阿朗在家門前，停下。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8swWRXZWzq
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuVhLptIqM
他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtt0mdqGSYz
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqn307ePx7f
這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSMcUQxbr0
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUObMovYv0s
然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxpwMRpqQA
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWxkXa6YDw
如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRIzWHeFyG
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5siCmb58B
「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZxnrNt2GB
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIautrBoS9
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XiwVrsiXr
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFMvjKuvUr
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGd2dkP0zy
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ51DL1nte4
「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxx2yrLh4f
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBxejisxJ8
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TAPIkXZp3
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqERCz409r
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBu6ttv7er
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVlS3b2G3S
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmp3h80OLE
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuQTM1fMVv
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwM4ah5N14F
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUfeeUHSXR
「邊夠你正。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJcnXwFQRl
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByreHuwtQM
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsi5Sm29Gsj
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPfAIVcnVS
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPXeRA0XMi
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWOmdi2CCY
「咁佢哋最近點？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJr63pRERM
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabxYoYI1gP
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXIUJD4wUK
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3NKgXXEC7
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUIuSnbqzD
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XnP7CLyeH
「咩意思？你以前係點？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7c0o5uY5HO
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcvlu3SPLP
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSRVkaRLzG
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgd9zOMH58R
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhI6rBynX6F
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUs3HqTvXL
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XB7RiMgI3
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmaBlkmIqd
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CmVwUwZJa
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCXS7RtKYh
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnuopJQVXi
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS93kkAW7rh
阿朗忽然問。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJccSdYKlL
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedR0QZUXpX
截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFFGpfEHjC
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSc9l5mCr2
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugtbmeU7rO
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdHNPQoVlj
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzFYsz8TZM
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkJn12sbDo
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KhRZfeusB
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFKujszqek
阿朗訕訕。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPqQQG2ETr
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDFQ13ZR69
他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrbc45aOOp
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB56eLlEhJh
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelQCkYy7pu
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFbaG7VsQy
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVul2LqfY9
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMxWyxDASM
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70sXUzXeLL
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz87Eg8m42V
「我去個沖涼先。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznxHENXwcx
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKVFLMimIh
不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5slx22FTL
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVsssnH96f
他有家累。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvReN8Yk01
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bqZHKloR8
她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTrIs0Rx7U
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpoSj1n5FU
「老公——」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QCa2ltZMc
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwHtg9pZbL
「係？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxLpEurSa0
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrSOZLxFSn
「我愛你。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauUWCDSfeo
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQMjtz3SVK
「我都係。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW26SBas6vI
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2eVLMwkcO
她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkqel1kCCT
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuciXuHkUfU
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmc1Ykzqqz
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6evtDf50Cs
而，她不知道。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWHzs9Tx8N
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YeOEGxcus
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDIZlSIaXp
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRw8U3LHUv
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhCUuuVKD6
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21YTN5LnPf
他想找點方法使其穩健。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATRAhOcUo7
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UaDGeerAA
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4wAAKAhwA
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXadRsUSre
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW1EaOl9nM
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVBQPY2wMZ
他不想雪上加霜。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnk70rsuWz
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlmGBqu41N
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931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXRyR8CyIT
深夜，二人躺在床上。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgSAzezCs3
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDkXMGc7g8
阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPM2wTvZeg
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNnCPfImm2
他睡不着。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1p0gjj3oPc
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8Msj8yg4J
「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBIWy4AWHo
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEF7NJNuJDh
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYotOP7Lttu
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVF4TowTeS0
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyBdbiqngS
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3IrhHekch
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdP7frb38kk
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIE6F6kqFPX
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXbksE5nar
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0ywAs91JT
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxCbz6NPrU
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPl3ewvpeRC
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQf1zriYY3
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdMClzuz1X
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiT5kC2FPdN
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJAiKtkMU6
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZKh2pPwke
「奉子成婚咋啩？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquGnBdtOup
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjYx1HMN3f
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNQeDVTr2o
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8PasA92zl
「嗯。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFmIwPCg1X
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBn1O5Z9IvF
「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKcSrWoDFD
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFhZO4Yz2O
「點解？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr83abXI2vw
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uxt5dbPXT
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26jzNzhmaB
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYIHlPgEsI
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipacWYpNIr
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8smDVADZFK
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1SHQKjZCz
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dyUpM1n6K
但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3RCPzctYq
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISSLcaUMAp
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3L0lR5VAj
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPMXeC2k9y
一夜甜夢。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkdUKNRefE
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt5sXE5QU0
可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8Z8R3DLaH
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