「好。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutXlHCpMof
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcDUDRuw5t
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwxi0Nbin7
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她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1RLdq3gg4
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她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaujGgGHo8L
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和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0VMQkjEim
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「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO5D3Uzt1k
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思思明白：「好。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdYOmOOYOz
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於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruGl0Y5IkG
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqadQaHOGW
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSO38o3XjM7
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行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWgPz5KhgM
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阿朗首先開口：701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVQGtUNsHK
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「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshQte3CE3Y
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「嗯？」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IEV6KZKNO
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「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigOUibZR1q
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwTsAIEpjp
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWKmvVOw9D
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RrQ5giUrP
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEqkOlHDkZ
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「嗯。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgaWahgdsz
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「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01tQqsHwY4
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Q1aPGuVGx
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJcsSoEl8d
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjxLaSPecG
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1jN1dnsmD
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OogBtHyxg
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW69hTJauwJ
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2Ji3qfXSN
「但係，我哋當然熟。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzA1BiLDmli
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmCQ79ZdFu
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEWhFXbFYL
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hHR2cMYZn
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaGpaBRohl
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「都係。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76tMCI5Hlg
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她深呼吸：701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpGDbWH52P
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「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaKKFJRrtO
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「嗯？」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSAMC7dnJs
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcknjqCHtY
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOv0HZNK13
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtE0EEr5CS
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVjcbaa9zd
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7qUDiuYrS
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJM3PeDFW8V
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5cXhq6vGL
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTrsftd4Gf
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyb9giTK1Tm
變咗，好似好悶咁？」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjP7TS0ZvUQ
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6A0yZ8yaK
他們達成共識。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5mhdwLkzt
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她表達意願：701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghBVB8OJqH
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDp2gYXxvlV
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWplg2AUzq
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnN4zAUCYca
「我都唔想。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1lusvB2Qd
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTFWvjvlGp
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkm5gbMlTTe
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarW5Jeyj7x
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOu01VCZd3
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi2n1o5vZy
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpYEUyBjOQ
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxcsPQTOqx
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18wFp7tAcG
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTCSRRvhcu
「係。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0buNGCMET
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lOdI3Guyj
「明。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZujFy1Vnt2
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「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fpgl162St
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7cr7st22Y
「我都係咁覺得。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbBY5xY0d7
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIl2DYZwic
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgU43ZLDBr
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQD24yweVy
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQYHknLtOa
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJEs7aEZfE
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLkvHLAu92
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4KMrbQ6z0
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuBStQgSlV
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJAtP2P2mn
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJ4AptndiY
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjGHxQUqTP
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoakPars5WX
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJGJZfQh2V
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTm1B9BAIGI
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NCsW08m7x
她點頭：「嗯。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69QSuTkw46
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwOYW0c5kX
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVqj9pTqvU
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「係，我記得。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccKdsx0yzt
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他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsSVK2Fc7K
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmSIAiepr4
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzh1KKL4RKK
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9soiiZVlk
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tKeE90JCL
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSqnuTGX85
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsklbu4DXC
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAMfxstXNL
「係，少骨痹。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTwyg7ttY5
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「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hqkDQevX8
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她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiF5eEdvsF
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3u5aCMbkzq
「噢，對唔住。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEYYfhlsRE
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他摸摸她的頭。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dyeoOAvqn
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他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqE3MtnZMrx
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW46mEOBNDr
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTmG3vvZAa
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoADXn9Wbt
她的決心竟然在融化。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneK2Pi2Yfl
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaPccfuelF
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRfVqeO4UT
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「你都對我好好啊。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KaMRkL5Ys
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWvuye5u5H
「係唔錯㗎。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAbJ9pifzJ
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTXmtLcxFZ
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tz3tNAAyu
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGGluOQYR1
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwlEvohE9n
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLO8G4kEKM
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Whln1H7Hg
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA39mDdRqYx
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6U8XMYAc4
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAW9ex734TA
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eGUAipbho
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所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGe9oP2P7KM
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ262UNFkBHw
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPUyDBrnXL
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs1B4de6GX
「嗯，明白你意思。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDbuFGdesz
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6kVWrsZiX
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBg4qq9SQ2
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWISe0saMz1
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JXQ3usdV7
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3Iicciu4t
「我都係。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY6IfV2DUV
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「咁……就好啦。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0mOA8rZtn
701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aZoxhGWz4
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCN3QYoR5Kb
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說完了，之後呢？701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwhKqaTrSH
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「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Vs4VteMLC
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思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。701Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhRDTpjVeY
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