阿朗深呼吸。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0zyLTf5cD
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「嘟、嘟、嘟……喂，C朗？咩事？」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvC1phNNI5
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQCbSOj5if
這聲音是一塊乾爽的海綿。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7z5a9BzqD
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXTRNYak31
「峰仔，你啱啱咪同我飲嘢嘅。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gLVXxEFVq
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9hqgBdd0W
抹得走污漬嗎？847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53UjAbLGJJ
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqjG3vocgT
峰仔不語，電話內外的環境雜音被放到最大。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepCnokTQBT
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnC6e1GQA7
阿朗輕輕抿嘴，又道：847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg6YF37C5T
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0blHa3xAXm
「最後我哋咪見到Fiona，之後，佢就過嚟同我影咗張相嘅。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPWtbos5GL
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCmxjHtcU9
可以。沾上洗潔泡沫，正在清潔。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RGBw4lF4h
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaia6Px0SR
「……係。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmU55Fhqdmi
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zCgTwNjCZ
「不過佢冇同你影到，係點解嘅？」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTf5J4Navgx
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMVSN7KKVa
「哦……咁我同佢又唔熟，咪唔同我影囉。你條仆街打電話過嚟寸我？」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZHisErDT5
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReV6BuZfIL
乾淨。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxge8GNyyMa
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhayKsDrf8F
「得，唔該你。唔講咁多。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTo4y5iStDw
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtRehg0eYm
心有餘悸。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61ZBr9Hsil
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tWd55ZY4s
整個過程，阿朗都在繃緊全身以令自己不要聲顫腹抖，生理反應告訴他，他很怕讓思思知道真相。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznFxMu9LQG
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaQPWnb961
他不知道自己在心虛什麼，明明沒有越軌；可是又瞞着她，覺得不能讓她知道，包括他常和Fiona聊天。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmLCzfZgGL
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6pwbZV7sU
他已經考慮，如果峰仔的回答是：「邊有，你噏乜？」，那麼，他就會再掙扎一下：「咪玩我啦！我老婆聽緊㗎。」然後，峰仔就會明白，然後替他圓謊。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7S8wLEMzT
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8H7XL04Df
如果，最後被發現，他就決定跪下，聲淚俱下地和思思說：「我今日係同咗Fiona飲嘢，但係佢話唔開心我先見吓佢。對唔住，我唔應該瞞你。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKTNXMyDeA
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLe1oClBNVm
只是，代價大很多，他無疑直白地欺騙了她，847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKeV70ATvv
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MU9YR6CcI
幸好。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRRLnkp0v6
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFijBUmsj2Y
幸好，無論如何，「朋友」也會替自己圓謊，只消隱隱明白所言何事，也能一本正經的說出從不存在的枝節。編謊、說謊、互相配合，還幽人一默作氣氛調節，這些不坦誠的事，竟然是一種善事。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt75ZmRGMdt
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcq2tQgZOEg
哈，救人一命，勝造七級浮屠。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eLvEkrL8O
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlKK2vBsBE
救了兩個人呢？847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSWeqN0MSE
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5bcZZlOh7
功德無量。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3K7v491ZlP
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgNZ3DWdl6
阿朗放下手機，將思思擁入懷內，抱得很緊很緊，仿佛想填滿她的腦袋，不讓她再思考：847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgZj0Icl8c
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOj66ZwJtao
「真㗎，你信我啦。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKNNccRvX5
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiwczgNzrz
終於，她哭。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEngVStbLgU
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3DX31g0cy
沒有什麼聲音，可是他感覺到，她的身子不斷的、沒有規律地震，和她緊貼的他，心隔着無温衣服被撼動。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqK58dkihgw
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe77a79v3hL
而思思，尚有很多疑問。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxcsnPjKmO
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeyq79cO9Q
講真，她不蠢；或者說，在感情關係中，人有時精明得可怕，忽然會有種奇怪的感覺叫：「佢怪怪哋」。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdQNpQL1Os
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWidU0GbNZm
可是，現在又仿佛證實他並無傷害她，她有種劫後餘生的心驚。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1NuSyLFOI
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qbiHGser5
她相信峰仔沒有講大話，據阿朗曾經的形容，峰仔是一個黑白分明的人，十分誠實。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlPMwh5HFK
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHz2HEqaai
阿朗默默點頭，他所認識的峰仔正直誠實，應該不會背叛May；如果真的背叛，也不會厚着面皮地自辯無辜。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKoUxmziMU
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2M0oV4404y
她想，不過是拍了一張照片，對吧？有什麼好介意的。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZ4W1O9o2h
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLpoH2lGGi
但她還是哭。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjK9Ee6hCD
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTr79EXfOz5
在峰仔沉默的時候，她比阿朗還驚恐，像目睹自家樓房着火燒起，卻不能衝進去沖水撲滅，也不能搬離兒時相簿、舊式睡衣、餣製半年的咸柑桔。她只能等，等別人救火，等別人通知，等別人大肆報道她的無力；而她，卻要守在警戒線之外，企得遠遠的，不可作為。她在等待自己的命運被裁判。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEvIW9jn21
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1ZHaaFuYm
等待，真的是一次焦躁的懶漫。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInxv1i0uMF
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEf4aHX4e1
她忍不住，慚慚，回抱阿朗的腰，再發出一嘶一㗜的泣聲。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4hmBc6VRB
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT609y9JFia
她很害怕。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbkJMAUflq
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2FRvzaT5I
剛剛，她發現，或者忽然認清，她是絕對不可能失去他的。只是懷疑，已夠她崩潰。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4sNcSahtn
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEqOidgLtW
「心跳漏了一拍」，這個說法非常形象化。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6C0uuBVLG5
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnaUCNKnYs
而她的心，剛才跳得很大力、很重，讓她覺得身體快將耗盡心臟的血液，不會再有養分，不會再蹦跳，不會再告訴她：你有我，陪住你。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZv24w6wwf
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcnTBMZg6I
她想過，如果阿朗真的出軌，應該怎麼辦？847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCSlZNwX4w
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvXPNLHa4C
離婚嗎？她捨不得。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuYXf4zFgK
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmGcQxM1dS
明明他們，應該會白頭到老，屆時應當再不用擔心棉花糖了，他們可以環遊世界，去冰島看極光，和他許下「下世再相愛」的願望；回到家裏，可以和他慵懶地靠在沙發上，爭奪搖控器跳轉電視台；閒逛，可以觀看他和其他公園的伯伯捉棋，如果對方要求回棋，她就會替阿朗說：「舉手不回大丈夫」。這，理應是他們的花甲未來。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8M25qR3IK
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7UZ0CtP7d
但原諒嗎？她𣎴忿。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoiXjuaGvX
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6cm3WeC9T
她每天擁着的身軀竟然留有別個女人的野性，是否代表他嫌棄自己過分平淡，而予她所有的親吻，都不過是一張張自欺欺人的贖罪券？那麼，若果二人的感情已成殘品，為何還勉強彌留而不撒手放棄呢。而他的出軌對象，是一個舊人，是否同樣印證，比起他們未知的將來，其實，他更留戀那個她沒有參與的過往？如此，為什麼還是砸毀自尊原諒，難道真要卑微到塵埃裏去！偏偏，可惜，種子卻被滾水燙過。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX66P9mhmp4
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7ntPc5vTT
這種心理活動令思思混亂，彈着一首雜亂無章的曲子，沒有譜寫合適的抑揚。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRH35sI1Vr
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBaDKNYLqR
幸好。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprf7tnSJUd
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHBI4FQQMe
幸好，阿朗沒有不忠。無論如何，他也是愛她的。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIr5gGWB9h
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOp5LjTuVy
她的眼淚一直淚。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gsnWrKgQz
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPq3D88WXM2
為擔心，為懷疑，為焦慮，為放心，為慶幸。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmSChZ4zpV
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqH82PODSB4
為他，為她，為他們。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdVBlN1ztq
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sVLaKvYwA
「對唔住啊老婆，我應承你，一定冇下次。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPV923crf3R
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XJVsGuUHo
阿朗承諾。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQHyFrxZce
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80PHNULgKz
他清楚知道，自己是一個不能言語的罪人，他不可認錯，但心知肚明。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7IARQ57Wu
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOY85nF2SBf
他很害怕。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡci85N01RSL
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbUAqiJ5tR
剛剛，他發現，或者忽然認清，他絕對不能講真話。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AGzhSguZL
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48ThzbHs55
他明白，如果讓她知道，他常和Fiona分享一些她不知道的事，她一定會很難受。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78SOB4LIEq
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P8tZsCWqe
甚至，可能自責。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDYu8SRKF6
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQFXCd4BfZ
以思思的性格，難過過後，就會歸咎自身，覺得自身存在不足，才令他向外撞去。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQwqdzNTOo
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbBAjMEkh2
可是，這分明不是她的錯。他悔恨，自己怎麼不懂珍惜她。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHucsyqwAI
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPL4YUqFyZ
明明，有煩惱的話，他應該向她傾訴，她才是他最親密的枕邊人。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlH2rKDfwYn
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB30SbBF7x
「嗯。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg02pGSIKaB
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RO8ll7vg0
阿朗不斷吻她，深深的用唇在她的全身烙印，用力、無間斷，仿佛自證他只屬於她。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTE1S3SHHkh
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