我和日朗在一起。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3q7V6QRHoI
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUoB0GIPbL
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6SlUHSzm9
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyN6rcpJpAf
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbV0v8HXHd
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLUGPfuvbr
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlznivjMhf
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgOVaWPHs4
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDLvuxqu0A
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJduhJuS2Yb
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYlVdXMTke
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurwSjVTvl9
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHB1J9f2Wn
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiYpmXvuef
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eZM936HhC
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLgCuimQf9
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CVj5Sk8nS
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGi8qUWGxP6
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGWnX8CbNC
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDB0jmnrCF
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9h9pbHyH4
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡId3X7U7evn
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMOMsOiPuk
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzwgEnrz4Z
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhItPERnDR1
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wlmKkHbkt
可是，我受不了。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjtHLQZuNt
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJ5j9rJaO0
慢慢，他要求我：686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFASGIQalH
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0b6ZIQF1V
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80wZ8TZP0g
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFO1v2o7ORc
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtgtddfBkQ
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4TUFGv9jB
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWw4XcL8M6
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNbFdyAJkd
我開始失落。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltWgBZZjqP
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAT9O5rXe7S
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChPyDfzg93
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnz93o7UAC
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTvRtBX52Q
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1E4SqwPSi0
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22NP8UFJBV
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsomYEU1Gqr
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGpZMRvehH
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxCOWh9Ase
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSscidGwkLD
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dexc3PO3F
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHoDo66Tt2
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTGb1g6bPP
我不懂愛人？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxX0HV3E2C7
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4B7vJcAV7q
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfB0qGHdZs
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5w05czalQ
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdei5Dr2Q0
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZazWJYeLjX
係咪因為——686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRN4l151NXJ
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRnNGhrZS5
你唔夠愛我呢？686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CV9hYjVT5
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rfpatGdUv
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLGonfmopK
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4XpHDd47e
對，就是這樣。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZCfCDc3t8
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGHPo8wmZ4
我的心再一次與他疏離。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Um97XZb1M
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bOCSgMOlX
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2g9wyh49O
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LDjD9mYwC
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAWpuetzoD
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEdQuzokoa
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDnmbLC113
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtpRUv9Hnp
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzE1hRkn7W
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwCFD1VBXQ
所以我出軌——686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoh93F048K1
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7md3f3nPX7
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7QFGHOJGV
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqjaQ51vYt
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfQ4gCBLEK
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxLD1L1l9N
直到，日朗發現我出軌。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEOXVN4WP2
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPe3TFct3x
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQZjJr60aG
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELJmPXtUb3
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71rE8h5uPe
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4qxKPrTkE
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiRWCj0Rsi
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWt3ZAbKosm
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CbXuoVtdZ
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMm6KenfhR
結果，他不斷付出。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgWlLW2fEj
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDhAWnEFm9
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMPWFMW1Ae
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQgEl47ZLQ
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGAMp0o58Y
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaFCYDH81g
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PEnSW8JS8
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbx1bTVeg1A
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXl74aoFAH
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrefbiCEmK
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Rtyx2v6Js
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQ927UrZae
唉，真令人無奈。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebp3Rmw4y7
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDJhVyjYbo
我有別人給我的愛了。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImGVqQ2196
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsgslShB8X
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzvULlaoek
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlEgR1bKQh
唯有再見。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDO0du0oPT
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWNCaasq3A
再見。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWtPxIXcxa
686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaNaD1MM2i
只是，後來，我又念記他。686Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdilK0DCzK
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