「好。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMGRlZKsLj
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1sDdxsP2z
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5xAodGQ70
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnBa89Hl3Z
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffbWgjTxPn
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7zKL1bnNT
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ulRfZddke
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtQzSVKQYH
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05MKEaS0U5
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「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPTFSU0ZhA
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXjgLxticK
思思明白：「好。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7loYzOIZjc
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXe07fqk8d3
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGQpIUM40i
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDENfp6ru3H
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyA1p5D1ynL
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行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxXO0HNl2P
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阿朗首先開口：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMiRgo7hLI
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlfT6L3BQU
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFnNGIe5YX
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmNlFj6tqG
「嗯？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKP50WhCAa2
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96m0Et186O
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw0OkN372x
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55ynnBVRT0
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgy3CYRwki
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvrg0MJkfj
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTryjA0gJRo
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WQtaLxfO7
「嗯。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9XgOqbweN
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY12Clwo2Mo
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWYyS56yKX
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLhul1V1tH
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSzEX4y2lu
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFuCKXVV1C
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQG6hxM8axp
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxksifHA36
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7KCRTokQb
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HIx8TKh4f
「但係，我哋當然熟。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPprMUUGXej
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RuGhhaXKt
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0C6pVYR85G
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qG8sSehoa
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTX58lu6Ga
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YVbSa92l4
「都係。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xV8V0NIgR
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLq2c689kJ
她深呼吸：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtAlIJjB2L
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmVLacVlXW
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MJrgiShjy
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIix8raUU2B
「嗯？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQs1AUYQ0uC
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRNPmRSOru
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6URyRSzKI
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqY05iPE56
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8KTeAhZc1
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgvrg6U5GC
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF534UD9SCE
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFPeUFYtkd
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyotJwVRiyX
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOr3PrRjzpI
變咗，好似好悶咁？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1frauOqbsL
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawqFpdU1Gk
他們達成共識。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTucTD8ogC4
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5b4qsUHYIh
她表達意願：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwRnbrpXMN
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5axAefg9No
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafiIu0qy1S
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6DzYkYVDo
「我都唔想。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GKMLMsXtK
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYchxMmGyQu
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjNlMNRcwh
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkRKXPnO7Q
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigw6y3bpNc
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Oz2U4W8h4
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXLNpEEbtC
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSulzYDrcq
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QNZjGY3N3
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8UHBEYmjU
「係。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzR6iSFA1uH
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrFS0Of4ko
「明。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8ProSJubo
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrU2T5R2job
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuxjWHtlsJ
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDxzZ37WRb
「我都係咁覺得。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRT45lGCyzy
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJSt0lb8AC
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnnMXCHjrW
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQLlnCE7og
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOOU8S7MSw
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PG28G0BK1
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgoFqzRksq
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxVuSeiIKC
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9XoPECE4v
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdL67SMO5o
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NujOqMtHZ
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpYB4UV65q
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WWxpURL2I
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4B17Javic
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YbTawE6oc
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfHQIpbOXU
她點頭：「嗯。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tbj1Yx0Jo
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡji9hsVHb6G
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJtdSXbexy
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrH0Tb3LYS
「係，我記得。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzOVwcQMjs
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Gp4Z0MzUP
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuqAPQ9xvi
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJUCPl4nNV
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTlBuDJCkq
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQncBJzFH03
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEtX9QIOYf
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FV1aapX7S
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhKTsLJyCB
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCxfKiNNT1
「係，少骨痹。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2j2tkczrnU
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2RJOWqkFQ
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFaMJZyIsZ
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEvs8WhUiL
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDF6mXU5UJZ
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgK1hoZYy8
「噢，對唔住。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZFOYRDpO5
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他摸摸她的頭。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrpzmSQvQU
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他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkKsjGRm06
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiKeij19lX
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfzdEbvK1f
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaahYErLtPz
她的決心竟然在融化。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxMZYZ148k
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmQaZk9afE
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WeKVp3yJ9
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「你都對我好好啊。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZjpaapIb4
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbCk2l2TKC
「係唔錯㗎。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvH0vUOCiKK
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaf7NBP4bpG
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7NIPUJlTE
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwzYGc85gJ
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQOjyeYDU9
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vEPn2Dqyg
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYnQtSOveo
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBj4yV6u91
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUCKq8SN8k
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyMBJkDQwL
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiD4ui0NFUc
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEou2TprjL
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsl22eFvOa
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RP0Fc8CFv
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmcWM2vYgK
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1Wnrrmj9I
「嗯，明白你意思。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IFQaGLqa2
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdKUlsidTy
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYlUqihAyA
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXQooANHcv
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTx9x15LH3
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqtaklSpqZ
「我都係。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepvBBkkw9E
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoA2LypKnSQ
「咁……就好啦。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZt9sedBea
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaznwRNOdOo
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILA1byi1Gr
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DhxkZ0VN6
說完了，之後呢？730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpN76cSNy3S
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8F7D1PSGjQ
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDiaVslhrC
730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOduyT9tvC1
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。730Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibDe5STTuo
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