他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDi2TRFvxG
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5v5NNrWw0N
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyEqdboL7H
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmXcKyoNY8
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60W0sSHdar
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmk40TfqCQk
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEWL188n4F
生命無常，真的令人非常無力。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPE1wUmyvVx
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYt0wFqHkkR
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNd6sYaOrU
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcVNdWbFDb
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uP9ivzm9a
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0ujFNUeA9
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYYgPfUZzl
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PloxQxsLR
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5xVxP1pn9
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIEyuhlKPh
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZFXTbhSXc
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31AqMuPElc
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeoj2fqLdL
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zYAifikGG
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERmJY6h7Sg
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3QhB9XCSw
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceyZNqgd4x
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDbU93FuyW
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXEyQBMSEy
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDpEoGZ7oi
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBNwVoChfq
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkIHUzE40n
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqT4sMsVU5j
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqa6BCWgbMc
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxAuDIVsdz
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TfVQcTU63
「你好感慨喎。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuTINs2W88
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sUpPN6W4x
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5X1nDjNHX1
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCYQB3nv1M
宜家呢？」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlffp1FNYtL
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcF84gL1Gxo
「嗯。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9O4XzKzk5W
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbgKmXhn0X
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlZCBrZC2y
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lvxAEjFIx
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tEySMIpBd
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3CsbS9NhF
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UDbeaR2Dw
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmjSE5CKeh
「唔好諗咁多啦。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUV14Vlils
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRONoB1pNv
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EUZr9PisY
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4YnY0sDCp
阿朗不語。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Iyzn12Vb2
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUSyTpywsM
而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlrPp8cXR0
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutOLHGoqda
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eHKKyEzwB
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmXcNV3yy9
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2HaNoC30b
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIoVih48Tu
峰仔開口介紹二人。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlv7016Cxo
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4SzPw0Ulf
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFdog9aygm
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCiMOQLeSF
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNc9zhlF2Dc
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbmNaitfp9
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2xWHrpJjL
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqonb7F7huX
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTy0gfeZN9F
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfi9xaygSbX
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiDXpGVYqW
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1EoWSfKhe
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOlyQmq3an
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvWpCOL87u
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrPpBDowf1
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvrwZs2mjE
之後……就冇之後了。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5C2rsHAj38
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DORT1M6c1
「節哀順變。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5fLVnNbSD
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7v9HWN72dG
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvqv3st4RK
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwW4MJAnwkk
「嗯。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBpSmuYKg1
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDIn9ZQM2v
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwITkMIhVtM
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmruTpr3tS
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYXnUnf3Ce
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15euknbF8v
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zIA0943Em
嘉欣已說不下去。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzPlSEKPD4
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5C58SSUnzb
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWhzdL6HDq
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nFl9VQoCj
「我想佢番嚟……」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHra4jf2AKB
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IiKS1m7Oy
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRf8EdwzJB
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3XhSv7Vc8
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3LGh8sylv
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52PoTkHmhi
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw49SKPjwNc
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyopm3yqmW8
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8b7HuesfF
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4qpJQz41u
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMs7ChMPENf
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKB8dtnxoR
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkim0jWohSQ
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTRk7wIvAC
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1k89VOVQM
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCPfy8o5St
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFnODn52Ih
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMFpRpcTY9
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLdW7ZtYoD
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmobrZGKxX
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjyaxLRXFC
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCTzHKxh9P
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8tpmqNppP
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLIQOHOrZm
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJH7yJpngn6
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmbJhzEddy
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFAS8pUyAl
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURjluDyB2u
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWH7WAOnhau
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ODOMYc6SI
她悲傷。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWu6F5KcYA
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xwlYXJEsG
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rMkxi75ec
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaL10SnQob
「冇你點開心？」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0QKThjRXh
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Wl82sjV4G
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7MWPemLOh
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYwM0moMi0
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPtu29pBYd
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9fBCcd0Zx
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsgHttsemN
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLnd3kGBgu
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHxmmW9NTU
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oAQKgkoK1
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3W9Rx77sJ
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwELxayugw4
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4OY3HzH3f
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GOq9HcCTy
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUK5ZL7JwYM
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73qBFvMuzt
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZDauqC29o
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYI5iKrh2K
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTmsuWcgQB
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJc4n4sLFCe
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2nu5f07Ea
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyMELjekmx
她不假思索：749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hPOlBXPMU
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBJM5kyoUv
「當然係寧願你出軌。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbpfZoqbka
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzL9kVCuBGY
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEPyXwjRPQ
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68pyYy7lgu
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiPp91bQlA
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWLn0sBYNO
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFvcdluqZM
749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YNIVDytLP
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEi1kGgSa8
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