿朗沒有不忠。無論如何,他也是愛她的。845Please respect copyright.PENANAfCWHgef0Gl
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她的眼淚一直淚。845Please respect copyright.PENANAOOVZjytnfm
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為擔心,為懷疑,為焦慮,為放心,為慶幸。845Please respect copyright.PENANA4hlRPP2Y4w
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為他,為她,為他們。845Please respect copyright.PENANAT46fIHzMHC
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「對唔住啊老婆,我應承你,一定冇下次。」845Please respect copyright.PENANAvU5CxkRP29
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阿朗承諾。845Please respect copyright.PENANAMHOzpCAsos
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他清楚知道,自己是一個不能言語的罪人,他不可認錯,但心知肚明。845Please respect copyright.PENANAu5KwdFnNFO
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他很害怕。845Please respect copyright.PENANALgxfHTc4oh
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剛剛,他發現,或者忽然認清,他絕對不能講真話。845Please respect copyright.PENANAoc24VkcQ1P
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他明白,如果讓她知道,他常和Fiona分享一些她不知道的事,她一定會很難受。845Please respect copyright.PENANAGZkbCiq94v
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甚至,可能自責。845Please respect copyright.PENANAU73cVFklgl
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以思思的性格,難過過後,就會歸咎自身,覺得自身存在不足,才令他向外撞去。845Please respect copyright.PENANADq61DZG3Ch
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可是,這分明不是她的錯。他悔恨,自己怎麼不懂珍惜她。845Please respect copyright.PENANAgasjFSFEDP
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明明,有煩惱的話,他應該向她傾訴,她才是他最親密的枕邊人。845Please respect copyright.PENANAG0aL6BjyUv
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「嗯。」845Please respect copyright.PENANArSrnblfQsP
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阿朗不斷吻她,深深的用唇在她的全身烙印,用力、無間斷,仿佛自證他只屬於她。845Please respect copyright.PENANAv6HzltJY6d
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