愛情也非時時甜蜜。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJF83YS9A5t
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譬如，戀愛過了最新鮮的時候，已經不會日text夜text對方。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOy8Z9b2ts
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思思記得，剛開始時，阿朗很chur。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9p7py4G2C
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若她遲覆短訊，他一定會問「做緊咩啊寶～」、「點解唔覆嘅？」、「忙緊？」，有次，她的電話沒法顯示訊息通知，他要求她每十五分鐘看一看手機，以防錯過了他的短訊；如果在忙，則提前通知。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrTkU73nr9
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他自問「痴身」，也沒有安全感。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8SwEKfPBu
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起初，思思和他很不一樣，不喜歡常見、常text，覺得大家應該多給對方空間。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuWMBYu5ga
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她是自在的，不喜歡被管束。以往與朋友交際，也會保持些許距離，多數是她聽別人分享心事，而對自己的事則甚少提起，被他人了解對她而言，並不安全。所以，她常被詬病感覺若即若離，與親切外表不符。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAjdq8k5kW
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但後來，變成她黏人，經常想見阿朗，期待他找她，更常常秒回。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNJ5Hs6OLf
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她覺得，不和他在一起，更不安。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiocflDoSm4
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她失落。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ251aTVcDaL
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每次收到他的短訊，她已秒回，但對方卻不再回覆。多隔個幾分鐘，幾十分鐘，甚至幾個小時才收到他說「好」、「愛你」、「等等講」；與此同時，可能他正在回覆別人。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxB1oSAGvI
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即使見面相處如常——1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXrL1Yibsg
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有次，他發現為何她總是失眠，故買黑色玻璃紙貼在她床嚮的窗户，令她不再受強光滋擾；1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcjXHDYJWJ
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她也記得，有次發現自己丢了錢包，告訴他後，原本打算沿路尋找，怎知他竟然下車，跑去二人午餐的餐廳，再跑過去找她，將錢包和擁抱都送她。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDakAeiDbj
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思思感動。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEkkya4riy
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雖然她覺得，有些事情變了；以往，二人可以連夜長談，在日間分享同一杯咖啡，夜間分享同一份失眠。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLksUO3Q6cR
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難道真是男女大不同？起初是男人chur，後來則輪到女人的安全感不斷流失。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrnIQLHGsJ
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思思有些擔心。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJOf4qRf4Y
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她知道，阿朗的前女友們身材姣好，而身邊也不乏異性好友。她是一個重症stalker，尋遍了所有與他相關的異性，她甚至知道他好朋友的前度男友姓什名誰。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSR511wvqQC
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偶然，她看到他前女友發佈的照片——漂亮、白滑、傲人上圍。她都會認真審視自己，而後胡思亂想一通——何解他愛我？我上胸無肉，腿不筆直，如果其他人向他示好，他可會將我拋棄？如果分手，應該如何向身邊朋友交代？還是該好好再挽回一下？1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrmLVdXqIS
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她竟然自卑，但明明向來，她冷靜又淡然。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaveHGRrpw
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她不知道，在阿朗心中，她已是最好的。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9HjOEnlPr
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他明白她的不安，因為自己的行為確實有轉變，沒以前那麼熱衷見面。但這只是一個人對待身邊人的正常變化，像交往前後也會不同。思思令他心安，他知道她不會背叛他，所以，他的不安情緒被安撫了，不需再chur text、chur見。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21QZvEFIOd
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他驚訝，思思和以前並不太一樣，但令他有感，這是越來越愛他。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKI0ZHB4gp
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不安，來自深愛。如果不愛不在乎，根本不會有負面情緒，反而雲淡風輕。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡke7fshjEWd
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他暗暗提醒自己，要多給她安全感，如思思待他一樣。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ml6X61PHL
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一直以來，他們的爭吵是健康的，沒有無理取鬧，沒有大聲呼喝，只有二人一同面對問題，即使氣上心頭，也會有一方服軟，不讓情緒凌駕理智，因為需要放下的應是面子，從來並非對方。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaqB9xMZwX
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他更希望，她可以更多地分享心底話。因為，如果她說沒事，他會認為她真的沒事。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUaxr5QYDc
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他困惑於無法分辨她的「我冇事」、「冇唔開心」是否真實。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdOb6fUGx7
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他不知道的是，她有過很長的一段心理掙扎，徘徊在「要不要和他做愛」。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBu84n9Xbrj
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她知道，她對他而言已沒有什麼性吸引力，因為屢屢求歡未遂，磨蝕了他的慾望。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5tJXl3gYf
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如果再不給他，是否將令他的慾望趨向他人？1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQzczaLs0I
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現在想來，這只是一個很微小的問題。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0l9S0x25h
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他們都享受和對方的性愛。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpUu73VXsZ
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思思二十歲時，和二十歲的阿朗負距離地擁吻。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTg2zbGOLlJ
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這一種親密，令她覺得很有安全感，不再需要尋覓一些以為失去的東西。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnCnRAX0QT
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她覺得，如果就此白頭，也是極好的。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSBP8AD7Tp
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奇蹟般好的一對。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPqoRoO33b
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如果你相信奇蹟，那麼，你與奇蹟一般美麗。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCvgP6qg7B
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日子如常，直至，思思發現身體有異樣。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVb4O9PNHEo
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她的生理期遲了一個月，當時她問阿朗：1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXwEhHtq5n
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「如果宜家我有咗bb，咁點算？」1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGVVmtaXN6
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「生落嚟啦，我負責！」1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5jgI9uPpZ
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「痴線㗎，我哋year3咋喎，連自己都養唔到。」1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvH1Ng79BZ
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雖然口上這樣說，她還是慶祝他的反應並非「沉默」、「離去」、「說不如冷靜一下」。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCouUOl0105
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她買了驗孕棒，上面顯示了兩條線。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwX7pVun0I
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她無語，像在平地踏空摔倒，有種不預期的痛。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yXIDbhSJ5
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「我有咗。」1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNNxc7AaZz
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「哦。生囉。」1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aIQ7FORtY
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「我真係有咗，唔係講笑。」她拿出驗孕棒，往他臉上迎去。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtT2IUbQ3bO
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他沉默，站起來。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80zY3jMRxj
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「俾我冷靜下先。」1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2aNS6NdeQ
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思思崩潰。她明白的，因為她也需要好好冷靜，想不到自己的肚裏竟然有一條鮮活的生命，她聽不到亂奔亂跳的他，但她看到兩線證據，忽然感受到他的存在。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlh1iMYnnM
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她慚愧，因為當她察覺之時，第一個念頭是：「不要了吧。」1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWFzD9fNIU
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她做不來一個母親，沒有合宜的經濟能力養活自己，遑論小嬰兒。而且，她要被妊娠紋纏附一生？她要在最青春年紀喂奶？那麼工作呢？社交呢？朋友會在表面稱讚小寶寶長相可愛，但暗中認為她不夠潔身自愛，就此奉獻一生嗎？1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuyltaG30c
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她覺得自己很自私，首先想的居然是自己。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Vyr1lXasY
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她想像，如果胚胎會被強行吸出，沒機會哭泣、爬行、飲食，沒機會呼吸空氣。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxyTTlFLKM
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阿朗從洗手間出來。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2ujMW7L5W
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「生。落仔好折墮。」1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtLAjURWlb
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「真？」1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3U1opOfsRW
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「係。嫁俾我。」1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qqOgbnZSL
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阿朗沒有想那麼多，他只是覺得，廿歲人才墮胎，很mk。而且，這樣對她身體不好。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrgmsr65RG
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比別人早日成家而已。他們，從來不是別人。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxYPzHztWL
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他想起，為什麼那一晚沒有做安全措施。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBO6TqavWh
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兩人都喝了點酒。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFn6FNfnXs
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「想你做我老婆。」1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmjzymni2E
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「我……都想同你結婚。」1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER5zL2W6CV
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「我仲想同你有細路，想同全世界人講，呢個咁靚嘅女仔係我老婆！」1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwYBSw3fef
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「口花花嘅。」1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23fS5hHxNF
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然後，說着說着，好像真想成家似的，以肢體幻想未來。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrbVMMFfM0
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雖然他們沒錢，但有愛。他想，事在人為。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvpxXRf3cJ
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不過是柴米油鹽。他努力掙錢就可以。面對世界，他有種莽撞的勇敢。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyN3buMQ6g
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他告訴她，請放心相信他。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9q8inm5FHd
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她相信。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡambrZYpERz
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他們起身，往民政局結婚。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSeRZITXMC
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囫於對世界的認知因年輕而有限，因此，想做就做，任性盲目，但快樂。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTJhg4dwl9
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忽然有感成為了「大人」，在別人埋首課業時，他們關注的是婦科報告，這種脫離學生身份的感覺，很新奇。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuq22v5xJp5
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終於有權利選擇自己的身份，不只擁有硬性安排的血親。那一刻，他們是對方的摰親，受到法律保障，不只是Facebook上的「In relationship」。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCe2FHBscdp
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他告訴她，她會是最漂亮的孕婦，沒有一個大學同學能與她媲美。如果有妊娠紋，就當是最偉大紋身。如果遭人非議，他會維護她至別人妒忌。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8dfPZjyHa
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他承諾。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rnUmxzqMq
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一切未知，一切新鮮。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAgKxzjwrd
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沒有對錯；有，也不理會。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4CcGpQTg9
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永久保鮮。1303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZAF1y70YT
