好像，她真的需要找個人向她訴說心事那般。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCgGS8xV9q
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「喂老婆？」阿朗致電思思。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmglUQJEDz
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「係，做咩？」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIKyZmDwk5
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「今晚棉花糖去婆婆屋企瞓喎，咁我哋出嚟食好冇？」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBItZxndQ3
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「好。邊度？」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYf3kSghFvI
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「嗯……等間先決定啦，我嚟接你放工。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPdY6NV01l
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「好，五點半見？」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEzDjI3QtS
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朝光看向思思，問：「約咗人？」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMF9B8QHzCd
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「係啊，約咗老公食飯。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9YZoHHQnr
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她喚那個看不見的人為「老公」。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVGAZBLmaT
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「哦……你結咗婚？幾時識㗎？」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9yuTxmy9H
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朝光從沒問過她的婚嫁戀愛，她反正不會說得詳細，或者，是因為他不想知道。可是，他以為她還未婚，這年頭女子就算已屆三十也不焦急，而她手上可是沒戴婚戒的。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4dIwNTrBD
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「中學尾囉。結咗婚好耐啦，我早婚。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5SOEZHJk4
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思思手上，是沒有戒指的，即使成婚已久。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ622TZIypUD
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二十歲，還未結婚的時候——842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSGav7dlW0
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阿朗某天神神秘秘的向她展示左手無名指。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUt0Nx9g749
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「做咩用marker畫手指？」她看見後，甜笑，手背那邊是一條幼幼的線，掌心那邊則寫着：842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XSgq30bsA
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「 L&S842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3ruS67ASq
2.7.2005」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1coW9Hkpw
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朗和詩，二零零五年七月二日是他們的拍拖紀念日。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajhLMdnHRC
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「唔係畫㗎，我真係去紋咗。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8shEb4mtd
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阿朗覺得，思思不太有安全感，但他不知怎樣做。唯有，做一些MK的事，以顯真心，妄語若然拋棄她，定當將手指砍下，為她傷及髮膚，還不是真心鍾愛？842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoQ0ZRnYqY
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「吓，點解紋嘅？唔痛咩？」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXZt1vhk28
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「少少啦，」他不自然的笑，分明是記起當天痛楚：「俾你相信，我一生一世都愛你吖嘛，如果同你分手，我發誓我一定斬手指！」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdM2iUVcwu
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她捉住他舉起的三指，嗔笑道：842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhPDexi2on
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「唔好亂發誓啦，真係分手咁點算？」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkBIH0N0GY
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「斬手指。」他認真的答。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yXZr6wS04
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她咧開嘴笑，愛侶在蜜運時都愛說這些不理後果的談情話，最後也可能換他人來理料他的襯衫；但是他這一刻的真心，彌足珍貴，令她歡喜。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOBO4LqL06
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「咁我都要。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj41KoChWwK
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於是，他們又一同到那家紋身店，阿朗看着思思，紋上一模一樣的圖案，在左手無名指上。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7IhEIhfQR
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隔年，思思懷孕，她對他說：842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUWdVgQskl
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「唔好買咩戒指嗰啲，你以前已經送咗俾我啦，而且，永遠都除唔甩，唔驚整唔見喎。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoWwodqFj6
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「係，你都走唔甩㗎啦，呢世都係我老婆。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjJNf9S7Yl
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就這樣，一「戴」就戴了八年。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEQw6oA8eE
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思思想事情時，常捽一捽左手無名指，起初是覺得欣喜；後來，則已是一種慣性。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEpACz3BuL
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「哦……咁佢對你幾好嘛？」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOlA7SncoP
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朝光忽然覺得異常尷尬，想把自己燒溶將融陷在牆壁的水泥中。他努力令自己的下盤穩實，雙腳重心踏地，以免自己的氣息從腳底洩出，疑心自己因此急速飛走，無人能、無人想——捉住。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBO0URZ6gW
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「嗯嗯。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhR8cWdTC5
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思思想，阿朗待她確是不錯；即使，這些年開始已無以前那樣，對二人的關係充滿熱枕，但是，很自然吧。他們就似兩口鄰近的井，總有人打完這井，打那井，有種已成習慣的牽連；到底，盤根交錯。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JLet9fjtj
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只是，除出初戀那些天外，他真的從未接過她放工，所以，她竟然感到新奇。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoz4Lr4RNgW
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朝光看看思思的神色，又不似真的與老公非常甜蜜，她只是淡淡的點頭。而且，她從未提及。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5JwB8FdfK
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「幸福？」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooCnBrQ9Mw
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但是，結婚多年仍願意接妻子下班，怎麼不好？842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgymysM1X9D
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「嗯。」她又點頭，輕輕的。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETSingBMp6
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怎麼能夠不幸福？阿朗為她、為家也付出甚多，不離不棄。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9055p9Az28
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「喂。你又發吽哣。」朝光說，他覺得一個經常出神的人，內心必然另有所想，但是，他並沒有資格問。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaEcUGJ9KW
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他不能擁着思思，問：842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaz2vwjQed
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「其實你鍾唔鍾意宜家咁？如果唔鍾意，我可以俾幸福你。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj5PA2Hz4v
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她必然輕輕一笑，利落地推開他：「哇，大個仔啦喎，識調戲姐姐。」卻不會相信他是真心的，隨即又會警告他：「以後唔好再咁。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPTkkDFKJP
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此刻，朝光清晰地發現她真的有對象，而且還與對方同一屋簷下生活多年，他忽然認清卻拒絕承認自己的心思。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkSXasStff
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他不是因為有話說才常常來找她，而是因為想找她才有話說。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiHvQQkJWV
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他不是覺得杏色、素色這種淡雅的裝扮好看，而是覺得她怎樣都是美麗的。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Er5afke1C
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他不是喜歡温柔又爽朗的女子，他只是喜歡剛柔並重的她。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JoPznm0bU
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原來經常共對，真的是會產生感情，何況他打從第一眼，已經記住她的面容；多聊多講多聽，感覺情感就是互通的。他有一種被呵護的喜悅，以前一直沒有人願意體恤他。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWogUxvMrJ
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他喜歡社工室的淡淡白蘭花香，他喜歡不大不小的茶几剛好供他放置功課與文具，他喜歡這兒剛剛好的冷氣温度。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJ5I75ICTq
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他喜歡她在電腦桌前打字的背影，他喜歡她髮尾觸碰鎖骨的纏繞，他喜歡她休閒鞋上的一對小小玉足。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7VdCAasTh
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他曾經做過一場綺夢，思思穿着規整的長裙，和他坐在沙發上。他低頭看她，將她的腳晾在佈滿書本的茶几上，隔着衣衫來愛撫她的身軀，引得她羞臊地呻吟，雙手棒着她的臉，以吻技向她傳達：「我哋平起平坐，我唔係細路。」可是，他一被鬧鐘喚醒，就失落，因為他總覺得，如果夢是現實，她或會揶揄他：「你錫得好屎喎，𡃁仔。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37b75eRr6B
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不，不，那只是夢，不是現實；他連吻她的資格都沒有。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnevvI6BNph
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他只能自瀆，耳聽AV女優嬌喘連連，他覺得——他至少可以在幻想中征服她；可是，當他在擺弄陰莖時，卻完全想像不出來她會被某人壓在身下、緊緊閉眼而微微張嘴的緋紅。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1DTtUmaae
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隨即，他打開另一套主演和思思毫不相似的影片，發洩慾望。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIHiBGTxon
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有時他覺得，幻想她，是一件對不住、不尊重的事。他怯懦。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BtP9ATy29
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他竟然自卑，可是，他應該自信，明明他年輕而有活力，率性而為。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAb7LOKEjJc
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喜歡使人膽怯。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip4nvTcJgE
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思思聽見朝光說她發呆，又隨即向他笑：「冇嘢啊。」842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFU0rRI6qk
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她對他來說，永遠神秘，總是不知道她在想什麼。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoN4VPhyqh
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他一想到，她的老公每日和她同床共枕，說些外人從未知曉的悄悄話，她會吻老公千千萬萬次，對方會壓住她的髮絲，分享同一份被窩的騷癢。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdDEw071QW
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他只是外人。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Bx1Tgcc8M
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他心折，但努力保持冷靜，一個成熟的大人不應喜形於色，是否？842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡys3pEUFbPG
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和他「較量」的，從來並不是同齡的小伙子——不若他在社工室外苦候，直到別人離去、搶先比別人到達，霸佔她的時間，就能贏得她的温柔；那個，而是與她擁有多年經歷的同行者，如此，又何談較量。可是，他現在先懂。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOt7wpoH8T
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他失去想法，只默默地做功課。雖然，sin、cos、tan已化成不知名咒語，將他的頭箍勒得死死的，額頭至頭顱骨節皆有裂痕，握筆無力。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUmbIiFGb8
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最後，他失去了往常生氣，可是又努力笑笑，佯裝自己只是疲倦，和思思踏出校門。842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8IcPs3hTf
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