他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWwSOdVzd5
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748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs16Qdyex1J
幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyZCwIPJqk
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRmqUQylSc
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgIiVG3Msa
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTcSPoo9wc
阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjOY39YIs3
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TGi6cE2Fw
可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHLFwr5aHP
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1InEX3u24
生命無常，真的令人非常無力。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUiktQpUB8
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbavLnaYJr4
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxDkbebVlA
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzR6z8nJ5L0
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXghNpHYRDL
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4lf5OrSWF
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCouC5adYe
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngh8olob0L
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU2hu50SAk
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNx7OzUdNg
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfR7qYB9xO5
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpQcM8RaqA
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRHv7ovotJ
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmidHpfYR7
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwS9jtkXKe
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxmzrvFGHS
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINVepP3PXi
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrhMYJfzUO
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXxfmsvC02
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSyTOxKH1T
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRxO88Hv40
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGhV9WfuQT
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6Q2Z2MmHC
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4WrcOhpS9
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9siueygrqI
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nn5ThTVal
「你好感慨喎。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1tD5cX95Y
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVvM1kaylU
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3eVxf7R0C
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb62lDU4jHt
宜家呢？」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXu5rxgJRx2
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYB6Aih4pL
「嗯。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaiWk95Wn4
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmoQ7xqFHa
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6k2BhGBjP1
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0j9HebK7W
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLSisODtgN
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbiJf1xAsu
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCoiRFOkkk
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrEEGXbqrn
「唔好諗咁多啦。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33F0v1ZXZX
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fQdmECuwu
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnv0Mmx9Wz
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYybgkJ40KV
阿朗不語。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbjanvbV5J
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzcuWxLgj1
而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cmYBQ0IqG
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmA4t6Mttd
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa10tOZBifz
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8KSmwLo7d
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoj4MjvCH0H
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKr1z8VqUA7
峰仔開口介紹二人。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyLs3w0Kpg
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrxWY1Cngf
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLdIGVFsL5
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmI6eN8tmm
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgf6Q3cOff
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBjj0XnvZJ
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwb56xaRrj
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMU7F2Pj9Rh
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6a213eDdWg
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpjjtV7X2g
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡii8ANXUeo5
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuJIGrzKdl
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCo52MSvX3
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtSUS4uBzc
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4N5OUt4EDo
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJyqQ38ruo
之後……就冇之後了。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPUqAzsTvH
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLd6S73pC74
「節哀順變。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHRSKQboOa
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnWtbY1Ywf
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWwmSLZK6V
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TfsjWXUmw
「嗯。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrjZSgbjMh
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBJSwvKBQ5
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvDS6st3PG
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVJiMZC5lv
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdBEt53xuH
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvn00pLxYEl
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Jp0iWzshh
嘉欣已說不下去。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLpSioBvxS
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNpQH9czNh
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRuhMKvtW1
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNyvlfYeC7
「我想佢番嚟……」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiImeJV7Vtl
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2LubfrJd9
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqNDbzp29l
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sw0N3ETKL
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNn2NgfG4Rn
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bFsgAPlDN
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhxYllAcUv
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBE2MHuPEp
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fn51fPYwF
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKJtcqnCwQ
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFNK1x0NdW
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTtZAmwHSx
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRqK1bFwvW
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuFmdGwkvV
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3JWd1NHZB
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0kJ29GqPl
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCvAUDz8dH
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOeESwDTvv
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXgmLxzQC7
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMTSLex9vB
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ028kpDxG3F
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiyZPdd8QZ
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8uI1EvU8W
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IpRRBi9Lv
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PsaoDWuMw
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmsito8PCV
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0M93ZhTBH
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlNyJAyUTq
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnejTDUeRHR
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bsBSXRUB4
她悲傷。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzeNQLrTKQ
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4PmijM1Wc
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj30N5q48dk
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IUnhFghkt
「冇你點開心？」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldJJSgzMb4
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiMkXp7n8W
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXITJci8T8N
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpyG8u0ZvQ
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZPU7EyfGg
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHj8OoStz6W
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkrdqNVJKz
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeGxWEeKDF
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQKObkXIsI
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWGlRbRY8z
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcdoTXu7iq
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAA9U3VJQK
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQ5DGWT0mk
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtCB9wNrxO
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqM1n96e7qF
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmWb7s2ZHT
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLeLvEdEv3
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fAxd9Tx2Q
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezbR8qEPFP
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaz44JAKI0R
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYef61qUDQZ
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNmEd52AYA
她不假思索：748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaHt5AdweM
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8Ak2BXdiP
「當然係寧願你出軌。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4rnnQCOdx
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXdQRpvGre
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpvNUACPME
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBwpTATybS
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszbMnTIezm
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRgRchxxot
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIDLCqUKdz
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElDCV9F2hZ
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAG9HhC5I0
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