「好。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdKU0ziJ7N
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwZUjaYm6D
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5jbLHUJ6y
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCegmGFODJj
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA82vcVcyzw
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNkqLG2vRy
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEL1c2ZYzci
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8xNSHegrx
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbA3wg4KO2
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbuwhM3jJW
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4XnVPpXCP
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKxYZt0dHP
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSgAcIcFCV
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGgbjpWeXq
思思明白：「好。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEE2rW0DL4g
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9y92CaJfs6
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfhUnrZw64
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWNkvpsbps
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcni6bl8vRg
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCJ0qQ9WzF
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6li0ziP5Lf
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlsQEDmpBr
阿朗首先開口：763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9rOGB8jtt
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQZ4zxTLo0
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChXq1JP5nd
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPsCtFoDaA
「嗯？」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMIukh3Pkh
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xv21xYsxl
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUwBNSRWrt
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CHzbZoYdl
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNHHTDwmLy
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ju0x1wMoo
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK51N6QW14V
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB7OpJ2cN9
「嗯。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocw9FsAvXs
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQorMdb91g
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMQKHcEzkS
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSAhbW6cYP
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmlZg7st4a
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ICdahqFL2
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHkSgi6ckO
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mMIRJYe5E
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsmwazadHK
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UIxaCD7Yp
「但係，我哋當然熟。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbZOZn6L1C
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7ydAuYL2V
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KORcTPfA7
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7DRvjZDhU
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwExaZ2ZWQ
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx86UB8Y7gd
「都係。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5UuvjqNRK
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83oPPl1UhN
她深呼吸：763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFYvFZUpWa
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eJSmU4La8
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfWOmSrB59
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5kJsnAMxk
「嗯？」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8TWilc2Lz
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2oLQQdnBX
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rYMqE7I3E
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF831pxvAj0
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUI5tV5hvqQ
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypOXsmJQkc
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeexRWfYmu
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMNF8DVIo3
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKwyHcSUVl
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbR8V6VtQ3
變咗，好似好悶咁？」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrBociOeUd
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsp5IHU1gCz
他們達成共識。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZNWJ8ENBf
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4jy2An36f
她表達意願：763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W2VHmJOAu
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ugzn80b0r
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1zQTkDVGz
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkWVpMHezL
「我都唔想。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHnnhPbYHr
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTQcyiWrQb
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXBO85Ej4M
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJwSt9EPxI
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YZO6OfL9m
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyHWjfnFfZ
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaFw7NUnPs
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwxgG7IyOI
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwpEmcXdyQ
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2plAfLxfG
「係。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMdg3LrP02
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDS5MRqQba1
「明。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5fFd0AkQW
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UnO4BFgiK
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfP0jWzQIeF
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLFShpVUla
「我都係咁覺得。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvD7g2NT0NS
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRn49dBMAB
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKp1j0v0BTX
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4mNTq88Fz
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKojCHWcNj
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuJpbHcMND
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPxPEgGBYY
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFgsb2QD1z
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2V2uzLXWwd
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6G12cackF
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYoKsKP3Ug
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0qliaL5QH
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07bxyGm8Xb
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfhvfdLp9d
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgKVM1ZcXj
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8GW9v3W6b
她點頭：「嗯。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gkUt5ju2P
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrt4lLMAZx5
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ROAUgyJxO
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbLHpMUy0g
「係，我記得。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpC36BtZVH
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDSqvf5iWR
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN47qLv6bWV
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Hfqx3mBqb
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SniUae5xh
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrco3Y3SMm
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshc5j57yLJ
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytfNANRVp9
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiwTlpqNw1
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsUwM25RTr
「係，少骨痹。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY0oybeDBj
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RCUYcEDIf
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmxmwyBkCc
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuorrDBCriF
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHPhA147MQ
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpycZtLWs5
「噢，對唔住。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXnuhAKEzK
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDz7WceyZD
他摸摸她的頭。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNM7Bgtq918
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxwrhWkGqP
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOBcJMeQ26
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFWAIxbr1U
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXovPVJVWM
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnG8Ev0Uqo9
她的決心竟然在融化。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvBA6e9jFQ
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZifInKUfN
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60Y9kb1zAU
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RBwfkJAzC
「你都對我好好啊。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZWn4bTMeC
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkLLYK74cA
「係唔錯㗎。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGSCwg2oLS
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfZ13We8oo
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2fkGhvyIK
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOD0nstjjY
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKlnBUx45f
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aPRm4kXoS
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpFUQWL1UX
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdSwoJvgs7
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1sIH1C8As
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFdiplfBb0
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70HkPSZQF6
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRmFnc9oLQ
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JwHflr44R
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXh3nRyL8ll
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGlgeunVCv
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdz1VrWdXq
「嗯，明白你意思。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsnOx6a3Kg
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWctEhDQMzy
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQsm1xGX8Z
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYehqCHvbOg
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNtRsqQvx9
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn249bmRuU
「我都係。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfROY1xmmf
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcC2G3FFFk
「咁……就好啦。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqai9sMhfC
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2mM2KtCIg
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaEd7cq5Pb
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULJzsc02D2
說完了，之後呢？763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUZ14JMgYY
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKinQOLn2e
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYL5Ceyc2b
763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXvfgZB6Rn
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。763Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06ifmwEk9K
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