「好。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xUCiZnl1T
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5gNwAcYel
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzN5VEivfv
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她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXEjuRtYay
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她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIxu6FijpG
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和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYBoGmYLYu
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「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEooYVvYiZ
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bOGOoi7j9
思思明白：「好。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhDEjC1YWY
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於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZe9RRDBz5
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlHse8KtbY
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPvNTyIF6v
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行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvHzmxa5VG
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阿朗首先開口：699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEeEMSNdrL
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「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV85hqJcszF
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「嗯？」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZx1FS0ydDn
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMFdYL3IA5
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEOC5tOh1i
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVH1beu2EVk
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWqLgKFfFN
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEO7GEIu9wM
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KzDAojXqd
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「嗯。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhtw1DA3o4
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaDRtDCw8f
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchdwiCq4Rq
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZaIjQVWyw
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHufEl2MMk
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「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmd4X2BpeGY
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RHVvBR4He
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhM7pWRpV0s
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOx91R65JLZ
「但係，我哋當然熟。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEuwJxgjyf
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOKQeNOxYm
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqbHASGyPc
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fknPIMD8D
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQSrFiI0KT
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4yR1ITjQW
「都係。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwmbjizrEH
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQ2ASsx33l
她深呼吸：699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcH94NYrqR
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「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcAmkxaA26
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「嗯？」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsKg0gZ1Bn
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwSCRP3RTS
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDDGrqh3aJ
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OLln3xagp
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5Rpxz75wo
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWHqC5SBi9
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQ8X2XPxa9
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMhNuSf4ue
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBjtBPm8Mi
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOhFSzyzbb
變咗，好似好悶咁？」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNEmLOX9xO
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他們達成共識。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOoYsACKuV
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她表達意願：699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GgANkYrTI
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvjb4YT3pw
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OC2YHRrTM
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrycx6Shpa2
「我都唔想。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGXB4loDbS
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA138dvCSop
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEsgHzezev
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsHzHTjOEO
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQvQF04P1N
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJb3eEuAtkA
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFy0IvNgLI
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1eDo2xJjZ
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuOp4B0OvS
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2I275BL98T
「係。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0qq6XqchD
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRw81bdrPFF
「明。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6EH35KKeW
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「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qE4fQJKWO
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdAeZ5beun
「我都係咁覺得。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNf1pizsfxn
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQoziX4Pge
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRwuZxOyeh
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFIGNxrjW9
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOCmwaf4Dz
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQ2mDOvfAb
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqs4TwPYDbj
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpdDNTLO7E
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUKCIwZXve
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDmbQe0Upl
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJupDccAwSv
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dlZfkECKP
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqVmuikNWC
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuEBYIZ3VA
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBwzCFxnxj
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g7jpQR9O5
她點頭：「嗯。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIxxIYTkOD
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36TGOPeihq
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTejFmF1qC7
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「係，我記得。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCZD9dxuZ2
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEulg0cpmR
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nS7zXtGpf
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8eDsy0vFP
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6pqa0StE5
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazREDL37g3
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0UxkVR6h2
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG70mc4mSsf
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjWerQDuBS
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70aHnCVkSo
「係，少骨痹。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvXvEEvwSl
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYACQpWkNmj
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHio3pj2RIr
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4nL99FVzj
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uaZn8WlXq
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「噢，對唔住。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXs6EMoijhd
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他摸摸她的頭。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jxpqjzgXq
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他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhgrixfIN1
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tuzpkMJug
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyzL52SRUD
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORsxaGw5Bi
她的決心竟然在融化。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlO0zAqFLEN
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtoVy0dXNQ
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYmjNC24fE
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rKUF6EWKz
「你都對我好好啊。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkedQMy5y1
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrBADRxCId
「係唔錯㗎。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yDPbJ9GCI
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5b5cRJxBQ
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtTnoZDWI8
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXXqUBeQHe
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugMGIbkJbN
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy083n32bFR
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE21Hqt4V1c
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6DzkwrJXE
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafzBkwaDqp
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcHiWd2TnA
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7wJT5A5a1
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所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsjzKVQfR8
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyEcrpvxjk
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmck5ynL6X
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7XCojYz7P
「嗯，明白你意思。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsu9AYQFjt
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc5CcSMcT6
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4F62yrNBq5
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEQF38I45i
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTREvPP6wPg
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIScg18Nwp
「我都係。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxBdeqGrJ0
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwRXiBhUXr
「咁……就好啦。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyR9rbB5Ixk
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOlamYmthY
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw90C7y09mi
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說完了，之後呢？699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKnPsivX73
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJwjCAL23L
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfl3AKtZwS
699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUrlTMhVym
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。699Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp37XEg1M8q
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