阿朗在家門前，停下。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGaj6tVqIL
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrK5SG6VGXI
他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTRGo3w0wq
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI1y4cDk0v
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然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBqRtCK8fV
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNWWtpSdUW
如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzR1ekR160G
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSR2k2hTbK
「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOSuseyyTq
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3mLIxjqs4
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMp9Ms8RVD
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMyG41Jgtt
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfvLpy8yiY
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1FpyDEldI
「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGoZlT0etT
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXDu0bGpUN
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCa1z3yRLid
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTcz5mzF5r
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsN1mDWRqE
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQOJMUFfM4
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgg0yZ4Fzk
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVFQGNnqNt
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzNNMXoXhs
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsJwBHyaF3
「邊夠你正。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQidaCa72z
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq41hwgNqf9
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgf8U1eqQd
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsib6LvAZEr
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0hApDPeF8
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmp4ycW86sZ
「咁佢哋最近點？」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1SMqQB01Q
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVl2lLPWJv
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ax9ODuNUr
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuhbr71TPs
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERy6gfIIWi
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJF3m302RBw
「咩意思？你以前係點？」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnEZvLeFki
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOAXXuDEyP
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpV3Uh6sFN
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi92nzGGGYK
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SHVdU7HXk
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QpB0HN8Bx
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc33cIr7YOm
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpn9n5Pv9i
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIm16ObJ1k
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUG1YS514j
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBgtmUDVwy
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBdR64pcW6
阿朗忽然問。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoJaxAXpUt
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkcHCwXXo7
截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUg3wQ7dN6d
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2B2Fm2UBE5
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGISixEQDr
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuB2w6f09CQ
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rHHS0YSfq
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywWR6iTfYF
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPSFdHLpX5
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefPDOijOMr
阿朗訕訕。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzNNNaz0Al
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lKjgaGap3
他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKaSdxF3zA
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIdDJOHJof
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLxJgNIRAt
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJtaxTOlLv
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8N5rvxFKW
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfN18t2Slp
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaHCjYMlFU
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkl5hnHlHG
「我去個沖涼先。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWglMyItEH
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWwe1KWOcC
不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrTiVTtPr1
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXQog6Nhgy
他有家累。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKCS5jpS8Y
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWR8VoQJEcb
她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZ2vHVsZ6c
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWeI72ERtf
「老公——」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczs7mA2COI
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQckVeV3SO
「係？」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk52nSyu1HW
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupvd39JNXT
「我愛你。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVM1Pupm9x
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPA9VG8tzw
「我都係。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqw5Vr8qZY
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ4LcXsorC
她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8ahf0kQxD
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LsO6sJi7s
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1gm32cKBs
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjkxczKWUh
而，她不知道。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOqo2UgRt1
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01GDij2WyR
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1ZH1nlxHe
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwvQ1G68Ff
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLB3Ht1aLMN
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs21EqUcqtS
他想找點方法使其穩健。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgB5G78Hwly
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7T3OUXB0c4
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAnyHwtQBn
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhG1QfBoeuy
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgc0p9Q5rQ6
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxSr5Ouyig
他不想雪上加霜。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTWqxPO7AH
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjcnNvXQih
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深夜，二人躺在床上。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hpEL0PGy1
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPg6syq9zf
阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF1rFYmKlF
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDgPuuHokA
他睡不着。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8j7JKnAVIf
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgUZTEyXpD
「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaL2roQX2Q
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21gKZuNKUQ
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4Z6bku79r
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQs3G5FMyza
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVeJ5IkB0r
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8Ut8lY2Az
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sKociUN8c
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fGB79b8mW
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbp5g9jDMnL
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXcV7WsWnM
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdo4OCUaBU
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1O6ccfAAC
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtk5hkO23CA
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPsRFgNHE4
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOLVy3eY9n
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1DdKlSsOK
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXuZTNbCnj
「奉子成婚咋啩？」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTKR5B5bq4
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZLdMY34ro
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡil6E48JF09
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlP7lX3xreG
「嗯。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87O3eCEFpW
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD16Q0Tw88O
「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuDtspIuD4
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZjbF8u05T
「點解？」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWBPjgNKkc
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMqU2riAic
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqF6QQQHjHC
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdOV6FyvlJ
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aolTMKzC8
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWrXUF08EM
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbCcPdLL07
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrdxKLYTYa
但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJ3RRPgFDS
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdKAgjQc66
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptuzkzpEqo
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJiCaMzbRk
一夜甜夢。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaU93T9lXYy
984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeuHnrNK88
可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。984Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU18BbN0Z9u
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