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「你知唔知？我……」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhB5BD8vB9
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阿朗喃喃，之後沉默；手沒有停止，繼續為遺體上粉。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7kQLhdepP
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千言萬語，在心中譜寫。當阿朗對一份工作足夠熟悉時，常常做着做着，就想找一些話說，差在是否講出聲。他之所以不再言語，是因為，他怕真的有人回應他，如此則過分滲人；無論如何，這個空間都太靜了。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ940LnH2vCQ
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不，又或者，倘若真有人回應他，說到底也是一個伴——哈，眾生平等。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrmkHc8iO7
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自轉工後，阿朗和思思皆工作了三年。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4OPwyKdrU
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rNy08VZLe
一開始，二人還有許多話說的，因為工作予其的新鮮感支撐着二人無眠時興起的話題。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLkX8a5uXn
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可是，後來，開始無話可講。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoBUlUn1qY
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阿朗已見過很多不同種類的遺體：自殺、交通意外、久病而逝、急性病逝……見得多，自然不再感到新奇，他只越來越專業的做化妝手勢，表情放鬆，可是因為習慣了，所以再無新奇事可分享。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGOMUvABBp
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或者，有時他很想分享，二人卻了無心思，沒有一個合適的興致配合話語；只好等到假日才說，但常常忘了起初想說什麼。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhHjWJpj6I
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思思呢，好一點，可是也較以往沉默。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXpvYUjXzt
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TGQpnnC4r
她對學校更熟悉了，開始上手；和學生也越來越熟絡，他們都喜歡思思。午飯時間，甚至組成一個個小團體，內進狹小的社工室吃飯，和思思說「阿sir啱啱火車未到站」、「又要默書，勁長」、「放學就要補習啦」、「我都要去學琴啊，今晚又唔知幾點先可以瞓」，云云。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaurkB9eEd
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRXx78ohD3
慢慢，生活只是一個循環，再沒有新的事好講。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRHoCWxeIn
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但二人還可以圍繞棉花糖，看看她的功課、興趣班、測驗卷、温度進度，偶然一同幫她做難度甚高的視藝科勞作。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIUETk7RMy
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對。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UBqfcAK8c
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如此，如此地環迴往復。久而久之，又覺得平淡。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Kam8um9LC
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就是，大家都會關心對方，今天工作怎樣呢？辛勞嗎？繁忙嗎？可是，話語來來去去都是那些，第一次說，倒叫做體貼；但說到第一百次時，卻像極了例行公事，即使語氣充滿抑揚，聽起來卻只是一句不帶感情的慰問，淡淡的，內心總已經有個預期對方會說的答案：861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzb4ht5eSOl
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「幾好吖。」或者，「有啲攰。」不出這些了。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnksLmyYbS
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnftNEgojNE
接下來，就幫對方按摩，手的力度卻悄悄放軟。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu97Xm2TDXP
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7fIW97lEZ
平淡……平淡就對了，婚姻和感情不就如此嗎？總不可能一生都充滿激情吧，當新鮮感褪去，生活又回歸了整齊有序的狀態——861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Mrt5RsUCD
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是應該的吧？861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLTKHtCX7K
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臨睡前，阿朗想起，他們已經二十八歲：861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXNOnYTbJf
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「老婆，」他側身摸思思的頭髮分界線：「十年啦，我哋今年係咪去泰國玩？」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1qfhfOVEN
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他想回到那個夏天去，雖然熱，但至少和他結伴的思思，是有温度的。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcubqERbUfC
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外出散心，大家都會輕鬆點，不要再留在那個重覆工作的氛圍當中。一成不變，總使人麻木。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBq61vLFkE1
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但是，思思似是想起了什麼，皺眉：861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnx1yOxlSuX
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「但係，我暑假有project搞……」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZllcOxw219
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「咩project？要做幾耐㗎？」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmYSvTBiN6
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF3YuiM8FA
「我都唔太清楚，係講中一、二嘅學生點樣適應新學年嘅，環境唔同以前少學，壓力太大。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yLfxzwAz6
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「咁，仲去唔去？」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IPVzMGJyU
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「遲啲先？等我忙完呢牌先。我都想去㗎，對唔住。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNcud5U73j
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhPQvsceWy
「唔緊要啦，咁我哋遲啲再plan過。宜家瞓啦，聽日我哋都要番早，good night。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsdmwPQ7yA
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如果去的話，一定要再試布吉島上的某間餐廳的泰式炒河，太好吃；還有要和那個老闆打聲招呼，看看餐牌上的中文字還是不是翻譯有誤；不過，不用再去騎大象了，太有墜落的危機感，上次還因而跌了弄跌了耳機，最後，得靠大象用鼻從草木中取回來。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftdJtVtFh2
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如果去的話，世界又剩下他們兩個了。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKK7jwwSio
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2GDAYNnRA
那麼，他們還可以有當年的開心和甜蜜嗎？反正，現在沒有答案。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRbIPOSqx3
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不知道從何時開始，他們的共處時刻都靠棉花糖，才能有多一些話。如果到泰國去，他倆怎麼辦？861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mfnEV50Ww
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不，只要空閑，都可以聊很多很多。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaFlMivLps
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思思閉眼。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2eym1MN5G
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她覺得好累；開始明白阿朗以前回家的頹喪狀，絕對不是佯裝出來的。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGUT9FPv8j
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQKQeAVvkE
別人以為她的工作只是奉上一雙耳朵，然後隨便說些心靈雞湯就可以；但不是的，她不想做這種人，所以，她認真聆聽和回應。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfe6is2GvKX
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg70tQ7pYsc
不只學生，老師也偶然向她打探學生的心事，斷言拒絕又顯得不禮貌，總要大戰幾個回合，你推我讓。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpaW1TGLge
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還有家長。有些家長天天致電學校，老師處理不到，就交給她接聽——861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBG2TDTfjbC
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdvU2tjUL7
「嗰個講座講嘅方法都冇用嘅？佢都係唔聽我話喎。」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuG1DWTq9eg
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3xtLFxyZz
「點解我個仔日日都冇精神聽書？」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3ifoTSK72
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHvwXsJR8x
「佢做咩苦瓜乾咁樣番屋企？你哋冇睇好佢？」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm4VrU1JvQ
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kSm08S4iA
「姑娘呀，我想問吓呢，有冇咩方法可以令佢乖乖哋去補習？」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAavpuIqK8
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TDzNFrHXs
「阿仔放學成日都唔即刻番嚟，係咪群埋啲壞同學？」861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uJoNyWR3Z
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然後，她不斷挨罵。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4JCs2Vppc
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其他日子，就是跟case和寫報告。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO63bRmqiXH
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU7gfiSM7D
她的生活確實充實，求仁得仁；只是有一點點累。有時，她只想快快吃完飯，然後攤睡床上，不需再說一句話，任由起伏有致的呼吸聲替她道一聲晚安。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBOsXJEul8
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她失去了傾訴的心思。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡex4sDwM7lU
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即使，她多麼想時常說一些瑣碎，像以前一樣。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8mIQNFOPD
861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XKOJ7l3HE
如今，她努力等閒暇周末。861Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmuZ5YquTO
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