我和日朗在一起。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIq7AIqSTSV
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJPbxHMAFN
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxksruio8A
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4kb3M2XTd
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdK5RwDyId
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozbOixzfZx
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqxf3gUArZ
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTP9o057dQ
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmUkIy7BUU
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEp4vIZWkw
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8witOHGLhs
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LX3U01YcP
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dbjpKFfVN
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIagy36Vrop
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKPPBnGpuu
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KemiOjvn8
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkOPqUYljn
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxq6Aji1mbq
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtH5grn59V
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJCm5SEiY2
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblwjne6Ymo
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKryIsCRxa
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNBlWlWUFg
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxUiIxB7uG
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3Z5vBRQ1u
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjIa0xtc2Z
可是，我受不了。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgy7Ap4Xm4l
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUj7QLVHhdx
慢慢，他要求我：665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRhxPw3mfu
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstH8Rik4kC
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDkh1HVxwt
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BAylJeHNz
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iBhpRo5dP
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sEr5esw8q
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm2RXnbV28
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7Qvqrraoa
我開始失落。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4vl9LBWuL
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡji43cNa7S6
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnz3tWxiNa
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ho61geghM
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZid38WN7j4
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oPfNqWLXC
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSScoFCa8q
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4OBiqZe0F
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWWX5mE7w9
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvY8MJrdcTb
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2m2r2OKKWt
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjboibPxXVx
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp69eQ8gvt7
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgFegBHMlM
我不懂愛人？665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKt80Vw7ar
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEXv8EApsj
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLebFZfV6WU
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKTbqfOQgM
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcszO9hygcv
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkE47stFQMF
係咪因為——665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpAHfOgMda
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Yu0AXe752
你唔夠愛我呢？665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRv6er0Pf4
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSJyZnkYjT
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Gjx1AZZQy
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAePXw7vZP
對，就是這樣。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgEdzMzgi5
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQnBoPGVkp
我的心再一次與他疏離。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zyIqC94Q7
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56YSIiOS0N
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfk6pc4JAGw
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1daQicZ6ct
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyYyQAmQP3
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAffignwUR
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWB78OuM1zu
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPgeh6ZZJk
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ01v7n2DAT
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFTdxjxJo4
所以我出軌——665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0fX7efkZY
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3d5UpU1T7h
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1N73iZnMm
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaS6TrGniX
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rBgLbyOFM
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIZ44yRniL
直到，日朗發現我出軌。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdZvhBfo5W
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOviuu4CTZ
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUTpxBxzZe
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OVOndLwdF
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EIPGBKheV
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nV1X0yyJh
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbfIoeSmYl
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGE0ryiIde
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEhzWuOuDa
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡms1v8kSA9W
結果，他不斷付出。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCLcogSBVY
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaAMI8NMqP
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEis6DHMPeK
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8ISAajihc
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TewkcZw9Y
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oq1hZsh2K
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5QWfMJhcD
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIqC3AtaIr
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9x3rEGk4Bk
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RQuyKxXJ3
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQpwCdPP7b
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyqwZvh5tw
唉，真令人無奈。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs83LvFDNEa
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBH0y8uZa7
我有別人給我的愛了。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVP6UtvG51B
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJrXO3Tkyh
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjborBwSH00
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQu0jTspbm
唯有再見。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGumt2j9HT
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1R3JboI6qt
再見。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHGxHnCnbc
665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nO5UdopJG
只是，後來，我又念記他。665Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFkpZDhgzM
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