思思母親笑，深深地看了他們一眼，不作聲的繼續進食。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpi2W8mZLVX
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棉花糖落座：796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWT36alHaAM
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「哇！今日食蝦，好耶！」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvukxrXiP8
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyfbmzFw0V
「係啊，婆婆煮得好好食㗎，你食多啲啦。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXWmF7yXvL
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpYr3NzjFJ
阿朗將一隻蝦從思思處遞給棉花糖的口；他剝了很多隻蝦，放在思思的碟子裏，這是他的習慣，風雨不改——就算岳母是否在此，他都如此，像洗澡步驟一樣都植入了血液之中。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjYziyH2Ng
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPyv6ISFcN
同你一齊食飯，我從來都冇剝過蝦。你話，呢啲嘢應該係你做嘅，叫我專心食飯。其實，我覺得咁樣太「公主」；偏偏，我好鍾意你幫我剝殻個樣。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8atSFEHrBD
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVqoqXK6q1
「好食好食，仲好食過媽咪煮！」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGXX8V2kD2
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxRCg9KPSQ
「嗚，有咗婆婆就唔要我啦，悅思小朋友，我對你好失望。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtt3zYbnESu
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82VDblpJHY
「媽咪煮就一百分，婆婆煮就一百零一分，你哋都有貼紙，一樣咁叻。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNCxdGU4be
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMa9dLgjMWc
棉花糖燦笑；然後，她就親吻了他倆的臉頰：796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhd6aoltueI
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZa8rnCpYJS
「吸住印先啦！」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRA6cas6Exu
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOZX0JUl50
「喂喂，我呢，隻蝦我剝同餵㗎喎。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcV20qfHSz
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxP5FcOf7h
阿朗假裝委屈，將臉偏向棉花糖索吻。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIR3OsC08G
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lGTMBX4PU
「你又話唔可以亂咁錫男仔嘅——」她見他想發話，趕忙說：「不過爸爸唔同！」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6dtwgPcCd
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0L0xklmgyz
又在他的臉上親吻了一下。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqvXQdZ7wA
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAkFIWjKry
「真係抵錫。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzxS91FYNa
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaVerzd2j4
「我要睇媽咪錫爸爸！爸爸都剝咗蝦俾你，你要多謝番佢。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94E84x1jgj
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxIomLVLNb
思思故親了阿朗。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE37K665jhR
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RT76Aav3y
「唔係錫面，老公老婆要錫嘴。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfdg1jWvzc
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOl4F4fsnai
「睇少啲電視啊，仲有，就算你要多謝人，都唔好亂錫。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFYX5KfJMv
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVfhof2Gmc
「我緊係知道啦。見你哋平時咁少錫，所以先叫你哋咋嘛，我上次見同學啲爸爸媽媽都好癡纏，真係冇眼睇；同你哋好唔同。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCW9fDe0lN9
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgKyXwxOdH
阿朗睄一睄思思母親，她正專心聆聽；他見狀，說：796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIylXTtkUw
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShBPi5N1gy
「平時有，你睇唔到咋嘛。係咪啊老婆？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4R2euV5KPO
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLMY7jVVRL
思思春意盎然，親吻他的嘴：796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI14vBWSMPZ
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxImeRCeKQj
「係。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0slaUFZQI
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUzHx9Pqeb
「好耶！我睇到啦！婆婆你都睇到啦。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnzFu0DlsK
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44xTjhhu0I
思思母親說：796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllvQIGFjQ6
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJLH8GQGOb
「棉花糖乖，快啲食啦，就嚟凍啦啲餸。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQeZMCmzaX
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszXu0am6q5
「好！」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeILXGwKL5
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ890zHXBzjs
阿朗和思思對望，交換了一個「真係冇你符」的眼神，自覺過關，舒心地對對方笑。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjokOT7pSrM
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoI1zoT4Bep
事實上，有了棉花糖這樣一說，整個氣氛也在不知不覺間和諧了很多，他們的肢體習慣早已在骨肉植根，稍一看對方身子傾側的角度，就會自動回應，與裝不裝、演不演無關，不過是一種愛的習性。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepeddFDi82
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他們吃完。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt41gokkQrC
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaQC5OmdTX
「女，入嚟，幫我洗個大鑊吖。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4p2zaVkgV
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNo607mK33v
「哦，好啊。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Im2dVWABp
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrHSzGgB24
思思母親擠了兩滴洗潔精，用海綿起泡，問：796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaX1oAYB44E
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdv8uDONCO
「你哋做咩事？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjoWPdJUQf
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdjxNzJcxI
思思的心「咯噔」了一下，她下意識知道母親所謂何事，心虛的人都是這樣的。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhkqUikder
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4c62NslacL
「咩咩事？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwcbw4n9yY
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcd1q6vqvd
「你同阿朗呀，嘈完交嚟？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQ6VjxHYgZ
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlTZ9Z2KLO
「邊有，我哋不知幾好。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BLM35m4Ca
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrlJ3IZPV3
思思否認，他們也真的沒有吵架。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsshW9ZSbM
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5peYNNGaC
「唔洗瞞我啦，你哋兩個怪怪哋，後尾係好自然，但一開頭好似好心虛咁喎；講俾我聽啦？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyBiHgLnRX
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNO53XYOwi
母親將頭靠在思思的肩上，語氣放軟。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwOVzhpaDb
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIRASSOn0N
「冇啊……」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmN1OmrQbg
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0uc8eZOZo
思思的母親不說話，開水洗乾淨手，然後擁抱思思：796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKKPpBIWFi
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65LKNXtael
「做咩啊？我覺得你唔太開心喎，阿朗對你唔好？」反覆掃掃她的背，如同當年阿朗與思思爭執後，母親察覺，以懷柔政策令她開口；經年已過，她的年歲增長，但依然永遠是母親的女兒，血親不棄。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlJPeNjDEK
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKP4XsYfYg
「冇啊冇啊，佢對我好好。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPrHN6SETW
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnA9ut4YKG1
「咁你做咩喊？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQNuvxps5r
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTu7jrhBYz8
思思是「特定淚失禁」體質，她平時正正常常，情緒平和、沉默冷靜，可是，當她對着親近的人，或者面對親厚的關心，就會很容易流眼淚，或者哽咽——是一鍋開了大火的水，滾到鍋外漏到爐火裏去。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EAjRHEhRp
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHoCxI51V6
可能因為傷心、委屈，又或者因為滿足、感動。所以熟悉她的人會笑她是一個「喊包」。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0sFEqjIzT
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHDcYytD6X
此刻，她收到母親的擁抱。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJN2aNg73r
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYjoTZgChQ
她矯情。已經很久，沒有人真切地問她過得好不好、開不開心、幸不幸福，沒有人關心也是正常的吧？畢竟，她每日都人模狗樣的光鮮亮麗，並不允許街外人察覺到她的任何不妥，何況她覺得自己應該要懂得自我排解——已經有穩定工作、温馨家庭，還想怎樣？哇，去看看非洲的兒童吧，已是何其幸運。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayIxsUjEw6
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2R8Ql6lNE
但無論身在何處，一分鐘也等於六十秒。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFKXiZfceY
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtuQYnaDlb
她脆弱。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvlR1lkdwj
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBN9b3U7Fmv
尤其現在，一句簡單的問候，足夠褪下一抹國王的衣服，赤裸地呈現有生理分泌佐證的情緒。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXa8GM83aD
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHTrTddTcm
「唔係啊唔係啊，我哋真係仲好好㗎。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuj4tFzNNA
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJYFzi4UfJ
她努力的笑，意指他們真的沒有什麼不好的事，只是沒有好起來，想令母親不用擔心，反正只是他倆的小事。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCM1PeBcS7f
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6e88EjZuT
「坦白啲。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hMXX2KY9b
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvhQBGeDp5
「嗯……」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jwrPdwRVu
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCds6d6S6K
思思說，他們不夠以前親密，總想逃避；關心是淺薄的，卻不因敷衍，而是不能再深厚了。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAYEcunfjz
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwLLz9g6JB
「你哋冇溝通喎，呢個係最大問題。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoe0GEHW4w
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdSZfBAnAR
「嗯嗯……我講唔出口。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCvmjUu9EU
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEgTYYbK0L
「有咩講唔出喎？你哋都咁多年啦，如果卡住喺呢個位，唔上唔落，你唔講，佢唔講，咁就一世㗎啦。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcn9kt7qiG
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLPnpScx4b
係，係有好多夫妻都係咁，但係你係咪想同阿朗都係咁？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaMjVo2e7l
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBT98F3VE9
「但係萬一、萬一佢唔係咁諗呢？我講咗出嚟番唔到轉頭咁點？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EWoTZvehb
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0t259sa8Yz
萬一阿朗覺得現在就不錯呢？如果她說出來，就給了他一種無形的壓力，好像逼使他演戲一樣，要求他更盡心盡力的活在她的霓虹燈下。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVv3hN26nqb
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBp1GOGtM3
「冇㗎，睇你肯唔肯試㗎咋。如果你哋唔傾、唔溝通——咁真嘅，就算你哋感情差都係自己攞嚟嘅——我就冇見過溝通失敗嘅，會有真正好嘅關係囉。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdm0VSCNLDg
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjrGIp9Jmg
我諗，你都唔想啦。維穩喎？咁每個月俾家用、做家務、凑吓仔，咁就一世？冇問題呀，你甘心就得。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICuiwLIV3y
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHIcJbuSdc
但如果唔係，就唔好繼續啦。你啱先都見到㗎啦，棉花糖都好似話你哋唔夠人哋煙韌喎，佢遲早睇得出更多嘢。無論為咗咩都好，你哋三個都要好，咁就得啦；而且你有心，有心就去做，等咩？」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQqiKsIGPH
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66uosLqG2F
「嗯。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuLVbSPpHc
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWT15HfaIxl
思思打回原形，是昔日無知天真的乖巧女兒，被母親柔聲輔導。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnb4TmhBLI
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQCVU5Umbw
「得㗎啦，我信你哋搞得掂，其實都咁多年，點會唔係愛。你估男人對住一個女人咁多年好爽咩？不過未必係最初嗰種感情啦，可能更加深厚呢。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrQb8JTX5y
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51sokiXrz6
「嗯，我明㗎啦。」796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP137gUEZiy
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzUXYihFln
思思自覺幸運，就算她的原生家庭不算完滿，但是父母親仍十分疼惜她；所以，她也擁有很多很多的愛來施予，毫不吝嗇。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzi8IUvQqX
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXvKtMrKSK
她送走母親，在浴室細思她的話。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbWpbIw5RP
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxcBNG1UB1
確實，他們溝通不良，一段溝通失敗的關係是否不配有好的結局？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCIGkHpRmd
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCK9ozpvgCS
但什麼是結局？什麼是好的結局？無論答案是什麼也好，她也覺得，他們真的要好好交談了。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB54iVzx5Ov
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52rDOkkfJJ
理智地想，餘生漫漫來日方長，不應將自己困在一個了無生氣的居所中，似有還無地回避愛，早衰枯萎。雖然，幸福不一定要由別人給予，只要願意，也可以自給自足美麗盛放，但是，她需要他，需要他的愛，這是她的幸福。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2k7XPqIwn
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilmuzJOFTj
而且，這樣的相敬如賓、舉案齊眉，日子久了還是會有冷落的破綻，小如棉花糖，大如思思母親，絕對察覺。人演戲，最怕讓人知道自己在演，更怕自己知道別人已識穿自己，然後裝作若無其事地看這個笨拙的秀場。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KX0Q8blFR
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XlfvN8G8L
那麼，為何不直接真情實感？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXR1p5bGAO
796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXE1NHcQUW2
感性而言，誰願意每日不夠快樂地過活？看那街上多的是行屍走肉，非其所願！忘記了當日雄心壯志地畫了一幅幅理想藍圖嗎，怎麼化成清晨的露水被早班車的提示被太陽蒸發？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlw8iujT0OX
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不是說過——796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISOgKbkLkQ
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客棧，明明冷清，不必假裝温暖，名之曰「家」。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlu2dmApfFy
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家是家。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguGkhdRZjN
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他肯定，他與那些大人不一樣。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOdzaCHE4p
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當初，是他們要成家，想要自我構成一個温暖居室，緊握自由，面對難關不放手，不顧世俗的指點和教化；這種不凡的故事，怎麼，要隨便收尾嗎？以「平淡生活」作結？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynqHn1hwYG
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因為，明明，他們有首尾呼應的能力。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwQ00wXGbT
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如果渴望，如果愛，不要退縮；為何越活越倒退，將膽小怯懦說成謹慎成熟？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7KEJ5CCra
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想人生有限杯啊。796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36wkK3SHVL
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如果明天醒不來，如果再不會看得到明日的太陽和月亮，抱憾嗎？796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1jPqTpXPW
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