思思母親笑，深深地看了他們一眼，不作聲的繼續進食。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEV7GknXgyW
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棉花糖落座：729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLVlOsVuzV
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「哇！今日食蝦，好耶！」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpV5doVRNR
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「係啊，婆婆煮得好好食㗎，你食多啲啦。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIaAazQ9W4
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阿朗將一隻蝦從思思處遞給棉花糖的口；他剝了很多隻蝦，放在思思的碟子裏，這是他的習慣，風雨不改——就算岳母是否在此，他都如此，像洗澡步驟一樣都植入了血液之中。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVLJ29rIVu
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同你一齊食飯，我從來都冇剝過蝦。你話，呢啲嘢應該係你做嘅，叫我專心食飯。其實，我覺得咁樣太「公主」；偏偏，我好鍾意你幫我剝殻個樣。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBHpMnluKv
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「好食好食，仲好食過媽咪煮！」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFD3kBIlzu
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「嗚，有咗婆婆就唔要我啦，悅思小朋友，我對你好失望。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlv8ChYOrV
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「媽咪煮就一百分，婆婆煮就一百零一分，你哋都有貼紙，一樣咁叻。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbANGUMWTF
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棉花糖燦笑；然後，她就親吻了他倆的臉頰：729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51vPtFWXRd
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「吸住印先啦！」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2Oe204Rn6
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「喂喂，我呢，隻蝦我剝同餵㗎喎。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTata0IGPH
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阿朗假裝委屈，將臉偏向棉花糖索吻。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡox7UsZ0gcQ
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「你又話唔可以亂咁錫男仔嘅——」她見他想發話，趕忙說：「不過爸爸唔同！」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5ss21UbBL
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又在他的臉上親吻了一下。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yKKZBAsj9
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「真係抵錫。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eGbF0mERS
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「我要睇媽咪錫爸爸！爸爸都剝咗蝦俾你，你要多謝番佢。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiL6jHHI1GZ
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思思故親了阿朗。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWsrGP4vJt
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「唔係錫面，老公老婆要錫嘴。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCjUHhMd3F
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「睇少啲電視啊，仲有，就算你要多謝人，都唔好亂錫。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZRSPx5AAb
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「我緊係知道啦。見你哋平時咁少錫，所以先叫你哋咋嘛，我上次見同學啲爸爸媽媽都好癡纏，真係冇眼睇；同你哋好唔同。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2cjyXNtUR
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阿朗睄一睄思思母親，她正專心聆聽；他見狀，說：729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkUO1wgLli
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「平時有，你睇唔到咋嘛。係咪啊老婆？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pbRa9Umt7
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思思春意盎然，親吻他的嘴：729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3LwDnggvA
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「係。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XVMfuCq3J
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「好耶！我睇到啦！婆婆你都睇到啦。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhZb5pwSrH
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思思母親說：729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCBeccsQqY
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「棉花糖乖，快啲食啦，就嚟凍啦啲餸。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ1sk3zPwd
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「好！」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUANdQviCq7
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阿朗和思思對望，交換了一個「真係冇你符」的眼神，自覺過關，舒心地對對方笑。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsLSMl8WH5
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事實上，有了棉花糖這樣一說，整個氣氛也在不知不覺間和諧了很多，他們的肢體習慣早已在骨肉植根，稍一看對方身子傾側的角度，就會自動回應，與裝不裝、演不演無關，不過是一種愛的習性。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5LY9Nw6Rl
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他們吃完。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSS3ycKd4oE
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「女，入嚟，幫我洗個大鑊吖。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIIAaa71If
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「哦，好啊。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgkCukuc9s
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思思母親擠了兩滴洗潔精，用海綿起泡，問：729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiBMc43hRX
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「你哋做咩事？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWf8wWllrTn
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思思的心「咯噔」了一下，她下意識知道母親所謂何事，心虛的人都是這樣的。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDpofniLUV
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「咩咩事？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvgkGEmxts
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「你同阿朗呀，嘈完交嚟？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HzhEtROrU
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「邊有，我哋不知幾好。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWSTcVvARt
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思思否認，他們也真的沒有吵架。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuw8Tyh7f1
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「唔洗瞞我啦，你哋兩個怪怪哋，後尾係好自然，但一開頭好似好心虛咁喎；講俾我聽啦？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HmSY93KZl
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母親將頭靠在思思的肩上，語氣放軟。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1tDqN9Hql
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「冇啊……」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0IGCfraPI
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思思的母親不說話，開水洗乾淨手，然後擁抱思思：729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKVfcSHuMu
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「做咩啊？我覺得你唔太開心喎，阿朗對你唔好？」反覆掃掃她的背，如同當年阿朗與思思爭執後，母親察覺，以懷柔政策令她開口；經年已過，她的年歲增長，但依然永遠是母親的女兒，血親不棄。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm0LF0Prav
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「冇啊冇啊，佢對我好好。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6QF08IPMq
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「咁你做咩喊？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnQmt2Ahgw
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思思是「特定淚失禁」體質，她平時正正常常，情緒平和、沉默冷靜，可是，當她對着親近的人，或者面對親厚的關心，就會很容易流眼淚，或者哽咽——是一鍋開了大火的水，滾到鍋外漏到爐火裏去。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvPJGftGpq
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可能因為傷心、委屈，又或者因為滿足、感動。所以熟悉她的人會笑她是一個「喊包」。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZuSDRYKjg
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此刻，她收到母親的擁抱。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpG1R3zJDI
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她矯情。已經很久，沒有人真切地問她過得好不好、開不開心、幸不幸福，沒有人關心也是正常的吧？畢竟，她每日都人模狗樣的光鮮亮麗，並不允許街外人察覺到她的任何不妥，何況她覺得自己應該要懂得自我排解——已經有穩定工作、温馨家庭，還想怎樣？哇，去看看非洲的兒童吧，已是何其幸運。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIskQ654lbi
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但無論身在何處，一分鐘也等於六十秒。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOXyCXNDJo
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她脆弱。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qdUbKDNQW
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尤其現在，一句簡單的問候，足夠褪下一抹國王的衣服，赤裸地呈現有生理分泌佐證的情緒。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVTonfYdUL
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「唔係啊唔係啊，我哋真係仲好好㗎。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3nNhbEt9g
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她努力的笑，意指他們真的沒有什麼不好的事，只是沒有好起來，想令母親不用擔心，反正只是他倆的小事。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeufuugtWl
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「坦白啲。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmvm9J21eU
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「嗯……」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQ7FoV8N2y
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思思說，他們不夠以前親密，總想逃避；關心是淺薄的，卻不因敷衍，而是不能再深厚了。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy921Ssejdt
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「你哋冇溝通喎，呢個係最大問題。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdd9UlYdhSh
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「嗯嗯……我講唔出口。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnN4kKSBip
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「有咩講唔出喎？你哋都咁多年啦，如果卡住喺呢個位，唔上唔落，你唔講，佢唔講，咁就一世㗎啦。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlL2SVKZoy
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係，係有好多夫妻都係咁，但係你係咪想同阿朗都係咁？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmKkCxyL4B
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「但係萬一、萬一佢唔係咁諗呢？我講咗出嚟番唔到轉頭咁點？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNo4H0iPPJX
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萬一阿朗覺得現在就不錯呢？如果她說出來，就給了他一種無形的壓力，好像逼使他演戲一樣，要求他更盡心盡力的活在她的霓虹燈下。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjlsnJYKFx
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「冇㗎，睇你肯唔肯試㗎咋。如果你哋唔傾、唔溝通——咁真嘅，就算你哋感情差都係自己攞嚟嘅——我就冇見過溝通失敗嘅，會有真正好嘅關係囉。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSOwhhI4Hj
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我諗，你都唔想啦。維穩喎？咁每個月俾家用、做家務、凑吓仔，咁就一世？冇問題呀，你甘心就得。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cDS6jQYg4
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但如果唔係，就唔好繼續啦。你啱先都見到㗎啦，棉花糖都好似話你哋唔夠人哋煙韌喎，佢遲早睇得出更多嘢。無論為咗咩都好，你哋三個都要好，咁就得啦；而且你有心，有心就去做，等咩？」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2GV6eL7ap
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「嗯。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1bq0WGPBl
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思思打回原形，是昔日無知天真的乖巧女兒，被母親柔聲輔導。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ989WZl4IFN
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「得㗎啦，我信你哋搞得掂，其實都咁多年，點會唔係愛。你估男人對住一個女人咁多年好爽咩？不過未必係最初嗰種感情啦，可能更加深厚呢。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKpnjWbf7j
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「嗯，我明㗎啦。」729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDXiHqUgQ6
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思思自覺幸運，就算她的原生家庭不算完滿，但是父母親仍十分疼惜她；所以，她也擁有很多很多的愛來施予，毫不吝嗇。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKo1X4erLWu
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她送走母親，在浴室細思她的話。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Yc3GxXO5g
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確實，他們溝通不良，一段溝通失敗的關係是否不配有好的結局？729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYVPEuQ6u5
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但什麼是結局？什麼是好的結局？無論答案是什麼也好，她也覺得，他們真的要好好交談了。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHooWz3nT0
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理智地想，餘生漫漫來日方長，不應將自己困在一個了無生氣的居所中，似有還無地回避愛，早衰枯萎。雖然，幸福不一定要由別人給予，只要願意，也可以自給自足美麗盛放，但是，她需要他，需要他的愛，這是她的幸福。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsycU3gJQF
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而且，這樣的相敬如賓、舉案齊眉，日子久了還是會有冷落的破綻，小如棉花糖，大如思思母親，絕對察覺。人演戲，最怕讓人知道自己在演，更怕自己知道別人已識穿自己，然後裝作若無其事地看這個笨拙的秀場。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6aku7n4Ev
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那麼，為何不直接真情實感？729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EkkgILwDA
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感性而言，誰願意每日不夠快樂地過活？看那街上多的是行屍走肉，非其所願！忘記了當日雄心壯志地畫了一幅幅理想藍圖嗎，怎麼化成清晨的露水被早班車的提示被太陽蒸發？729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OkdFxqm3u
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不是說過——729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoUmtR5VmE
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客棧，明明冷清，不必假裝温暖，名之曰「家」。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRtTPtitlO
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家是家。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLY5frPj7c3
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當初，是他們要成家，想要自我構成一個温暖居室，緊握自由，面對難關不放手，不顧世俗的指點和教化；這種不凡的故事，怎麼，要隨便收尾嗎？以「平淡生活」作結？729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmPV60v1qM
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想人生有限杯啊。729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5F43OAWqLy
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如果明天醒不來，如果再不會看得到明日的太陽和月亮，抱憾嗎？729Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOACBOkk9o
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