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「你知唔知？我……」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8bP1O6Xxv
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阿朗喃喃，之後沉默；手沒有停止，繼續為遺體上粉。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3tIh2TSzC
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千言萬語，在心中譜寫。當阿朗對一份工作足夠熟悉時，常常做着做着，就想找一些話說，差在是否講出聲。他之所以不再言語，是因為，他怕真的有人回應他，如此則過分滲人；無論如何，這個空間都太靜了。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPaPD3jVTM
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不，又或者，倘若真有人回應他，說到底也是一個伴——哈，眾生平等。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmmnOpopM9
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自轉工後，阿朗和思思皆工作了三年。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fyVbtAQM2
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一開始，二人還有許多話說的，因為工作予其的新鮮感支撐着二人無眠時興起的話題。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0R8ukCIsi
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可是，後來，開始無話可講。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jgrPW84h0
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02NauxpCqG
阿朗已見過很多不同種類的遺體：自殺、交通意外、久病而逝、急性病逝……見得多，自然不再感到新奇，他只越來越專業的做化妝手勢，表情放鬆，可是因為習慣了，所以再無新奇事可分享。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGa1HPppjj
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或者，有時他很想分享，二人卻了無心思，沒有一個合適的興致配合話語；只好等到假日才說，但常常忘了起初想說什麼。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddz34K8BCH
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思思呢，好一點，可是也較以往沉默。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gbRNJiJjv
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XKl75O4Zh
她對學校更熟悉了，開始上手；和學生也越來越熟絡，他們都喜歡思思。午飯時間，甚至組成一個個小團體，內進狹小的社工室吃飯，和思思說「阿sir啱啱火車未到站」、「又要默書，勁長」、「放學就要補習啦」、「我都要去學琴啊，今晚又唔知幾點先可以瞓」，云云。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FjE81SFHO
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQy0FectioL
慢慢，生活只是一個循環，再沒有新的事好講。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81QabkeRh4
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但二人還可以圍繞棉花糖，看看她的功課、興趣班、測驗卷、温度進度，偶然一同幫她做難度甚高的視藝科勞作。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sbBhnnInN
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對。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfE14v9tAfu
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如此，如此地環迴往復。久而久之，又覺得平淡。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMp1oxCtTkj
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3AWgKki9Y
就是，大家都會關心對方，今天工作怎樣呢？辛勞嗎？繁忙嗎？可是，話語來來去去都是那些，第一次說，倒叫做體貼；但說到第一百次時，卻像極了例行公事，即使語氣充滿抑揚，聽起來卻只是一句不帶感情的慰問，淡淡的，內心總已經有個預期對方會說的答案：908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjXJolCU5Q
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「幾好吖。」或者，「有啲攰。」不出這些了。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhb9CYUbxR1
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGKytyr1Ti
接下來，就幫對方按摩，手的力度卻悄悄放軟。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKCSmAmmdw
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc98KSk05ON
平淡……平淡就對了，婚姻和感情不就如此嗎？總不可能一生都充滿激情吧，當新鮮感褪去，生活又回歸了整齊有序的狀態——908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn6qHmacRJ
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是應該的吧？908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7UFrY69q7
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臨睡前，阿朗想起，他們已經二十八歲：908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKV7TT1NyPf
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「老婆，」他側身摸思思的頭髮分界線：「十年啦，我哋今年係咪去泰國玩？」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Kvf3M9vdn
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他想回到那個夏天去，雖然熱，但至少和他結伴的思思，是有温度的。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyE7a995j8X
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外出散心，大家都會輕鬆點，不要再留在那個重覆工作的氛圍當中。一成不變，總使人麻木。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIkYVkfNgG
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但是，思思似是想起了什麼，皺眉：908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5J5JiLYmFB
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「但係，我暑假有project搞……」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRokCYkyTIn
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「咩project？要做幾耐㗎？」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwhXc1HTUz
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eDhbEa4CT
「我都唔太清楚，係講中一、二嘅學生點樣適應新學年嘅，環境唔同以前少學，壓力太大。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YR2TuBIBv
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「咁，仲去唔去？」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaTk1pwbkB
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「遲啲先？等我忙完呢牌先。我都想去㗎，對唔住。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdvvh5zKIq
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNz2EBzhJq
「唔緊要啦，咁我哋遲啲再plan過。宜家瞓啦，聽日我哋都要番早，good night。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4s6RsiVED
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如果去的話，一定要再試布吉島上的某間餐廳的泰式炒河，太好吃；還有要和那個老闆打聲招呼，看看餐牌上的中文字還是不是翻譯有誤；不過，不用再去騎大象了，太有墜落的危機感，上次還因而跌了弄跌了耳機，最後，得靠大象用鼻從草木中取回來。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG1PKbNAD5
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如果去的話，世界又剩下他們兩個了。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iPPTJSc2N
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那麼，他們還可以有當年的開心和甜蜜嗎？反正，現在沒有答案。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPQOz0HhVK
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpDCjIjyVi
不知道從何時開始，他們的共處時刻都靠棉花糖，才能有多一些話。如果到泰國去，他倆怎麼辦？908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnvN4g5yeH
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不，只要空閑，都可以聊很多很多。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwn5RpYVf63
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思思閉眼。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mIXYNDigI
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她覺得好累；開始明白阿朗以前回家的頹喪狀，絕對不是佯裝出來的。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUZZ81GHvP
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別人以為她的工作只是奉上一雙耳朵，然後隨便說些心靈雞湯就可以；但不是的，她不想做這種人，所以，她認真聆聽和回應。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAxFBK4VDa
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZE2G5XFrQ
不只學生，老師也偶然向她打探學生的心事，斷言拒絕又顯得不禮貌，總要大戰幾個回合，你推我讓。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4HTDAxEsq
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還有家長。有些家長天天致電學校，老師處理不到，就交給她接聽——908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5CrjkqFuV
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「嗰個講座講嘅方法都冇用嘅？佢都係唔聽我話喎。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCOt6t7lv5
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「點解我個仔日日都冇精神聽書？」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb62oujJocR
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHZfr2FuXo
「佢做咩苦瓜乾咁樣番屋企？你哋冇睇好佢？」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVx0thL9nb
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0skJVrNSJI
「姑娘呀，我想問吓呢，有冇咩方法可以令佢乖乖哋去補習？」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWurjwmOmL
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGqw9k6Da1
「阿仔放學成日都唔即刻番嚟，係咪群埋啲壞同學？」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFFG3KA2R6
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然後，她不斷挨罵。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0lt0uuHGr
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其他日子，就是跟case和寫報告。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljvOYApgIe
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW317HeK3gT
她的生活確實充實，求仁得仁；只是有一點點累。有時，她只想快快吃完飯，然後攤睡床上，不需再說一句話，任由起伏有致的呼吸聲替她道一聲晚安。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4An93gLMpz
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她失去了傾訴的心思。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rC1gHhdL4
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即使，她多麼想時常說一些瑣碎，像以前一樣。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpraRUjz56P
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MX10QoP8M
如今，她努力等閒暇周末。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNo3MruQYtH
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