「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2o8W9D27jE
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「邊個？」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaq8Hzjbxrz
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9PUtkOWl3
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpuvFQvENw
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiLcjOS6a4
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「噢……」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3wJqsCHMS
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqGZGj0xp9
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「嗯……」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWURdi2bhf
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她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHq6QsaLkt
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHEJP92qgS
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONDP8CR4GH
「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83yJupYCzn
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她轉身，捽捽他的肩。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4MMfmTLpf
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DjOMNKuyn
「點死？」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2jqE3tyfv
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「交通意外。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5UGuc6x9A
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「噢……」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzVUWPsI57
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sMVnXZ22O
空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj7j0UksQ2
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzbgv5QmLl
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVU2rVORnz
她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJO0mcdHFl
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxO8DLXA6NP
「我都唔想你死。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36rCg7I1tT
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他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVRSLAP7yw
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「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QGUeweaz0
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她將漱口水吐出，不明白：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiM2pH1RHqK
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「我有咩慘？」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS29dAcaaWk
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「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIlzoE1HTn
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這是事實。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO61P9qV0lH
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBG1Or1vUj0
「嗯。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcy1gFoypbF
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPs02DUdDWh
她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgOCexIY3l
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPh0aoP2gJ
她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQovdib7yh
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOJFSvysbF
她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0KU2EYD8p
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvdaWhAzu4
以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxk3HLdWmI
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他說：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKErYsnYrZ
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「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjxcuFKrLX
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwitB9VWJx
她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Sp2X4a4vP
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnoWTX13EC
「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqRuYVJeck
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAMFvmKOVN
她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEI94oUXyT8
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuri30BJxLr
「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tLXho0IIZ
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他倔強。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kUejuSeOU
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其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTe5IarMtM
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhEvYFs5Hg
幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zedYI0le4
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡil8cHErLtx
她順從，也做回十八歲少女：700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbH1GGIV6Q
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eLuAXnBHT
「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKEmTLGgQN
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「嗯。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgFuZvlBxP
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bKbQLFRvp
他終於滿意。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sPKJKvboL
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不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNYM4IyDZh
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1C9VqAL8U
丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGoDiToJsR
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNRZEaQjUJ
「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUWxoYWEWF
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ydUzgYssk
思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt21UEEcpbd
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「係，我哋好騎籬。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMU6ynCtuu2
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阿朗也笑。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwoRImyd7g
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「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTOfJaMiTC
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她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyeppiVsZv
700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCubdWjUCj
沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTK9zfwk4h
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當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFkRhCMr6W
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大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。700Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaA0DFKENbW
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