但Fiona此刻，卻慰藉阿朗的自尊心，告訴他：他很叻；哪怕只是客氣說話。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMho4slPPv6
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他看見她，就想起她選擇他做男朋友，也是因為他很叻。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQ28NZf7Yp
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程日朗，不只是擔泥搬貨的建築工人，他還是敏捷冷靜的足球隊隊長，是連年數學、生物、化學、物理的科長，是知識問答比賽的全港總冠軍，是參與籃球比賽時有很多人吶喊助威的神射手，是温文而堅決地拒絕女生贈禮的紳士——930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98UujEmGFa
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他乾笑，原來他在回味中學的舊事；而如今，他連校服都找不到、穿不上。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIAmE7GwOc
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只不過，與Fiona共對，仿佛又回到舊時。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4do9HYJhtq
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他對她本身並無懷念，畢竟他並沒有忘記那種傷害，他是恨她的。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqLLACFntN
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但是，即使在昏暗嘈吵的K房，她的話語、笑容、裝束又像極了舊日的真誠學生，言之鑿鑿地肯定他的「好」。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkXFxBq8xY
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只消看到她，他就想起他們曾經交往的原因，他「好」。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaN61LIL7X
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這使他有了更多的自信。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmMPdTIERF
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有時，他這樣想——930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLOoa1d012
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Fiona和思思，是很不一樣的人。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38e2Xtj2tR
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMd2J7IOTt0
Fiona身上有光，像太陽一樣奪目，因為她精彩、絢爛，長得漂亮，樂天積極，熱衷社交，和她相處，如沐春風。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcqX8EskqT
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLQGtdDoFg
與她談話，永遠都不會有dead air的時候，因為她隨即又可以找到下一個話題，繼續交談。她非常懂得察言觀色，知道什麼話語是得體的、應該說的。語調充滿抑揚，令人覺得她真的願意繼續交談、合作，便更高興地與她聊下去。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurdMHKrJpr
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思思不是。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUF8gmmaIS
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相比之下，思思像月亮，柔和、冷冽。她不喜歡連續地說話，不喜歡為說而說，她曾叫阿朗：「諗到嘢講先講，唔洗夾硬嚟。」他曾為此驚訝，因為一開始，她挺懂得接話，懂得聆聽，也懂得在尷尬時發問。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTdG7cymWP
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在一起之後，她告訴他，那只是社交技能，如果對於某一種沉默感到舒適，於她而言，這一段關係非常值得珍惜。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYaq81qKC8
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明顯，Fiona更受異性歡迎。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcDfdET7dI
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這麼一朵奪目的花，很吸引男人摘，她聰明，知進懂退，貼心得親自撥開厚重的雲，讓別人輕易地為她灑下太陽的碎片；偶然宣告泥土濕潤，請別人不要再澆水，一眾養花的人心悸，為她的滋潤高興，又暗盼她有那麼一天乾枯，讓他們小心翼翼地澆上一次水。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97MOCEPPyf
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如果為她奉血能令她開得更鮮艷，他們同樣願意。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6X9ZxkjoJ
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而思思不同。她沉靜，更像一棵仙人掌，只消一點點水分就能將其養活，畢竟她的願望是生存，美麗並非她所求，一個人的愛，對她來說，已經足夠；如果太多，反而令她有感窒息——壓力大且又不自在，怎麼能將自己獨有的靚麗，共諸同好？930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZknGiykg7
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她已得摰愛。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡov6fgv7o1M
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對阿朗來說，思思的外表、心智也並不比Fiona遜色，甚至更良善直爽。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJMCwktVEh
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只是，或者說，可惜，對於一個努力打拼至辛勞頹喪的男人而言——930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyiYa0ZcXh
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思思幾乎錯過了他對未來最有憧憬的時候。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEAPHeViZF
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認識之初，他就找到他的「自由」，再沒有向她從社會層面上展露什麼優勢，她只知他愛她，卻不知他其實也很能幹，她可會覺得他終日遊手好閒？後來，他們身居一屋簷下，她能見識的，只是他在太陽底下抗衡紫外光的能力，或者累極秒速睡去的能耐。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy74M59tXiU
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阿朗覺得，思思無法欣賞他，像他的舊相識一樣，欣賞他。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhVKNm3W9y
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而且，思思總是淡淡的，不為很多事驚訝，她的情緒是「十」和「一百」，是微微和爆炸，沒太多中間地帶。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTmRD2zk4P
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結果，思思愛他，卻不太展示崇拜，她連稱讚是平和的。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PRA3uS7sH
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他覺得，她錯過了太多，但沒有辦法，難不成祈求時光倒流麼。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6m1ZwkuRrR
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何況，如今他們都身處於現今社會。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuLAuUpjm2
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他的自尊得不到滿足，像一個後天因意外而眼瞎的盲人，連身處居近三十載的家裏也不適應，手伸進雪櫃，卻分辨不到喝慣的可樂，只能晦氣地隨便拿出一罐金屬；過後，卻無可救藥地懷念從前眼睛明亮的好日子，只好購買金屬鋁罐、樽裝、紙包，以兹識別。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sCXzDKWi6
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關上雪櫃門，他仿佛目睹，那隨即熄滅的光似有若無地嘲諷他。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbQ3uwZgNc
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但明明，他的眼睛曾經極度雪亮。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR315KAlQtZ
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這些年都過得太倉促，他沒有時間停下來，認真思索自己想要什麼。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYwzoep2wh
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他只知道自己懷念舊時光，懷念舊時輕鬆的自己。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dyHVBdtty
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你都不嬲都咁叻——930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXs9XJJaH1
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永遠都係我男神——930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHh4VrbfsL
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程日朗。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg03ROOL0oE
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伴着同學的唱K聲，阿朗看着Fiona：930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTA1B9qrINA
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「咁你呢，最近忙緊咩？」930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMGQxtbTdY
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一刻，好像充滿了自信，他享受這一種滿足。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWD7HV9apIZ
930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPM9jk6uZo0
恰恰，從Fiona那處，得到了一絲復明的信心，他想看得見汽水，打開，喝下。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbQagKO5jA
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他不再駐足雪櫃前來回摸索。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06WnB1c21w
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他要的，是睜眼看見它熄燈的一瞬，並向它回報微笑。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdu5YK4leBh
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而這，偏偏，是思思給不了他的。930Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQJHDydRSH
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